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Max T · 06 Mar 5
The past 7 days I've had a small bit of weed in the afternoon. It's fixed my sleep. I wake up less tired, my anxiety has improved, and I can cope better with whatever I do during the day.
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Max T · 06 Mar
I need to talk to the doctor about getting it prescribed. It's the only thing that allows me to function close to normal. Just a bit tricky because I live in the UK where it's still illegal.
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Max T · 06 Mar
But honestly, I haven't felt this rested in over a year.
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Robert H · 06 Mar
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John T · 06 Mar
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Max T · 10 Feb 1
An actor in my film just informed me they don't want to be in it any more. We've already shot all their scenes so now we have to find a new actor for reshoots. Livid.
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Max T · 10 Feb
They also didn't give me a reason as to why, and got their sister to tell me, rather than having the respect to tell me personally. Could really not do with this extra stress.
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Alicia B · 10 Feb
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Alicia B · 10 Feb
Wow, that's terrible…
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Josie B · 10 Feb
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Tim S · 10 Feb
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John T · 11 Feb
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Max T · 06 Feb 0
Really not feeling good. Sleep is so terrible I had to cancel a doctor's appointment tomorrow because I know I won't be up in time.
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Max T · 06 Feb
I'm beyond sick of not being able to sleep. By now I should have just accepted it, but it prevents me from doing everything I want to do. Every aspect of my life suffers because I can't sleep properly.
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Max T · 06 Feb
Last night was so bad I started having ***al thoughts in the shower this morning. Been maybe two or three months since I've had them.
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
Have you talked to a physician about sleeping issues? Could be a medical issue or side effect of medication? I know how much sleep impacts everything else in life and how even one bad night could make things worse. :(
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Max T · 06 Feb
Not on any medication. My problems with sleep come from not being able to get to sleep for hours, then not feeling like I've slept at all when I wake up. My dreams exhaust me.
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me M · 06 Feb
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
Perhaps there's a sleeping disorder that keeps you from getting to useful sleep? Psychologically, there are ways to help slow down your mind (though I know that's very hard). Sleep is so important!
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Penelope P · 06 Feb
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Albertine M · 06 Feb
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Max T · 28 Jan 1
Did a workout today. That was good. Started feeling panicky about an hour or two ago. Isn't going away. Trying to watch a film to take my mind of things but it's not really working.
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John T · 28 Jan
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Lydia R · 28 Jan
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Max T · 28 Jan
Well the film I watched was overwhelming cliché and uninspired. Annoyed I've wasted my time
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Albertine M · 28 Jan
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Max T · 20 Jan 2
Lack of sleep has lead to my muscles not repairing properly after climbing on Thursday. Just tried to do a workout at home and had to stop halfway through because my arms are killing me.
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Max T · 20 Jan
Here's hoping I haven't properly injured myself.
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Lydia R · 20 Jan
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Anna F · 20 Jan
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John T · 20 Jan
Thinking the same thing but my hip, Max.
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John T · 20 Jan
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Max T · 18 Jan 1
Had a good climb yesterday. Though didn't sleep well, had to have two coffees to get through the day so naturally now I'm having panic attacks because that's what happens when I have too much caffeine
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Max T · 18 Jan
Was stupid to have even one coffee when I was never gonna burn off all the energy. I'm a ***ing idiot.
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Penelope P · 18 Jan
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Robert H · 19 Jan
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Tim S · 19 Jan
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Albertine M · 19 Jan
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John T · 19 Jan
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Max T · 17 Jan 3
I hate it when I have a dream that's better than real life. I never want to leave and end up sleeping for as long as possible.
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Meri C · 17 Jan
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Meri C · 17 Jan
As a maladaptive daydreamer I feel you. Have you tried learning lucid dreaming?
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Ann J · 17 Jan
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Max T · 17 Jan
I can lucid dream but I tend not to. My dreams are exhausting, when I go to bed, it just feels like I'm waking up somewhere else rather than getting any sleep. And lucid dreaming only makes them more exhausting. Also sometimes I get stuck in them.
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Spacekitten V · 17 Jan
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Meri C · 17 Jan
Ouch yeah I've had that happen. Everyone in while you can control and comfort, which is really nice. I only try it when I've had a bunch of natural relaxing dreams in a row
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Albertine M · 17 Jan
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Max T · 13 Jan 3
Dreams are always exhausting. Feeling lazy and not up for doing anything productive.
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Rob W · 12 Jan
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Alicia B · 12 Jan
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Alicia B · 12 Jan
Do you get nightmares?
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Jenny D · 12 Jan
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Max T · 13 Jan
Yes, very frequently. But whether it's a dream or a nightmare it's always exhausting.
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Max T · 07 Jan 8
Randomly started writing music again. After about three years. Out of nowhere. Then talking to some new friends I met over Overwatch, talking about how I met Hayao Miyazaki and played his piano. Happy
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Max T · 07 Jan
Really nice to be able to open up and share to such accepting people.
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Meri C · 07 Jan
Damn, it's rare to hear two amazing good things like that in one post. Meeting Miyazaki is one hell of a life experience. and having having your skills flow after a long time away is one of the best feelings out there, along with good new company 👍✨
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Tim S · 07 Jan
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Max T · 07 Jan 0
Waited half an hour in the rain for a rail replacement bus service that never came. Was really looking forward to today. Now I'm likely gonna stew in a miserable mood until bed time.
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Albertine M · 06 Jan
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Kym S · 06 Jan
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Kym S · 06 Jan
Maybe invite a friend over to hang out?
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Max T · 07 Jan
My friends live very far away. Closest one is 50 minutes away by car, so it's difficult for them to come and see me.
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Paul W · 06 Jan 4
trying to quit smoking weed and the night sweating is already pretty fucking old. miserable waking up with a soaking wet shirt/blankets in the middle of fucking winter
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tEnT S · 06 Jan
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Max T · 06 Jan
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Max T · 06 Jan
I went through the same thing when I gave up last year. I started keeping fresh sheets by the bed for when it was really bad. It's tough, but you can get through it, dude.
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John T · 06 Jan 3
(Backdated) Just feeling shit. Took tablets.
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tEnT S · 06 Jan
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Nobody C · 06 Jan 0
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tEnT S · 06 Jan
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Rob W · 12 Jan
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Tanda P NEW · 06 Jan 3
I'm so broken inside. The worse my anxiety gets the louder the voices are and the clearer they become. Yesterday was the worst. Can't confide in my wife because it scares her.
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tEnT S · 06 Jan
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tEnT S · 06 Jan 4
Frustrated with homework. Can't seem to keep track of all the assignments that school keeps throwing at me.
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Malia R · 06 Jan 3
Wish my boyfriend was awake to talk. Thinking about death and feeling extreme anxiety. So scary to know this will all be gone one day. An illusion
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Melody L · 06 Jan
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Pepper M · 29 Dec 2
Went in the pool again because overheated, had a terrible seizure in the pool while changing my sunnies over to goggles. Lots of vomiting and unconsciousness, went to hospital
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Chaleris V NEW · 29 Dec
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Tristan G · 29 Dec 4
Slight grump on this morning
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