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Alicia B · 8h 7
Feeling more motivated to do stuff, including that which I don't like, cooking for example :) working on the body dysmorphia. Looking for reasons to appreciate my body, so every time I criticize it
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Alicia B · 11h
there is a counter balance. It's resilient. It's quite strong for who I am. It learns quick. My hair's nice, or at least there's a lot of it.
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Manda P · 11h
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Manda P · 11h
This is wonderful! You are so much more than even that & your hair is GORGOUES!!!
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Valeria P · 10h
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Kym S · 9h
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Kym S · 8h
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Love 1 · 8h
The body is wonderful. It's a vehicle. Helps us get around. Identification w/ it can cause suffering. It's subject to the laws of this plane. It grows old & infirm. Even if we care for it & give it exercise, it's subject to accidents & disease.
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Love 1 · 8h
which is to say, we can cherish it and care for it, but it is not the Self. It is a shell we will eventually discard.
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Love 1 · 8h
Hard not to identify with it, but we will be divested of this notion one way or another.
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Alicia B · 5h
Thank you, Manda 💜💜💜💜
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Alicia B · 5h
Love, you are so right, but aren't we seen by others first and foremost as our bodies? And this culture we live in makes it so hard for women to see our bodies are not ornaments, but just like you said, vehicles. I'm doing my best though.
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Manda P · 8h 3
Ugh. Don't know what's going on. Amazing hyper sexual times still (I feel like electricity & BF could set me off if he were across the world), but bad vibes this morning. Was supposed to wake...
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Manda P · 12h
...BF up, but daughter was already downstairs when I went to the bathroom. It's not like I didn't want to because, trust me, I could just be a never ending wave of 'happiness' due to mania. C'mon, who would turn that down?!
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Jeff M · 12h
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Alicia B · 11h
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Alicia B · 11h
Sounds nice 😍 wish I was like that again, too. But it's too much for most people. Your BF is great 😁
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Manda P · 11h
Yep, I think I had forgotten exactly how nice it was. I told BF I need to rewind him 13 years to keep up! 😂
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Love 1 · 8h
hehe. Enjoy.
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Manda P · 8h
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John T · 8h 4
Under the weather, which funnily enough is rain for the first time in about 2 and a half months. Getting a cold, feel rough. Poor sleep. No energy. Did a different run this morning. Taken tablets.
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Penelope P · 9h
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Penelope P · 9h
Still no rain here even though it was forecast. I really miss it.
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John T · 9h
If you're anywhere near Sheffield it's in the area.
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Penelope P · 9h
York so not far John, try to waft it north!
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Kym S · 9h
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Kym S · 9h
Well done for running despite feeling rough
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Manda P · 8h
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Love 1 · 8h
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Manda P · 8h
Yes! I can't even get myself to run when I feel good. Definitely would not be able to if I was feeling so rough! Really hope things look up for you soon, John. It is pouring here & supposed to stick around all week. Not at the beach anymore. 😔
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Jeff M · 7h
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Jen B · 7h
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Love 1 · 9h 6
Introducing boys to ESG (Environmental, Social & Governance) investing. Funds exclude companies in alcohol, tobacco, weapons, fossil fuels, gambling, adult entertainment as well as companies whose...
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Love 1 · 9h
labor, human rights, environmental and anti-corruption standards fail to meet UN global impact principles. By indexing our investments to our values, we can affect real change because the reality is that money talks. Money makes the world go 'round.
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Manda P · 8h
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Manda P · 8h
I wish all children could be taught this way.
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Love 1 · 8h
It's cliche, but we can be the change we wish to see in the world.
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John T · 1d 4
Good run, decent day with family, but put on weight. Taken tablets.
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Jen B · 2d
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Silke V · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
Man, one of the weirdest experiences in my life is after I had been running for several months, my metabolism finally kicked in and I was always hungry, eating everything, and losing weight quick! Didn't last long, but it was very cool!
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Cindy M · 2d
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V R · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
I'm gaining weight too. I hate it!
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Lydia R · 1d
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Love 1 · 1d
Weight is not necessarily correlated with health. Muscle is heavier than fat. So, if I'm starting an exercise regimen, I may see weight gain.4k3k3
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Manda P · 1d
Well, my sister said she could tell I was getting muscle definition from all the yoga I've been doing! I noticed this morning that I was using all my muscles & not struggling. It's great!
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Love 1 · 2d 7
Watched documentary on life in the Himalayas. Beautiful. Stunning wildlife, wide open spaces, rugged wilderness. When program ended, news segment on school shooting. Sick culture.
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Manda P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
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tEnT S · 2d
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Amelia P · 2d
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Tasha S · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
Ugh, bad contrast there. I have a friend who went to the Himilayas recently and posted tons of pictures. Such an amazing and beautiful culture.
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Love 1 · 2d
There's a marathon they hold there annually. The race has the distinction of being the course @ the highest elevation in the world. I thought of you running it.
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John T · 2d
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DesBear D · 1d
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Shelley H · 2d 4
No one knew that this past year happened to be the worst year in my life! My dad lived to be 54 and it was my 54th year as well. Glad it's over.
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Lydia R · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Love 1 · 2d
Happy birthday?
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Tasha S · 2d
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Shelley H · 2d
Thanks Love 1 xxx
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Shelley H · 2d
Thanks pandas xxx
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Jeff M · 2d
Shelley, was it your birthday? I totally missed that in your post. Happy birthday! And you're so strong. Here's to many more years far better than the last!
