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Lydia R · 19 Jan 5
Therapy was okay, but I didn't get anything done today. Tired, dizzy and headache all bloody day. I think it's because of the storm front above all of Germany today. Emotionally I'm okay though.
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Must be pretty scary Lydia. Holland was windy as well. Lot of homes are damaged. Hope youre family is okay!
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Manda P · 18 Jan
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Manda P · 18 Jan
Glad therapy went ok. I agree with John. Call your mom!
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DesBear D · 18 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
There's already been a lot of snow almost everywhere in Germany, but it's too warm in Berlin, and there's been a lot of wind today in most of Germany. Berlin is okay, but my parents are worse off and my mum's rather scared something will happen now
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
that she's alone at home. I hope nothing too bad happens though, I mean everywhere. Complete chaos on the roads, air routes and railway lines. My mum wanted to take the train to my visit my aunt tomorrow, but that's not gonna happen now.
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
We've talked 3 or 4 times today. I had to cancel her train ticket for tomorrow, and she just told me that one outdoor lamp came crushing down. Other than that there's only been some damage to a few trees. News said it should be over at midnight.
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
Thanks John! As far as I know no one I know suffered personal damage, but at least 8 people died and it'll take some time to clean up.
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
Thanks for the hugs Pandas!
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Kevin B · 18 Jan
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John T · 18 Jan
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John T · 18 Jan
If it's the same weather we had a couple of days ago, prepare for wind and snow.
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John T · 18 Jan
Stay in phone contact with her, even call if it's unexpected, it might be a nice surprise for her to hear from you!😊
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John T · 18 Jan
I just seen Friederike on the news, 140km/h! 4 people dead. I hope your family and friends stay safe, Lydia!
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Emma Luna L · 19 Jan
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Dan P · 18 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan 5
Stupid fight w/BF this morning. Later text saying we're going to bring good vibes into the house. Big grocery trip. Washed car. Just gotta pick up BF & then daughter later. Finish chores tomorrow.
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Dan P · 18 Jan
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Natalie C · 18 Jan
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Natalie C · 18 Jan
Hi MandaπŸ€— I was wondering how you are earlier today. Nice to see a post from you, hope your day did get better and well done on grocery shop Im still putting mine off going πŸ˜ƒ x
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
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Mandy O · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Thanks, Natalie. The day ended up better. Hope you got your food shopping done. It's such a chore. xx Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š
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Emma Luna L · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Hooray! You've managed it. How are your cats? I'm proud of you xx
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Manda P · 3d
Thank you, my dear & sweet, Esther! My cats are magical medicine & it's working like a charm! Thanks for the hug, Emma Luna.
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Lex M · 19 Jan 4
I can't shake the #sadness this year. Outwardly I may look ok, but tears are flowing inside every evening. I need a change
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Dan P · 18 Jan
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
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John T · 18 Jan
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Lydia R · 18 Jan
What would you want to change to feel better?
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Janine S · 18 Jan
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Kris B · 18 Jan
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Tasha S · 18 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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Lex M · 19 Jan
Just world, my way of life, people around me, my relationships, me...
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Hm, im sorry you feel this way. You can change the way you live but it's hard. Start one thing at a time.. And maybe talk with someone about it who can hlp you or give you feedback?
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Lex M · 3d
Nobody has time, Esther. They need my help and my feedback instead 😐
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DesBear D · 19 Jan 1
Sick and depressed
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Tasha S · 18 Jan
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Richard E · 18 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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Mandy O · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
Sending you warm, comforting thoughts and hugs, Des! *Big hugs*
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Thinking of you, Des. *big hugs*
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
thanks Pandas <3
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Big hugs dear Des xx
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Richard E · 19 Jan 7
Acupuncture
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Reiko K · 18 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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Zoe K · 19 Jan
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Zoe K · 19 Jan
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Love 1 · 19 Jan
i need to try this. wish insurance covered it
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Shelley H · 19 Jan
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
how did it go?
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Sarah N · 1d
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Richard E · 1d
Thanks all
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Richard E · 1d
Esther...felt great
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Richard E · 1d
Lov1...does feel good
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Mandy O · 19 Jan 7
This time a year ago I couldn't concentrate more than 10 minutes watching tv - tonight I have watched 2 full movies on the horror channel - on for the third called 'chained' its a gritty thriller!!
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Verra T NEW · 19 Jan
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Verra T NEW · 19 Jan
yay!!!! :)))))) I have a hard time concentrating too :(( I'm glad you're at a much better place now compared to last year.
