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Lydia R · 16 Jul 3
I feel like a stranger in my own skin. I don't only feel disconnected from everyone in my life, but also from myself.
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Manda P · 16 Jul
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Manda P · 16 Jul
I know this feeling too. All too well. I haven't known who I was since I was 16 years old. Right before my life went to hell. Many days I wonder what the hell is going on & look around like, 'how did I get here?' But some days are good. I just...
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Manda P · 16 Jul
...allow myself to live in the moment & enjoy the things surrounding me. I hate myself & think I always will, but am thankful for many things my life has given me. Basically, I'm thankful to be alive no matter what. xx
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Nick H · 16 Jul
Lydia I know ow this feeling and it's pretty damn constant for me with light relief here and there. If nothing else, know that your not alone x
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Margot L · 16 Jul
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Ali H · 16 Jul
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mensje ^ · 17 Jul
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Lydia R · 16 Jul
Thank you Nick. I'm sorry it's constantly like that for you, but thinking back to how the past years have been, maybe I've just never realised it before? I hope it's just the stress increasing all the bad things bc I don't know how to cope w/ it.
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Huda H · 16 Jul
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Lydia S NEW · 17 Jul
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Abby D · 16 Jul 5
I'm not really sure but it's not very good.
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Nick H · 16 Jul
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ig.norance O · 16 Jul
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Richard E · 16 Jul
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Vanessa W NEW · 16 Jul
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Nick H · 16 Jul 7
So after all the worrying and horrifying symptoms today I went out with my friends against what my mind and body told me. It wasn't easy but I done it and had a good time.
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Alyssa S · 15 Jul
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Kara L · 15 Jul
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Kara L · 15 Jul
Glad you had a good time, Nick!
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Alicia B · 15 Jul
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Nick H · 16 Jul
Thank you x
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Nick H · 16 Jul 6
Good 6, general anxiety high at moment. Holiday coming up so it's playing up.
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Alicia B · 15 Jul
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Alicia B · 15 Jul
It's always so impressive to see a 6 next to anxiety, you must have a really good handle on it. WTG!
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Kara L · 16 Jul
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Nick H · 16 Jul
Far from it Alicia, some days you win some days you lose. I've accepted I'm suffering for now and not in control, a 6 is merely coping on my score sheet. Thank you for your kind words.
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Erin S NEW · 15 Jul 2
Been struggling with mental health- like it's controlling me or I'm cracking up but some days I'm okay
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Love 1 · 15 Jul
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Nick H · 15 Jul
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Kara L · 15 Jul
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Kara L · 15 Jul
Hoping for some green for you soon, Erin. Take care. xx
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Lydia R · 13 Jul 3
Giving up again.
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Nick H · 13 Jul
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Jeff M · 13 Jul
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Tasha S · 13 Jul
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Manda P · 14 Jul
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Manda P · 14 Jul
Don't give up!
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Huda H · 14 Jul
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Huda H · 14 Jul
Don't give up. You have the courage to continue 💪
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Binky B · 14 Jul
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Kara L · 14 Jul
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Lydia R · 16 Jul
Thanks for the hugs. I've given up and I still don't know the consequences.
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Christina E · 10 Jul 4
Had a tough day. Anxiety really bad went out earlier and was shaking and having panic attacks. Struggling with foggy head and very tired.
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John S · 09 Jul
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John S · 09 Jul
That's tough. Hope you'll feel better after a night's rest.
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Christina E · 10 Jul
Thanks John, did feel bit better for a sleep but panic starting again
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Nick H · 10 Jul
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paul M · 10 Jul 6
Let it be 6, had some minor successes in a work. Feels like nice scoop of ice cream in hand plus the view of approaching megatsunami wave. I'm going to be smashed, but for now....
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paul M · 10 Jul
...and following 3 seconds life is pretty good.
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DesBear D · 10 Jul
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Nick H · 10 Jul
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Manda P · 10 Jul
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Manda P · 10 Jul
paul, I'm so glad to see some happiness from you. You really deserve it!
