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Alicia B · 49m 6
Today's been sort of nice. Except for feeling fat and yuck. Enjoying the sunlight and the drive through the fields. Focused. Feeling strong. Feeling I can face myself. I'll need help, probably, but I
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Alicia B · 20h
don't feel helpless and lost right now. I like it.
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Linda H · 20h
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Natalie C · 20h
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Urzara Z NEW · 19h
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nixiblu . · 19h
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Bipolar Bear . · 18h
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Cindy M · 18h
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Jeff M · 49m
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DesBear D · 49m 4
Long weekend starts. Depressed.
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Natalie C · 20h
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nixiblu . · 19h
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nixiblu . · 19h
Ooh. A long weekend. Lucky panda. Enjoy
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Cindy M · 18h
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me M · 9h
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Jeff M · 49m
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Cindy M · 49m 4
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Maite P · 17h
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Reba H · 6h
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Linda H · 4h
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Jeff M · 49m
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Shelley H · 49m 7
Just had a bowl of delicious maple Cheerios. Now back to.bed for Shelley Bear. BIG HUGS to all my panda pals
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Linda H · 4h
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Robert H · 2h
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Shelley H · 1h
Yay
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Jeff M · 49m
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Penelope P · 50m 4
Ended up having to go into town so two hours out of the house and knee aching. Still a bit woolly headed. Going to have some lunch to see if food and coffee helps.
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Robert H · 2h
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Xavier M · 1h
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Jeff M · 50m
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Bipolar Bear . · 23h 5
I feel off mentally. As usual I slept like crap and it's really affecting me at work. Mood dropped bad lastnight when I was struggling to assemble something together had to ask for help from BF.
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Jen B · 1d
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Bipolar Bear . · 1d
It wouldn't bother me so much but sometimes he gets really condescending about things like that and tells me those are problem-solving skills that I should have learned and should be learning now, but I really did try. I was beyond frustrated
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Bipolar Bear . · 1d
My mood has improved a bit but I still don't feel quite right and mood feels shaky at best
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Kam o · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
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Natalie C · 20h
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Jen B · 23h 2
I'm finding it harder and harder to keep moving forward. Everything hurts, nothing is working.
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Anna D · 24h
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Kam o · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
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Gabrielle H · 23h 5
Trying to write a song in 4 days is so difficult! Especially when you can't figure out how to word what you wanna say in a way which will make sense etc
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Andrew H · 23h
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Kam o · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
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Mark M · 7h
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Anna D · 23h 6
I slept well. I feel much better now.
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Kam o · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
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Len H NEW · 21h
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Jen B · 19h
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me M · 23h 2
I try to reduce stress in my life, and be calm to focus on healing, but suddenly something happens and someone makes me nervous and I can not focus on healing
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Kam o · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
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Jeff M · 23h
Me too, me. I feel so weak when I fail and give in to the stress and nerves and anxiety. But it's a constant battle, a constant give and take! Gotta keep fighting, I guess!
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C J NEW · 22h
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Linda H · 20h
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Natalie C · 20h
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Nina M NEW · 1d 3
Anxious for varsity work, feel overloaded with the quantity 😥
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Jeff M · 1d
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Caitlin S NEW · 1d 5
Finding it hard to keep to a routine. Anxious about coursework handed in that was written when manic and having to present this to the class, feel like it's going to be terrible
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Nina M NEW · 1d
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Nina M NEW · 1d
You've got this! Good luck and remember, whatever happens happens. Sometimes things like mania are unavoidable so take the outcome of the presentation with a pinch of salt. Don't let it derail you x
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Leona S NEW · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Silke V · 1d 5
Another bad night. But the two previous ones I slept better
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Jeff M · 1d
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Robert H · 1d
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Cindy M · 17h
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Cindy M · 1d 4
Finding it hard to manage sad and defeatist thoughts. Part of it is just that I'm tired, but that's not the main reason I'm struggling. Wish I could take pleasure or pride in something. Feel worn down
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Fajer A NEW · 2d
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Fajer A NEW · 2d
Time will come be patient
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Penelope P · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
Big hugs xx
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Leona S NEW · 2d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
I've been feeling that lately as well. Big hugs, Cindy!
