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Alee F · 11h 3
i dont know what my life is anymore...
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Taryn H · 1d 9
Best day in a long time. One of my all time favourites. <3
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Silke V · 18 Jun
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Anna . · 29 Jun
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Nick H · 1d
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Bezzz B · 1d 2
I have been diagnosed with: depersonalisation,depression and high anxiety :(.
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Penelope P · 22 Mar
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Sherlock D · 22 Mar
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Sherlock D · 22 Mar
I promise you're not alone on here. A lot of pandas are the same. =) xx
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Nick H · 1d
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Nick H · 1d
same here! its a long journey but there is hope.
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Chuck H · 3d 0
I guess hanging ain't for me. I'll have to wait until we get another batch of 100 paracetamols, and hope that works. Feel trapped and weak. I need it all to end. Wish killing yourself wasn't so hard.
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Nick H · 3d
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Sandra C · 3d
It's the worst feeling ... hope you have supportive people around. Feelings and situations change. Hoping they change for the better very soon.
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Dora M · 3d
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Megan B · 06 Jan 1
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ALL THIS STOP PLEASE?!?!
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Jeff M · 06 Jan
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Lauren I · 06 Jan
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Lauren I · 06 Jan
Please take care of yourself. Ask for help if you need to.
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Nick H · 06 Jan
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Nick H · 06 Jan
Hi Megan, whatever your going through, it will pass. We don't know when but eventually it will. Hang in there.
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Amandine A NEW · 06 Jan
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Claire M · 06 Jan
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Claire M · 06 Jan
I would if I could. Sorry that I cant. Sending my biggest hugs. You can make it through.
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Anna . · 06 Jan 0
I've been thinking about death a lot lately. My therapist knows. My psychiatrist knows. Another change in meds. Not feeling like a 0, rather -100 or so.
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Nick H · 06 Jan
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Amandine A NEW · 06 Jan
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Jeff M · 06 Jan
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Jeff M · 06 Jan
I hope the medication changes will help...Hate to see this. Sending you strength!
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sonny S · 06 Jan
A coenzyme b complex may help w depression.. it's worth a try, just start at low dose
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sonny S · 06 Jan
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Esther B · 06 Jan
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Esther B · 06 Jan
I feel you. It's just a sign that we need to focus on other things. Death isn't the solution
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Esther B · 06 Jan
Hold on dear Anna
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Claire M · 06 Jan
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Claire M · 06 Jan
Good that they know. I hope the change helps. You deserve a life you enjoy, and I have faith that you will have it. You just need to hang in there, to stay strong x
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Christina E · 06 Jan
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Reba C · 07 Jan
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Stephen P · 07 Jan
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DesBear D · 07 Jan
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Tasha S · 07 Jan
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Binky B · 07 Jan
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Manda P · 07 Jan
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Manda P · 07 Jan
Well done on telling the professionals, Anna. Everyone will get you through this. Just hang on tight! <3
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Alexander T · 07 Jan
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Alexander T · 08 Jan
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River L · 05 Jan 5
I don't think I'm particularly depressed right now, just really really bad anxiety...
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Nick H · 05 Jan
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Karen V · 05 Jan
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Sarah M · 03 Jan 3
Feel as if I don't exist and life just carrying on around me
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Jeff M · 03 Jan
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Victoria V · 03 Jan
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Arran G · 02 Jan 3
If it was only like going to sleep.
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Lucy M · 02 Jan
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Lucy M · 02 Jan
You are loved. Please stay strong <3
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anonymouse . · 02 Jan
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Binky B · 02 Jan
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Nina G · 02 Jan
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Megan B · 31 Dec 4
Lovely day with my bestie, but now very worried about the fact it's going to be 2017 :/
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Nick H · 31 Dec
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Claire M · 31 Dec
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Claire M · 31 Dec
Why that is worrying?
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Marie S · 31 Dec
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anonymouse . · 31 Dec
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Jeff M · 31 Dec
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Megan B · 31 Dec
Because I'd always planned that 2017 would be my last year if I didn't get any better. I'll be 21 and will have suffered with this for 8 years. I can't cope anymore.
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Jeff M · 31 Dec
Aw, Megan. It's just another day. Don't put deadlines on yourself, because things change quickly. *Big hugs*
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Claire M · 31 Dec
Ohhhh.... I will be 21 too. We are young, we have the whole life ahead of us. Things indeed change quickly, just like Jeff said, and I also think you shouldn't put deadlines. Maybe instead find another ways of help to try out? I am sure that you are
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Claire M · 31 Dec
really amazing person who has SO much to give. It would be such a shame to lose that. I really hope you will be okay my dear, and that this will not be your last year. BIG hugs x
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Megan B · 01 Jan
Thank you Jeff and Claire, honestly you have no idea how much your messages have meant to me x
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Claire M · 02 Jan
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Claire M · 31 Dec 5
Spending new year alone (with parents) at home. Not strong enough to be social. But I never cared that much about new year anyway. Happy new year pandas, have fun!
