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Jeff M · 16h 4
Going to be a long, stressful day. Conference call from 9-5 with no clear indication of what I'm supposed to do, but I'm supposed to lead it! Come on... Hate this stuff.
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Manda P · 14h
Ugh. Sorry, Jeff. I hope it's not going so bad. Take extra care to relax tonight. Tomorrow will be a better day!
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Albertine M · 12h
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Albertine M · 12h
Oh dear - hope everything went okay
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Lydia R · 16h 4
Packing and getting ready for going back to Berlin. Very tired and unmotivated. High anxiety level because of uni. Just want to sleep and stay near cat.
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Manda P · 14h
That last sentence sounds like heaven. Safe travels! xx
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Tim S · 3d 2
Gran has back surgery tomorrow, there is a relatively high chance she might die. Mom has noticed a change in my mood this past week however has identified it as being overly grumpy.
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Tim S · 3d
Today is S's birthday, wondering if she thinks I said the things I said just to get close to her because I like her. Really hope we continue to be friends and can support each other.
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Tim S · 3d
Just read a text my gran sent me, sounds like she is saying her goodbyes. She has said this opp is a win win, all she wants is the pain to go away, if it is sucsessful it goes away, if she dies it goes away. No matter what she will be better.
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Tim S · 3d
She will be the only grandparent who has played a huge part in my life. One I don't remember, another died when I was I think 7. The other when I was 16 but only had been a part for the last 2 years of her life, then I have this one like a second mom
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Abby R NEW · 3d
Hope that the surgery goes well
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Silke V · 15 Feb 2
I'm such a mess today. Went all wrong with my fiancé last night. And have to wait 6 more weeks for the results if I still have cancer or not.
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Ian D · 15 Feb
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Jeff M · 15 Feb
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Jeff M · 15 Feb
Ugh, six more weeks? That's excruciating! I'm sorry today is so hard for you, Silke! *Big hugs*
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Manda P · 15 Feb
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Manda P · 15 Feb
Oh, wow. So sorry, Silke. That sounds tough. You can do it though & you'll have Pandas counting down with you. Stay strong, friend. **big big hugs**
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Albertine M · 15 Feb
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Albertine M · 15 Feb
Thinking of you Silke and we're here for you.
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Silke V · 15 Feb
Thank you pandas for all your support. I'm so grateful to have MoodPanda and all these's kind pandas!
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Ian D · 15 Feb 1
Not felt this bad for a while. Feel like giving up again.
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Silke V · 15 Feb
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Albertine M · 15 Feb
Hope you can hang in there, Ian - the rough patch will pass
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Margot L · 16 Feb
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Silke V · 14 Feb 5
My fiance always worked more than 40 hours a week, i find that okay. But lately there's more work and he's werking even more. On days he's home he still works. And he gets more than 5 to 10 calls from
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Silke V · 14 Feb
work on a day he doesn't. work. I don't enjoy our evenings bc he comes home later and is tired, what i absolutely understand. I hope they hire someone extra soon.
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Gabrielle H · 14 Feb
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Ian D · 14 Feb
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Jeff M · 14 Feb
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Jeff M · 14 Feb
That's tough! I've had those kinds of jobs. I'm sure he appreciates you being there for him when he can take a breath and step back. And hopefully this leads to better things and more time in the future!
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Manda P · 14 Feb
Ugh, yeah. My ex was a system engineer back when we were together & was always working or trying to unwind with his little time off. It was rough. You guys will make it though. Jeff is right in that he really appreciates you. I hope he can tell you..
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Manda P · 14 Feb
...that one day. 💞
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Albertine M · 14 Feb
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nixiblu . · 14 Feb
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Tasha S · 12 Feb 5
Worried about Ryan, he had trouble sleeping last night, he's asleep now though.
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Lydia R · 12 Feb
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John T · 12 Feb
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John T · 12 Feb
How's life in the flat? Have you explored Moss valley yet?
