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Jeff M · 18h 5
Tough running in cold, snow and sleet last night. That's why I need group runs. Long run tomorrow in snow and mud. Ugh. Feeling very tired and a little ill today. Early winter has me down.
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me M · 1d
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nixiblu . · 18h
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nixiblu . · 18h
Snow!!
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DesBear D · 17h
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Alicia B · 5h
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Alicia B · 5h
Wow, you've got snow already? How do you run in the snow? I've never tried it.
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Valeria P · 18h 8
i am gratefull i found the root of my anxiety and I can sooth it
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nixiblu . · 18h
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Penelope P · 18h 3
Had a nap but woke up with a panic attack thinking I needed to call an ambulance as certain death was upon me. I hate those, hope they're not starting again. Still don't feel that good.
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me M · 1d
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nixiblu . · 18h
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Penelope P · 18h 3
So I text to see if he had a good day. I get no enquiry as to how mine was or how I'm doing. It's a perfect example of how things always are. One sided. But I should be grateful I'm not alone, eh?
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Cindy M · 22h
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maria B · 21h
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Maria K · 21h
Yes a lot of times I forget to ask, how was your day back. I think just put it out there, well MY Day was... If the response is not caring then I would take that as a bad sign.
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Maria K · 21h
I know I hate being alone too. But that kind of friendship will only mess with you more
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nixiblu . · 18h
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nixiblu . · 18h
With my parents I always used to call them (as they never call me) and say hello hi how are you. To which I got a long answer but never a and how are you
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nixiblu . · 18h
So now I continue to call them and say hello. But then I pause and wait for them to ask me how I am
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nixiblu . · 18h
I think sometimes people just don't think and it is not anything personal
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Xavier M · 16h
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Penelope P · 10h
Thanks all. Sorry Maria, I love being alone, I was being sarcastic about what a friend had said to me if you see my earlier post.
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Alicia B · 5h
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Alicia B · 5h
It's true, I sometimes forget to ask back, too. When I'm too excited about my news, or just too flat to be interested in anything. I try to make a point of asking, because I don't want my close ones to feel bad, but in reality I'm not very interested
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Alicia B · 5h
in, for example, how their work was, because usually work is all the same stuff every day, right? I sound like a jerk, I know, but I do love to listen to people when they talk about how they feel. They don't do it too often, though.
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Cindy M · 18h 4
Score for the day. Continuing to make it through the day at work, and get tearful once I'm on the bus. In bed with cat, just want to sleep and not get up again
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Reba H · 19h
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nixiblu . · 18h
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nixiblu . · 18h
4 is an ok score. And you have to get up to feed the cat. Xx
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DesBear D · 17h
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Silke V · 18h 5
🕛 not able to fall asleep. Boyfriend is already one or two hours asleep.
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nixiblu . · 18h
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Cindy M · 5h
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Silke V · 20h 5
'A friend' told me in the beginning of the month that we should meet up again. I said, let me know when you have time. She said I don't have my working hours yet for this month, but as soon as I have
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Silke V · 20h
..them, I'll let you know when we can meet. Do you think I've heard her? No. You know what, i don't have friends.
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Silke V · 20h
I'll always be different. Not good enough, not fun enough.
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nixiblu . · 20h
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nixiblu . · 20h
You are good enough, and I'm sure you are fun.
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Josie B · 19h
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Cindy M · 19h
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nixiblu . · 18h
I'm probably one of those bad friends that don't get in touch for a while. Time passed too fast these days
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Silke V · 10h
It's probably my fault too nixiblu.
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Penelope P · 10h
I had many friends like that. They are no longer my friends, simple.
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Silke V · 6h
Tegen i have no friends anymore Penelope P...