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paul M · 19 Jan
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paul M · 19 Jan
Good!
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Great job!
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paul M · 19 Jan 4
I can make D laugh, but can't make her smile. Hate this. Hate chaos in my head, thoughts running in all directions at once. Good for making jokes, bad for living.
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Alicia B · 19 Jan
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John T · 19 Jan
Think about exactly the things you admire about her, then tell her.
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paul M · 19 Jan
I think that'll be some pathetic sight...me mumbling and her looking away and being annoyed.
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John T · 19 Jan
Text it her then!
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John T · 19 Jan
Better to be nice than nothing...
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Yeah, text her!
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Thats a good thing. Humor is the best.
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Alicia B · 3d
Your words had me almost in tears. They somehow resonated, because I know the kind of people. Those who make us laugh are the saddest ones a lot of times. Let me just give you a big big hug.
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Jeff M · 19 Jan 4
Ran in the cold last night with some good people. Felt pretty good about things, but then horrible night's sleep, dog got sick, bitter cold day - mood dipped again.
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
Parents coming up this weekend. Don't really want them here. Will have to hear about how messy the house is and how it's so bad the dog ruined my blinds and things... just don't know if I can handle all that.
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
But I should be thankful. At least they care and want to be around me. Otherwise I'd always be alone. Just ... it will be a stressful weekend in different ways I guess, and then more work to not look forward to. Ugh.
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
Meetings all day today, no time to get things done. So tired.
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paul M · 19 Jan
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Liz B NEW · 19 Jan
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John T · 19 Jan
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nixiblu . · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
πŸ˜” I'm sorry, Jeff. That is A LOT of stress. I hope the visit from your parents goes better than expected.
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Emma Luna L · 19 Jan
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
That IS quite stressful. Don't be too harsh on yourself Jeff. I admire you for your attitude towards your parents. You always give it your best when they're visiting. And you know, parents are like that. WHen my parents are here they complain about'*
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Esther B · 19 Jan
*me spoiling my cat cause it's just a cat. I don't care. I have nobody else to take care of. I think their intention is good. I'm happy you have them around you this weekend. Don't want you to feel lonely. XX
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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Silke V · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 3d
Don't let your parents get you down about your cat, Esther. They're meant to be spoiled!
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Lauren P · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
Turned out to be a good weekend! Parents didn't give me much hassle and helped me a lot. Thanks, pandas!
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Silke V · 19 Jan 4
My fish isn't doing to well lately since yesterday he is laying on his side. I don't want him to die, but I don't want him to suffer either. So maybe it's best for him if he dies? But still I hope he
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Silke V · 19 Jan
'll get better!
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Amelia P · 19 Jan
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
I'm so sorry. Have you consulted a vet to see what can be done? I also hope he'll get better soon!
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paul M · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
Aww, I hope he does ok. I don't know anything about fish, but hopefully things will be ok. Hard to see a pet suffer...
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John T · 19 Jan
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John T · 19 Jan
Having grew up with pond fish outside, and tropical fish in a tank, there are things you can add to the water to help the fish, but they don't always work. Best bet is ask at a pet/aquatic shop! Good luck little fishy!
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Hope your little fishy friend will be ok, Silke. πŸ’–
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Esther B · 19 Jan
What John says! Maar meestal als een vis op zijn zij ligt duurt het niet heel lang meer? Althans, zo ging het bij onze vissen. Hopelijk komt het goed!!
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Silke V · 3d
Vet said she can only give na injection like they do with dogs.. dish is still just laying on his side. Don't like to see animals like this.
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Margot L · 2d
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Lydia R · 19 Jan 5
Disrupted night, tired, stressed, but mood okay. Had plans to meet with presentation partner again today, but we decided to postpone it until Sunday. Greatly relieved, but I'm still waiting for the
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
feeling of stress and anxiety to subside and a calmer feeling to settle in. Maybe I should give meditations throughout the day a try, and not only when I want to fall asleep.
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John T · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Meditations, meditations, meditations! Do it! xx
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Emma Luna L · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Meditation or short breathing excercises can be helpful. I use the app 'Headspace' atm.
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Anthony M · 19 Jan 8
Friend helped me understand that my sleep trouble is there because of fear of being excluded. I think my drinking problems were also due to this. Now that I know the root, I am able to take action
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Christine W NEW · 19 Jan
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nixiblu . · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
That's a good thing. WIshing you all the strength you need
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nixiblu . · 19 Jan 9
Fri-yay
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Love 1 · 19 Jan
Friyay. I like that
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
TGIF. enjoy your weekend!
