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Stayed at a friend's last night. Was nice to spend time together. Little bit worried I scratched the wall as I had pushed the bed up aginst it as there was a gap between mattress and the frame and
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Keeping Track A · 1d
my pillows were falling down there. I just noticed there are scratches on the wall where the bed frame went against it so I hope it was from before and not from me! Dont know whether or not to mention it!
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Keeping Track A · 1d
Soon, I will go home to get ready for the week ahead and finish the medical questionnaire for my contract etc.!
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Cindy M · 1d
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Keeping Track A · 1d
Soon, I will go home to get ready for the week ahead and finish the medical questionnaire for my contract etc.!
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Love 1 · 1d
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Penelope P · 1d 1
I wake in the night. Don't matter what time. Every night.
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Raf F · 2d
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Penelope P · 2d
Thanks all.
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Lydia R · 2d
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Cindy M · 1d
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Penelope P · 1d
Thanks pandas
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Alicia B · 1d 9
New tires for my bike, and tweaked the brakes, all done by A. with me just helping by bringing tools and screwing things on. We've fixed the tire on his bike, too, so hopefully tomorrow we can all go
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Manda P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
Oh, man. I don't know how you keep Bipolar feelings in, Alicia. I have to let it all out. I hope you can reach the same point. It must be so hard to not be able to do that. I am glad you have this teeny tiny corner of the world to release your...
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Manda P · 1d
...thoughts. I wish I could be your Bipolar Buddy in real life! 💖
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Manda P · 19h
You don't have to thank me, Alicia! You make me realize stuff all the time. I think you'll find the one to finally get a little back. Hopefully sooner rather than later. 💞
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Tasha S · 1d
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Cindy M · 1d
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Janine S · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
for a truly group ride. If his mood permits it! That's what they say about Borderlines: when they're feeling OK they are fantastic people to have around. So much fun, so efficient, and smart, and caring.
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Alicia B · 2d
I've noticed something. He irritates me so much when he's attention- seeking and meltdowny. But why? Perhaps because no-one 's ever asked how I felt being Bipolar, and I've never dared to impose. When I got diagnosed, all people wanted to know was
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Alicia B · 2d
whether it was treatable, and whether I should actually take meds. I'm just good at pretending to be normal. And I always feel like showing my feelings is not worth it. Such a bother to everyone. No wonder I hate the person having all of their
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Alicia B · 2d
feelings out all the time. I'm jealous in a way. Gotta work on that.
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Alicia B · 1d
Thank you, John. I am in a manic phase I guess, but with meds is not extreme. The nine was for having done useful things and bonded with a human that day, too. It feels nice.
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Alicia B · 22h
Mandaaa, thank you, I love you so much 💜 I've been trained as a child to keep my *** to myself, just by having an overly emotional mum. I always felt I needed to protect her. First time I remember hiding intense pain was when I was seven. It's
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Alicia B · 22h
really hard for me to open up, I keep wishing someone would push for me to do it. That's probably how I got into an abusive relationship. I'm a calming presence to many people, it comes naturally because I love to listen and support and feel their
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Alicia B · 22h
feels with them. I guess it's a habit, but it's kind of a nice one, so it stays. You've made me realize things big time today, thank you 💜💜💜
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Lydia R · 2d
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John T · 2d
I like to speak frankly, because you do to me. A 9 is a very high score, but the irritation you describe doesn't sound like a 9. Hypomania? Keep an eye on things. Enjoy but don't be reckless should a situation occur. Chat if you need to. Take care!
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Alicia B · 1d 9
Ever since I'd asked my protector Superbitch to be quiet about the way I look ( working on body dysmorphia here), I've been feeling so good about being in my body, it's almost weird. I appreciate the
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Raf F · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
hell out of it, and I just love everything it does
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Alicia B · 2d
I love it ( imperfect asv it is) in a manic sort of way, which might be a sign of hypomania, or just compensation for all the years I've hated it. How do you feel about your bodies? Tell me.
