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Max T · 19h 1
I can't even listen to music in this mood, so what's the fucking point? Never mind the fact that I haven't written any new music in months. Been writing music since I was 10. Never stopped till now...
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Nick H · 19h
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Nick H · 21h 5
Bad end to a difficult day #anxiety #numb
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Margot L · 1d
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Stephen C · 1d
Take care Nick. Really sorry about your day. Big hugd
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Nick H · 21h
Thanks all I hate how a good day is normally followed by a polar opposite day.
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Christina E · 21h
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Cindy M · 19h
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paul M · 21h 5
my spotty head annoys me.
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Doodles B · 21h
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Nick H · 21h
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Ali H · 21h
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Cindy M · 19h
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Claire M · 11h
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Andrew R NEW · 26 May 2
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Nick H · 26 May
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Jess J · 26 May 5
Glad I have the day off, but nervous feeling for some reason and worried about how I'm going to be home alone all day
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Stephen C · 26 May
Oh poor you Jess. Take good care and try and focus on something you like doing and think positive. I know that 'H-A' feeling only too well. Sending Big Pandy cuddles to keep you going
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Nick H · 26 May
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Christina E · 3d
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Esther B · 26 May 3
Went for dinner with friend. I just felt numb. Didn't enjoy it. Just stared. We got into a fight later on because I didn't talk.
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Stephen C · 26 May
Oh poor you Esther. How awful. It's hard I know but I hope your friend knows how you really feel deep inside and that mental illness can make someone act this way also that its really not your fault because you really have no control over this. Hugs
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Vanessa W NEW · 26 May
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Vanessa W NEW · 26 May
Hugs...sounds like u had a tough time....
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Nick H · 26 May
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Love 1 · 26 May
Sounds like you were needing stillness of space or silence and she/he was needing connection. Now mabe you both need understanding, forgiveness, harmony?
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Jeff M · 26 May
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Jeff M · 26 May
I'm sure your friends will understand. Sometimes I have to tell my good friends why I act that way...it's hard, but at least they understand. You'll turn this around!
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Claire M · 26 May
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sonny S · 26 May
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Binky B · 26 May
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Esther B · 26 May
He's angry at me for not trying to be happy and that I wanted to talk later on the eveninf when he was tired. So he was really angry with me for asking questions. Don't know. Just feel numb
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Stephen C · 26 May
Poor you Esther. Personally he doesn't sound like he knows much about depression or how it can wipe someone's life away. You can't switch happiness on like a light. Its not your fault at all so please don't feel numb. Big hugs
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Esther B · 3d
He has had low periods a lot, also when I just met him so it upsets me a bit he's that hard to me. But sometimes I just think I need a kick to get me moving.. Thanks for caring!
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Christina E · 3d
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Max T · 24 May 2
Getting out of bed is difficult, and takes too long. I feel empty and numb.
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Ly R · 24 May
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Jess H · 24 May
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Mikayla H NEW · 24 May
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Nick H · 24 May
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Love 1 · 24 May
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Kaylie H NEW · 24 May 3
I would love for once just to wake up and not already be in the grips of anxiety!
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Ly R · 24 May
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Stephen C · 24 May
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Nick H · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
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Shannon S NEW · 24 May 0
Phoning in sick again, I'm going too loose my job, I just don't see the point to this life.
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Stephen C · 24 May
Oh no poor you. Please take care and remember you are needed in life that's why you're here no matter how bad things are. Big big hugs
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Ly R · 24 May
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Nick H · 24 May
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Doodles B · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
If you need to talk to anyone you can speak to me. I've been a 0 recently before I knew about MoodPanda. Reach out if needed.
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Mikayla H NEW · 24 May
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Shannon S NEW · 25 May
Thank you everyone <3
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Sarah L · 24 May 2
Getting ready for my psychiatric review this morning. Really hoping the Dr suggests a change of medication, as I feel so low/tired, and not my normal self.
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Nick H · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
What are you currently on? I changed Sertraline for Venlafaxine fairly recently and that has helped.
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Sarah L · 24 May
I've been on Venlafaxine for a month. After initial side effects I felt a lot better; less tired and miserable. But this last week I've totally nosedived and feel worse than before, not sure whether my body has got used to the dosag
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Sarah L · 24 May
*dosage, or whether this just isn't the right medication for me
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Anna 2 · 24 May
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David W · 24 May
Yeah, that doesn't sound like the right stuff at all. That's what happened to me on Sertraline. There are next line meds out there but a good social group helps. Do you have many close friends?
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Claire M · 22 May 5
Irritated today, messy brain. Planting flowers at work surprisingly made me forget everything and everyone for a while, weird but nice. At summer cottage with fam now. That would deserve a six but uh
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Natalia W · 22 May
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Nick H · 22 May
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paul M · 22 May
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Anna 2 · 22 May
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Esther B · 22 May
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Manda P · 22 May
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Jeff M · 22 May
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Rorschach T · 23 May
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Rorschach T · 23 May
Please be kind to yourself Claire x
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Claire M · 23 May
I am trying Rorschach. Thanks everyone x
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Binky B · 23 May
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Claire M · 24 May
Thanks x
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very sad . · 22 May 4
always tired :(((
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Natalia W · 22 May
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Richard E · 22 May
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Rorschach T · 23 May
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Shaun V · 20 May 2
If things don't improve I'm a gonna. Doubt anyone will notice it's just me anyway. No family to care for me. If I ended up in hospital I will be neglected wearing same clothes and filth
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Nick H · 20 May
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Paige S NEW · 20 May
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Stephen C · 20 May
Oh that's so sad. Take care. Big hugs
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Shaun V · 21 May
I wish I could feel like I did in march. I was bullet proof like superman. I was the beacon of light to the world's darkness. Now I've gone darker than the world and feel weak.
