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Tasha S · 16 Apr 4
Really sad to confirm that a fellow MoodPanda, Nick N, is no longer with us :( he was a lovely person and I hoped I could help but he decided to take his life. I hope you have finally found peace Nick
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Tasha S · 14 Apr
Thank you for all the support you gave me and fellow pandas. I barely knew you but you deserved to be happy.
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Keeping Track o A · 14 Apr
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Keeping Track o A · 14 Apr
Was that Nick who was in the hospital? This is very sad. I didn't have too much interaction with him but I saw a couple of his posts. RIP Nick. Hope you and fellow pandas are coping alright Tasha xxx
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Penelope P · 14 Apr
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Penelope P · 14 Apr
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Friday 8 NEW · 14 Apr
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Reba H · 15 Apr
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Esther B · 15 Apr
Oh no :( sad news
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Esther B · 15 Apr
I've read it on his FB now. Hopefully he's in peace now indeed.
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Lydia R · 15 Apr
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John T · 15 Apr
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Tasha S · 15 Apr
Yeah he was in hospital, they had just moved him to some private accommodation xx
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Esther B · 15 Apr
Poor soul. But I think he was happy with your support Tasha! X
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Robert H · 15 Apr
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Keeping Track o A · 15 Apr
Ah gosh. I can never understand when they discharge people who still clearly need support. Nick knew himself he was not ready. 😒 Too sad.
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Keeping Track o A · 15 Apr
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Cindy M · 15 Apr
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Cindy M · 15 Apr
Thank you for sharing this, Tasha, even though it's so sad. I'd been wondering how he was.
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Natalie C · 15 Apr
This is so sad, hopefully his at peace. ☹ thanks for letting us know Tasha xx
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DesBear D · 15 Apr
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Clara B · 15 Apr
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Richard E · 16 Apr
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Margot L · 16 Apr
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Tasha S · 16 Apr
Thank you everyone for your kind comments, hopefully he is in a better place now xx
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nixiblu . · 16 Apr
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Love 1 · 16 Apr
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Love 1 · 16 Apr
A tragedy. He was a tortured soul. I feel sorry for his children, his family, his ex, those who cared about him.
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Michael W · 16 Apr
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sonny S · 16 Apr
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Katie Rose S · 16 Apr
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Katie Rose S · 16 Apr
I hope he's at peace now.
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Richard E · 16 Apr
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Binky B · 17 Apr
Oh, Nick! So sad. ***e is really hard to accept and process :( he must have been suffering ever so deeply... Goodbye, Nick. You're back with nature now...
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Tasha S · 16 Apr 6
Looking after myself
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Silke V · 16 Apr
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nixiblu . · 16 Apr
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Robert H · 16 Apr
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Love 1 · 16 Apr
important.
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Keeping Track o A · 16 Apr
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Tuxi A · 16 Apr
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Michael W · 16 Apr
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DesBear D · 16 Apr
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Manda P · 16 Apr
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sonny S · 16 Apr
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Margot L · 16 Apr
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Cindy M · 16 Apr
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Cindy M · 16 Apr
Good to hear
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Natalie C · 16 Apr
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Katie Rose S · 16 Apr
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Richard E · 16 Apr
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Mandy O · 17 Apr
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Michael W · 12 Apr 7
Feeling better today.
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Louise S · 10 Apr
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Louise S · 10 Apr
Keep that rolling but!
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Louise S · 10 Apr
Bud
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Louise S · 10 Apr
Haha rolling butt
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Janine S · 10 Apr
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Richard E · 10 Apr
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Kristina M · 11 Apr
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Lydia R · 11 Apr
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Manda P · 11 Apr
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Cindy M · 11 Apr
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Cindy M · 11 Apr
Woo!
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Michael W · 12 Apr
Thanks everyone!
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Nick N · 08 Apr 5
No idea on what to rate my mood. I'm no longer an informal patient I'm now detained under s5.4 of the Mental Health Act. So can't leave here for 72 hours. Being detained because i asked to go out but
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Nick N · 08 Apr
was honest and admitted I might not come back and that i was planning ***e. So doctor detained me. On tuesday a different doctor intends to discharge me from hospital. After which i will kill myself. Getting discharged because i have previously
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Nick N · 08 Apr
absconded intending to kill myself. Wish i could be around to hear what the coroner makes of this absurd decision.
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John T · 08 Apr
Tell both Doctors your plans, Nick. Forget the past, you've got a lot to give! You are a great Panda. I thought things were changing for you, even if not, they will eventually. I hope you find some hope!
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Michael W · 08 Apr
What you are planning to do is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please don't end your book with empty pages left in it. Things *will* get better. Everything is transitory, things *can't* suck forever.
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Michael W · 08 Apr
Please stay with us and continue getting treatment (whatever it takes, even if it's ECT) until you achieve remission. It could be that you need something in addition to the antidepressant, and you may need a faster titration onto the antidepressant.
