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Alicia B · 4h 5
I'm still feeling lost without my knee problem. I mean, I still can't run or even walk normally, but when it was really bad I felt so much better about myself. Like I was being strong, and overcoming
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Alicia B · 4h
something, and being worth something. It sounds ridiculous and probably offensive to people with disabilities, I know. But I did feel better having a problem. It wasn't the first time in my life either. Mental issues are different. You can't just be
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Alicia B · 4h
brave and positive in the face of depression and psychosis. You go to pieces, and you loose all semblance of dignity, and you are ugly with the snot dripping from your nose, and people around think you are weak, and YOU think you are weak.
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Alicia B · 4h
I hate my brain. I wish I could just be OK most of the time. You know, not depressed. Just fine with life like some people I know and love. Upset when there's reason, fine when there's none. Sorry, guys, I needed to rant.
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Alicia B · 4h
I just feel so weird these days. Like I'm realizing something about myself yet again, and I need to come to terms with it, and it's hard.
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Albertine M · 3h
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Manda P · 5h 5
Slept till noon. Took new med last night. Went to sleep soon after & then woke up to run to the toilet thinking I was going to puke. Psych said to cut pill in half if that happened. Just took it. 🤞
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PuggyM R NEW · 1d
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Shelley H · 1d
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Lydia R · 22h
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Esther B · 18h
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Jeff M · 16h
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Jeff M · 16h
Maybe it's just getting used to it, or maybe taking it with some food will help? I hope that doesn't last long!
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nixiblu . · 9h
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Alicia B · 5h
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Alicia B · 5h
Fingers crossed!
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Albertine M · 3h
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Jeff M · 5h 5
Beer dinner last night was delicious with good company, but food was super rich, and I'm feeling ill this morning. Dog wouldn't let me sleep past 3ish. Race tomorrow, supposed to rain. Blah.
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Jenny D · 14h
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John T · 14h
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PuggyM R NEW · 12h
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nixiblu . · 9h
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Anna D · 5h
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Anna D · 5h
Good luck!!!
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Alicia B · 5h
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Albertine M · 3h
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Lydia R · 6h 5
Calmer after yoga, arriving home and force cuddling cat, but I swear, one more minute around dumb people and I'd have lost it. Damn holidays.
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Jen B · 1d
Glad to see yoga helped a little ❤️
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John T · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Penelope P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
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Esther B · 18h
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nixiblu . · 9h
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Alicia B · 6h
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Albertine M · 3h
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John T · 6h 4
Limited contact with the outside world because I am feeling sick of being incapable of so many basic things. Wallowing in self pity. Tomorrow should be different but it can't come quickly enough.
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John T · 1d
Taken tablets.
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Jeff M · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
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Kym S · 1d
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Jen B · 1d
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Penelope P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
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Alicia B · 6h
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Alicia B · 6h
Sorry to hear that you felt this way. You are capable of so many non-basic things though! I know, I know, that doesn't necessarily make one feel better. Huga
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Alicia B · 6h
Lol, hugs!
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Albertine M · 3h
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John T · 6h 7
A sleepless night. Entire playthroughs of Trout Mask Replica and Rock Island taken with two pots of strongly mashed tea. All is more or less well again.
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John T · 19h
On the Shadow Expert now. I must see these live one day. Their songs sound like: Morning have music morning making is me a very good morning. (If music were a sentence)
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mathieuman M · 19h
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Lydia R · 18h
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John T · 14h
Still awake. Living on caffeine. Football: 1 - 0 up against 10 men. If we win I'm getting chips. If we throw it away I'm having a diazepam and a zopiclone.
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John T · 13h
Phew! A 2 - 0 win but made hard work of it. I enjoyed my chips. Now to run them off today or tomorrow?
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John T · 10h
Nearest rivals were also playing against 10 from 14 minutes. Took the lead three minutes later. Then thankfully somehow managed to lose 1 - 2! Yay! Also I did a run in the sun. Took tablets.
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Alicia B · 6h
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Alicia B · 6h
Do you often get sleepless nights? I can remember a couple lately. It sucks!
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Anna D · 5h
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Albertine M · 3h
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PuggyM R NEW · 6h 2
I'm angry and sad and feel so unwanted and unloved and I guess I'm just tired of feeling worthless
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Jimbob W · 2d
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Tracy B NEW · 2d
I no that feeling well lovely 🙁 big hugs ❤
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PuggyM R NEW · 2d
Thanks so much ❤️ I wish the best for you
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Shelley H · 24h
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Shelley H · 24h
Welcome to mood panda my friend. You sure have a lot on your mind. Know that you ate amongst friends. I'm Shelley Bear.
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Alicia B · 6h
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PuggyM R NEW · 6h 1
I'm I think I'm just really jealous right now, I'm jealous that my dad always asks my sister when can he come to something, but has never said that to me..
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Shelley H · 24h
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Alicia B · 6h
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PuggyM R NEW · 6h 6
Feelin decent don't know what to say just excited for Friday how about u
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Shelley H · 24h
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Shelley H · 23h
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Shelley H · 23h
Honestly Piggy...im about to turn in but ill catch up with you tomorrow. Not doing so great right now. Good night.
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Shelley H · 23h
I'm sorry for the typo. I have a nephew with the nickname Puggy.