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Rorschach T · 21 May
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Nick H · 20 May 8
So, took anti depressants at night instead of morning plus the new addition of buspirone and have woken up with minimal morning anxiety and feel refreshed. Feeling a lot better today so far.
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Stephen C · 20 May
Great! Hope things continue
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Stephen B · 20 May
Nice. Make it a great day. Look for one positive thing today and forget or avoid everything else. Using moodpanda is already one achievement.
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Stephen B · 20 May
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Stephen B · 20 May
That was a man hug BTW.
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Christina E · 20 May
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Nick H · 20 May
Thanks peeps. Been a really positive day! Love a man hug, back at you Stephen.
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Love 1 · 19 May 6
Meditation with the elders @ assisted living facility. There's a gatha that goes: 'I am of the nature to grow old; I cannot escape growing old.' Priorities change radically as we age.
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Love 1 · 19 May
Grateful to have had the opportunity to share mindfulness techniques with them. All things are transient, including life itself. Growing old isnt for the squeamish. Losing health, independence, loved ones, agility, strength, wealth isnt uncommon.
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Love 1 · 19 May
I follow Stephen Covey's advice to live with the end in mind. Theres much I can do now for the benefit of the 90yr old I may someday age to be. Developing equanimity & resilience, gratitude & acceptance, detachment & compassion is paramount.
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Love 1 · 19 May
what if I can no longer walk? what if arthritis prevents me from enjoying my hobbies? What if I lose connection with everyone who mattered to me? The ability to sit and simply be with what is, to allow and let go then becomes a treasured skill...
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Love 1 · 19 May
perhaps one of the few things I may get better at as I age.
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Nick H · 19 May
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Mohneet S · 19 May
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Mike K · 19 May
Beautiful post! Thanks.
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Doodles B · 19 May
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mensje ^ · 19 May
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Manda P · 20 May
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Manda P · 20 May
Thank you so much, Love, Beautifully written.
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DesBear D · 20 May
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Binky B · 20 May
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Binky B · 20 May
Lovely to read. Love, have you thought about blogging?
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Rorschach T · 20 May
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Love 1 · 20 May
thx, pandas. I appreciate the comments Mike & Manda. Microblogging on mp is as far as I've gotten Binky.
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Manda P · 20 May
You should definitely take your writing to the next level!
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Love 1 · 20 May
Manda, do you mean Instagram? :!)
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Manda P · 20 May
Lol! Yeah, exactly that. I'd follow ya!
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Richard E · 21 May
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mik W · 18 May 3
Felt very terrible all day...
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Dora M · 18 May
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Ali H · 18 May
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Nick H · 18 May
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Manda P · 18 May
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Manda P · 18 May
Sorry to hear, mik. Hope things look up soon.
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mik W · 19 May
Thanks!
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Frank D NEW · 17 May 5
I am standing on that line where I can either feel better or get depressed. I am going to get up and get dressed after I hit done and update! I need to fighting the sad LoL!
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Nick H · 17 May
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Nick H · 17 May
I feel like that all the time with my anxiety. That line Is very fine.
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Aurie M · 17 May
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Manda P · 17 May
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Frank D NEW · 18 May
Thanks you guys. And I know I not alone it's nice to hear from someone who knows what I am going thru. Thanks Nick! Most of the people around me have no clue.
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Manda P · 18 May
You are definitely not alone. Think of all the people that are open with their illnesses & realize there are way more that suffer in silence. You'll have Pandas with you.
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Ali H · 16 May 5
Sore head sore stomach again mood not to bad
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Richard E · 16 May
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Love 1 · 17 May
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Ari A · 17 May
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Max X · 16 May 0
Need to go back to the doctors to discuss medication. Antidepressants haven't worked for me in the past, what other solutions are there. I don't know what's wrong with me mentally, but i need help
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Christina E · 16 May
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Noel L · 16 May
So sorry to hear that Max. Hope a solution can be found
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Ali H · 16 May
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Max X · 16 May
Thankyou
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Christina E · 16 May 2
Just realised the only time my husband had to cheat on me and go online grooming children was when I was at the doctors or hospital with my mental health. That just makes it all even worse.
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Nick H · 16 May
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Anna 2 · 16 May
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Esther B · 16 May
That's sad indeed but I remember your strong posts from last week telling us you didn't reply to him and stuff. You're strong!! Remember that.
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Christina E · 16 May
Thanks Esther xx that means a lot. Thanks pandas for the hugs xx
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Rorschach T · 16 May
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Rorschach T · 16 May
Oh :(
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