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Aspie T · 42m 6
Off work ill today so didn't see my crush. Text her last night - ignored again but she emailed my work (I can access from home) address to ask to go for a walk at lunch. I'm so confused!!
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nixiblu . · 2h
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Lydia R · 42m
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Zoe D · 43m 4
won't be able to see my girlfriend for our 1 year anniversary and it's just quite sad
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John T · 1h
It's traditional to give something made from paper as a one year anniversary, so maybe spend the time you would've had together writing, drawing or crafting something for her. It'd be personal and just lovely!
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John T · 1h
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 48m
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Lydia R · 43m
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Lydia R · 42m
That's a really lovely idea, John!
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John T · 38m
:-)
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Jeff M · 24m
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John T · 44m 6
Today has been very quiet and my brain is slowly getting back to functioning better. I'll try to do more during the next few days and see how it goes. Taken tablets.
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Zoe D · 1h
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Lydia R · 44m
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Lydia R · 43m
Glad to see more green! :)
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Toine S NEW · 35m
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Ali H · 2h 8
Home from work turned 50 today everyone keeps telling me it's downhill from here all the aches and pains start
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John T · 2h
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Aspie T · 2h
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John T · 2h
Happy birthday I've got 19 years to go! (although apparently my aches and pains started 5 years ago - maybe they're just a taste of what I'm in for!)
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nixiblu . · 2h
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nixiblu . · 2h
Happy birthday
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Lydia R · 2h
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Lydia R · 2h
Happy birthday! 50 is the new 40 or something like that, so enjoy your time. :)
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Natalie C · 2h
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Natalie C · 2h
Happy 50th birthday 😀 have a good evening and weekend celebrating!
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Ali H · 55m
Thanks everyone I shall
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Jeff M · 24m
Happy birthday! You're only as old as however many candles can fit on your cake! (So get a small cake!)
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Ali H · 6m
Ha ha my wife gave me a cake with 8 candles if only
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Lydia R · 3h 4
Tired, tired, tired. Don't want to get up, but also can't fall asleep again. Bit worried and uneasy. Thinking about skipping lecture again. Blah. Not a morning person.
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Liz K · 13 Nov
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paul M · 13 Nov
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Lex M · 13 Nov
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DesBear D · 13 Nov
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Lydia R · 3h
Thanks Pandas!
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Lydia R · 3h 6
Another okay day. Alternating between 4 and 6. From feeling good and energised to being worried and restless; constantly changing or all at the same time. Long day and pretty tired.
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Lex M · 3d
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Anna T · 3d
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Éva H · 3d
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Rosie L · 3d
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Rosie L · 3d
I hear you!
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DesBear D · 3d
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Jeff M · 3d
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John T · 3d
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Lydia R · 3h
Thanks for the hugs!
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Lydia R · 3h 5
Work and yoga improved mood, but I've been tired all bloody day and feel like falling asleep any moment. Fatigue intensifies worrying and moodiness. Don't wanna do, say or think anything.
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Charlie Q NEW · 2d
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Jeff M · 2d
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Aspie T · 2d
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John T · 2d
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John T · 2d
No more caffeine today and an early night. Hope you get a good sleep and feel refreshed for tomorrow. Just give yourself the best chance, everyday, one day at a time.
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Emma Luna L · 1d
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DesBear D · 24h
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Prapion G · 13h
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Lydia R · 3h
John, the only caffeine I consume is my tea in the morning. Maybe that's the reason I'm so tired, not enough caffeine. ;) Yoga was extremly exhausting this week, but it's good to exercise again. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas!
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Lydia R · 3h 5
Slow start into the day and I'm still a bit tired, but feeling a bit better after therapy. Uni today, then hopefully not feeling as dejected as in then last few days.
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John T · 1d
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John T · 1d
Keep at it. Uni will make you resilient and strong, because it is non-stop.
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Margot L · 1d
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paul M · 1d
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DesBear D · 24h
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Lydia R · 3h
Thanks John, I dearly hate this place, but I've become a bit better at going there regularly. :) Thanks for the hugs!
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Lydia R · 3h 5
Do you ever ever ever feel refreshed after waking up? Still think that's only a myth. Kinda (bearably) restless, been all week. How I'm looking forward to the weekend only to wake up at 6.30am again.
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Toine S NEW · 13h
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Toine S NEW · 13h
Have you tried not using your phone/pc/... a couple of hours before you sleep? Def improved my sleep!
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Mark W · 12h
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Kristin L · 12h
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Kristin L · 12h
Never
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Tasha S · 9h
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John T · 8h
Toine's suggestion is good. Also if your phone has night mode, set it to turn on at 6pm.
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John T · 8h
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paul M · 6h
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paul M · 6h
Empty stomach helps me.
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Lydia R · 3h
Thanks for the hugs and comments, Pandas! Toine, I have tried it and it does work, I'm just rubbish at sticking to things that help me. PC/phone/tv all distract me from my thoughts and what should I do when they're turned off? Just imagining this
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Lydia R · 3h
gives me a chill. Being alone with my head&thoughts, the horror. But yes, some things certainly have to change. :/ John, a few weeks ago I got my mum's old phone & it has a night mode, looking forward to using it! Just set it up last week, Im slow.
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Lydia R · 3h
Paul, an empty stomach helps you to fall asleep or to wake up feeling refreshed? Sometimes going hungry to bed actually helped me, too, but lately I can't fall asleep on an empty stomach. Drives me crazy.
