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Charlotte T · 29 Jun 6
Been put on mood stabilisers... let's see how this goes
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David W · 28 Jun
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David W · 28 Jun
I hope you feel better on them.
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Alicia B · 28 Jun
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Alicia B · 28 Jun
Are you a fellow Bipolar Panda, then? I hope the meds help. They do help me A LOT. Good luck! And don't be scared of the sleepiness, it passes in a couple months (at least in my experience). Big big hugs
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Sean W · 28 Jun
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Charlotte T · 29 Jun
In the process of being diagnosed with bipolar x
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Charlotte T · 08 Jun 7
Got my tattoo feels so good!!!
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Jeff M · 08 Jun
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Ali H · 08 Jun
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Ali H · 08 Jun
What did you get charlotte
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Alicia B · 08 Jun
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Alicia B · 08 Jun
Woot woot! Good to see you so green
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Charlotte T · 08 Jun
I got a semi colon on my ankle
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Jeff M · 08 Jun
Someone told me recently what that meant. Good for you!
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Nathan P · 31 May 2
Do you ever wish there was someone that would just understand what you were going through? Not to give advice, or tell you what to do, but just to understand...
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Charlotte T · 31 May
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Charlotte T · 31 May
I feel the same Nathan, people just don't understand us x
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Victoria M · 31 May
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Victoria M · 31 May
Absolutely
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Stephen C · 31 May
Yes there is - a Panda. Take care big hugs
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Nathan P · 31 May
It's like describing a colour you haven't seen before...
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Stephen C · 31 May
But I know there probably isn't regards human 121 contact. On that I fully agree with you
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D M · 31 May
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Stephen C · 31 May
Especially when 'our world' is always monochrome
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Alex S NEW · 31 May
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Nathan P · 31 May
Thanks all, much appreciated. Stephen I know what you mean, I have some BP friends but we can't share because we trigger each other! From an outside perspective... it's kinda funny.
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Stephen C · 31 May
I know & understand exactly what you say. MD & BPD is probably one of the most underrated & misunderstood illnesses that a human can have & nobody but nobody can really get inside ones mind to experience the suffering first hand
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Nathan P · 31 May
Yeah, it's just as serious as a physical illness but it's not understood. I'm still trying to help my girlfriend understand it. Sending her articles, using metaphors. I don't know if she thinks I'm exaggerating but I've described the depression as...
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Nathan P · 31 May
...earths gravity being two times stronger, having chains on me all the time, the world feels like the Matrix... do any of those make sense?
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Su L · 31 May
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Stephen C · 31 May
I always think of it as it starting with high humidity followed by a storm at sea raging inside my mind then afterwards clear blue sky & calm sea
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Nathan P · 31 May
Yeah, I see what you mean. Although for someone who doesn't experience the symptoms to them it's just the weather. 'a bit of rain never hurt anyone'
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Nathan P · 31 May
I'm an indie filmmaker and I'm working on a short film called 'Outside/Inside' where it shows what depression looks like on the outside then the same day repeated from the inside. I've written metaphors in the script like...
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Nathan P · 31 May
...when trying to get out of bed you're chained to it, In the mirror you look ugly, on public transport people are laughing in a fake and ignorant way. Just a few ideas, what do you think? Any others to share?
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. :Maxii: . · 19 May 7
Crazy in loooove.
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Charlotte T · 19 May
Lucky!!! Sending hugs
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Sean W · 19 May
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Charlotte T · 19 May 5
Woke up from a bad dream about my ex, he said we were never gonna be friends again, well last night I deleted him because he blocked me again and I couldn't take all the heartache
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Anna 2 · 19 May
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Alicia B · 19 May
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Alicia B · 19 May
You might want to read or watch something on narcissistic abuse... Inner Integration on YouTube opened my eyes. The author is very kind and generous with her viewers. I may be wrong but if your ex is one of those, it might help A LOT.
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Charlotte T · 19 May
He Kept sending me nudes and asking me for them, I was uncomfortable and didn't want them or want to take them, then he started ignoring me and his friend died he couldn't cope with me and left
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Charlotte T · 10 May 7
Interview today, wish me luck!!! Fingers crossed
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Ali H · 10 May
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Ali H · 10 May
Good luck hope you get the job
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Stephen C · 10 May
Jolly good luck my friend! X
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Alicia B · 10 May
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Alicia B · 10 May
Good luck!
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Charlotte T · 10 May
Didn't get it, maybe cause I was too hyper cause of nerves
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Stephen C · 11 May
Oh no poor you - so sorry to hear that. Take care & Big hugs
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Charlotte T · 25 Apr 4
deel like utter poo this morning, that crush i had, yh he dont wanna like me at all and basically told me to f off
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Charlotte T · 25 Apr
litterally rage eating macdonalds before i start my shift and lastnight i binged on chocolate... i hate it
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Love 1 · 25 Apr
his reply hurt. love extended an invitation to another heart that was not accepted. now, it's time for self-care, to mend your bruised heart. big hugs!
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Jeff M · 25 Apr
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Charlotte T · 13 Apr 7
seeing mum today trip to the cinema!!!!
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Mechs A · 13 Apr
What will you be watching.
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Ali H · 13 Apr
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Yondie Y · 13 Apr
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Yondie Y · 13 Apr
What are you going to watch while you are there.
