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Mandy O · 14 Jul 5
I just said my first prayer since I was a child - I asked God if he could guide me through this hard time by giving me hope and strength whilst making myself a better person as a human being 🙏🏼
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Binky B · 14 Jul
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Binky B · 14 Jul
That's a lovely prayer x
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Amber M NEW · 14 Jul
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Mandy O · 14 Jul
Thank you Binky I don't want him to think I've sent a prayer just to ask him for something - so in the morning I'm going to thank him for giving me another day which I am greatful for xx
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Manda P · 14 Jul
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Binky B · 14 Jul
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Kaya L · 15 Jul
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Freya Rose G · 14 Jul 10
It was nice having the house to myself today :3
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Rikke B · 02 Jun
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Mandy O · 14 Jul
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Freya Rose G · 14 Jul 4
Not being able to cheer someone up is rough.. giving my advice and listening just doesn't seem enough.. I truly hope things get better..
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Rachel C · 02 Jun
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Rikke B · 02 Jun
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. Sasha . · 02 Jun
It's usually all you can do but a lot of the time just trying to give advice and listening and caring is enough
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Binky B · 02 Jun
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Mandy O · 14 Jul
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Mandy O · 13 Jul 0
this is awful - thankfully I can tell myself suicide won't only end my pain it will end all my good and happy days that I know will be back at some point - and my pain will only be passed to other
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Mandy O · 13 Jul
Family members friends and most importantly my litre girl - she doesn't deserve me but then again she doesn't deserve the pain and suffering I'd cause her - Must have a bit of a fight left in me yet - scary to think one day I may not - not time yet
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Margot L · 13 Jul
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Binky B · 13 Jul
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Kaya L · 14 Jul
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Manda P · 14 Jul
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Manda P · 14 Jul
That's what I always thought of when I felt that way...the pain I'd leave behind. It's what kept me going.
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Mandy O · 13 Jul 4
Friend came to see me - she said I seemed a bit distant - couldn't be bothered n just wanted her to go but didn't make her feel I wanted her to - felt so tired all day to
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Benjamin P NEW · 13 Jul
When that happens try to remember even if you don't care now you most likely will later.
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Mandy O · 13 Jul
Thank you Benjamin that's exactly what I keep trying to re direct my thinking to - I'm just trying to get through it best I can
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Binky B · 13 Jul
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Manda P · 14 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul 5
Oh wow I've just cleaned my whole bathroom and kitchen - couldn't stop disenfecting everywhere or stop until it was all gleaming and perfect - hope I'm on the way up again but not up so high this time
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Manda P · 12 Jul
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Manda P · 12 Jul
That's great, Twinny! Always feels good to accomplish something like that. Hope things don't get too out of control. xx
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
I kept wanting to stop before it was finished but I tried to focus on one area at a time so i didn't flit from one thing to another - going to focus on getting my bedroom cleaned and sorted tomorrow 👍🏼
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Elise W NEW · 12 Jul
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Kara L · 12 Jul
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Tasha S · 12 Jul
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Jeff M · 12 Jul
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Manda P · 12 Jul 10
Omg, you guys! The visit was a BLAST!! Even BF had tons of fun the whole weekend. Daughter loved my parents & they thought she was perfect. We are going every summer, just flying instead of...
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...driving because that was the worst part. I only took Klonopin during the drive there & back. Daughter loved the ocean & BF wants to buy an adult boogie board for himself next time because he had so much fun using daughter's kid one that my...
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Kristin L · 10 Jul
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Kristin L · 10 Jul
Sounds lovely! Memory for life ❤️
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...parents bought for her. BF didn't pout one second the whole time there except complaining to me that he couldn't sleep well, but I think that happens to most everyone when their not in their own bed. I already miss my parents so much. Daughter...
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...said she wanted to stay & live with them. My med lady was right. I wasn't in an episode, it was just the stress BF was putting on me. My parents noticed a big difference in my anxiety from last time they saw me. Said I was doing much better. So...
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...glad we chose to spend the weekend alone with them so they could really get to know daughter. Ended up having lunch with Sis & Brother & his family right before we left. It all was PERFECT!!!
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Manda P · 10 Jul
Thanks, Kristin. It definitely was!
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Ali H · 10 Jul
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Sarah W · 10 Jul
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ig.norance O · 10 Jul
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Sarah W · 10 Jul
Great news :) stay happy
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Jeff M · 10 Jul
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Jeff M · 10 Jul
So happy! I knew you'd have an amazing time! Glad everything worked out so well!
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Natalie C · 10 Jul
So pleased you had a nice time with your parents, your picture on fb is amazing such a bond between the generations so lovely to see! x
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Silke V · 10 Jul
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Manda P · 10 Jul
Thank you, Jeff & Natalie. There was already a small argument with BF today so some things never change, but I'm going to carry the happiness far & use the looking forward to next time to push through the hard times. We got a bunch of good...
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...pics, Natalie, but that one is my favorite. I'm thankful to BF to think of taking it. It's my favorite. Well, my stepdad got some really great action shots of us playing in the ocean with his real camera too that I'll probably post sometime, but..
