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Lydia R · 3d 2
I'm too passive to kill myself, but the loneliness is already doing a good enough job of it.
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Ann W NEW · 3d
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Kristin a.k.a Lily K · 3d
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Tamsin B · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
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DesBear D · 3d
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Esther B · 3d
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Love 1 · 2d
I'll swoop you up and make you my wife. But youll kick and scream and reject me. Then Id laugh and say, 'See, your situation is not really that bad. You have options.' Booyah! Skips away smiling.
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Love 1 · 2d
You can file that post in the 'Dumb things insensitive morons say that dont help' drawer.
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Manda P · 1d
Love! I can't even put the hilarious emoji! Lydia, Love is something special if you weren't aware.
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Angee S NEW · 3d 2
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Tamsin B · 3d
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Lex M · 3d 2
#empty #hopeless
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Lydia R · 3d
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Kristin a.k.a Lily K · 3d
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Lex M · 3d
Hope is a terrible drug, but still, sometimes we take it
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Tamsin B · 3d
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Ann W NEW · 3d
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Dixita G NEW · 3d 1
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Tamsin B · 3d
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Sif M · 14 Oct 3
Lost love of my life and recently my dream job. What's next to loose? :(
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Kaya L · 13 Sep
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Liz K · 13 Sep
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Han M · 13 Sep
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Han M · 13 Sep
oh, dear :c i hope you heal from these losses soon.
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Han M · 13 Sep
but remember: when one door closes, a lot of other doors opens up and offers you new opportunities. Life is made of changes.
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 13 Sep
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Savanna S · 14 Sep
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Tamsin B · 14 Oct
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Arch1e W · 11 Oct 6
Putting a good run of days together. Work still difficult but getting there. Not all bad.
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Zoe D · 11 Oct
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Kelsi S · 11 Oct
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Tamsin B · 11 Oct
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A B · 09 Oct 5
i cant feel anything, as usual total apathy
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Tamsin B · 09 Oct
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Brooke A · 09 Oct
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Richard E · 09 Oct
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Sarah N NEW · 09 Oct
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Tamsin B · 08 Oct 3
Freaking out and feeling helpless
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JET ° · 08 Oct
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Cindy M · 08 Oct
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Cindy M · 08 Oct
Extra hugs Tamsin xx
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Tamsin B · 08 Oct
Thanks cindy!
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Beth M · 05 Oct 5
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Tamsin B · 05 Oct
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Olya K NEW · 05 Oct 3
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Bea R · 05 Oct
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Tamsin B · 05 Oct
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Olya K NEW · 05 Oct
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Maria K · 05 Oct 5
Stressed. Trying to take it one step at a time. Talked to my sister. Diffused that situation almost. People are too tender.
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Tamsin B · 05 Oct
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Jeff M · 05 Oct
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Anna V NEW · 05 Oct 2
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Bea R · 05 Oct
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Tamsin B · 05 Oct
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Manda P · 05 Oct 6
Pretty productive day. Calling it quits now. Will finish the rest tomorrow. Psychologist was def surprised about the move to Portland. Summer 2019. Long time to be stressed. Will be ok tho. Excited.
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Nicolle W NEW · 05 Oct
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Tamsin B · 05 Oct
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Jeff M · 05 Oct
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Jeff M · 05 Oct
Try to be excited or anxious more so than stressed, especially since it's so far away. Stress is non-productive, while excitement can be productive! All sorts of big things to plan, but good things! :)
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Margot L · 05 Oct
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Manda P · 05 Oct
You're exactly right, Jeff. We've already been looking into so many neighborhoods, where all the million good restaurants are, & pictures of all the apartment complexes in our price range. Already cutting back on expenses so we can have a good...
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Silke V · 05 Oct
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Manda P · 05 Oct
...savings for when we go out there. If feels good to even be doing stuff now to prepare for an amazing future. I will remind myself of all this when I start feeling stressed. Thank you. And thanks for the hugs, Pandas! xx
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Cindy M · 05 Oct
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Cindy M · 05 Oct
This may sound a bit odd, but sometimes what's helped me keep focused on a long term goal is a picture - like of the type of house I want to buy. I put it somewhere where I can look at it when I'm doubting/tempted etc - refrigerator door, first page
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Cindy M · 05 Oct
in my diary, whatever works.
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nixiblu . · 05 Oct
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Kaya L · 05 Oct
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Christina S · 06 Oct
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Manda P · 06 Oct
That doesn't sound odd at, Cindy. BF has already done TONS of research so surely we could find something to put on the fridge to look at it because we walk by there 100 times a day. That's a great idea. I will have BF find something cool. Thank you!