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John T · 2d
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DesBear D · 1d
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Shelley H · 1d
Thanks Jeff xxx
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Shelley H · 1d
Thanks pandas xxx
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Denise C NEW · 3d 10
Hairdresser appointment and a sunny day off
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Love 1 · 3d
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Eran S NEW · 3d 8
happy in general played beat saber
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Shelley H · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
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Katlego M NEW · 3d 5
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Love 1 · 3d
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James W NEW · 3d 9
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Love 1 · 3d
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Adrian H NEW · 3d 6
A mixed bag- I wanted to do a lot more today but only ended up doing some Maths...on one hand I'm happy I got a nice mark on the past paper but I still feel like I should be doing more...
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Love 1 · 3d
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Rhys H NEW · 3d 6
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Love 1 · 3d
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Yvonne M NEW · 3d 3
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Leslie R · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
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Yvonne M NEW · 3d 3
I feel bad about overeating yesterday, my stomach kind of hurts because of it, I'm worried about future and failing. #sorrow #failing #eating
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Leslie R · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d
I know that feeling. You have to see it as a reminder of why you eat better the rest of the time and move forward. Don't let guilt make things worse. There's no indulgence you can't come back from and make right!
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Bipolar Bear . · 3d
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Robert H · 3d
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Jasmijn D NEW · 3d 2
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Love 1 · 3d
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Robert H · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d 5
Was so tired last night. Wondering if I'm fighting something this week. Stomach has been off too. Going to try out my poles running some hills this evening. This has been a long, slow week already!
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Reba H · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
I watched a Netflix documentary on an ultra runner who ran the Appalachian Trail in something like 46 days. Thought of you.
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Jeff M · 3d
I would like to run parts of the Appalachian Trail. Seems every year, some new runner is setting the FKT (fastest known time) for running the whole thing!
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paul M · 3d
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Love 1 · 2d
intense
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DesBear D · 2d
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Silke V · 2d
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Cindy M · 2d
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Jen B · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
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Shelley H · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
Hope the evening run went well! Documentary sounds so interesting, Love. I will have to look for it.
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DesBear D · 3d 10
had an amazing trip <3
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Jeff M · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d
Happy to hear that!
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Lex M · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
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V R · 3d
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Natalie C · 3d
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Esther B · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
Trips are fun.
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DesBear D · 2d
thanks Pandas <3
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Manda P · 3d 2
Mega lost my sh*t on the car ride home. Took two of the pills I was supposed to if that happened. Ended up not talking the last several hours. Cried. BF said my 'medicinal plant' is the only thing...
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Manda P · 17 Jul
...keeping me from not committing su*c*de. He's probably right. That's the only thing that makes me feel normal (besides the vacation) & it obviously only lasts a bit. I said I wanted to quit because I rely on it too much, but he says if we lived...
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Manda P · 17 Jul
...in a different state, I would definitely have an actual prescription for it. He's going to try & make edibles so the 'medicine' lasts longer. I was a mess when we got home. Didn't even look at our cats. He forced me to take the 'medicine' & then..
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Manda P · 17 Jul
...I was totally fine. Hate my sh*t life here though. Mom says we'll work together to make the time until next summer better & that we'll try to come up with ways for me to make friends IRL. I'm going to ask my new therapist to help me w/ideas too.
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Jeff M · 17 Jul
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Jeff M · 17 Jul
You're lucky to have your bf and mom trying to help (even though it does sound smart not to depend on your 'medicine' too much!). It's always sad to leave a really good vacation, can easily trigger that kind of reaction. Hope you do better today!
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Manda P · 3d
Thanks, Jeff. I did 40 min of yoga (my Sis told me I looked good & she could tell I was getting fit!), I've already talked about many happy moments & how we'll pull together ALLLLLL of the awesome pics combined with all the pics my stepdad took &...
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Manda P · 3d
...pick only 8 for the cool picture frame my parents got for daughter to hang in her room, found out all my complaining has damaged my brain from a just published Stanford study & that I can't repair what's happened, just stop it from getting...
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Manda P · 3d
...worse, told BF he doesn't listen to me & only got told to stop arguing, cried because of the conversation I'm having with my sister, took my 'medicine', skipped breakfast, & brushed & loved on the cats. It's only 10:30AM.
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DesBear D · 3d
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DesBear D · 3d
I love my vape, it also makes the special medicine last longer because you can use the vaped stuff for edibles without having to cook it! Its the Sutra Mini. I think its the best medicine there is..
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Jeff M · 3d
I'm glad you have the cats and your medicine...I don't know if your brain is damaged (they're awfully powerful, self-repairing computers after all) but then I suppose we damage our brains all the time. They keep working though!
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John T · 3d
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Esther B · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
Wtf?! I replied to this earlier! Des- I started vaping awhile ago. So much better! He's saving it & then will add fresh stuff w/it for the edibles. I'm super pumped! As long as I can get it, he's doing it Saturday. Thanks, John & Esther. Missed you!
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Love 1 · 3d
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Margot L · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
Thanks, Love & Margot! 💞
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Alicia B · 3d 5
Today was lovely, really, I cooked, I was in a great mood, I made progress in African dance class, but now my blood pressure is through the roof. Might be Quetiapine. What if I have to give it up?
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Alicia B · 3d
I'm a little scared and am pouting because I'd just started a new life it seemed.
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Manda P · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
There are always more meds, Alicia. I know it really f*cking sucks, but you'll find one that works for you again. And then might have to do it again & again, etc. So it goes. 😕
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Jeff M · 3d
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Love 1 · 3d
Sounds like a great day minus the health stuff. Hope the body finds its equilibrium so that you can continue pursuing your interests.
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Tasha S · 3d
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John T · 3d
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Alicia B · 2d
Thank you, pandas
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Cindy M · 2d
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