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Manda P · 10 Jul
...but the one with my Mom & daughter is really special! Thanks for all the hugs, Pandas! 💚
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Margot L · 10 Jul
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Natalie C · 10 Jul
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mik W · 11 Jul
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nixiblu . · 11 Jul
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Christina E · 11 Jul
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Christina E · 11 Jul
Glad you all had a great time 😃 memories to treasure xx
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Alicia B · 11 Jul
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Alicia B · 11 Jul
It's a joy to read about your trip, thank you for sharing, I'm so happy for you and your daughter :)
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Binky B · 11 Jul
What a result! Reading this has brightened my day... So glad you had such an amazing time. You really deserved it! 😄
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DesBear D · 11 Jul
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DesBear D · 11 Jul
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Sarah W · 11 Jul
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Manda P · 12 Jul
Aw, many thanks to you lovely Pandas for being happy for me. You all know how stressed I was about this & it turning out perfect was more than I ever dreamed of! BF even thanked my parents on FB for giving us such a good time. It was unbelievable!
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
❤️💚💜 soooooo happy for you - I was smiling from ear to ear reading this - big excited panda hugs from me to you ❤️💚💜
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Manda P · 12 Jul
You're so sweet, Mandy! Thank you for sharing my happiness! 💚
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Kris B · 12 Jul
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Lydia R · 12 Jul
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Love 1 · 14 Jul
I'm happy for all of you.
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Manda P · 16 Jul
Thank you, Love. I know that's genuine & it means a lot. Thanks for all the hugs, Pandas! xx
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Manda P · 12 Jul 6
Psych appts early this morning. Was hard to get out of bed. They were happy for me. Big grocery trip by myself. Decided to make BF happy & play Gwent when I got home as a silent thanks for the trip.
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Kris B · 12 Jul
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Kara L · 12 Jul
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Tasha S · 12 Jul
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Margot L · 12 Jul
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Jeff M · 12 Jul
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DesBear D · 12 Jul
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Love 1 · 14 Jul
We guys are blockheads for the most part. If he heard it, might be something he would be willing to do again.Words of appreciation go a long way with men generally .
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Manda P · 16 Jul
I don't think he heard it despite making multiple efforts. BF is a dunce.
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Love 1 · 12 Jul 5
2 cups of coffee. Caffeine is a stimulant. Side effects: jitteriness, mild anxiety. My body doesn't process it well. Too excitatory. Stressors: unprepared for class + database import behind schedule.
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Love 1 · 11 Jul
Ex wife's condescending and flippant tone. The good: kids ran simple program they wrote. Preview in emulator. Tiger lily in bloom. 770lbs leg press- alchemizing anger into strength. Food in my belly. Free t-shirt. Good book to read before bed.
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Lydia R · 11 Jul
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nixiblu . · 11 Jul
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Jeff M · 11 Jul
Side effects of no caffeine for me are far worse than the side effects of caffeine.
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Love 1 · 11 Jul
I get it. Good point.
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Christina E · 11 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Kara L · 12 Jul
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Love 1 · 12 Jul 8
Kabir writes: One Love it is that pervades the whole world, few there are who know it fully: they are blind who hope to see it by the light of reason, that reason which is the cause of separation.
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Mike K · 11 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Kara L · 12 Jul
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Kristin L · 12 Jul 5
Feeling a bit better after talking about feelings and trying to explane to hb. Daugher got somekind of outburst but before that we had a nice day with playing games and drawing together.
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Éva H · 11 Jul
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Kristin L · 12 Jul 6
Decided to change my avatar. Me loves my cats 😻
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Kristin L · 11 Jul
Blue eyes also very swedish, but actually my eyes are grey. 😆
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Jeff M · 11 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Silke V · 12 Jul 5
Gave him the letter almost 3hours ago. Still haven't heard from him.
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Jeff M · 11 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Silke V · 14 Jul
Thing I forgot to say. He wrote a letter back
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Richard E · 12 Jul 4
Was presented a leaving gift from boss in front of everyone...a bottle of prosceco.... Great for someone who does not drink
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Richard E · 12 Jul
Thanks all
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Binky B · 12 Jul 2
Up late, can't sleep. Phoned the ward they said mum was agitated around 9-10pm, so they gave her something to calm her. She's still got her oxygen mask on and is sleeping now.
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Lydia R · 11 Jul
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Binky B · 11 Jul
Thanks for hugs!! After that I did a guided 'mountain meditation' and it really helped me calm down and get some sleep.
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
I don't know how you must feel Binky - sending love, hope and strength your way 💖🙏🏼
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Kara L · 12 Jul
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Binky B · 12 Jul 6
Catching up w/ my old #friend we were putting the world to rights. I let my mum know a few things today but didn't want to lay it on too thick. Think I found a balance. Feeling better & loving, loved.
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Binky B · 11 Jul
Rounding up to a six, reminding myself it's ok to feel a bit ok, even though mum is sick.
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Andy B · 11 Jul
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Love 1 · 12 Jul
Indeed, you'll need the ok moments to offset the not-ok moments. And the not-ok moments to push you back to the ok moments. Joy & suffering- two faces of the same coin.
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Manda P · 16 Jul
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Ali H · 12 Jul 7
Back home from our night out need to get packed for holiday tomorrow cant wait to get away
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Sara P · 09 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Ali H · 12 Jul 8
Away on holiday chill out time
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Ali H · 12 Jul 8
Having a great holiday apart from the rain
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Huda H · 11 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
Hope you have a lovely holiday Ali 😃
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Éva H · 12 Jul 6
My mood is so stable recently. Surprisingly, it is weird. I don't know how to handle it because I still find everything meaningless. I'm hudt not crying that much and I don't feel like my brain was...
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Éva H · 10 Jul
..in a big black cloud.
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Mandy O · 12 Jul
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