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Alicia B · 1d 6
The grieving process has taken me so deep into the past I've suddenly remembered the desire for cutting I used to have. God, how could anyone have ever thought I was OK? I was an abandoned child all
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Alicia B · 1d
right. Weird how I'd managed to forget so many things. Or suppressed them maybe. This is a very interesting journey.
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Michail S · 1d
You're still doing fine. At least it seems so.
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Michail S · 1d
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Austin B NEW · 1d
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Christel D · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
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Michelle W · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
You might have suppressed them, as they were too difficult to deal with. Please try to deal with it now, as they might come back to haunt you again at some point. Do you have help? All these feelings are part of the healing progress.
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Lieteke G · 24h
Be honest to people you can trust how you are really feeling. Sometimes others see you are not okay, but if you pretend you are, they might think you are. And remember, we are here for you
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Margot L · 23h
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Tasha S · 23h
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Love 1 · 10h
More dross coming to the surface as the mind and heart are purified. Past painwe buried because we were unable to deal with it returns to be embraced w/compassion & released
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Alicia B · 1d 6
Nice quiet day yesterday, except for realizing the amount of paperwork that needs to be done in order for me to stay in Germany. Painted ' Entitlement'
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John T · 2d
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Noel L · 2d
Yes visa and immigration paperwork can be really hard work Alicia
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Jeff M · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
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Lydia R · 2d
If you need help with the Beamtensprache I can offer you help, bit I guess you have enough people around you to ask. :)
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Cindy M · 2d
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Tasha S · 2d
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Alicia B · 1d
Lydia, I don't even know what that means! What does it mean? Thank you for your offer, you are very kind, and I really appreciate it. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜
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Kris B · 1d
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Lydia R · 24h
It's just a word for the unnecessarily difficult language used in official documents. 'Beamtendeutsch' = civil worker + German/language (or officialese, my dictionary says... is that a word?). :)
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Kris B · 1d 10
๐Ÿ˜„ I feel ecstatic!
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Lydia R · 2d
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Alicia B · 1d
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Max T · 1d 0
Why do I always feel so alone?
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Lydia R · 2d
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Odie W · 2d
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Nick N · 2d
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Alicia B · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
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Tomรกs H · 1d 5
My co-worker took me out to lunch today to listen to my woes. She listened to me talk about my addiction. I told her I need to abstain one day at a time. So far today, clean.
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Kara L · 2d
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Kara L · 2d
Take it one day at a time. Proud of you!
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Odie W · 2d
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Wendy J · 2d
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Alicia B · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
Doing great!
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John S · 1d 5
Logically I know I should already be asleep, but I got into writing something during my wind-down time and as usually got sucked into it #sleep #idiot
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Nick N · 1d
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Alicia B · 1d
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Alicia B · 1d
Creative stuff will do that to you ๐Ÿ˜Š don't blame yourself, we've all been a slave to the muse :)
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Christel D · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
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Caroline S · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
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Tasha S · 23h
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John S · 16h
Slaves of the muse unite, you have nothing to lose but your refrains...
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Kara L · 12h
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Zoe K · 1d 3
Feel ( I don't know) that I sprained my wrist. I slipped on ice and when I caught my self felt strong pain in my wrist. Hurts when I put pressure on it it hurts. At random moments hurts too.
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Nick N · 1d
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Alicia B · 1d
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Alicia B · 1d
Sounds like a small sprain that should heal on its own. Try not to worry too much but go see a doctor if it still hurts after a few days. Stay safe.
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Christel D · 1d
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Christel D · 1d
Hope it heals up fast!
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Odie W · 1d
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Michelle W · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
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Tasha S · 23h
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Zoe K · 20h
Thanks you guys it feels better today!
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Mckayla R NEW · 1d 5
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Alicia B · 1d
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Christel D · 1d
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Odie W · 1d
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Mckayla R NEW · 1d 5
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Alicia B · 1d
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Randall S · 1d 4
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Alicia B · 1d
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Tasha S · 23h
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Tomรกs H · 1d 8
I'm grooving at work again. My girlfriend, a literature undergraduate, suddenly wants to study art in Italy and she's inviting me to come along.
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Tomรกs H · 1d
My mood would be a 10 if I was shaved (haven't shave in five days) and showered (2 days).
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Alicia B · 1d
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Christel D · 1d
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Lieteke G · 24h
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Wilhelm G NEW · 2d 5
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Nick N · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Yondie Y · 2d 0
i don't want to talk to any because all im thinking right now is suicide,dead deaths ,die, etc...
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Alicia B · 2d
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John T · 2d
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Noel L · 2d
Do you have help and support you can talk to Yondie? Sounds like you are in a bad place.