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paul M · 11 Jul
Thanks, Manda :)
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Margot L · 11 Jul
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Christina E · 11 Jul
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Robyn J · 10 Jul 2
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Nick H · 10 Jul
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Nick H · 10 Jul
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Roxanne M NEW · 09 Jul 2
what's the point ? #numb #hopeless #sad
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Zoe D · 09 Jul
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Lydia R · 09 Jul
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Margot L · 09 Jul
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Nick H · 09 Jul
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Kristin L · 09 Jul 8
Staying positive. This week we have a break from parenting when doughter stays with my mom and dad. And things are good at work, next week starts 4 week vacation. I feel free and happy.
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Lydia R · 05 Jul
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Alicia B · 05 Jul
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Kristin L · 05 Jul
Though it is always difficult to embrace happiness fully when you know darkness and depression is lurking in the shadows...
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Nick H · 09 Jul
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Angela C · 09 Jul 8
Didn't get nearly as much as I wanted done today but still feel pretty good. You can't win them all.
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Nick H · 09 Jul
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Lydia R · 09 Jul
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Oyku A · 10 Jul
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RaQueel J · 09 Jul 5
I don't really know how I feel. I kinda feel numb. But at the same time I feel every feeling in the world. #numb #confused
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Nick H · 09 Jul
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Max L · 04 Jul 1
Tried to be normal and do useful things today but anxiety grew too strong now i just would want to lay in bed rest of the day
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Kristin L · 04 Jul
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Nick H · 04 Jul
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Nathan P · 03 Jul 1
Starting to feel suicidal... I feel guilty for living...
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Kristin L · 03 Jul
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David W · 03 Jul
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David W · 03 Jul
Please talk to us. I know exactly what you're going through in your head and how you feel.
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Sara P · 03 Jul
Honey, please! Don't feel guilty for it! You made me love myself again, you care about people, you had some success in career recently... You're the greatest, most morally correct person I've met ever in my whole life! You have so much to live for!
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Sara P · 03 Jul
I love you! You make people's lives better, you give us reasons to live for! You're appreciated and loved, this world needs you! If something happens to you, this world will never be as good and beautiful as it was with you!
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Nick H · 03 Jul
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Margot L · 03 Jul
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Nathan P · 03 Jul
People don't understand mental illness... so symptoms just looks like me being an arsehole... if someone had a broken leg you wouldn't judge them for not being able to run...
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Sara P · 03 Jul
Exactly! THEY DO NOT UNDERSTAND... It's their fault, not yours!!! We understand each others because we suffer...
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Nick H · 01 Jul 5
I hate the person I am when I'm in this state, rude, I never used to be rude...
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Leila L · 30 Jun
It's easy to feel that way when you don't feel yourself. Sometime I have to think about the words I'm going to say before I actually release them. Hope you feel yourself soon. 📈
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Dinx M NEW · 01 Jul
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Nick H · 01 Jul
Thank you
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Nick H · 28 Jun 5
Fatigue is awful this morning, maybe over done it yesterday with work but I accomplished lots. Anxiety fatigue is so much worse than tiredness, feels like im on the brink of colapse
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Cindy M · 28 Jun
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Huda H · 28 Jun
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Huda H · 28 Jun
Hope you can get some rest soon!
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Christina E · 28 Jun
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Christina E · 28 Jun
I know what you mean about anxiety fatigue, it's absolutely draining and yet my mind won't give me a break. Hope it improves fir you soon and you can rest xx
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Kara L · 28 Jun
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Nick H · 28 Jun
thank you
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Cailiosa N · 29 Jun
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Angela M · 26 Jun 6
Back to Monday and work. Feeling the need to stay to myself. Not up for any drama and not in the sociable mood. Maybe I'll feel better later today but for now, I'm feeling like retreating is best.
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Nick H · 26 Jun
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Anna 2 · 26 Jun
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luna S · 26 Jun 5
So tired, but pushing through it. Depression is so draining, but I'm still trying to stay positive!
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Nick H · 26 Jun
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Silke V · 26 Jun
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Nick H · 25 Jun 8
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Sean W · 24 Jun
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Christina E · 24 Jun
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Stephen B · 25 Jun
Well 8 is my favourite number. It can be dangerous being too happy. So using the 80/20 principle you're cool.
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Cindy M · 25 Jun
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Nick H · 25 Jun
I understand what you mean Stephen. Thank you. Too much of anything can be a bad thing. Balance is key.
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