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Kym S · 19 Jan
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Love 1 · 19 Jan 5
together as a family@school event. Triggered by Xs presence. Poor sleep. Woke up upset. Sadness drew in consciousness, but aware of descent. Not going w/thoughts. Open2feelings; welcoming experience.
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 19 Jan
Waking up upset sucks. I hope your day goes well, Love.
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Josie C · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
I admire your attitude. Experience but not overwhelmed. I'm sure your children liked it?!
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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Love 1 · 19 Jan
hi, Esther. Yes, the children were pleased. Thats what hurt. My 4 y.o. wanted a three way hug. sad that the x chose divorce & the pursuit of illusions over commitment to family and the lasting happiness that comes from inner work.
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Manda P · 19 Jan 3
BF decided to tell me he was out of undershirts this morning as he went to put one on. Is it really so hard to say, 'I'm RUNNING out of undershirts.' Bad mood. Lots of chores. Just wanna stay in bed.
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Zoe K · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
I guess thats a man thing? My dad always told my mum as well. When it came to food, too. I just got the last piece of bread. Hope your day will be better!!
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
Something I don't have to endure (I'm the only one annoying myself), but I hope your day will improve. Cuddle the cats!
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Silke V · 19 Jan
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Manda P · 3d
Thanks, Esther & Lydia. I held off on texting him a sh*tty message & by the time he came home I had completely forgotten about it. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š
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* ChloΓ« * · 19 Jan 6
Exam done! Weekend time!
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Manda P · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
How did they go?
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
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* ChloΓ« * · 3d
Not sure, but probably ok. Got one every week at the moment.
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Shelley H · 19 Jan 8
Good morning pandas
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
Morning SHelley!
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Pseudo Bear ! · 19 Jan 10
God help me, I like Matlock.
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DesBear D · 19 Jan
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Valeria P · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
What or who's that? :)
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John T · 19 Jan
It's a village in Derbyshire, and probably something else too!
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Lydia R · 19 Jan
I only know that TV series from the 80's. 😁
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John T · 19 Jan
Actually, now you say, they reference it on the Simpsons I think...
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Tasha S · 19 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
You're right John - the old people love Matlock (and keep trying to name things in Springfield after him eg the Matlock expressway).
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John T · 19 Jan
I might sound like an old man myself now because the Simpsons was a lot better when I was a kid! (My favourite episode is when Homer becomes union representative to get a dental plan for Lisa).
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DesBear D · 19 Jan 4
homework
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Esther B · 19 Jan
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DesBear D · 3d
thanks Pandas <3
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Esther B · 19 Jan 4
Therapy done for this week. It was quite intense. We're a small group and we're willing to share. Next week 2 new ppl are added to our group. Interesting to observe how our group will respond.
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Γ‰va H · 19 Jan
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Esther B · 19 Jan
It's intense cause it's moving me. Main goals are acceptance of my 'disorder / disease / whatever you want to call it' and to be willing to recieve therapy. Its hard. I just want to work and be normal.
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
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Jeff M · 19 Jan
I suspect that you have to break down before you can 'repair'...get through the walls you built up, which would have to be really hard. Good for you for facing it with perspective! I'm sure you can do it, Esther!
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Cindy M · 3d
Right on Jeff - you can do this! Proud of you already xx
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Manda P · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
Way to go, Esther! I am so proud of you for doing this! πŸ’–πŸ’šπŸ’–
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Esther B · 18 Jan 4
Feeling sad after an intense day. Negative thoughts are popping up like mushrooms. Like date doesn't wanna meet me while he said Sunday he does. But he's going away for a trip and has ppl staying over
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John T · 18 Jan
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John T · 18 Jan
I really like your turn of phrase, 'popping up like mushrooms'! Brilliant! I'm going to start saying that! Hope you are feeling better soon though.
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Jeff M · 18 Jan
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Jeff M · 18 Jan
It is a suitable phrase, because those bad thoughts are like fungi. They grow in the dark, wet places and feed on bad things and spread like crazy. (Just ignore the fact that mushrooms can be delicious!)
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Jeff M · 18 Jan
It's tough, especially after a bad day, but have to resist those bad thoughts so they don't grow and spread!
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Γ‰va H · 18 Jan
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Manda P · 18 Jan
Just breathe & stop those mushrooms from spreading! It'll be ok, Esther. xx
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Esther B · 18 Jan
thanks all πŸ’ž
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Cindy M · 19 Jan
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