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Tankgirlbex B · 04 Jul 0
Feeling desperate for my son and understanding for him from others I'm also feeling very very low thinking of taking him and running away people are heartless. They want rid of him. I love him so much
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Sean W · 03 Jul
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Kara L · 03 Jul
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Binky B · 03 Jul
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Binky B · 03 Jul
Where is your son? Sending huge hugs x
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Jeff M · 03 Jul
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Richard E · 03 Jul
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Tankgirlbex B · 04 Jul
He is here with me but he is so unwell mentally he has developed autism catatonia and my family don't understand and his school don't want him anymore. I'm worried he will land in hospital and no one else cares for him
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Binky B · 04 Jul
Oh dear poor guy. Will he need to go to a special school? Sorry that your family don't understand, I guess you'd like them to so they could at least be more more supportive. Are they any specialists/charities etc. you could talk to about your son?
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Richard E · 04 Jul
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Tankgirlbex B · 16 Jul
He is already at a special school but his keyworker emotionally abused him, my son freezes with anxiety and he said he was faking and would be taken into care and all sorts if he didn't move. He also said your mum can't help you now you are here
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Richard E · 16 Jul
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Binky B · 19 Jul
Oh my god, that's awful. Sounds like his key worker should be sacked, if you could complain about him I wouldn't hold it against you. That's so insensitive of him. Your poor little boy.
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Richard E · 03 Jul 6
Relaxing weekend. 8 days left until end of job
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Love 1 · 03 Jul
Countdown
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Tankgirlbex B · 03 Jul
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Tankgirlbex B · 03 Jul
Not long now x
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Shelley H · 03 Jul
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Kara L · 03 Jul
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DesBear D · 03 Jul
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Dani A · 03 Jul
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Richard E · 03 Jul
Thanks all
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Shelley H · 10 Jul
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Tankgirlbex B · 03 Jul 2
I'm going to update every day again in i am very low
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Love 1 · 30 Jun
it's been a long time. I missed you. Glad you're back. Sounds like you're in a bad place atm
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Cindy M · 30 Jun
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Cindy M · 30 Jun
Nice to see a post from you but sorry you're feeling low xx
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Jeff M · 30 Jun
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Jeff M · 30 Jun
Hi Bexbear! Missed you! But sorry to see you're feeling so low again. Hope things improve, and we're here for you!
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Binky B · 30 Jun
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Binky B · 30 Jun
Hey Bex! What a lovely surprise. Glad you're back.
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Tankgirlbex B · 03 Jul
Thanks guys
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Binky B · 30 Jun 6
Seb liked the fact I bought him hair gel. I think this 5-HTP is working, I can definitely notice a difference, I just wish it wasn't so expensive. Melissa made me feel understood, she's going to be an
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Binky B · 30 Jun
awesome mummy, the way she will make her children feel understood and 'seen'. I enjoyed seeing G again and hugging him. Overall it was a good weekend even though I fell out with my friend E a bit.
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Binky B · 30 Jun
📝 to self, work on negative reaction to thought of job hunting in CBT.
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Binky B · 30 Jun
Wait it was the week not the weekend...lol.
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Tankgirlbex B · 30 Jun
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Love 1 · 30 Jun
sounds like you have a good social network.
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Manda P · 30 Jun
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Manda P · 30 Jun
Yeah, I was like, the weekend already happened. Where was I? Silly Binky. 😜
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Cindy M · 30 Jun
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Alicia B · 30 Jun
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Binky B · 30 Jun
Thank you, Love, it could be worse. I'm working on strengthening the right relationships, others may fall away. Lol Manda! It felt like a weekend away, then I wrote this and realised my real 'weekend away' starts now!
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Shelley H · 30 Jun 7
Good night pandas. Rest well and stay safe my friends
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Tankgirlbex B · 30 Jun
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Love 1 · 30 Jun
Good night, Shelley. How's your daughter?
