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January
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February
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March
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April
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May
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October
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1(1) Been off for awhile, praying for my best friend who is in the hospital for an infection after her appendix was removed. I am in need of mental help as well but nowhere seems safe enough. (sighs)
(2) Can't seem to like myself, I guess it's because people don't like me. A lot of times I'm like a ghost unseen, and abnormal. And if I get upset or I am hurt and get emotional... People get scared and
(1) Should I go to bed? Or should I try to kms? I don't know at this point, my parents say things will get better but they keep getting worse. I hate myself, I'm ugly, annoying, worthless, and dumb. At
(6) I've decided to pursue marine biology! 3 and a half more years till A&M.
2(8) Woke up today feeling refreshed... Ready to grind schoolwork so I can stay caught up. I will try to do it, but I don't know I can for sure. But if I want to have a good life then work will do.
(5) Mixed feelings. ?? Welp atleast I haven't had any problems today... Ig its bc I'm thinking about my ex and how her parents made us break up... ?
(2) When some big dude from school talks down to me and I'm like 'C'mon bro you are so fat that when you fell I didn't laugh but the sidewalk cracked up.', I get beat up... R.I.P. ?
(9) Finally have soccer practice, so I'm excited to go and play! I have a friend there who I want to get to know better but don't know how to do it. And my friend is a girl... ? What should I do?
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(5) Eating nachos and thinking about life...
3(8) My quote for the day: 'Sometimes, our hands are the wrong hands.'- Sensei Wu, Lego Ninjago movie. It is true sometimes our way is the wrong way and taking matters into our own hands isn't always best.
(2) I am confused... How can I give other people good advice but I can't even take care of myself? How is it that people are influenced by me but I can't influence myself? What am I doing wrong? ? ?
(3) I really can't help but cry when I think about ever dating some1 again, I guess I'll just be lonely forever... How do you guys do it lol? How do I get over my ex... Its so hard and I am confuzzled.
(1) None of the inpatient hospitals seem safe, will I ever get the help I need?
(0) I'm just gonna end myself... FML, welp atleast my parents won't know.
(10) In my zone rn, just tuning out reality. :)
(1) Crappy mood, crappy life.
(10) Thanks every1, barely 9 days into this and I have the best support group ever... Big hugs to you all.
(6) I'm feeling good. Wow feeling good
4(6) Dang I'm tired... It's 8:45 rn and I only had 2 hours of sleep. Don't know how today will turn out.
(2) I feel like a dweeb. I don't know how to be myself. I'm not cool, no1 appreciates me, I'm always getting yelled at... Wut did I do to deserve this...
(1) I am just randomly wondering why my parents got me a phone if everything but call, text and music is blocked. Plus I have never had any1 to call/text... What was their logic?
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(5) If only I had friends...?
(1) I see it even here... Somehow even my thoughts seem to push people away from me.
(10) I wish all of us were my friends irl, ya'll are all awesome! Thanks Pandas!
(1) Just came home, my favorite pet died. R.I.P. ???
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8(2) Came back for Emergency Detention, tried to kms with pills.
(2) Came back for Emergency Detention, tried to kms with pills.
(5) That is why I was not on all weekend...
(2) Every1 treats me like a little kid, even tho I'm 14. I'm tired of people babying me.
9(5) Lonely10No Reasons11(5) Just finished my new 10g tank, it has 3 Anubius plants, 1 Bamboo plant, water wysteria plant, aswell as a gold dojo loach(emilio) and 2 rainbowfish(Jaws and mini-mu). Am so happy!
(8) Glasses, Jacket, Shirt, call me glasses-jacket-shirt man, 100 degrees leather jacket, call me supa hot boi cuz im supa hot boi! *yells, and screams*
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15(9) Im ready for Halloween.
(6) I'm back on mood panda, I've been so busy that I forgot about it, now that things have slowed down I'm able to be back! Thanks for all the support pandas, and I'll give support tenfold back at you! <3
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22No Reasons23No Reasons24(1) Scared. Alone. Busy. Depressed. Angry.25(2) Mad at myself, my family and friends. Nothing seems to help me and I have no hope...26No Reasons27No Reasons28(1) I'm feeling terrible, Halloween is coming up, and in 3 weeks my only friend is moving away. My soccer team bullies me and teases me. I'm ugly and insecure. Fml nothing seems to be going my way.
29(1) Nothing has gotten better since last entry, the only difference is I am confident that things will change.
(1) Still feel like complete sh*t, and I just woke up not long ago. I still feel very tired even tho I took a decent sized nap, and still have a headache...
30(1) Ok guys, I've been thinking about life, and I'm not feeling worth it. Why? Because I've been sexually abused and bullied. I just wish I could fade away.
(0) Fuck my damn life, I can't continue. I want to get into my parents stash of alcohol and drink myself to sleep. Too bad it's locked up. I don't know what else to do. :(
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November
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   1(4) Today I'm finally feeling a little better, and a 4 is a big improvement for me. I am still really confused but in 4 days I get to see my psychiatrist and hopefully up my meds. The only downside is...
(4) Does anyone have any advice on how to stop picking at myself? If you do that would be very helpful.
2(1) Not feeling it today, I really want to know why I am alone, unnoticed, and unappreciated. I wonder what I did to deserve this... Maybe I am just supposed to be treated this way, because right now my3(2) Well some weird sh*t happened to me, I was walking to my local walgreens and then all of a sudden a SUV pulls up next to me, a few girls said 'hi xavier', and their mom asked if that was my name...4(1) FML
5(8) I really feel good for a change. I'm just glad to feel better, even though this feels weird because I'm used to feeling depressed/anxious/angry. I hope this feeling continues, because it is a happy...6(7) Another good day!?! It is surprising but I am not going to complain. Yay for day 2 of feeling well. Yesterday my psychiatric appointment went well, and I started a new med bc I might have ADHD...7No Reasons8(0) Now my mood has dropped, I'm extremely agitated and unnerved.9No Reasons10(5) Police visited my house last night, they said they got a call from parents of a little girl who I didn't want to play with outside. Apparently I threatened to push her and beat her up... I am still11(2) Still can't get over my ex, and how she used me...
12No Reasons13No Reasons14(5) Meh.15(3) Is it normal to feel depressed after being used by some1 so they can get back with their ex, and dumped you via text? I feel so vulnerable, and used. I should have seen it coming.16(1) I wish I had some1 to talk too.....17No Reasons18No Reasons
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26(3) I feel like sad, my only friend moved away yesterday and I don't know what to do.27(1) 28(3) I just found out that my cousin Kayla is now Elijah. She is transgender and makes me feel uncomfortable due to prior sexual abuse by other non-straight people. I had to see 'him' over Thanksgiving...29No Reasons30No Reasons