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Charlotte T · 13 Apr
boss baby x
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D M · 06 Apr 1
No one has asked me out in 10 years and nothing ever changes
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Mechs A · 06 Apr
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Cindy M · 06 Apr
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Charlotte T · 06 Apr
sames i feel ur pain boo x
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Alice H · 06 Apr
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Manda P · 06 Apr
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Manda P · 06 Apr
Why don't you ask someone out?
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D M · 06 Apr
I try to ask people out and they just laugh and reject me. No one in my city will date a white woman, we're too plain
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Manda P · 06 Apr
I'm sorry you're experiencing that. I wouldn't have the guys to ask anyone out. It was just my question.
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Eve D · 31 Mar 6
The intervention was difficult at first but it ended up giving me hope for next week, and the future. Sex afterwards with Liam was a system reset for me, I needed it.
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar
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Eeeeemma V · 31 Mar
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Zoe D · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
Glad it gave you hope! :)
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar 7
got an interview for a cattery!!!
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
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Jeff M · 31 Mar
Is that like a nunnery? Where an animal goes to live with other cats in a life of exclusion and dedication to catness? :) Or is this like a factory that makes cats?
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Charlotte T · 31 Mar
its a cat hotel x
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D M · 29 Mar 1
I don't want to live anymore because I can never have a real relationship.
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Jeff M · 29 Mar
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Charlotte T · 29 Mar
i feel your pain deeply, no one can cope with my bipolar and all they want is sex x stay strong xxx
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G Z · 29 Mar
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D M · 29 Mar
Yes no one has been able to see beyond my depression and OCD. I'm trying to get help but I know I'll never have a relationship
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Yondie Y · 29 Mar
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Amita K · 29 Mar
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Charlotte T · 21 Feb 7
I GOT AN INTERVEIW!!!!!
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 21 Feb
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Sandra C · 21 Feb
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Sandra C · 21 Feb
Well done:)
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Charlotte T · 21 Feb
im so nervous...
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Esther B · 21 Feb
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Charlotte T · 07 Jan 6
bored so might do some knitting
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Love 1 · 07 Jan
I'm wanting to learn to knit and sow.
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Love 1 · 07 Jan
Sew
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Charlotte T · 07 Jan
its easy when u get the hang of it, i learnt on youtube how to crochet and my mum taught me to knit and sew
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Love 1 · 07 Jan
Cool. I may do a tutorial with my kids. We can learn together.
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Charlotte T · 12 Dec 1
wanted to overdose lastnight, still do
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Astrid E · 12 Dec
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Astrid E · 12 Dec
Please don't x
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Laura H · 12 Dec
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Hilda R · 12 Dec
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Dora M · 12 Dec
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Melody L · 12 Dec
Try to get some good sleep, it will help to see things more clear and give strength :)
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Jeff M · 12 Dec
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Jess H · 12 Dec
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Lolabel L · 12 Dec
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Charlotte T · 12 Dec
i havent slept well in weeks
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Charlotte T · 26 Sep 0
im feeling so shit rn works been bad and i havent slept well these last few nights i feel so alone and cant talk to noone
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Reba C · 25 Sep
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I R NEW · 26 Sep
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Charlotte T · 26 Sep
it was hard getting to sleep lastnight but ive tried to be really positive this last week and its been making a difference, i think lastnight was just a bad night for me haha
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Charlotte T · 26 Sep
but thank you guys it means alot that even stangers have your back
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Jeff M · 17 Sep 5
I hate being ignored. Why am I invisible? What's wrong with me?
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Mabel W NEW · 17 Sep
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Binky B · 17 Sep
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Courtney O · 17 Sep
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DesBear D · 17 Sep
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Reba C · 17 Sep
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Charlotte T · 17 Sep
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Tasha S · 17 Sep
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Manda P · 17 Sep
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Manda P · 17 Sep
Pandas don't ignore you which means there are people out there that don't ignore you. You just have to find them. Nothing is wrong with you either. You seem like a great guy to me. Many people are missing out on a good friendship or relationship!
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Natalie C · 17 Sep
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Esther B · 17 Sep
Good luck on your marathon?! Is it today? I have the feeling it it's but maybe I'm wrong.. x
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Esther B · 17 Sep
And you're not invisible here. Or to your dog.
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Anna . · 18 Sep
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Reba C · 18 Sep
Hope your marathon went well. I think I know which one you went to - I saw it on my Facebook feed and thought of you
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Jeff M · 18 Sep
Yes, Reba! I did well! :D Thanks!
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Jumanji K · 17 Sep 3
Not happy having to live with my mom. Verbally abusive, crossing boundaries, yelling and put downs. Wish I had finances to leave
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Mabel W NEW · 17 Sep
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Tasha S · 17 Sep
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Binky B · 17 Sep 5
Still in bed, hope I can fix my sleep pattern by sleeping at a reasonable time tonight. I tend to sleep later when I don't have a job. I don't mind sleeping until 9:30am but if it's later I feel bad.
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Binky B · 17 Sep
It's now 12:45...
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Courtney O · 17 Sep
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Stephen P · 17 Sep
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Daithi O · 17 Sep 5
Beyond stress
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Andrew B · 17 Sep
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Charlotte T · 17 Sep
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