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Cindy M · 30 Jun
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Alicia B · 30 Jun
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Binky B · 30 Jun
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Shelley H · 30 Jun
Love... She's good. It was allergies. She is much better. Thanks :-)
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Love 1 · 30 Jun
Allergies can be brutal. Glad she's better
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Richard E · 30 Jun 6
Lots of clearing of bookshelves at work. Sad to leave my team. Happy to be away from boss
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Sean W · 29 Jun
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Tankgirlbex B · 30 Jun
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Love 1 · 30 Jun
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Cindy M · 30 Jun
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nixiblu . · 01 Jul
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Shelley H · 02 Jul
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Kris B · 02 Jul
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Richard E · 02 Jul
Thanks all
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Tankgirlbex B · 23 Nov 3
Feeling down lately don't think I'm ever able to kick depression
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Camila K · 22 Nov
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Love 1 · 22 Nov
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Alexis B NEW · 22 Nov
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Eva P · 22 Nov
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Jeff M · 22 Nov
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Jeff M · 22 Nov
Yeah, I've felt the same way. I think it's something you learn to live with. You learn how to ride it when it comes back and get through it, and sometimes you appreciate the moments when it's not there all the more because of it.
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Esther B · 22 Nov
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Tankgirlbex B · 23 Nov
It's draining isn't it
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Binky B · 23 Nov
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Jeff M · 23 Nov
It is draining. I sometimes wonder how much more productive and worthwhile I would be if I didn't have to expend so much time and energy and thought fighting it. But we all have our burdens, I guess... *Big hugs*
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Eva P · 27 Nov
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Tankgirlbex B · 04 Oct 3
Feeling low and overwhelmed
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Richard E · 28 Sep
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Richard E · 28 Sep
Be good to yourself
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Melanie S · 28 Sep
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Jeff M · 29 Sep
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Jeff M · 29 Sep
Long time no see, Bex! Sorry you are low! We're here for you!
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Ikra S · 29 Sep
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Binky B · 30 Sep
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Tankgirlbex B · 04 Oct
Thanks all
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Melanie S · 06 Oct
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Tankgirlbex B · 14 Sep 5
I am a liberal person with a boyfriend who seems to be conservative to the book. I can't see how our relationship can work. He wants a police state, I want freedom
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Binky B · 12 Sep
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Binky B · 12 Sep
That's tough to handle, I wish I knew the answer to that, too.
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Binky B · 12 Sep
Sometimes differences can be a good thing, but at what point do they cause more problems than it's worth?
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Tasha S · 12 Sep
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Richard E · 12 Sep
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Tankgirlbex B · 14 Sep
I can't stand him most days lol
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Tankgirlbex B · 08 Sep 2
Awful day being shouted at by a very angry BF cos I'm useless at life
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Wolf Q NEW · 29 Aug
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Wolf Q NEW · 29 Aug
You most definitely are not useless. At the very least yr making CO2 which plants require to live. But I'm positive there's about a million other much much better examples of yr usefulness.
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Wolf Q NEW · 29 Aug
Yr on this app, you give out hugs, yr a silver supporter...all incredibly useful here.
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Binky B · 29 Aug
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Andy M · 29 Aug
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Tasha S · 29 Aug
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Esther B · 29 Aug
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Richard E · 29 Aug
You are not useless
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Tankgirlbex B · 08 Sep
Thanks guys x
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Richard E · 08 Sep
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Tankgirlbex B · 24 Aug 7
Had a substance relapse on ghe prescription meds. Overdosing as well, but don't seem to care.
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Reba H · 22 Aug
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Love 1 · 22 Aug
I recently list a friend to an overdose. I don't know you outside of mp, but I care about you and wish you real peace, real love, real happiness.
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Love 1 · 22 Aug
Lost not list
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Luana P NEW · 22 Aug
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Binky B · 22 Aug
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Richard E · 22 Aug
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Richard E · 22 Aug
Sorry to hear this
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Jeff M · 22 Aug
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Jeff M · 22 Aug
Be safe, bexbear! Sending you strength and warmth!