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Yondie Y · 2d
No, I do not have help and support that i can talk to. Yes,I know it sound like a bad place
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Nick N · 2d
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Noel L · 2d
Would you consider ringing a Helpline that could listen to what you feel and perhaps they could sipport you?
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Nick N · 2d
Hi Yondie. I can only really echo what Noel said. If you feel you could call a helpline you may just find it helpful. I've felt like i wanted to cease to exist for years and years. I'm finally getting help and slowly it's making a difference.
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Yondie Y · 1d
Yeah, Noel that would do but I just want to keep things to myself personally.Hi Nick I don't feel like talking bout anyone bout this but to us pandas ,I-I-I just really don't feel like its good idea for me personally. And thanks for the hugs pandas.
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Alicia B · 21 Feb 9
Yesterday was so much fun I didn't update ๐Ÿ˜ discovered Elliot Roger (a mass murderer) and the fact he'd left behind a book about his life and a vlog. That's like a psychologist's wet dream. Got
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Alicia B · 21 Feb
Muse's Drones, a Yonex badminton racket and beautiful flowers for my B-Day. Painted, listened to music, talked to sis. This painting called 'Trauma Bond' got the perfect reaction. OMG WTF Jeezus! Something like that. ๐Ÿ˜
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John T · 21 Feb
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Lydia R · 21 Feb
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Lydia R · 21 Feb
Is your birthday today, was it yesterday? Aah, I want to congratulate you but not if it's not your b-day yet. ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
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Kiara M · 21 Feb
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John T · 21 Feb
Happy Birthday (again) for yesterday! Glad you had fun!
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Tasha S · 21 Feb
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Jeff M · 21 Feb
Happy birthday!
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Alicia B · 2d
Thank you, pandas!
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Alicia B · 21 Feb 10
Wow, my body sure likes being treated nice, I've played badminton for 2 hours and I was in the zone! Won both matches, it's like everything was just happening on its own. Feeling good now, but tired.
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Lydia R · 18 Feb
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Lieteke G · 18 Feb
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Lieteke G · 18 Feb
Sounds like a great day!
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Tasha S · 19 Feb
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Jeff M · 19 Feb
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Love 1 · 19 Feb
Fun. Did you rub it in as we had coached? hehe. Were you like: 'Boom! In your face! How ya like me now?' Slams racket on ground and does victory dance as opponents sulk away in defeat.
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Alicia B · 21 Feb
Nah :) I did admire myself for a bit there though ๐Ÿ˜
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Tasha S · 18 Feb 5
As ever, death entices me.
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Margot L · 17 Feb
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Jeff M · 17 Feb
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Esther B · 17 Feb
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ร‰va H · 17 Feb
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Metron A · 17 Feb
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Reba H · 18 Feb
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Lydia R · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
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Love 1 · 18 Feb
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Richard E · 18 Feb
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Alicia B · 18 Feb
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Kara L · 19 Feb
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Jeff M · 18 Feb 6
18 miles on icy trails in the cold with a few friends. Was so hard and tiring, One long hill kicked my butt! But so much fun. Brewery stop after helped. Now quiet evening and early to bed.
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Esther B · 17 Feb
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Esther B · 17 Feb
Sleep well dear friend ๐Ÿ˜™
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ร‰va H · 17 Feb
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Metron A · 17 Feb
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Reba H · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
Hope you're getting some rest! x
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Tasha S · 18 Feb
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Tuxi A · 18 Feb
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Caroline S · 18 Feb
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Alicia B · 18 Feb
Your day sounds great. I've done some sport, too, and had wine afterwards. Very nice.
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Kara L · 19 Feb
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ร‰va H · 18 Feb 6
My mood is really changable but mostly good. Had a lovely dinner with my family, had a coffee with a good friend and skyped with my date in the evening for an hour. I feel quiet good comapered to the
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Metron A · 17 Feb
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ร‰va H · 17 Feb
..last month. My psychiatrist prescribed me bigger dosage of my antidepressant. This and the fact that I met a cute girl seems to take an effect on my mental health.
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Lydia R · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
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Cindy M · 18 Feb
That sounds so good! happy to see some green x
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Tasha S · 18 Feb
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Alicia B · 18 Feb
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Kara L · 19 Feb
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Kara L · 19 Feb
Yay. Happy for you! Xx
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Michail S · 18 Feb 5
Steaks and alcohol lift me up a bit. Still miss tindering though. #foreversingle
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Zoe P · 18 Feb
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Zoe P · 18 Feb
Trust me, I know how lonely the single life feels. Eventually you WILL find someone!
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Metron A · 18 Feb
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Michail S · 18 Feb
Even if I will find, I will inevitably lose it, without having a single idea why it will have happened. I've seen it all before.
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Alicia B · 18 Feb
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Randall S · 18 Feb 4
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Metron A · 18 Feb
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