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Ivanova · 08 Apr
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Louise S · 08 Apr
Its always worth keeping fighting buddy, there are so many more years which will be filled with joy - we feel the ***tiest because we cannot see how good our future can be. Keep strong, everyone here at least is behind you x
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Louise S · 08 Apr
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Michelle W · 08 Apr
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Natalie C · 08 Apr
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Metron A · 09 Apr
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Tasha S · 14 Apr
He is no longer with us 😞
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Michael W · 16 Apr
Is this for real? Please say it isn't...
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Binky B · 17 Apr
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Michael W · 07 Apr 8
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Lydia R · 04 Apr
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Faith K · 04 Apr
Michael you are handsome! My gawd πŸ™ŒπŸ½
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Manda P · 04 Apr
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Michael W · 07 Apr
Thank you!
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Faith K · 08 Apr
Sure thing
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Michael W · 02 Apr 7
Grandmother is in the hospital. Caught her illness early. But we had to be the doctors. It's distressing. Meanwhile, mood is improving with new meds.
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Scout S · 01 Apr
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Scout S · 01 Apr
Glad to hear about the meds. Hope your grandmother recovers easily. Best of wishes.
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Lydia R · 01 Apr
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paul M · 01 Apr
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Tasha S · 01 Apr
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Cindy M · 01 Apr
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Michael W · 02 Apr
Thanks!
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Michael W · 01 Apr 6
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Lydia R · 31 Mar
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nixiblu . · 31 Mar
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Tasha S · 31 Mar
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Cindy M · 31 Mar
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Cindy M · 31 Mar
Yay green! xx
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Michael W · 01 Apr
Yay!
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Michael W · 06 Mar 1
Just wish I could die.
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Louise S · 04 Mar
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Jayne H · 04 Mar
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Christel D · 04 Mar
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Michelle W · 04 Mar
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TomΓ‘s H · 04 Mar
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Metron A · 04 Mar
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Metron A · 04 Mar
Sorry, Michael. Just know that this is only temporary. You've got this!
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Anna Mae . NEW · 04 Mar
I'm sorry to hear that. Everything will be better soon, I do not know how long it will take. But this is not forever!
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Anna Mae . NEW · 04 Mar
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Tasha S · 04 Mar
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Cindy M · 04 Mar
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Cindy M · 04 Mar
Big hugs, Michael - hope you can hang in there. Sending lots of love and strength x
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Michael W · 06 Mar
Thanks everybody
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Michael W · 18 Feb 3
Coyotes got one of our dogs. We'll miss you Rusty, you were a good dog.
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Penelope P · 17 Feb
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Alicia B · 17 Feb
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Alicia B · 17 Feb
Oh no, that is so sad. I imagine how you feel. Big hugs.
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Michelle W · 17 Feb
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Michelle W · 17 Feb
So sorry.
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Tasha S · 17 Feb
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Michael W · 18 Feb
Thank you all.
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Lydia R · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
So sorry x
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Kara L · 19 Feb
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Kara L · 19 Feb
*** I'm so sorry. That's awful, I can't even begin to imagine how much that hurts. Praying for you and sending love xx
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Michael W · 21 Feb
Thank you all so much
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Michael W · 03 Feb 8
I think I'm finally getting over this flu! Plus I've now lost 40 lb total as of today!
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Zoe K · 31 Jan
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Josie C · 31 Jan
Good job
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Josie C · 31 Jan
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Lydia R · 31 Jan
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Tasha S · 31 Jan
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Michael W · 03 Feb
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Michael W · 28 Jan 8
Can't get over this flu but still feel great emotionally thank goodness! Everyone stay well and take care!
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Manda P · 26 Jan
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Manda P · 26 Jan
Glad to see you in good spirits even if I can't call you 'mik' anymore. 😜 Hope you feel better soon!
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paul M · 26 Jan
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Michael W · 28 Jan
You can still call me mik. Lol. Thanks!
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Cindy M · 28 Jan
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Cindy M · 28 Jan
Hope you're feeling better xx
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Manda P · 29 Jan
Woot! Thanks, mik! πŸ’š
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Michael W · 30 Jan
Thanks everyone! I think I'm getting over it now. Still coughing is all.
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Michael W · 04 Jan 7
Today was a bedridden day but I'm determined not to let it crash on my mood.
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Janine S · 04 Jan
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Olivia P NEW · 04 Jan
YES you got this! Tomorrow is a brand new day :)
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Love 1 · 04 Jan
Determination, will, resolve... its the stuff of inner strength. May your resolve not waver.
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Michael W · 04 Jan
Thank you so much for all your words of strength! It means so much to me!
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Lydia R · 04 Jan
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Love 1 · 04 Jan
:) We're in this together.
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Cindy M · 05 Jan
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Michael W · 04 Jan 10
Woke up with a disabling migraine but still feel great! I'm finally before 260 lb! 257.7 lb! My best friend and I are going to renew our gym memberships today (if they're open).
