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July
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(7)
(7) Traveling to summer house. First time away from doctors, emergency rooms since started going through whole therapy/diagnosis thing. Still feel feeling pretty buzzy but in control #bipolar
(7) Arrived summer house today full of energy don't want to sleep only took meds as tom is tired #bipolar #wideawake #iwanttodrink
16(6) Good #sleep meds seem to work , slight nightmares but could be worse. Pouring with rain excuse to draw all day ?
(6) Drawing painting game of thrones fairly relaxed though
17(6) GoT not ? but okay off for work
(6) Went for a lovely walk through forest by the coast did some concept drawings for children's books #goodday
18(5) Middle somewhere bit tired, over slept , might be the sun though
(6) Good good good good good !!! Sun light is tooo strong
(7) Watched touched with fire ... manic always looks more fun fidgety
(7) Why is 7.5 not a god damn things ?!): feeeling good definitely don't want to sleep tonight really though I'm on holiday why should I take my meds !!!!! ???
19(4) Nightmares worst and most vivid in a while thanks quetiapine #nightmares #bipolar
(4) Nightmares worst and most vivid in a while thanks quetiapine #nightmares #bipolar
(5) Okay back to normal now
(6) Just nice day
(6) Just nice day
20(6) Went running at 6:30 up very early but feeling okay
(4) Not speaking Swedish can suck at time social anxiety and feeling isolated
21(5) Traveling home bleeeh need extra coffee but feeling fairly okay. Can't handle reading , people speaking and music all at different levels messes with my head
(6) Fidgety ... been in this car forever !!!!
(7) Feeling pretty good 50mg quetiapine rather not sleep gym plans , running to do drawings totally to do
22(5) Good sleep no bad dreams feel like a medicated zombie
(3) Money worries , bills mounting so sick of this being a problem
(6) Well okay these mood swings are exhausting suicidal bloody 30 minutes ago now like wooo I'm awesome
(6) Feel okay frustrated still concerned these pills are causing the mood swings
23(6) Off out to creative Meetup , first Meetup I've managed to get to without anxiety ... feeling pretty okay today
(7) Feeling really good creative meet up was awesome love being around others especially creative types
(7) Tad paranoid
(8) Wooooooooooooooo brain is goingbtrillionmiles and hour feeling pretty flirty and I'm kinda awesome things do just work out ... still funny looks and whispering from two guys they must have even talkin
(7) Annnnd I'm awake !!! How many pills do inmeed to stay asleep
24(6) Fairly good been drawing all day easily irritated today especially snappy with tom
(6) The girl is less grumpy now , went for decent walk , have meds fairly calm
25(6) Guess 3am Is a good time to wake up drawing tiiiiime
(8) Drawing in the bath, am drawing in the tub. Doesn't take much, do the math , 'am wide awake , maybe I'll paint a sub eat some grub, oh I could... bake
(8) Booooooooooooooooo-ooooored! My mind once was calm, now it soared , over the clouds , over the moon scared I'll come down all too soon
(7) Good dat
(7) awaken meds didn't work
26(6) Groggy as duck when I woke up
(5) Have a cold may be dying of said cold
(5) Up down up down exhausted but unrelated fidgety intrusive suicidal thoughts what to stay awake lost
(6) This suiuuucks where am I even
(5) Awake again ... can't seem to stay asleep at all , dreams are vivid and scary , can't tell if I'm hearing and seeing things or dreams ? this sucks
27(5) Last night was rough , hallucinations after 3 hours sleep now just meh
(5) Went to gym went running massive amounts of loudvracing thoughts . Visions of throwing myself off treadmill paranoid about males in subway
(5) Went to gym went running massive amounts of loudvracing thoughts . Visions of throwing myself off treadmill paranoid about males in subway
28(7) Energy pretty good , fairly groggy slept okay
(7) Off to gym , burn off some energy
(6) Ran until couldn't run anymore feel okay bar blisters
(7) Deep cleaned house pretty buzzy still but okay
29(6) Work loooooong day , destroyed when little one wouldn't stop crying ... very very zonked out
(8) Should take meds but at work brain playing tricks in datkn
30(5) Grumpy, foggy dry month ... slept weird on these pills feeling pretty crap
(5) Irritatble emotional nauseous
31(6) Okay
(8) Yay yay yay happy clappy little snappy mood
(7) Wake wake wake me up , shake shake shake my cup. Jump up and down, Dance all around Give a show to this fucking town. Don't want to sleep
August
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 1(6) Lightheaded exhausted and clumsy isn't worth being ' calm '
(5) Gym trying to burn self out... feeling clumsy and wrecked thoughts aren't in my control still paranoid
(6) Home tired but wide awake let's see if I can get more than 4 hours sleep pre doctor s
2(6) Body is tired mind is not feeling clumsy
(6) All drugs , hopefully should sleep feeling okay got quite tired afternoon but up again. Doctor has moved me onto litium once bloods tomorrow
3(4) Off work after light headed from bloods feeling pretty rubbish right now
(6) Up again still tired and lightheaded but feeling fairly good
(7) Trying to sleep sans meds bahaha how do people do this
4No Reasons5(6) Just good
(5) Lightheaded dizzy nauseous feeling warm ... mood is pretty okay so this is frustrating
(7) Wakey wakey meds and crazy ?
6(8) Up again ! Can't sit still fidgety as hell
7(6) Swedish classes started , meh could be a lot worse following easy enough feeling sorry For self
(4) Sigh stupid moods , tired not feeling great at all but fed up of this bipolar thing
(3) Do I feel shit cause I'm in pain or am in pain cause feel shit endo bipolar fucking nightmare
8(5) Okay9(6) Tom's birthday :) waaay too much cheesecake
(6) Birthday dinner didnt drink what wasntnan issue good day
10(4) Still feeling not ? tired headache feeling numb or low I don't know11No Reasons12(4) Pain again bit bummed out today13(6) Went running , not best feel heavy and big but feel better going out
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