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Penelope P · 5h
I'm sorry Silke. I have only about half a dozen friends I can actually count on. It's quality not quantity that counts. If you are young then you will find that friends you rely on will change over time. Best wishes x
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Alicia B · 2d 6
Today's been sort of nice. Except for feeling fat and yuck. Enjoying the sunlight and the drive through the fields. Focused. Feeling strong. Feeling I can face myself. I'll need help, probably, but I
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Alicia B · 2d
don't feel helpless and lost right now. I like it.
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Linda H · 2d
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DesBear D · 2d 4
Long weekend starts. Depressed.
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Natalie C · 2d
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nixiblu . · 2d
Ooh. A long weekend. Lucky panda. Enjoy
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Cindy M · 2d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Penelope P · 2d 1
So one of my closest friends says I will end up stuck in all on my own over winter if I end things with M. She forgets that I don't mind being on my own at all, it's how I was before him
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Penelope P · 2d
and it's how I'll end up once he has tired of me. It scares me not. Took some effort but I think I've successfully put him off meeting up tomorrow and he's busy Sat/Sun. Hopefully a nice peaceful three days ALONE, just how I like it.
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Natalie C · 2d
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Urzara Z NEW · 2d 2
Suffering, I want (need) to suffer and that's why I can't tell anyone about it, I can't tell anyone about it, because they will try to change it. Suffering without being fucking sad.
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Mr X · 2d
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sad bea r · 2d 0
i cant take any more of this
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Urzara Z NEW · 2d
Please talk to someone you feel comfortable with, it could even be me, you matter and deserve help
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Penelope P · 12 Nov 6
Met a friend at costa, bit of food shopping then came home and tidied round. Feeling better now lady business has arrived and I have an excuse to snuggle up and rest. With the heating on full blast!
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me M · 09 Nov
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Keeping Track A · 12 Nov 4
Found out one of my students has been cutting themselves today. A lot of her classmates/friends were very upset about it too. It upset me too and has been at the back of my mind most of the day.
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Maite P · 09 Nov
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Keeping Track A · 11 Nov
thanks guys! c
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nixiblu . · 12 Nov
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Kym S · 12 Nov 5
My anxiety got triggered when out today but I still managed to have a nice walk. It was so windy :)
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John T · 09 Nov
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nixiblu . · 12 Nov
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DesBear D · 12 Nov 6
Off today and tomorrow, friend visiting for his bday.
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Metron A · 10 Nov
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Penelope P · 12 Nov 5
Most of chores done. Not heard from M which is strange. Not going to dwell on it but I don't know what I'm doing this afternoon so will have plenty of time to overthink. Must get a shower & buck up.
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Manda P · 10 Nov
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Manda P · 12 Nov 5
Waiting on edible to kick in & it's looking like it won't. I ate way more than BF eats in a whole day. He said to try more. It's PB fudge but I don't want to waste it. REALLY...
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Manda P · 10 Nov
...want to feel this kind of high though. Sitting in living room by fire with a cat at my reclined feet. Lots I should do but I don't want to move. Can't believe Monday is already close again. Blood work. F*cking 6 months of this ***?! Wtf? BF...
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Manda P · 10 Nov
...said even people with some blood diseases don't have to be tested weekly. Already stressing about another complication picking it up on Tuesday. F*cking stop with the worries, Manda. Just chill.
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Cindy M · 10 Nov
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Margot L · 10 Nov
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Alicia B · 10 Nov
It's worth keeping an eye on your blood work and taking care of yourself. After all, you need to be healthy to enjoy the benefits of the new medicine, right?
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Jeff M · 11 Nov
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Manda P · 13 Nov
Yep, you're exactly right, Alicia. Thanks for helping me flip it around. xx Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
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Kym S · 12 Nov 4
Feeling 'blurgh', not sure why. Still not smoking.
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Cindy M · 10 Nov
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Penelope P · 10 Nov
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Penelope P · 10 Nov
Keep it up Kim!
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Kym S · 11 Nov
Penelope the cravings are starting to get easier :)
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nixiblu . · 12 Nov
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