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Mandy O · 3d 1
I've not been well for a few months - I stopped taking my meds because my mum said I needed to grow up n there's nothing wrong with me!! Obviously there is!! I tried telling myself I'm not bipolar!!
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Mandy O · 3d
Come off my meds and tried telling myself I'm imagining I'm mentally unwell with bipolar! And now look! I'm a mess! I'm angry and feeling rage!! i was crying yesterday and my mum told me I needed to grow up because I'm 31 and crying in public!!
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Mandy O · 3d
She's made me feel embarrassed and confused!! Nobody understands! But every time I isolate musslf
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Patricia O · 3d
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Line R · 3d
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Cindy M · 3d
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nixiblu . · 2d
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nixiblu . · 2d
Hey sweetie. It's ok to cry. But your mum should be more understanding. Please keep taking the meds if they help. We are here. X
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Manda P · 24h
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Manda P · 24h
Yeah, there is nothing wrong with crying. It really helps me feel better. I, too, wish your mom would be understanding & you should definitely continue to take meds if they were prescribed to you. 💖
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Mandy O · 3d 2
my bf of a year spent the night away from me with friends last night - I was happy I pushed my paranoid thoughts away - but it's now 6pm the following day n no clear answer to when he's home and he
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Mandy O · 3d
told me that he got so drunk that he was running around a field naked with his friends - and this has somehow got to me and made me feel angry and not trust him! Hes 30 and this type of behaviour isn't right to me! I feel so paranoid that hes a cheat
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Mandy O · 3d
and doesn't care about how I feel - he knows my past bf of 6 years ruined my life after I always trusted him then found out he was a make escort and cheated on me with men and women - i was ok until today when he's not able to say what time he's
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Mandy O · 3d
coming home - and to think I want to start a new family with a man who runs around naked with his friends whilst drunk!! It upsets me to think I have a bf who is so immature and irresponsible 😢
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Manda P · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
Aw, Mandy. 😔 I'm so sorry. I wish I had advice but I have this very problem only my BF isn't irresponsible like that. Sounds like you two need to talk. *big hugs*
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Janine S · 3d
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Mandy O · 3d
Thank you Twinny - I spoke to him and told him the thoughts I was having and apologised - all he said was ' where are you now? I felt the same before when you said you were in the pub' - funny thing is I wasn't even in the pub!!
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Manda P · 3d
Ugh. Men can be so stupid. Sorry, boys!
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Cindy M · 3d
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Ivanova · 22 Apr 9
I've been to a training session on effective communication in conflicts. I hope I will be able to use all that knowledge at least in part. Yet talking about conflicts makes me angry and sad in itself
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Taisia S · 22 Apr
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Taisia S · 22 Apr
Hey! That's a Russian Surname or first name! Are you Russian? I talk on Russian! Привет!
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Lieteke G · 22 Apr
Oh, I would love to do a training like that! Hope it works!
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Kristina M · 22 Apr
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Ivanova · 23 Apr
Hey Taisia! Yeah, it's a Russian surname and I'm totally Russian and from Moscow! Wow, I'm glad there are a few of us here ;) Привет) приятно познакомиться)
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Taisia S · 28 Apr
Я не в России живу а в Севернай Ирландии!
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Metron A · 22 Apr 7
Second travel day. Lunch with friends tomorrow. Sitting before bed for a second hour starting now.
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Cindy M · 22 Apr
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Karissa D · 22 Apr 7
Finished cleaning. Had friends over, which was nice. My mood is about the same as yesterday though. Which is probably about as good as it gets
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
Sounds like a productive and positive day :)
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m r NEW · 22 Apr 1
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Valeria P · 22 Apr 8
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Line R · 19 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Valeria P · 22 Apr 7
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Dave C · 22 Apr 1
Wish I didn't exist, then feel even more guilty that other people have worse problems and manage without issue
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
Same :/
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Dave C · 21 Apr
*hugs* Lydia
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Metron A · 21 Apr
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Metron A · 21 Apr
Don't make yourself feel bad for feeling bad! It's ok to feel bad, you don't have to make it worse by beating yourself up for it.
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Alicia B · 21 Apr
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Alicia B · 21 Apr
People have different thresholds and different mental setups. I'd realised the same thing about myself some time ago and that's what led me to looking for ways of helping myself cope better with life.
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John S · 21 Apr
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Natalie C · 21 Apr
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nixiblu . · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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nixiblu . · 22 Apr
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Dave C · 22 Apr 2
Guilt and paranoia about best friend kept me awake, just spoke to them and has gone away a little but I know they are feeling bad and paranoia says they were saying what they thought I wanted to hear
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Alicia B · 22 Apr
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Kristina M · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Cindy M · 22 Apr
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Ivanova · 23 Apr
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John S · 22 Apr 5
#sleep #fatigue
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Tasha S · 21 Apr
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Shelley H · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Caroline S · 23 Apr
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Kristina M · 22 Apr 2
Things are not very well. Good night, pandas.