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Jeff M · 02 Jan
Great job!
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Manda P · 02 Jan
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Manda P · 02 Jan
Well done, mik!
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Tealshade R · 02 Jan
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Michael W · 04 Jan
Thanks!
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Michael W · 04 Jan 10
Wow. Had a great time with family for new years! Hope every one of you have a great new years day! Much love!
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JET Β° · 01 Jan
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H F · 02 Jan
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H F · 02 Jan
You too!
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Manda P · 02 Jan
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Manda P · 02 Jan
Happy Belated New Year, mik! Glad you had a good one.
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Michael W · 04 Jan
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2
Didn't smoke up this morning for the first time in a long time. Always grumpy going w/o 2-3 days then over it. Daughter staying w/friend tonight. 10 yrs since last NYE w/just me & BF. Hope I cheer up.
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John T · 31 Dec
Have you tried patches, gum, or vaping? I used to smoke years ago, but only to help the drugs burn better. I was lucky to not get addicted to tobacco, shame I got (psychologically) addicted to the drugs though! Oh well, past is just a memory.
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nixiblu . · 31 Dec
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Mark W · 31 Dec
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Jeff M · 31 Dec
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Jeff M · 31 Dec
Hope you cheer up too, manda! For me, it's just another night with no work the next day. Too much pressure put on NYE.
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Natalie C · 01 Jan
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Natalie C · 01 Jan
Hsppy fNw Year Manda ❀
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Natalie C · 01 Jan
Happy New Year Manda ❀
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DesBear D · 01 Jan
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H F · 01 Jan
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Michael W · 01 Jan
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Michael W · 01 Jan
Happy new year Manda! πŸ’–
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Manda P · 02 Jan
Thank you so much, Pandas. It turned out to be a pretty good day. BF & I binged Black Mirror S4 except for the minute we watched the time change from 11:59 to 12:00 on the Chromecast. We said happy New Year & kisses. We're, uh, different. πŸ˜‰
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
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Michael W · 01 Jan 10
Had a blast playing games and shooting fireworks with my friends at my friend's house tonight! Happy new year everyone! Much love!
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Nicole Z NEW · 01 Jan
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Nicole Z NEW · 01 Jan
Happy New Year!!
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Lydia R · 01 Jan
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Lydia R · 01 Jan
Happy new year!
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Michael W · 01 Jan
Thanks everyone! πŸ’—
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D M · 28 Dec 1
Thinking back to four years ago when I lost my baby twins. Life never gave me another chance at parenting or relationships. I feel so so sad and suicidal
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Michael W · 28 Dec
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Michael W · 28 Dec
S*****e is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please try your best not to let yourself get to that point. I can't possibly imagine the pain of losing twin babies, but your book isn't finished yet. Don't quit the book with blank pages in it.
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Robin B NEW · 28 Dec
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D M · 28 Dec
No one will ever date me because I have depression
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Victoria L · 28 Dec
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Michael W · 01 Jan
That's not true. Plenty of people with depression find dates. It may seem like that, and quite honestly I'm in that same mindset, but I personally feel like I need to get my stuff together before I enter a relationship with someone else.
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D M · 01 Jan
I hope so, thanks πŸ’—
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K F · 28 Dec 2
Constantly wishing that I could've said those words before he lost hope and left. Constantly wishing that I could've healed him. Filled with so much regrets, but all I can do now is cry.
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Michael W · 28 Dec
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Love 1 · 28 Dec
im sorry for your loss.
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Love 1 · 28 Dec 4
Sad is still with me. Sad rolls out sleeping bag. Sad: I think I'm going to crash at your place tonight, if it's ok with you. Me: Of course, Sad. You're always welcome. Sad: Thanks.
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Olivia A · 28 Dec
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Love 1 · 28 Dec
Sad: I'm sorry for weighing you down. Me: Don't apologize. I accept you just the way you are. I appreciate your sincerity. You want to know Truth & don't settle for illusions. I respect that. I love you for keeping my heart pointed Godward. Sad: Thx
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Love 1 · 28 Dec
Me: How about some music? Sad: I gave the world the minor chord and sad songs. Me: Something in minor chord then. Sad: Cool.
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arianna a NEW · 28 Dec
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Michael W · 28 Dec
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Happy: Does Sad know about a deceptive cadence?
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Sad: I don't prefer them...
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Sad: a-min b-dim g#-dim a-min
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Happy: what about..
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Happy: Sad: a-min b-dim g#-dim C-Maj
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Michael W · 28 Dec
Happy: or even a-min F-Maj G-Maj C-Maj
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Love 1 · 28 Dec
or amin to dmin g#dim...
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paul M · 28 Dec
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Michael W · 30 Dec
Or a I-ii-V-I with a perfect authentic cadence?
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Beth M · 28 Dec 4
I can't sleep
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Michael W · 28 Dec
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paul M · 28 Dec
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