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Jeff M · 12 Feb
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Tasha S · 12 Feb
It's good thank you John, I haven't yet I'm being a hermit as usual, but I'm sure I will be more willing to explore when the weather gets warmer :)
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Tasha S · 12 Feb
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Margot L · 13 Feb
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Jeff M · 12 Feb 4
Working at home today to avoid icy commute (which didn't really happen). Actually have to do a lot of work. Ugh. Skipping radio show this week. Didn't prep for it, feeling a need to hibernate.
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Jeff M · 12 Feb
Ran last night and enjoyed time with my Monday night group. Treadmill this morning. Leg is sore, since I've been increasing mileage. Still feel inadequate compared to other people's training. Not that it's a comparison so much as...
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Jeff M · 12 Feb
...reminder that I'm behind where I should be for the big races I've signed up for this year.
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Bipolar Bear . · 12 Feb
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John T · 12 Feb 5
Wobbly start to the day. Didn't run (again!), but will run tomorrow (hooray!). Went to local history society meeting and counselling. Made flapjacks (oat tray bake - NOT THICK PANCAKES). Taken tablets
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John T · 12 Feb
Used Agave instead of golden syrup. Used Xylitol instead of sugar. Added protein powder, wheat bran, and soya bran for extra healthies.
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Jeff M · 12 Feb
That sounds delicious!
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Silke V · 12 Feb
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John T · 12 Feb
Ughh... Not this time Jeff...! 🤮
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John T · 12 Feb
Should've used a normal recipe!
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Bipolar Bear . · 12 Feb
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Jeff M · 12 Feb
Aw bummer. I hate when I spend a ton of timing cooking healthy and it tastes terrible.
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Alicia B · 14 Feb
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nixiblu . · 16 Feb
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Silke V · 10 Feb 4
Lying awake. Thinking ' will it be okay or will it not be okay?' Although I'm pretty sure they'll tell me it's all good the way it is. Still I'm thinking 'what if they say it's not okay' wish it was
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Silke V · 10 Feb
friday already.
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Jimbob W · 10 Feb
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Manda P · 10 Feb
Hope you're able to get some sleep, Silke. It's gonna be ok. *big hugs* xx❤️xx
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Lydia R · 10 Feb
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Jeff M · 10 Feb
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Jeff M · 10 Feb
Also sure it will be ok. Try to keep yourself distracted this week!
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Silke V · 11 Feb
The evenings and nights are the hardest. During the day, when i think zbout k
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Silke V · 11 Feb
*about it, there's always something that distracts me again, but during the evening i just keep thinking till i fall asleep.
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John T · 11 Feb
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Jen B · 08 Feb 3
Overwhelmed and it's coming at me from different directions.
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Jeff M · 08 Feb
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Silke V · 08 Feb 5
And then they basically say that you had, maybe still have cancer living inside of you.
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Silke V · 08 Feb
Had an appointment to get my wound checked and get some of the stitches out. And i did not expect she'd say they almost had to cut trough a nerve. and that what they took away was malicious after all.
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Silke V · 08 Feb
And that I have to get a second opinion next friday to see if it's okay the way it is or worst case, that my glands have to be taken away and/ or I need chemo. I was absolutely not expecting to hear this.
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Silke V · 08 Feb
What was I complaining about yesterday!?
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Jeff M · 08 Feb
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Jeff M · 08 Feb
Will be thinking of you and hoping things turn out ok, that they were able to remove it! *Big hugs*
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Lydia R · 08 Feb
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me M · 08 Feb
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Manda P · 08 Feb
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Manda P · 08 Feb
Lots of gentle love & comfort sent your way, Silke. I hope this gets sorted out soon. xx
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Natalie C · 08 Feb
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Natalie C · 08 Feb
Big hugs Silke, xx
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Albertine M · 09 Feb
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Albertine M · 09 Feb
Thinking of you, big hugs xx
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Silke V · 11 Feb
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Silke V · 07 Feb 5
So I shared last night, I'm not feeling well mentally. So this morning I did my nails nicely. After 8 days I decided to wash my hair. I wanted to wait till tomorrow, I have an appointment with the
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Silke V · 07 Feb
...specialist. Bc my wound can not get wet and it's arround my ears. But I thought, maybe after tomorrow i still have too keep it dry so i'll just wash it now. It feels good to have it washed. But I got a haircut 2 weeks ago, bangs. And I really
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Silke V · 07 Feb
...dislike it. It makes me dislike myself even more when I look in the mirror. So that's not helping. I put a bit of concealer under my eyes, bc I have really dark undereyes. I didn't go anywhere today but I thought it could help me.