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Nick H · 31 Dec
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Nick H · 31 Dec
Nor me, enjoy a peaceful new year's Eve x
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Binky B · 31 Dec
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Alma B · 31 Dec
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Claire M · 31 Dec
You too Nick :) Hugs back pandas x
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Dora M · 31 Dec
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Claire M · 31 Dec
Hugs back you three x
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Simon J · 30 Dec 5
Coping with depression that feeling as much as I rationalise it is there with me so much
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Sarah H · 30 Dec
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Amandine A NEW · 07 Jan
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 30 Dec
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Nick H · 30 Dec
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Megan B · 30 Dec 2
Anxiety is ridiculous. Best friend hates me. I don't want to live.
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Claire M · 30 Dec
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Claire M · 30 Dec
If they are your best friends, why would they hate you my dear? I'm sure they do not! Big big hugs x
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Jeff M · 30 Dec
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec
I'm sure ur best friend doesn't hate u !!
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Erika A · 30 Dec
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Megan B · 30 Dec 1
Would be better off dead.
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ola b · 30 Dec
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Jeff M · 30 Dec
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Jeff M · 30 Dec
I know it feels that way now. But some day in the future, you will realize that you're doing ok...whether in every-day life or just that moment. You may even feel really good. And you'll be happy you stuck it out!
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Richard E · 30 Dec
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Richard E · 30 Dec
No you would not
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 30 Dec
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Cheese B · 30 Dec 0
Angry that I have to be alive
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Richard E · 30 Dec
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Jeff M · 30 Dec
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Manda P · 30 Dec 8
Daughter's sleepover successful! Didn't have to do anything to keep them entertained just like our moms said. I'm not worried about any in the future. So happy for daughter that she finally had one.
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Nick H · 30 Dec
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Natalie C · 30 Dec
Thats great! Well done :)
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Binky B · 31 Dec
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Binky B · 31 Dec
What a success, well done! X
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DesBear D · 31 Dec
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Esther B · 31 Dec
Great job. Proud of you
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Manda P · 01 Jan
Thanks, Pandas. Next one not till Summer so don't have to think about it for a long time. Still so happy for her. xx
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Alma B · 26 Dec 0
Major breakdown. Witnessed a happy family Christmas of others who invited me because of pity with me. Was torture. A family, something I will never have. I'll just try to be nice to myself today.
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nixiblu . · 26 Dec
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Jeff M · 26 Dec
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Claire M · 26 Dec
Big big hugs hun x
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Binky B · 26 Dec
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Binky B · 26 Dec
Oh Alma, that sounds really difficult - when a kind gesture reminds you of everything you feel has been lacking in your life. I've felt this way before, around friends and boyfriends houses. It's not nice. But you can do the best with what you have x
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Binky B · 26 Dec
It's all anyone can do. And also remember, looks can be deceiving, families dysfunctional, hidden behind a polished exterior there are cracks and secrets!
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Alma B · 27 Dec
Thank you Binky and Claire thank you so much all Pandas. It means a lot to me. I still feel vulnerable and cry a lot and I really appreciate all this.
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Alma B · 27 Dec
It's true that there are cracks everywhere Binky. I just wish I had a bf or a gf or parents who can show love or a sister who is my friend - somehow it all got a bit too much for me. I would also like to have children but I am so pessimistic now
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Sandra C · 28 Dec
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Sandra C · 28 Dec
Sorry to hear about your Xmas. It can be a really hard time. When I was a young adult I used to start dreading Xmas in November :) we've had some great ones since then ... but this year's been a tough year for our family. I opted out ...
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Sandra C · 28 Dec
I spent this Xmas on my own. I cried all afternoon. Binky's right about the cracks. I feel positive now about a new year. I'm sure will too. Your plan to be nice to yourself sounds like just what you need. You deserve it.
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Alma B · 31 Dec
Sandra Thanks so much for your message I just read it now! I am sorry you had an unhappy Christmas. ..
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Alma B · 31 Dec
It's great that you feel positive about the new year.
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Sandra C · 02 Jan
Thanks :)
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Jasmine H · 09 Jan
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Autopilo T · 26 Dec 5
Past days I've been emotionally volatile
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Neil C · 26 Dec 7
Christmas has been so much better this year than last. Love my family and friends for keeping me going this year.
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