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January
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February
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March
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April
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October
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      1No Reasons
2No Reasons3No Reasons4No Reasons5No Reasons6(2) 7(3) I have been feeling drained physically and mentally I wanted to end it all last week
(3) Feeling tearful
(1) I have to leave the house as my son is coming home and doesn't want to see me. I feel like shit I can't stop crying now
(1) Feeling really anxious
(0) I've left the house now I really don't know what to do I'm crying and I can't help it
(0) I'm feeling so low
(0) The people I've asked for help are abandoning me
(1) In pain physically and mentally My head hurts so much
(1) Feeling tired and exhausted
(2) I will attempt to sleep now
8(4) Not a great sleep But my mood is better that it was
(4) I'm managing to do some work today after postponing it for 2 days
(4) Feeling anxious Going to see a psychologist today Don't know what to say or to expect
(3) Anxiety has kicked in Feeling lost
(4) Not to sure what I'm feeling Went to a psychologist today Spoke a lot I guess it's a starting point
(3) Feeling angry and upset
(4) Every thing is going round and round in my head
(0) My family have all left me now
9(0) I have failed as a person Is there a point of me being here Will I ever be missed Probably not as I feel that I have been abandoned and no one gives a shit anymore
(3) Felt so low I had to speak to the crises team. Had some reassurance
(3) Feeling totally exhausted and tired
(4) Feeling sick norsia and dizzy
(5) Haven't eaten for two days. Had a long hot shower that made me feel good. Going to have something to eat but don't know what.
(5) I think I'm going to bed. Especially as my mood it ok..... Good night everyone
10(4) Woke up feeling sick, up most of the night with worry
(5) Had things to do but just fell asleep on the sofa
(7) Just had a chat with a friend that made me smile and laugh for the first time in ages
(3) Feeling like shit again
(3) Feeling sick? I'm tired of all of this I so much want to be better. Sometimes I wish my suicide attempt worked.
(3) It's nearly 7pm I'm so tired have been all day. I think I'll try to sleep. Good night everyone
11(4) That's much sleep as I can get 2.30am and my mind is racing
(3) Feeling totally alone
(2) Why do I always feel like this ??
(2) I've looked up why I feel nausea and lack of appetite. It's the cause of my over dose which I damaged my liver. It may start to repair it's self after some time.
(4) You lot are great ? ?? I appreciate the Hugs comments and advise
(0) Fuck this I've had enough Tried to pick my self up only to be kicked down again
(0) As I sit here I'm wondering if my suicide attempt worked I wouldn't have gone through these downs for the last 2 weeks. I'm in so much pain, sad and I can't stop crying. Why? Why? How can this pain go
(0) ??????????
12(2) Woke up at 3am in physical pain. A constant reminder of my suicide attempt. That will be with me for some time.
(2) Fuck fuck fuck and fuck it
(1) Fuck this shit The day is just getting worse This is totally a load of bollocks
(1) I think I'm being played here
(2) Note to self:- What do I do to make my self more happy? Do I find new love? Do I just give up and let everything take it's course? I really don't know what to do
(1) Can't do this anymore
(0) I think I'll end up crying my self to sleep tonight. I'm so low today. Imagine that a man crying himself to sleep. Definitely need some thing may have a few drinks to knock me out
13(2) Went bed in a low mood woke up in a low mood. Feeling really sick this morning
(5) Feeling better today, yesterday was a real shit day
(6) I'm determined to keep my mood up for the rest of the day and evening. May catch up on Lucifer not watched it for some time may be watch at film too
(6) Right I'm getting the crisps and popcorn ready. Who's watching Lucifer with me? Going to watch 'What happened to Monday' after.
(6) Going to bed on a 6 ? Good night everyone Sweet dreams
14(5) Good morning everyone. Have a great Saturday.
(4) Feel like I've upset someone and I'm not even sure if I have or not
(2) Hi everyone I think I'll be setting my account to private
15(0) Mood has got lower. So alone in my thoughts and feel so lonely. My mind is racing to 3 Saturday ago when I tried to commit suicide. Really not feeling life. Is their a point to any of this. Will......
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16(6) I drove to London this morning and have only just got back. Went for a coffee and some light shopping. Gathered some thoughts in the motorway, sang at the top of my voice and .....
(6) My lovely Pandas and you gorgeous people, I am shattered and getting ready for bed. Good night everyone I Love You All
17(4) Feeling drained. It's only 5.30pm in England and I'm so tired I have a headache. Totally out of energy
(5) There's nothing like a cup of tea
(5) Good night my lovelies. Have a great day or night where ever you are. Love you all
18(5) Good morning. Happy Wednesday Everyone
(3) Been feeling drained so tired. Got a massive headache. Over thinking this as always. Thinking about my thought the other day.....
(3) Has any one seen or heard from Sara P. She was on a low mood of 0 and said she felt suicidal. It a been 3 days since she's been here
(4) Goodnight beautiful people. Have a great day or night where ever you are
19(2) I feel like shit. One text message and that person made me feel like shit20No Reasons21No Reasons22No Reasons
23(1) I feel like shit
(1) I feel worthless I don't seem to say the right things I don't seem to do the right things
24No Reasons25(1) The last few days I've been thing about suicide again. Trying to find a way forward and a reason to stay alive and I can't. Things are getting on top of me so much that I can't cope.
(0) I think I've reached the final straw now. I can't go on.
26No Reasons27No Reasons28No Reasons29(5) Lonely but feeling ok
30(1) I feel like I want to end it all. I feel like committing suicide That thought is racing through my mind31No Reasons