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John T · 2d
I feel terrible about mine. I'm a bag of ***. My hair is ever so slowly falling out. I have still got plenty of weight to lose. Parts of me are simply the wrong shape or size. I try not to think about it and just smile like a daft idiot! 😁
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John T · 2d
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Janine S · 2d
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Janine S · 2d
I usually feel pretty good. I want to lose a little weight and gain some muscle sometimes but I'm mostly happy. The main issue I have is that I wish I was taller. I feel good about some things but if I think of myself as being attractive too much I
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Janine S · 2d
Feel guilty for some reason
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Lydia R · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
Hated mine ever since hitting puberty. Feet, hands, head and breasts too big, shoulders too wide, not delicate enough, too much body hair for my liking, not losing enough weight, etc etc. Though I'm Happy you can enjoy yours now! 😊
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Tasha S · 1d
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Alicia B · 1d
John and Lydia, I can totally relate, I've always felt the same way. When I look at other people I'm much kinder :) now trying to see the bod as a vehicle. And looking good as not the main point, which is hard in our culture.
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Alicia B · 1d
Janine, yay! I'm so glad to know some people are OK with what they look like. This is great. I wonder why the guilt though?
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Cindy M · 1d
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Cindy M · 1d
Not okay with mine, though sometimes for short periods I've had some success thinking as you do, Alicia. I really hate summer and feel worse then, because there are so many women who do look fantastic (even though I try to remember probably many of
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Cindy M · 1d
suffer from the same feelings, at least occasionally). I'm torn between feeling happy for them and appreciating their beauty and confidence, and really hating them and feeling like I ought to stay indoors forever...
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Lydia R · 1d
Same Cindy! Strange how our minds work sometimes.
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Manda P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
Well, you guys know how I feel about my body. ED issues really f*ck all that up. I wore the skin tight dress last night though & felt really good in it after my Sis's reaction. She would've told me if she thought I didn't look good in it. Even if...
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Manda P · 1d
...I feel content in my body, I always hate my face, body hair, boobs, & butt. That doesn't make sense! 😂
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Alicia B · 22h
Cindy, Manda, thank you so much for sharing. It means a lot, and I do feel ya, people! We should be nicer to ourselves, right? But how? Ugh.
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Jeff M · 8h
I've been told since I was a child that I'm ugly and fat, so even though I'm relatively fit now, I still believe it. And it's been borne out...not a good looking person, I guess, though never really sure why. Stupid bodies...
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John T · 8h
On one hand I sympathise and understand how wrong the brain can be. But an ultra marathon runner... 'Relatively fit'. Come on, you're super fit! I hope your brain understands this soon!
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John T · 6h
People's actions and the love they hold shine through more than a really good face or any body part. If you really respect someone it's the person not the body that is important. My cat doesn't care what I look like but he likes cuddles and being fed
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Shelley H · 1d 6
Good night pandas
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Janine S · 2d
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Robert H · 2d
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Robert H · 2d
Good night.
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Shelley H · 2d
Thanks pandas.xxx
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Shelley H · 2d
Actually Robert, me thinks me wants some rice keispies 😃
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Shelley H · 2d
Ahhh...now it's off to bed for Shelley Bear. Night night my dear panda pals.
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Lydia R · 2d
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Natalie C · 22h
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Shelley H · 17h
Thanks me friendly pandas xxx
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John T · 1d 5
Can't sleep. Thinking, having super-low expectations can make me content, but it won't solve all my problems, not that I expect it to.
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Penelope P · 2d
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Penelope P · 1d 1
Like again at 3am.
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Robert H · 2d
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Penelope P · 1d 1
Then 4:45 fgs
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Penelope P · 1d 2
Watered the plants. Might treat myself to some hash browns for breakfast. Might sit outside a bit but not much or I'll end up like a prune. Mood will still be bleugh though.
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Ade W · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
Hope you can enjoy the outside (wear a cap or do you have a sunshade?) and always treat yourself!
