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Esther B · 11 Nov 2
Oh well date ended it with me as well. because of the distance. always a nice thing to handle when you're already down. and just tell me you don't like me enough.
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Charlotte T · 11 Nov
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Charlotte T · 11 Nov
I know how u feel, that exact thing happened to me yesterday to my now ex, and the same this time last yr too, it sucks tbh xxx sending love your way xx
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Lisa C · 11 Nov
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Lisa C · 11 Nov
I am so sorry to hear Esther. If I was there I'd be more than happy to come over with wine and ice cream and just sob with you. Big hugs
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Lydia R · 11 Nov
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Lydia R · 11 Nov
I'm sorry, Esther. I guess it feels like one of those times when everything seems to be against you. Hope you can find something to soothe yourself a bit.
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Margot L · 11 Nov
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Jeff M · 11 Nov
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sonny S · 12 Nov
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Reba C · 12 Nov
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Esther B · 12 Nov
I hope so too. Just don't know what I can do that helps me
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Cindy M · 12 Nov
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Richard E · 12 Nov
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Charlotte T · 03 Nov 7
Butlins audition to be a redcoat today, wish me luck!!!! Can't wait cause I'm on route to London!!!
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Rosie L · 03 Nov
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Rosie L · 03 Nov
Awesome!! Good luck charlotte you will smash this!!🙌
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Babie C · 03 Nov
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Charlotte T · 03 Nov
I didn't get it :(
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Charlotte T · 15 Oct 7
Guinea pigs out, going to pets at home to get supplies and then off to Aldi to get pig food
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Charlotte T · 15 Oct
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Alice T · 14 Sep 7
Never been with anyone who's treated me this well before. So worried I'll mess it up with all my issues.
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Charlotte T · 14 Sep
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JET ° · 14 Sep
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Jasmine H · 17 Sep
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Charlotte T · 09 Sep 6
Seeing mum today
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Noel L · 09 Sep
Hope it goes well Charlotte
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Charlotte T · 09 Sep
It was amazing we done baking and made Bakewell tart and scones
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Noel L · 10 Sep
Sounds great Charlotte. So glad for you
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Charlotte T · 06 Sep 4
I'm so broken, found out my ex is now in a relationship
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Anna 2 · 06 Sep
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nixiblu . · 06 Sep
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Jeff M · 06 Sep
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Jeff M · 06 Sep
That happens. Don't judge your life by what he does. You'll find your happiness too!
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Charlotte T · 06 Sep
I'm trying to cope with the news by watching high school musical but it's not working...
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Charlotte T · 26 Jul 6
Last day of work then 4 days off
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Charlotte T · 26 Jul
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Alicia B · 27 Jul
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Sara P · 31 Jul
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Charlotte T · 29 Jun 6
Been put on mood stabilisers... let's see how this goes
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David W · 28 Jun
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David W · 28 Jun
I hope you feel better on them.
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Alicia B · 28 Jun
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Alicia B · 28 Jun
Are you a fellow Bipolar Panda, then? I hope the meds help. They do help me A LOT. Good luck! And don't be scared of the sleepiness, it passes in a couple months (at least in my experience). Big big hugs
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Sean W · 28 Jun
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Charlotte T · 29 Jun
In the process of being diagnosed with bipolar x
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Charlotte T · 08 Jun 7
Got my tattoo feels so good!!!
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Jeff M · 08 Jun
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Ali H · 08 Jun
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Ali H · 08 Jun
What did you get charlotte
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Alicia B · 08 Jun
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Alicia B · 08 Jun
Woot woot! Good to see you so green
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Charlotte T · 08 Jun
I got a semi colon on my ankle
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Jeff M · 08 Jun
Someone told me recently what that meant. Good for you!
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Curtis M · 31 May 2
Do you ever wish there was someone that would just understand what you were going through? Not to give advice, or tell you what to do, but just to understand...
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Charlotte T · 31 May
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Charlotte T · 31 May
I feel the same Nathan, people just don't understand us x
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Victoria M · 31 May
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Victoria M · 31 May
Absolutely
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Stephen C · 31 May
Yes there is - a Panda. Take care big hugs
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Curtis M · 31 May
It's like describing a colour you haven't seen before...
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Stephen C · 31 May
But I know there probably isn't regards human 121 contact. On that I fully agree with you
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D M · 31 May
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Stephen C · 31 May
Especially when 'our world' is always monochrome
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Alex S NEW · 31 May
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Curtis M · 31 May
Thanks all, much appreciated. Stephen I know what you mean, I have some BP friends but we can't share because we trigger each other! From an outside perspective... it's kinda funny.
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Stephen C · 31 May
I know & understand exactly what you say. MD & BPD is probably one of the most underrated & misunderstood illnesses that a human can have & nobody but nobody can really get inside ones mind to experience the suffering first hand
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Curtis M · 31 May
Yeah, it's just as serious as a physical illness but it's not understood. I'm still trying to help my girlfriend understand it. Sending her articles, using metaphors. I don't know if she thinks I'm exaggerating but I've described the depression as...