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Richard E · 23 Aug
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Tankgirlbex B · 24 Aug
Dunno why even
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Tankgirlbex B · 23 Jul 3
Brian died this morning. EHCP draft is useless, what a day
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Binky B · 20 Jul
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Love 1 · 20 Jul
I'm sorry. Who's Brian? I'm guessing he's someone you really cared about. :(
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Mary Kate B NEW · 20 Jul
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Taryn H · 20 Jul
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Tasha S · 20 Jul
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Richard E · 21 Jul
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Tankgirlbex B · 23 Jul
He was my father in law
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Tankgirlbex B · 30 May 3
Went to Cambridge, another bad night, depression never leaves
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Ksenia S · 29 May
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Anna . · 29 May
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Tasha S · 29 May
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Susanne M · 29 May
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Susanne M · 29 May
So sorry about that :-( depression really sucks. I wish you all the best and send lots of cuddly hugs <3
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Richard E · 29 May
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Richard E · 29 May
Depression sucks....but it can be managed
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Richard E · 29 May
So sorry to hear it. Was a bad night
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Tankgirlbex B · 30 May
Same as ever, critsisim from others on a relentless level, gets so draining
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Richard E · 30 May
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Richard E · 30 May
It is draining...be strong
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Tankgirlbex B · 18 May 5
Don't do the linden method. Advice from me.
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Anna . · 18 May
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Tasha S · 18 May
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Susanne M · 18 May
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Richard E · 18 May
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Richard E · 18 May
What is it
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Tankgirlbex B · 18 May
A 120 pound book that is supposed to cure anxiety
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Tankgirlbex B · 18 May
Google it and don't believe it
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Richard E · 09 May 5
Lazy day with sleep and rest
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Marie S · 09 May
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Susanne M · 09 May
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Tankgirlbex B · 09 May
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Shelley H · 09 May
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Michelle M · 09 May
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Michelle M · 09 May
Good - everyone needs to recharge their batteries :D
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Anna . · 09 May
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Tuxi A · 09 May
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nixiblu . · 09 May
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Tasha S · 09 May
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DesBear D · 09 May
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Richard E · 09 May
Thanks all
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Tankgirlbex B · 09 May 5
Mixed day, starting to dislike someone
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Esther B · 08 May
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Tasha S · 08 May
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Susanne M · 08 May
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Richard E · 08 May
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Richard E · 08 May
Who?
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Tankgirlbex B · 09 May
Him
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Richard E · 08 May 5
Gym. Housework. Gardening
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Shelley H · 08 May
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Shelley H · 08 May
Well done you
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Tankgirlbex B · 08 May
You need to spice your life up lol
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Esther B · 08 May
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H F · 08 May
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Richard E · 08 May
Thanks all
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Richard E · 08 May
Bex...my life had spicy moments ;)
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Tankgirlbex B · 09 May
Sounds like too much gym and housework to me!
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nixiblu . · 09 May
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Shelley H · 08 May 3
Sleeping is my comfort
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Ksenia S · 07 May
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Tankgirlbex B · 08 May
Same love it
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Tankgirlbex B · 05 May 5
First aid today, still got cystitis had enough of it
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Anna . · 01 May
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Michelle M · 01 May
Ugh I feel your pain. Lots of water! You can get a medicated cranberry juice drink which sometimes helps
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Tasha S · 01 May
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Susanne M · 01 May
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Richard E · 02 May
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Tankgirlbex B · 05 May
Yeah the sachet drinks help a lot
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Tankgirlbex B · 07 Apr 2
Not sure if my relationship is right for me. I can't be with someone who doesn't understand autism or makes no attempt when I have 2 autistic kids, William goes to EHCP panel tomorrow. Past caring
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Tankgirlbex B · 07 Apr
I think I've had enough. He doesn't love me. He says he does but then wants go change me and is so critical. I'm not feeling it any more. I feel he thinks his life is more important than mine.
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Tankgirlbex B · 07 Apr
Then I fell out with my mum. Enjoying going out at the moment. Seeing friends, being free, feel suffocated by him. Maybe a phase but I'm losing feelings for him. I need him to be kind to me and my kids not Moan all the time
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Erica R NEW · 07 Apr
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Grateful P · 07 Apr
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Shelley H · 07 Apr
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Michelle M · 07 Apr
It's incredibly difficult if your other half doesn't understand mental issues. You need to do what is best for you and your kids
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Binky B · 07 Apr
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Richard E · 07 Apr
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