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Toine S NEW · 2h
Hey Lydia. I know why the thought of 'being alone with your own thoughts' can sound horrible. But we can't forever distract our brain with stuff. (I mean, we can, but it stresses us out, too!) What I do, is whenever I know I'll be alone, I have a...
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Toine S NEW · 2h
certain list of topics to dwell on ready. (what's going on with person x, my family, that one cool linkin park song, i want a new beanie, specifically a bordeaux one, a catchy tune to whistle to) or I just go wild with fantasy...It took me
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Toine S NEW · 2h
some practice to enjoy being alone again but I think it's really important. Sorry for spamming, have a nice day Lydia. :)
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John T · 2h
I agree entirely with what Toine is saying (apart from maybe Linkin Park having a cool song), I'm 31 now but I'm a lot better at being on my own than I was 5 or 10 years ago, and hobbies develop over time, they fill that time.
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John T · 2h
(that's meant as a tongue in cheek joke - I actively hate on Linkin Park {much} :-P )
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John T · 2h
Oops
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John T · 2h
I meant don't
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John T · 2h
Oh no. That's gone so ridiculously wrong! It's ok to be a Linkin Park fan people... Just putting that out there (!)
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Toine S NEW · 2h
Man, I really hope that, in the eeeeeeeeeeeeeend, you change your mind ;D
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John T · 2h
Haha, I'm trying to do cooking at the same time as remedy this 'catastrophy'! Nearly burnt my oven gloves! (-:
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Toine S NEW · 2h
What's on the menu today?
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John T · 2h
Oven chips with spilt salt, peas, sweetcorn and cheese. Very carby but I had my protein for the day earlier. :-D
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John T · 2h
All the salt is making me go Craaaaaaawling back to the kitchen for water. (Awful song! :-P Worse joke!)
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Toine S NEW · 55m
Sounds delicious! Making a really simple carbonara for myself (life as a lazy college student..) I hate that particular song too though haha!
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John T · 34m
'Nu Mental' was all around my teenage years. I was more into ska/punk bands at the time. Now I like any music with individuality, charm, has genuine stories and themes close to my heart. I like a lot of alternative Icelandic music and...
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John T · 33m
...music that's recorded in people's bedrooms. Stuff that is down to earth, honest, and real. I also like stuff that sounds like it's from another planet, exciting melodies and weird people. Stuff like that.
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Toine S NEW · 3h 4
Tired of working on this essay
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Lydia R · 3h
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Maria K · 3h
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Aspie T · 2h
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Silke V · 3h 7
Think I'll enjoy the weekend in the Netherlands!
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Lydia R · 3h
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Toine S NEW · 3h
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Maria K · 3h
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Maria K · 3h
Sounds great. Wish I lived in Europe.
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Jeff M · 2h
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Jeff M · 2h
Sounds lovely! Hope you have a great weekend, silke!
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Lex M · 4h 7
Took a singing lesson. My singing voice is really high.
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Lydia R · 4h
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Jeff M · 4h 5
Another crazy run tomorrow. Do as many loops/miles as you want in 8 hours and then socialize with other crazy runners. Wanted to do at leas 50k, but supposed to be cold, rainy and windy all day! :(
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Valeria P · 5h
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Shelley H · 4h 5
Panic attack
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Lydia R · 4h
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Jeff M · 4h
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Jeff M · 4h
It's a shame those things are so scary. I wonder if we called them 'anxiety hugs', would they be more manageable to get through? Hope you're doing ok, Shelley!
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Silke V · 3h
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Aspie T · 2h
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Aspie T · 2h
I love the idea of “anxiety hugs”, Jeff 😂
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Natalie C · 2h
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Lydia R · 5h 6
Work was good today, even though I haven't really worked at all. Maybe because of the. Just a lot of talking, eating and laughing. Had an uneventful, but good time. This morning I thought how I'm
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Lydia R · 5h
gradually beginning to feel more like myself again (and after this slow start today I had a lot of energy). There's still a long way to go though. Just listened to an audio message from Wednesday and instantly felt my inner walls and jealousy come up
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Lydia R · 5h
I hate how certain things make me feel, but it's not as intense as last week and I need to find a way to deal with this without pushing people away. I can be so selfish and don't like this part of myself at all. But work was good so a 6 it is.
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John T · 5h
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Lydia R · 3h
Thanks John and Jeff! I knew why I've delayed listening to the audio message for so long, felt like *** for some time afterwards. Lately, these bloody things never fail to throw me off balance and I've developed a great dislike for them because I
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Lydia R · 3h
know what they cause in me. But how am I supposed to make this work when I seem to have turned my friend into a trigger of sorts? Brain, don't be so damn complicated. Sorry, babbling. Needed some kind of outlet.
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Natalie C · 2h
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Metron A · 13h 7
One more day of work, but I'm going to bed way too late.
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Lydia R · 13h
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Kristin L · 13h 4
Overslept again. I am so tired. Must get daughter to school. But cant move my body. Please god, let me sleep.
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Lydia R · 13h
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Kristin L · 12h
We made it in time at least. Now at work.
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Éva H · 13h 1
I should have listened to you. I shouln'd drink tonight. I feel terrible and I have nausea.
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Tim G · 13h 6
Feeling a little bit more inspired today.
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Lydia R · 13h
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Crystal C · 13h 6
Today went ok I think as the doctor kind of took notice and I got a good couple pictures of my daughter today 😁
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Lydia R · 13h
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