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Lydia R · 03 Aug 5
Too hot and too tired, getting up early to get some things done before heat gets too much. Not eating enough. Heat is exhausting. Evaluation at CharitΓ© later.
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John T · 31 Jul
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 4
Unexpected inner emotional turmoil after evaluation. Not because of the diagnosis, but I already miss the psychobabe. Won't see him again and emotions overwhelmed me after leaving the building.
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Jimbob W · 31 Jul
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Alexander T · 03 Aug
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 4
Spent some time at uni with A/C and had good chat with friend. Now I'm back home and feeling sad and disappointed after receiving letter from friend instead of being grateful and happy. Can't shake
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Lydia R · 31 Jul
off the feeling I'm worth less than other people. There's always this residual doubt I can't seem to shake off. Don't really understand my reaction. Maybe I secretly hoped for something else/more, even though this is already good enough.
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Lydia R · 31 Jul
Always expecting something, don't know how to stop. Instantaneous guilt setting in. Feel like ungrateful garbage.
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Lydia R · 31 Jul
Also too hot, can't really do anything, just want to sleep, don't know where to go or what to do. Want the next days just to be over.
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Brendan N · 31 Jul
Understand your distress Lydia - sending support via Mood Panda, keep strong and positive
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Jimbob W · 31 Jul
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Jen B · 31 Jul
Hope some relief comes around soon, Lydia!
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John T · 31 Jul
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John T · 31 Jul
In time you'll get better at dealing with these reactions, but you've got to keep putting yourself out there because friendships are truly valuable things. They can endure a few unsaid doubts, and reactions.
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Jeff M · 31 Jul
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Manda P · 31 Jul
Thinking of you, sweet Lydia. I know how agonizing these feelings can be. I hate when I wish time to be over, but sometimes I feel like that's all there is left to do. *big hugs*
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Alexander T · 03 Aug
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 6
Really tired and constantly sweating but mood improved at work (actually thought about skipping this morning). Not able to focus on something for long though.
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 4
Ended current therapy today. It was weird, I feel weird. A bit numb, overwhelmed and as if I've made a big mistake. I hate changes, but I've wanted this. Why is it so hard then?
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 3
Pretty down, crying, exhausted. Too emotional, feel like a failure. Back to thinking that everything is pointless. Don't understand myself.
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Manda P · 03 Aug
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Manda P · 03 Aug
πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–
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Lydia R · 03 Aug 5
Loooong and exhausting day. Got up early, cleaned flat, went to work, finished cleaning flat, sweating all the time, bus to parents, cuddling cat, early to bed. Mood picked up throughout day.
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John T · 03 Aug
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Keeping Track A · 03 Aug
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Keeping Track A · 03 Aug
Wow, how productice Lydia!! Welldone! πŸ€—
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Manda P · 03 Aug
Woo! Go, Lydia! That is awesome! I wish I could get a day in like that. My last one was the entire day before we left for vacation. Not good. Again, well done! πŸ’žπŸ’–πŸ’•
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Love 1 · 05 Aug
Productive
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Love 1 · 24 Aug
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Lydia R · 26 Jul 5
Cat, pool, heat. Going back to Berlin in the evening, stressed with packing things. Mood is good, but I'd rather stay here than go back to my hot flat. Heat is starting to take its toll. Exhausted.
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Penelope P · 26 Jul
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Tasha S · 26 Jul 5
Cba with work today
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Alexander T · 26 Jul
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Dora M · 26 Jul 7
Fave Comic Artist published 3 new books sadly I am unable to buy them just now. My older brother arrived and the atmosphere losend up a little. My other brother and his girlfriend are still selfish.
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Alexander T · 26 Jul
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me M · 26 Jul 4
My ex-boy friend wants to come to me today, I feel stress, I do not want to go back in time, and do not know how to breakup with him with good taste
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me M · 26 Jul
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me M · 26 Jul
Do you have any advise?
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Gavin R · 26 Jul
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Gavin R · 26 Jul
Be honest with yourself first then be honest with him... good luck
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Lonely girl X · 26 Jul
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Alexander T · 26 Jul
They are a ex for a reason. Be honest and don't agree to anything that doesn't feel right to you.
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Alexander T · 26 Jul
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John T · 26 Jul
Just say no
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John T · 26 Jul
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me M · 26 Jul
Thank you! please pray for me, to him let me go, and then to meet the one Love for me
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Jenny D · 26 Jul
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Lydia R · 26 Jul 5
Simply melting away. 32 degree. Bad night, super tired, couldn't concentrate at work, stressed with everything that's happening in the next few days, want time off, but did go to yoga.
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Penelope P · 26 Jul
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Manda P · 26 Jul
Yoga helps so, so much. Well done!
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Anna . · 08 Jan 2
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Anna . · 08 Jan 0
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Anna . · 08 Jan 0
Uni. Still feeling suicidal
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Claire M · 20 Dec
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Jeff M · 20 Dec
I'm sorry, anna! We are here for you! I hope you find someone to talk to... *Big hugs*
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Cindy M · 20 Dec
Extra hugs - hope you do have someone you can talk to. Thinking of you xx
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Manda P · 20 Dec
Email me, Anna. I'm getting ready to leave for lots of errands, but I'll try to check it before bed. If not, positively when I wake up tomorrow. Thinking of you. xx
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Binky B · 20 Dec
I'm so sorry Anna. Uni can make the best of us feel ***al. Look at Tim Ferris, for example. I am praying these thoughts will go away as soon as possible. x
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Anna . · 08 Jan 7
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Anna . · 08 Jan 3
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Anna . · 08 Jan 7
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