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Maite P · 1d
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Cindy M · 1d
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Cindy M · 1d
Like Lydia, hope you treated yourself. Sorry to see you so down. If you decide to give someone another chance, that's okay, regardless of how it turns out. I've been there too - there are some people it's not easy to give up on, and what might be
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Cindy M · 1d
the right decision for someone else isn't necessarily right for you. Hope you find the right way for you, big hugs xx
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Penelope P · 1d
Thanks all, yes Lydia, I have a good floppy sun hat! Back in though, it's just too hot for me.
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Penelope P · 1d
@Cindy, it's difficult when you have one person who's scared to commit and the other has no courage. Annoying when we have so much in common and totally compatible!
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Tasha S · 1d 6
Work and then going for a picnic with Ryan
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Lydia R · 1d
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Love 1 · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
Are you packing the basket? What'cha having? I hope you guys have a splendid time! 💚
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Natalie C · 22h
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Tasha S · 13h
Just grabbed salad boxes, crisps and samosas from Morrison's, nothing extravagant 🙈 thank you
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Cindy M · 1d 7
Saw M Fri night/yesterday: he gave me a portrait of my cat which his mother had painted. It was amazing! But also, no one's ever done anything like that for me: made me something themselves. Weirdly
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Lydia R · 1d
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Cindy M · 1d
I'd just been thinking the other day that she will
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Cindy M · 1d
have another birthday next month, she's already in the 'elderly' category (though really well) and that I haven't many pictures of her. She is particularly special to me because I adopted her with my last partner, and she's been with me since I broke
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Cindy M · 1d
up with him, lived on my own, moved to Scotland, became clinically depressed and ended up losing my job, unemployed for a couple of years while getting well, and now about to finish my first year back at work. She has been here through everything,
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Cindy M · 1d
including the el cheapo cat food. I was quite tearful when M gave it to me and tried to explain to him why it meant so much to me. Getting a card for his mother today to try to tell her. People are really amazing sometimes!
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Love 1 · 1d
these beautiful connections are sacred, because they get us in touch w/the goodness in ourselves & in others. We ascend together.
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Penelope P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
That is so sweet, Cindy. Glad you've had such a great feline friend to be there for you through all of that & to have such lovely people in your life.
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Tuxi A · 23h
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Alicia B · 22h
Close to tears here. Wonderful story.
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John T · 2d 3
Feel sick and sad. Tired. Taken tablets.
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Shelley H · 2d
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Shelley H · 2d
Big hugs XXX
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Cindy M · 2d
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Cindy M · 2d
Hope you're feeling better now
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Alicia B · 2d
Get better soon 💜💜💜
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Shelley H · 2d 9
Good afternoon.pandas 🐼
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Penelope P · 2d 1
Looking for an answer to an old question So easy can't explain it And anything I say to you is gonna come out wrong anyway...
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Tasha S · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Is that a song?
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Penelope P · 2d
Concrete Seconds by Pinback
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Lydia R · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
Pinback!! 😍😍😍
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Penelope P · 1d
I'm only just really discovering them but they are brill! 😍
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Ade W · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
I've listened to them a lot during my teens, and I still like them and should definitely start listening to them again. Very soothing. Though not sure if they're still active.
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Penelope P · 1d
No albums for quite a long time but not sure that they've split totally.
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Tasha S · 2d
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Tasha S · 2d 7
Got really into this drawing and didn't want to stop, feeling pretty good about it.
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Cindy M · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Ooooh, love it when that happens.
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John T · 2d
I saw it! It's great! Twilight Princess was not a game I played. My favourite character is Mipha from Botw. Hint hint.
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John T · 2d
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Tasha S · 1d
Me too Alicia, it's not often I get into a state of flow anymore. Thanks John! I still need to finish Breath of the Wild 🙈
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John T · 1d
Me too!
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Manda P · 1d
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Natalie C · 22h
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