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Silke V · 07 Feb
I was looking for jobs, found 3 that i want to apply for. But i find there questions so difficult. Maybe I'll wait till it's weekend so my fiance can help me. I haven't seen him much this week, wich isn't really helping me either. But can't blame him
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Silke V · 07 Feb
he's working constantly. A lot of selfcomplaint, I know. I just needed to write it down. Think I might write a bit in my diary.
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Ian D · 07 Feb
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John T · 07 Feb
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Jeff M · 07 Feb
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Jeff M · 07 Feb
It's ok to complain here...I do it all the time, as a way to get it out. Good luck with the job search, silke! I hope your mental status improves! *Big hugs*
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Tim S · 07 Feb
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Manda P · 07 Feb
I don't think you're complaining, Silke. Just talking it out. I do it all the time. I hope you feel better soon! 💖
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Silke V · 07 Feb
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Tim S · 06 Feb 3
Nothing I do makes my mom happy, even when I do what she asks, it is allays not enough.
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Jeff M · 06 Feb 3
Last week, talked to my neighbor (former friend) and had plans to watch game at a sports bar. He texted he was going to his gf's house instead and ditched me. That was last straw...
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
Yesterday he invited me on FB to some bar event for tonight and texted 'let me know about tonight'. No thanks. I don't need you. You're not there for me, then I don't need you in my life. I can learn to not have friends...
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
...Better to learn this and practice it than to give in as an excuse to not be alone for an hour or so. Now that he got laid off, suddenly he has time and messages me? F--- that. I am not a friend of convenience for you.
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
I can't say that I don't need anyone. Clearly I do. But since I am alone, I can get better at being alone and learn how to survive that way. That's all I can do.
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Cameron K · 06 Feb
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Penelope P · 06 Feb
I thought I had learnt to be alone ok Jeff, then someone comes along and ruins all my hard work.
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Albertine M · 06 Feb
Awwwh Jeff, that situation sucks and that guy is just nasty. Sorry.
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Shelley H · 06 Feb 6
Good morning my friends. Slept well last night. Ready for my Cheerios 😃
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Shelley H · 06 Feb
Instea I had turkey lass
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Shelley H · 06 Feb
I had turkey lasagne instead with cauliflower
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John T · 06 Feb 7
Didn't run. I did a painting instead. It was a lot of fun! Taken tablets.
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Shelley H · 06 Feb 7
Just had a visit from my nurse and my therapist. Therapy went well. Interesting session. Had a panic attack while meeting with the nurse. He prolonged the visit till I was ok. Nice going.
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Albertine M · 06 Feb
Nice nurse!
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Shelley H · 06 Feb
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Shelley H · 06 Feb
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Tim S · 04 Feb 4
Feeling better after some sleep, need to be strong at work as I deal with kids who will push the boundaries if they think you are soft.
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me M · 04 Feb
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Silke V · 01 Feb 6
Little update for those who want to know. Surgery started earlier, but it too longer than expected. They say it went okay. Had something to drink and eat and I'm not sick so far. With my first two
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Silke V · 01 Feb
surgery's I was very nauseous and had to throw up a lot. Have pain on my back and feet, it's from the operation they say. And off course my neck hurts a bit too but it's not too bad, bit scared for tomorrow maybe, think the pain will get worse then
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Tim S · 01 Feb
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Jeff M · 01 Feb
Glad it went ok, Silke! I hope the pain isn't too bad or it goes away quickly. We're all rooting for a speedy recovery!
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Manda P · 01 Feb
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Manda P · 01 Feb
So happy to hear everything went well, Silke. Wishing you a swift recovery! xx
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Albertine M · 01 Feb
Thanks for updating us - really glad it went well, hope you feel better soon
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John T · 02 Feb
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