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John T · 21 Apr
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Robert H · 21 Apr
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Zoe D · 21 Apr
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Lieteke G · 21 Apr
Hope they are a bit better in the morning!
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Line R · 21 Apr
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Kristina M · 22 Apr 2
Grandma doesn't talk to me. Neither does my partner.
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
Do you have someone else to talk to?
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Lola J · 22 Apr
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Cindy M · 22 Apr
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Kristina M · 22 Apr
Lydia, no, dear. Not really. Them two are the only people who TRULY care about me. They are my family..
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
If you are comfortable sharing your thoughts with strangers, remember there are always Pandas here to listen.
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Line R · 22 Apr
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April G · 22 Apr 1
At the end of my rope...extreme anxiety... conflict (trying to get bf to leave the apartment cuz it's not a healthy relationship), fear, financial issues.... everything is a mess. Barely eating/sleep
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Dave C · 17 Apr
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Keeping Track A · 17 Apr
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Mikassa L · 17 Apr
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Faith K · 17 Apr
I understand how that feels only I over eat. I hope someone throws you a life line my angel
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Metron A · 17 Apr
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Metron A · 17 Apr
I hope you are able to extract yourself from your relationship without too much trouble. Sometimes they don't make it easy to leave, especially in cases of unhealthy relationships. We're rooting for you.
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Cindy M · 17 Apr
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April G · 19 Apr
Thanks everyone. He's supposed to be out by the time I get there this afternoon
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Faith K · 20 Apr
Let us know how it goes
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April G · 20 Apr
He wasn't home when I got there... but left a few things and “forgot” to leave his keys! He's supposed to drop them off today
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
Sounds like you are having a difficult/stressful time - hope things begin to get better for you soon - sending you strength and love x
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Mandy O · 22 Apr 4
My bruxism is happening quite a lot again whilst awake also - need to possibly get a mouth guard for when I'm sleeping - my jaw feels painful and stiff - found out yesterday my Prozac tablets may be
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
the reason it's returned as it's a side effect for some people who take them
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Lydia R · 22 Apr
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Tasha S · 22 Apr
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Jeff M · 22 Apr
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Cindy M · 22 Apr
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DesBear D · 22 Apr 6
had a fun time out with friends last night. other owner of shop is visiting.
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Zoe D · 20 Apr
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Lydia R · 20 Apr
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Margot L · 21 Apr
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Shelley H · 21 Apr
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DesBear D · 21 Apr
thanks Pandas <3
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Shelley H · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Silke V · 22 Apr 4
Can't seem to get myself to do anything. Scares me a bit. Boyfriend will be home soon. Tomorrow afternoon. Ikea with boyfriend and my mom. Last time I year when I was in Ikea it was chaos for me.
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Silke V · 20 Apr
Looking forward to it a little bit, so I hope I'll feel okay when I'm there.
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Zoe D · 20 Apr
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Lydia R · 20 Apr
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Margot L · 21 Apr
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Natalie C · 21 Apr
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Shelley H · 21 Apr
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Natalia W · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Jeff M · 22 Apr
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April G · 22 Apr 4
So I'm single again... which I know is the healthy thing but it's lonely and I have a hard time being alone with myself. Scared I will drink too much to suppress my feelings
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Lydia R · 20 Apr
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Zoe K · 20 Apr
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Janine S · 20 Apr
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Line R · 20 Apr
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Tasha S · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Metron A · 22 Apr 7
Nice travel day. Great breakfast, 2 meditation sessions, good audiobook. Seeing friends in 2 days.
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Alicia B · 21 Apr
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
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nixiblu . · 21 Apr
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Natalia W · 21 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
Ohhh I do love a good breakfast 👍🏼
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Anna . · 22 Apr 5
I decided to delete my fb account. It only makes me more depressed
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Alicia B · 21 Apr
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Alicia B · 21 Apr
It's a good idea if it brings you negativity or even just sucks all your time.
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
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nixiblu . · 21 Apr
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nixiblu . · 21 Apr
1 year without FB and significantly happier
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
I also only use the messenger and that's it. Don't really miss it, just the happy times I had before it turned bad for me.
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Kym S · 21 Apr
I only use messenger nowadays, I think facebook is pretty toxic tbh
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Lydia R · 21 Apr
as can be every kind of social media (twitter, instagram, tumblr, and because I'm old I don't know anything else lol)
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Tasha S · 21 Apr
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Shelley H · 21 Apr
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DesBear D · 21 Apr
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Reba H · 22 Apr
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Mandy O · 22 Apr
Same here; rarely log on anymore and I feel so much better for not spending so much time on there now
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Jeff M · 22 Apr
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Richard E · 22 Apr
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Caroline S · 23 Apr
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