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PuggyM R NEW · 12h
It's ok I have a pug so everyone calls me PUGGO or puggy hope you had a good rest and your doing better
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Alicia B · 6h
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Alicia B · 2d 6
Finally told myself to go and paint something. It felt good. Tried a (very small) black canvas for the first time ever, I loved it! Thought I'd conveyed what I was feeling.
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John T · 2d
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John T · 2d
It's great! You're great!
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Alicia B · 2d
Thank you <3
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Jeff M · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
Good for you... interested to see what you do on a black canvas!
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PuggyM R NEW · 2d
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PuggyM R NEW · 1d
I know, I loved the feeling when I got up and just started drawing again, I did one of the best drawings I have ever done
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Lydia R · 1d
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Jen B · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
Loved your new piece! ❤️
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Alicia B · 6h
Thank you, Jeff and Manda <3 for your interest in the stuff
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Alicia B · 6h
Puggy, I'm so happy for the both of us :) I'd like to see your drawings, are you on IG or something?
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Albertine M · 3h
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Max T · 2d 0
Making sure I'm drunk so I don't punch myself in the face again tonight...
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Lydia R · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d 4
Sitting here, staring at my monitor, waiting for something, anything, to happen. Feel detached from myself in a way. No interest in anything, no one to talk to, everything seems meaningless.
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John T · 3d
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Jen B · 3d
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Lolly22 T · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Manda P · 1d
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Lydia R · 2d 3
Basically, I'd very much like to just give up.
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John T · 3d
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Lolly22 T · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
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Robert H · 3d
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Jen B · 2d
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Jen B · 2d
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Lizz T NEW · 2d
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Lizz T NEW · 2d
I hope things start to look up for you. 💜
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Manda P · 1d
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Manda P · 1d
💞
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Esther B · 18h
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Esther B · 18h
Hold on dear friend
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Shelley H · 2d 4
Morning. Had tacos for dinner with an over night guest. Did not agree with us. It is now 630am and I've had no sleep. Psyche visit today. Googly eyes. No mood for an emoji.
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Jeff M · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d
Ugh...I hope you find time to get a nap in today or something. Good luck getting through the day, Shelley!
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Lydia R · 3d
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Daisy O · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
Hope you/re feeling better now, Shelleybear!
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PuggyM R NEW · 3d
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Robert H · 3d
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Shelley H · 2d
Felt better later in the day. Thanks for the well wishes pandas.
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Alicia B · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d 5
Busy work day. Weather improving a bit today/tomorrow, then rain just in time for my first big trail race of the year this Sat. Not even sure if I'm ready for it. Sigh.
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Albertine M · 3d
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Albertine M · 3d
I'm glad you're enjoying some nicer weather, sorry it's only temporary. I bet you'll do fine on Saturday, Jeff SuperPanda! we'll all be cheering for you.
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John T · 3d
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Lizz T NEW · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Manda P · 1d
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Esther B · 18h
Going to cheer for you this Saturday!
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Jeff M · 10h
Thanks, Esther! Thanks for the hugs, pandas!
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Robert H · 2d 6
6-6.5. Group last night went good and I did a little shopping this morning (luckily, I didn't need to make a huge bursar payment like I thought). I did some reading and a little schoolwork.
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Alicia B · 2d
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Manda P · 1d
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me M · 2d 5
I was busy with people all day and I did not have time to think and I thought about him. Then they needed help and I knew that if I was in contact with him he would help because he understands it
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me M · 2d
(low) and maybe it will pass
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me M · 2d
I must to stay strong. Because in a week or two I will not think about him and I will want my quietness from him. It will come like every month. And instead of turning to him to help these people I turn to God to help them best
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me M · 2d
I know I really want a healthy relationship, and that's what I miss.
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Well done, M! I get it. I think these thoughts will come less and less in time. That's what I've been dealing with, anyway. They become more rare.
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me M · 16h
Thank you nixiblu, and Alicia ! **
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me M · 16h
These people eventually got along, I realized that even if he had been help it would have ended the same for this time
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Penelope P · 2d 1
M made a joke about my situation and although he did not mean to upset me, it did. It's not just moving, it brings up a lot of painful memories for me and he will never understand. Nobody will.
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Jen B · 2d
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nixiblu . · 2d
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Quinny J · 2d
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Robert H · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
I don't know your feelings, but I get very triggered sometimes and then the painful memories just snowball, and I'm completely crushed. I imagine it's something on the same spectrum… Hang on in there. This too shall pass, right? Flashbacks suck ass.
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Jeff M · 2d
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Penelope P · 1d
Thanks all, and thanks Alicia, yes it sounds same as you experience.
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Albertine M · 3h
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nixiblu . · 2d 6
Always thought I was good at my job. But recently found huge gaps in my knowledge. Guess that's what being stuck at the same place a decade does. Complacency. Studying hard the last few evenings
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nixiblu . · 2d
I'm worried that my new employer will find me out to be a fraud.
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nixiblu . · 2d
However i know I'm great at the everyday stuff. Just not the new stuff or specialist stuff.
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Quinny J · 2d
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PuggyM R NEW · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Looks like you're already doing more than many people I've come across. Well done for noticing and even weller done for taking action! You should be proud of yourself.
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Jeff M · 2d
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Albertine M · 3h
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Feeling bored and restless, a little Anxious. I need to do something! Guess I'll do some house work
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Lydia R · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Manda P · 1d
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