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Randall S · 4h 4
Getting some food this morning
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Manda P · 8h
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V R · 5h
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Alicia B · 4h
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Shelley H · 4h 3
Feel as tho I'm getting on my daughter's nerves. Good night world.
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DesBear D · 7h
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Jeff M · 7h
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Lottie B NEW · 5h
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Natalie C · 4h
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Alicia B · 4h
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Penelope P · 4h 3
So I stay strong and make myself miserable or I give in and have a few laughs but still end up miserable and feel like I've wasted my time. Either way end up feeling like a loser.
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Lottie B NEW · 5h
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Jeff M · 5h
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V R · 5h
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Alicia B · 4h
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Alicia B · 4h
It really is a hard choice. They say a certain type of people are hard to let go of. I feel it almost every day tbh. Used to be every minute of every day. So progress can be made. I'm sure in time it'll hurt less and less.
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Alicia B · 4h
Sorry if I meddle too much. I just feel like I have lived the situation
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Alicia B · 4h
But maybe I'm completely wrong.
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Esther B · 2h
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Penelope P · 2h
Thanks all for the hugs.
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Penelope P · 2h
Thanks Alicia and no, I do appreciate your support so I do not see it as meddling at all. I have never been so obsessed about any guy as much as this one and now he's back in my life after 5 years.
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Penelope P · 2h
We have never had a romantic relationship but there is such a connection it is hard to resist the temptation to keep trying to make it something more. I'll maybe stop posting about it.
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Penelope P · 2h
I really overthink stuff and now he's just sent a photo it's brought all the feelings back. Like I knew it would if I saw him again. I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have made contact again. Sorry and thanks.
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Alicia B · 2h
Please, don't stop posting about it. It's good to talk about. And it's good for those of us who have been or are in a similar situation to read about it and maybe talk.
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John T · 4h 4
Taken tablets.
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V R · 5h
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Jeff M · 4h
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Natalie C · 4h
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Alicia B · 4h
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Margot L · 3h
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Silke V · 2h
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Manda P · 58m
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Alicia B · 4h 5
Today was lovely, really, I cooked, I was in a great mood, I made progress in African dance class, but now my blood pressure is through the roof. Might be Quetiapine. What if I have to give it up?
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Alicia B · 4h
I'm a little scared and am pouting because I'd just started a new life it seemed.
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Manda P · 1h
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Manda P · 58m
There are always more meds, Alicia. I know it really f*cking sucks, but you'll find one that works for you again. And then might have to do it again & again, etc. So it goes. πŸ˜•
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Jeff M · 17m
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Jeff M · 11h 6
Fun run with people last night in crazy humidity. Legs feel great, best they have in a while! Probably won't after this weekend's race, but I'm very thankful for that.
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Jeff M · 12h
Feel like I may have babbled too much last night. I do that when I'm around people and always feel stupid afterward. But it was nice to be able to talk over some beers...
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Jeff M · 12h
Also, glad my stomach is better today. Was really off all day yesterday...
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Anna D · 12h
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Anna D · 12h
Don't mind, they usually forget if you were a bit stupid :)
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Alicia B · 11h
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Manda P · 8h
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Manda P · 8h
Glad the legs are feeling better! You wouldn't believe what I had to do so I wouldn't have an upset stomach while we were out & about. And ALWAYS blame it on the beer! πŸ˜‰
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Reba H · 7h
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DesBear D · 7h
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Jeff M · 7h
Ah, beer...the simultaneous cause of and solution to all life's problems. :)
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Manda P · 6h
Cheers! 🍻
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John T · 5h
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Natalie C · 4h
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Esther B · 2h
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Silke V · 2h
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Shelley H · 11h 6
Good morning pandas.
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Alicia B · 11h
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DesBear D · 7h
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Randall S · 11h 2
77 in my room. Is 69 out and my windows have been open but it won't cool down inside. Trouble sleeping.
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Alicia B · 11h
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Occamy S · 11h 5
Sick on a 4h train ride and there's even a delay of 30min :( also I forgot to pack foundation to cover up my new scars so that my mom can't see them. She'll be so upset.
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Alicia B · 11h
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Beth M · 11h 6
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Alicia B · 11h
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David O · 11h 1
I am unhappy
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Alicia B · 11h
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Jeff M · 11h
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Ade W · 10h
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Oli J · 11h 3
PA at work
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Alicia B · 11h
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Janine S · 11h 4
Felt annoyed when I woke up this morning. I didn't sleep well last night.
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Alicia B · 11h
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Jeff M · 11h
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Carmen H · 10h
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Alicia B · 2d 5
Football, more bike fixing and a ride today. Exercise really helps. Feeling good about myself turned out to be a trap, though. It's made me look in the mirror more and hope to see hot. I'm not right
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Alicia B · 2d
now. I don't need to be, I've got all the love and attention I need anyway, because I don't know why, I just do. Boy, body dysmorphia is hard.
