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January
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1(7) A lovely lazy day with J. Looking forward to the year ahead of me xx2(6) Productive day ? xx3(7) I've been studying for the last two days and I've been doing really well. My concentration and motivation are high and I am ready for college tomorrow xx4(9) Great first day back at college! I'm on top of my work at the moment and I'm trying really hard to do well this year xx
(4) Why do all my old problems come back when I'm finally feeling strong? Xx
5(6) Content ?6(5) Struggling a bit today but I'm going to get through it. I'm so fed up for my mental illness dragging me down xx7(2)
8(5) Had a rough day but I'm coping well with the anxiety xx9(4) Struggling through the day. My anxiety is really high. I keep on thinking I'm seeing him when it's someone else and it's freaking me out a bit. My teachers are going to be informed on the situation xx
(5) It's a struggle everyday to get up and carry on with life. I'm proud of myself for carrying on but it's so hard and I'm exhausted xx
10(6) Feeling okay today. Anxiety has gone down so hopefully the next few days will be easier xx11(6) I had an okay day. I got some studying done and looked at my CBT homework. I just need to relax tonight xx
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12(6) Spoke to my case worker today. Things are going to be okay xx13(5) Feeling strong today but I'm struggling with my emotions xx14(7) I had a nice day. I was productive and spent lots of time with family and friends xx
15(7) I am tired but okay. My eating issues are being challenged and I am going to win ? xx16(5) Very up and down day so I'm giving an overall 5. I decided that if I'm a 5, I need to start taking action to stop it going any lower so I will do that now xx17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18(3) I've had a really rough day but I've coped with it well. I have friends who are there for me even if I feel like I have no one sometimes xx19(6) Good day. I'm excited for tomorrow because it's my 5 month anniversary with my boyfriend and we're going to a farm/ mini zoo to look at all the cute animals xx20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21(8) Feeling really good today. I had a lovely day with J yesterday and a calm, but productive, day today. I want to spread the love xx
22(7) 23(4) Agh guilt is eating away at me x24(3) I feel so alone25(5) 26To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter27To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter28(7)
29(5) 30To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter31(5) 'It's funny to me how you've turned into such a joke... '
February
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   1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2(9) Pretty day, pretty people xxx3(8) I drew a pretty picture ? xx4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
5(4) Mondays never start off great. Going for a run with CC later so that should help xx
(5) Trying to deal with my emotions. I think I'm doing a pretty good job xx
6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7(3) Difficult day x8(4) Tomorrow is going to be particularly painful. I don't know how to prepare myself xx9(1) Police didn't even show up to the meeting. Might have to wait another 3 months for them to possibly believe me this time10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15(9) Great Valentine's day with J. It made me super happy ?. And now I'm having the day to myself to catch up on work and recharge xx16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17(4) Had a difficult day of flashbacks and intrusive thoughts but I think I've made it through to the other side now xx18(2) Flashbacks and nightmares. Pretty s*** day
19(6) Had a pretty good day and I'm feeling motivated xx20(7) Feeling: safe and excited ?21(5) Had an anxiety attack today so pretty difficult. Not letting it affect my life though x22(4) Agh I feel so dead. How do I even be? Xx23To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
26(6) My anxiety seems to be really high these days. I've never really had much of a problem with it before x27(4) A bit sad today. I think it's a bad day for my mood but it'll pass xx28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
March
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   1(7) Feeling better today. Thank God for meds xx2(5) It's been kind of a rubbish day because I've been really ill. I think I'll feel better tomorrow though xx3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
5(4) I don't want to go through a whole day of college tomorrow. I still feel ill but I'm also anxious about having to be outside all day xx6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7(5) I need validation8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9(9) 10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11(5) Bored
12(7) It's been a very productive day. Time to do some anxiety work x13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15(6) Feeling a little burnt out but I'm going to get remotivated for revision tonight xx16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17(9) Was really upset this morning but I found out I'm getting a kitten for my birthday!! ??? xx18(7) It's so cold!! ?
19(5) I'm a bit fed up today but college was good. I'm starting to work on my sleep patterns to give me more energy during the day. Good night everyone. Sleep well xx20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22(4) It's a slow day. I'm tired and demotivated x23(7) Feeling better today :) xx24(8) It's been a nice day. Taking a bit of time to myself and I will do more studying tomorrow xx25(8)
26(3) I've had a very difficult day. I just want to feel safe in my own college27To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter30(5) 31(4)
April
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9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter10(7) 11(7) 12(6) Feeling motivated ?13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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May
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28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter30To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter31(5) I'm not sure if things have got better but it must just take time x
June
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    1(6) I'm feeling a bit better. Don't want to jinx it though ??*touch wood*2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(3) I'm not angry or scared. I just have this sinking feeling of sadness. Like my heart is breaking xx20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21(4) Not feeling my best today. I can't stay focused. I have a lot of thoughts and emotions in my head xx22No Reasons23No Reasons24(6)
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