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Manda P · 06 Oct
Thanks for all the hugs, Pandas. xx
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Alicia B · 06 Oct
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Lydia R · 09 Oct
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Lydia R · 09 Oct
Oh, you're moving! That's exciting, and it would scare the crap out of me at the same time. Still some time left before it happens, but exciting news nonetheless. :D
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Manda P · 09 Oct
Lydia, it's both exciting & scary as hell. I wish it was happening sooner. We're still probably 19 months away, but gotta save money, get things fully planned, & sell a house. Ahhhh! 😳
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Danielle S NEW · 03 Oct 1
Missing brian. Upset about hurting him
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Tamsin B · 03 Oct
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Liz K · 03 Oct
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Bumblebee # · 03 Oct
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Michelle F · 03 Oct 4
Last night's swing/depression was HORRIBLE. Asked for help and my boyfriend delivered, in an act of wonderful selflessness. I'm lucky. Felt a bit better after sleep, then therapy was good. Sleepy.
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Tamsin B · 03 Oct
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Kristin a.k.a Lily K · 03 Oct
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sonny S · 03 Oct
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Lydia R · 11 Oct
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Victoria N NEW · 02 Oct 1
Feeling not good enough
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nixiblu . · 02 Oct
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Kelsi S · 02 Oct
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Alice T · 24 Sep 3
Having panics attacks and so much stress about not finding working. What am I going to do?!
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Tamsin B · 24 Sep
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Zoe D · 24 Sep
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Tamsin B · 24 Sep
Take a deep breath and step back from the situation for a second
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Claire M · 24 Sep
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Jasmine H · 24 Sep
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Kaya L · 24 Sep 3
Feel very guilty because I met a guy during the night out yesterday and we kissed shortly. I don't have a bf but I have strong feelings towards so else,he had a lot of chances and let me down so many
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Times but my hope got raised again so many times too, maybe I'm thinking higher about him than he is. I have these strong feelings though based on the image I created (the good sides)and I'm feeling horrible now, he wanted me to see him next weekend
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
After postponing though several times during the last 3(!) months. I calculated we only saw each other 6 times in the last 3 years, I'm feeling crazy for liking him 😬 he's not investing as much as I am and i told him and he said many times he changed
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
But then I see the old patterns coming back. With him it's so many words but so few actions. I had a fun conversation with the other guy yesterday and felt so flattered, he was so keen. And he'd like to get to know me. But I feel horrible. Although
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
I may miss the chance to meet somebody great just because I THINK someone else is right for me who is not investing anything but only saying so when I'm tempted to leave him behind
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
I like about him that he's very family oriented, he stands up for himself and is never scared what others may think of him, he studied film which I am interested in too, he's sensitive and lovely. On the other hand I'm not sure if he's always honest
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Although he would say he is it I'd ask. Some things are still really weird and i just 'believe' him but it feels like many unlikely coincidences. He also smokes a lot of weed and breaks his promises a lot. He has a lot of trouble which I'm trying to
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Support him with. And I feel as he belongs to me when I see him, I don't know why that is but it's a reeeaaally strong feeling. It's difficult to let him go, I tried loads, know him for 3 years but we only met 6 times I think. I feel crazy and still
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Very guilty because of yesterday :(
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Ronnie R · 24 Sep
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Thanks, Ronnie! X
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Ronnie R · 24 Sep
I know it's going to sound rough but you just need to let that one guy go, if you want something different than what wants from you it is going to keep bringing you down. Take some time and take care of your self, you got this don't sweat it.
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Binky B · 24 Sep
Hi Kaya :) Sounds like he's not worth your guilt to be honest. Being hung up on guys who can't commit is a frustrating waste of time xx
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Thank you Ronnie and binky, I'm crying only when I think to let him go though ahhh it's cause he makes it feel so real that he wants to be with me and things will change and we'll have to be patient but always something happens. you're right though
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Ronnie R · 24 Sep
We aren't guaranteed tomorrow, instead of waiting for tomorrow when this could maybe, emphasis maybe, make you happy one day go and make yourself happy today.
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Ronnie R · 24 Sep
Read a good book, watch a movie, or picnic in the park even a minute to put yourself first will help, sorry about the typos will be more cautious, take care!
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Thank you Ronnie, I will try it ❤️
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Tamsin B · 24 Sep
Kaya I know this situation all too well. I think you can only let go when you are ready, we could all tell you a million times over that he doesn't sound good for you but you ultimately are going to do what you want. So try and think about what you need
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Tamsin B · 24 Sep
And focus on you and the rest will eventually fall into place
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Thank you tamsin! X
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Manda P · 24 Sep
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Manda P · 24 Sep
Don't feel guilty, Kaya. You didn't do anything wrong! I, too, think you should really sit down & reconsider your feelings about the guy. You say you don't even know if he's honest all the time. That's no good.
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Kaya L · 24 Sep
Thanks, Manda! I know, although he says i can believe him he gives me that feeling sometimes. It's really hard for me to reconsider feelings wisely but I'm trying! Xx
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Alice G NEW · 24 Sep 3
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Tamsin B · 24 Sep
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Anna 2 · 24 Sep 6
Gingerbread dough worked nicely... It was easy to work with that dough etc. but I burnt them in the oven ='D So I really can't say anything about the taste...
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Tasha S · 24 Sep
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Ronnie R · 24 Sep
*high-five!*
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Margot L · 24 Sep
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JET ° · 24 Sep
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