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Curtis M · 31 May
...earths gravity being two times stronger, having chains on me all the time, the world feels like the Matrix... do any of those make sense?
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Su L · 31 May
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Stephen C · 31 May
I always think of it as it starting with high humidity followed by a storm at sea raging inside my mind then afterwards clear blue sky & calm sea
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Curtis M · 31 May
Yeah, I see what you mean. Although for someone who doesn't experience the symptoms to them it's just the weather. 'a bit of rain never hurt anyone'
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Curtis M · 31 May
I'm an indie filmmaker and I'm working on a short film called 'Outside/Inside' where it shows what depression looks like on the outside then the same day repeated from the inside. I've written metaphors in the script like...
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Curtis M · 31 May
...when trying to get out of bed you're chained to it, In the mirror you look ugly, on public transport people are laughing in a fake and ignorant way. Just a few ideas, what do you think? Any others to share?
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. :LilLionQueen: . · 19 May 7
Crazy in loooove.
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Charlotte T · 19 May
Lucky!!! Sending hugs
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Sean W · 19 May
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Charlotte T · 19 May 5
Woke up from a bad dream about my ex, he said we were never gonna be friends again, well last night I deleted him because he blocked me again and I couldn't take all the heartache
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Anna 2 · 19 May
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Alicia B · 19 May
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Alicia B · 19 May
You might want to read or watch something on narcissistic abuse... Inner Integration on YouTube opened my eyes. The author is very kind and generous with her viewers. I may be wrong but if your ex is one of those, it might help A LOT.
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Charlotte T · 19 May
He Kept sending me nudes and asking me for them, I was uncomfortable and didn't want them or want to take them, then he started ignoring me and his friend died he couldn't cope with me and left
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Charlotte T · 10 May 7
Interview today, wish me luck!!! Fingers crossed
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Ali H · 10 May
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Ali H · 10 May
Good luck hope you get the job
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Stephen C · 10 May
Jolly good luck my friend! X
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Alicia B · 10 May
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Alicia B · 10 May
Good luck!
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Charlotte T · 10 May
Didn't get it, maybe cause I was too hyper cause of nerves
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Stephen C · 11 May
Oh no poor you - so sorry to hear that. Take care & Big hugs
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Charlotte T · 25 Apr 4
deel like utter poo this morning, that crush i had, yh he dont wanna like me at all and basically told me to f off
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Charlotte T · 25 Apr
litterally rage eating macdonalds before i start my shift and lastnight i binged on chocolate... i hate it
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Love 1 · 25 Apr
his reply hurt. love extended an invitation to another heart that was not accepted. now, it's time for self-care, to mend your bruised heart. big hugs!
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Jeff M · 25 Apr
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Charlotte T · 13 Apr 7
seeing mum today trip to the cinema!!!!
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Mechs A · 13 Apr
What will you be watching.
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Ali H · 13 Apr
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Yondie Y · 13 Apr
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Yondie Y · 13 Apr
What are you going to watch while you are there.
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Charlotte T · 13 Apr
boss baby x
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D M · 06 Apr 1
No one has asked me out in 10 years and nothing ever changes
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Mechs A · 06 Apr
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Cindy M · 06 Apr
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Charlotte T · 06 Apr
sames i feel ur pain boo x
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Alice H · 06 Apr
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Manda P · 06 Apr
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Manda P · 06 Apr
Why don't you ask someone out?
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D M · 06 Apr
I try to ask people out and they just laugh and reject me. No one in my city will date a white woman, we're too plain
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Manda P · 06 Apr
I'm sorry you're experiencing that. I wouldn't have the guys to ask anyone out. It was just my question.
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Eve D · 31 Mar 6
The intervention was difficult at first but it ended up giving me hope for next week, and the future. Sex afterwards with Liam was a system reset for me, I needed it.
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar
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Eeeeemma V · 31 Mar
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Zoe D · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
Glad it gave you hope! :)
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar 7
got an interview for a cattery!!!
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
Is that like a nunnery? Where an animal goes to live with other cats in a life of exclusion and dedication to catness? :) Or is this like a factory that makes cats?
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar
its a cat hotel x
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D M · 29 Mar 1
I don't want to live anymore because I can never have a real relationship.
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Jeff M · 29 Mar
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Charlotte T · 29 Mar
i feel your pain deeply, no one can cope with my bipolar and all they want is sex x stay strong xxx
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G Z · 29 Mar
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D M · 29 Mar
Yes no one has been able to see beyond my depression and OCD. I'm trying to get help but I know I'll never have a relationship
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Yondie Y · 29 Mar
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Amita K · 29 Mar
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Charlotte T · 21 Feb 7
I GOT AN INTERVEIW!!!!!
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 21 Feb
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Sandra C · 21 Feb
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Sandra C · 21 Feb
Well done:)
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Charlotte T · 21 Feb
im so nervous...
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Esther B · 21 Feb
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