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February
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March
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April
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May
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June
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July
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August
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October
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16No Reasons17No Reasons18No Reasons19No Reasons20(4) I had a bad day at work today and burst out in tears in front of a senior team member. I feel what I produce is never good enough. I know that when I feel a bit more resilient I will try harder21(4) Ugh. I don't want to think about yesterday anymore. I'm fed up. With my stagnant life. I know I am the catalyst for change. This would not usually be an issue but I just can't seem to get there.
(4) I just feel like I'm failing. Failing at getting up at a good hour, failing at getting myself out before 12. It's hard to push yourself sometimes, it takes a lot of effort for small tasks today
(4) Went out to get a bike lock. I don't feel like going to that film festival tonight but I should go. I got tickets with my friend and he'll be disspointed if I'm not there
22(5) The oceans film festival was great. I want to run away to sea on an expedition. I am going to put some time away this week to look at opportunities.
(4) N/b need change
23(5) My manager is great. She understands me. She's made me feel like maybe I'm not a complete failure. I do not want to be here today. I feel spikey and on edge.
(4) N.b tired. The evenings get dark too quickly. I can't summon myself to the gym. There are things that need sorting out that I don't have the energy to do. It can wait until tomorrow.
(4) This past year has been a continuous thought stream. One of, 'why am I not enough'. I feel rejected, hurt and forgotten. I didn't cry in the car today.
(4) Can't shake this flat feeling. Trying to take care of myself. Hot chocolate drunk and hot water bottle made. Everything is a mess in my head and the best thing I can do is get a good sleep
24(6) Had a really great evening. My best friend came over and I cooked for her and we had some gins. I told her about my week. She always makes me feel better - I am lucky to have her in my life ?25(6) I've had a nice long sleep and the weather looks like it going to be good today. I feel rested and I have the next five days off work. Sleep is so important.
(6) Met a guy (from tinder) and went on a 4 hour bike ride with him today. Very in the moment. Hard to tell what he thinks of me. The exercise was good and I enjoyed his company.
(5) I miss Justin. I know he's never coming back to me. I never thought he would leave. It's scary meeting new people. I don't know what to say to them. I don't feel like I want to let them in.
26(4) I don't want to get out of bed. There are too many things that need doing. I'm tired of things being the way that they are. I wish it had all ended up differently.
(6) I feel ok. I haven't heard back from Irish man, but I haven't contacted him either. I have a baking day and made lots of granola and nice salads. I have overnight oats waiting for me come morning time
27(6) It's 08:20. I'm ready to get out of bed now - such an improvement from yesterday thank the lawd. Can wait to eat breakfast which is ready I'm in the fridge ?
(7) Went on a bike ride to find a route to work. It's so pretty cycling through the allotments. I came home and made a hot sausage casserole. Irish man text me but think I've been friend zoned.
28No Reasons29(5) I went to boot camp this afternoon for three hours. Sometimes I wish things had taken a different course. That this all had never happened. I miss him so much. I've never really felt the same since.
30(4) I'm an idiot sometimes. I don't really know where I went wrong, when all the magic went. Every time I try and live the moment I end up feeling empty as opposed to seeing the beauty of it.
(4) I feel trapped and I don't know which way to go
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November
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  1(3) Computer finally crashes, right when I want to apply for this job. I could cry. I'm trying to facilitate change but it's like the universe wants me to stay inside this stupid glass box
(3) I want to go back to that time in my life where I was happy :( I feel so alone sometimes.
2(5) I am not supposed to be where I am in my life right now. I feel more and more unsatisfied. I want to have a bigger impact on the world in terms of what I spend my time doing.
(5) I do not care. I am not interested. I feel completely indifferent to people on this path. I am not supposed to be here. I need to plan and get out. I need challenge. And I need purpose.
3(6) I just need to get through the next 8 hours and then I have my weekend ?
(4) I wonder sometimes if I am worthy of love
4(6) I feel reassured that I will commit to my plans. Money isn't everything and I sure am not happy.5(7) My best friend gets me. She lifts me and she makes me realize things are easy to change. Jobs are just jobs. I am smart and I should believe in myself more.