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DesBear D · 20h
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Lydia D · 14h
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Lydia D · 13h
I'm in this same boat at this stage in life. Lots of hugs and calming vibes to you. <3
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Reba H · 6h
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Penelope P · 1d 1
Considering cooling things with M. I hear my panda pals' wise words but there's only so long I can be grateful to him for using me. I get nothing from him, laughs & company that's all. It's not enough
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Penelope P · 2d
He uses me for hospitality, company & more worryingly for sexual favours. All I want is someone that can admit they want to be with me. He doesn't. He wouldn't even admit he likes me. What sort of relationship is that. None.
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Penelope P · 2d
I feel cheap, pathetic, simpering. I want to see him all the time. I need reassurance. I get nothing. Wasting my time, I don't want someone who is so emotionally stagnant.
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Leona S NEW · 2d
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Leona S NEW · 2d
if u already know that he's not what you want start thinking about 'getting rid' of him. your mental health is more important than him and you'll feel better without him bringin you down xx
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C J NEW · 2d
I've been in one of these “relationships.” Do what's best for you, your partner shouldn't be the one making you feel terrible about yourself, even if they “can't help it.” Good luck x
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Jeff M · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
I can understand that. If you feel like you're being used negatively, and it's affecting you so much and so often, maybe this is wise. Perhaps talk to him...you may be able to step away for a while and reemerge as just friends down the line?
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Cindy M · 17h
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Xavier M · 14h
Ik I'm justa kd and all but hypothetically speaking, if he is using you for just company and sex, but won't say he likes you, then wth are u still doing with him. If he wants to be a douche bag than let him do that away from you.
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Xavier M · 14h
You deserve better Penelope... we all do at times. You explain time and time again that he isn't always there for you, and how he doenst see you as more than a friend or sometimes doenst even acknowledge you are there...
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Xavier M · 14h
'I feel cheap, pathetic, simpering.' well hello, you are none of those things. Keep ur chin up girl... and find some1 better than him, some1 who can be there for you, and doesnt just want u around for pleasure. Sorry bout the language but I just got
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Xavier M · 14h
riled up. Dont let him weigh you down, instead throw him off and fly.- Your pal, Xavier :)
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Penelope P · 3h
Thanks all for your comments. Hopefully a little time apart this weekend will help me get my head around how I really feel.
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Bed @ 00:00 last night. Awake around 6:10am. . . Spent a few minutes watching the little birds outside my window and listening to them sing. Nice start to the day. 😊 . . Tummy a little upset.
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Keeping Track A · 1d
Definitely due to eating soya/berries. Need to look up more info about phytoestrogens and allergies. The discomfort is not really worth the transient pleasure.
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Linda H · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
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me M · 1d
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Cindy M · 17h
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Asper K · 1d 5
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Jeff M · 1d
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DesBear D · 20h
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Cindy M · 17h
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Aiyana M NEW · 2d 5
Feeling very emotional today, tearing up when I see something very happy or sad, like when I saw a post about an older dog being adopted and upon seeing posts about the wildfires in California.
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Zoe D · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Leona S NEW · 2d
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Claire K · 2d 7
It is now 2PM, and I'll see mom at the mall in 30 minutes. Mom made the plans, I really never have a say. I admit I am a tad bit nervous although I have no reason to be. These past few visits have
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Jeff M · 2d
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Piia P · 2d
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Claire K · 2d
been pretty well; it's been a while since I've left angry or crying. It's weird, because when I see her I'm happy to see her, but not at the same time.
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Claire K · 2d
It's weird, because when I see her I'm happy to see her, but not at the same time. I want to spend more time with her, seeing as she's my own mother, but I don't if she just wants to talk about dad.
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Nathan R · 2d
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Nathan R · 2d
I love you!! Just stay happy, it's all good
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Leona S NEW · 2d
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Jen B · 2d 4
I'm letting in too much worry. Ultimately digging myself deeper. Sometimes I just cannot turn it off.
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Jeff M · 2d
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Anna D · 24h
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