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Alicia B · 2d
I need to talk to Super*** again ( stupid name, but my bf who killed himself made it up, so I'm keeping it). This is exhausting, and so damn boring.
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Alicia B · 2d
Made it a 5 by mistake, I'm feeling pretty OK, actually.
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Manda P · 2d
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Margot L · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
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Tasha S · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Cindy M · 2d 7
Saw M Fri night/yesterday: he gave me a portrait of my cat which his mother had painted. It was amazing! But also, no one's ever done anything like that for me: made me something themselves. Weirdly
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Lydia R · 3d
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Cindy M · 3d
I'd just been thinking the other day that she will
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Cindy M · 3d
have another birthday next month, she's already in the 'elderly' category (though really well) and that I haven't many pictures of her. She is particularly special to me because I adopted her with my last partner, and she's been with me since I broke
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Cindy M · 3d
up with him, lived on my own, moved to Scotland, became clinically depressed and ended up losing my job, unemployed for a couple of years while getting well, and now about to finish my first year back at work. She has been here through everything,
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Cindy M · 3d
including the el cheapo cat food. I was quite tearful when M gave it to me and tried to explain to him why it meant so much to me. Getting a card for his mother today to try to tell her. People are really amazing sometimes!
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Love 1 · 2d
these beautiful connections are sacred, because they get us in touch w/the goodness in ourselves & in others. We ascend together.
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Penelope P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
That is so sweet, Cindy. Glad you've had such a great feline friend to be there for you through all of that & to have such lovely people in your life.
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Tuxi A · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Close to tears here. Wonderful story.
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Natalie C · 2d
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Reba H · 2d
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Margot L · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Natalie C · 1d
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Love 1 · 2d 6
Prepared delicious breakfast for fam. Love to cook. it's creative: taking ingredients to come up with something new. It's cultural. Exploring dishes from diff regions. It's communal. brings us 2gether
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Love 1 · 2d
its healthier & more economical than eating out long-term. Food can be medicinal. Better to be proactive & eat balanced, plant based meals than to pay for decades of toxic ingestion when we are too old & frail to assume the cost of our indulgences.
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Love 1 · 2d
It's engaging. I create order out of chaos. I'm usu managing 3 or 4 different processes at a time. Demands high executive functioning: organization, prioritizing, planning, etc
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Love 1 · 2d
All of which is to say, cooking can be enjoyable.
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Manda P · 2d
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Manda P · 2d
BF is an amazing cook & I'm so thankful for it. He was supposed to teach me how this summer but it hasn't happened yet. I don't have much confidence in myself! What is your favorite thing to make?
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Love 1 · 2d
Just decide what you want to eat and check online. You'll find many recipes.
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Alicia B · 2d
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Mr X · 2d 2
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Manda P · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Manda P · 2d 8
Such a big day yesterday. Beach again with Sis included (no problems there), dinner, walk along the MarshWalk, Sunset Cruise, hanging out on the pier, hair wrap, & night walk along the beach. Perfect!
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Natalie C · 2d
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Natalie C · 2d
Glad to hear you are having a lovely time! πŸ˜€
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Manda P · 2d
Thank you, Natalie. If my brothers & sister were here with us I feel like it'd be the best time of my life!
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
That sounds awesome. Happy for you
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Manda P · 2d
Thank you, Alicia. I had a feeling this would be exactly what I needed even though I fought it till the end. Fingers crossed I make it home & stay relatively sane!
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Margot L · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
Sounds like a perfect trip! I was running by the lake yesterday and caught the scent of suntan lotion and was brought back to happy times spent at the beach growing up. I miss the ocean so much...
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Manda P · 1d
Thanks, Jeff. We spent hours at the beach two days, did the night walk later, & a walk to say goodbye yesterday. We will miss it but my parents are going to keep checking on it to make sure it's still for us next summer!
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Manda P · 1d
Thanks for the hug, Margot. xx
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Penelope P · 2d 1
Wet eyes. β€œI can't make you love me” is probably not the best track to play when you've got pms and he's just texted more feeble excuses. Totally sick of this now.
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
Some people just can't love us. It's heartbreaking. Hope you feel better soon.
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John T · 2d 4
Tired! I put off my run due to no sleep and high temperatures. Will go tomorrow, fingers crossed for sleep tonight, I've done hardly anything these past two days. No fairytale for Croatia. Taken tabs.
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Lydia R · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
I was so upset about football I'm glad I went for that bike ride. Seems funny but I was. Hope you sleep like a baby tonight
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Manda P · 2d
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tEnT S · 2d
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