6(3) Bad insomnia - only slept 4 hours last night ?
(3) My anxiety is at an all time high today - I am nervous that people are talking about me
7(6) I can't shake this feeling of stress. I am reviewing my career options and things are taking form. I applied for job on Sunday and I got 7 hrs of sleep last night. I feel so much better than yesterday
(4) My anxiety is getting out of hand. I feel spikey and in edge, why can't I shake this.
(5) I forgot I planned to go out with friends on Saturday night. I don't want to drink too much and write off Sunday as I may have an interview to prepare for. Might have to pull a sicky on them :/ guilt.
8(4) I don't want to get out of bed. I want to hide away from it all.
(5) Super anxious. But I've made it to work. Monday Tuesday and Wednesday. Why do I feel so bad this week?
(4) I have lovely colleagues. One of them brought me in a bullet journal and exciting colored pens to help me log positives and achievements. I feel guilty for feeling like this. I cannot shake it today.
(6) I didn't really do anything productive this evening, although I feel creative and looking forward to exploring my bullet journal. What to log...#actionyourdreams
9(6) Woke up less anxious today. Lots of sleep and talking to my manager helped yesterday. I love her, she supports me in everything I do and she tells me she's proud of me ? I am lucky in my life I know
(5) Did not get as much as I wanted to done today. Feel quite disengaged.
(5) I've been having these sad thoughts recently. I don't want to have to go through the rest of my life missing him. Didn't manage my journey to/from work without crying today. It kills me.
10(6) Productive day this morning - although feel that half a larger I had last night - what a light weight! Stuff is getting ticket off the list and minimal anxiety today
(7) I am sleepy and I'm just about to settle to some painting. I went on a date last night, really opportunistically. I'm not sure how I felt about it but it was really lovely to meet someone nice. He...
11(6) Thank god it's Friday. I have a busy few days of interview prep ahead - but i feel like I got this..12(5) Pretty anxious about this interview on Friday. ?
13(6) Unbeliably stressed about this interview but feeling positive that I have made progress with preparation today.14(4) A really poor nights sleep ?
(5) I came home and was supposed to do lots of work. Instead I slept ? so annoyed.
(4) I am tired an should probably care more. I really don't want to wake up tomorrow in a panic.
15(3) Another poor nights sleep. This can not be happening.
(4) Today I felt like quitting my job. I have no idea how this guy got a regional consultant role. He is manipulative, insecure, unprofessional and a liar. I do not want to have to work with him anymore!
(3) I'm trying hard to effect change - why do I feel like I'm undeserving of success? I miss the deep blue water ? It's important to keep hydrated. I often wonder, can this really be all there is?
16(6) I slept! I got a good nights sleep which is exactly what I needed.
(4) I am not sure how I feel. Will I ever be prepared enough? What will be will be.
17(5) I am grateful to have very supportive colleagues and friends. And I can only do my best. Over and out18(3) It's been 11 months since the love of my life literally ran away to sea. Spending this morning heartbroken, thinking of all the wonderful Saturday mornings we used to have.19(6) What happened this evening? I got hit on 4 times and two Americans invited me for an interview onboard their ship tomorrow, although I think they were maybe humoring me. Crazy ass night
(6) Job application submitted. 10 minutes before the deadline. Winging life. In other news, the mice are back :(
20(5) I am so tired - serves me right leaving job applications to the midnight deadline whoopsie. Found another job to apply to, dont want to be here today. Just want to go and make surfboards?
(3) Cried in car all the way home today. First day of period. Feeling broken hearted and wishing he had never left.
21(4) Feeling rough. Although I will need to wfh as I have so much to do ????22No Reasons23(4) This would be my third day off work. I have woken up aching everwhere & thumping head. I have this awful feeling down my back. I feel rough. I feel guilty for not going to work & don't know what to do24No Reasons25No Reasons26No Reasons
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