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Alicia B · 5h 6
Yesterday was good. Had a run at sunset, felt a little cold towards the end, need a different jacket. Doing pretty good these last days with just the fast Seroquel I take before bed. Still working on
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Alicia B · 6h
Intuitive eating. I think I've made some progress, as in I can stop eating earlier and without distress. Still a fatso though. Gotta give it time, I suppose.
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Robert H · 6h
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Robert H · 6h
I don't think you're a fatso, you're just trying to get on track with intuitive eating which isn't a bad thing. It'll take time and some effort but I think you'll get the results you want.
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Cindy M · 6h
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Emma Luna L · 5h
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John T · 5h
Yeah from the pictures you've shown me of yourself there are no signs of much body fat. You are already very healthy and you already look great. I will repeat this as many times as you need to hear it because it's true.
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John T · 5h
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John T · 3d 4
Tuesday was a long day, despite having cancelled counselling appointment, I can imagine he's had a breakdown because he's off work ill until well into December. Taken tablets.
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John T · 3d
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Cindy M · 3d
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Alicia B · 2d
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Alicia B · 2d
That must be hard for the patients, too :( Hope he gets back in the saddle soon and in good shape.
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John T · 3d 5
Sunday was a better day but still not great. Taken tablets.
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John T · 3d
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Cindy M · 3d
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Margot L · 3d 5
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Jen B · 11 Nov
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Cindy M · 11 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Alicia B · 3d 5
I've missed quite a bit of German with all the travels and subsequent depression, but guess who's been answering all questions like the teacher's pet today? I like my brain. It's not exceptional but
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Alicia B · 12 Nov
it sure makes my life easier. Self-harm becoming more of a fascination, though. I wonder why. Trying to get an appointment with a therapist. I need to talk about stuff.
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Cindy M · 12 Nov
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Tristan G · 12 Nov
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Keeping Track A · 12 Nov
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Jenny D · 12 Nov
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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DesBear D · 3d 5
rainy day
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Natalie C · 12 Nov
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Cindy M · 12 Nov
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Janine S · 3d 5
Feeling anxious about some things
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Tristan G · 12 Nov
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Jenny D · 12 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Asper K · 3d 5
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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tEnT S · 3d 7
Had fun doing homework and playing Donkey Kong
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Amelia P · 13 Nov
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Jenny D · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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John T · 3d
Funky
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nixiblu . · 3d 4
Feel rough. Headache/nausea. Bleugh
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 13 Nov
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Leona S NEW · 13 Nov
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Silke V · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Occamy S · 3d 5
Don't like when ppl get overly pushy too fast. Like... give me some space pls jeez. Barely know the guy and he already calls me baby girl and texts me non stop starting at 8am. I rly don't like that.
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Crystal D NEW · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Silke V · 3d 4
Emotional because I'm anxious and stressed because of a required solicitation. They want me to come for a job interview but I don't want that job. It's 24 hours in 6 days. Evenings and weekends.
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Silke V · 13 Nov
Feel so emotional and anxious when I think of it. I hope my boyfriend can tell me what to do when he comes home from work.
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Linda H · 13 Nov
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Ruta B · 13 Nov
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Manda P · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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A.J L · 3d 2
Went downhill again.
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Linda H · 13 Nov
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Anna D · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Natalie C · 3d 3
When you get a call from your best friend crying, telling you her bank card has been cloned & they stole a lot from her. Same thing happened to my mum last week. ☹
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Natalie C · 13 Nov
Meeting her before work in the morning, feel helpless as can only lend money whilst new card arrives. Concerned for her & her young son.
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Manda P · 13 Nov
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Manda P · 13 Nov
Oh, no. That's terrible! You are a good friend to be there for her. Hope things get sorted soon!
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Pamela H · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Natalie C · 3d
Saw best friend today, gave her money so I know she is ok for a few days until her new bank card arrives 😊.
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Manda P · 3d 4
Slept all morning. No motivation. Unloaded dishwasher & lots of laundry. Had to call pharmacy again to make sure I get my med. They are supposed to be delivering it to the correct store. Fingers...
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Manda P · 13 Nov
...crossed. Thanksgiving coming up. BF's aunt texted to remind us. Dread. Will prob see BF's uncle who shot himself in the head & lived. Nervous.
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Bipolar Bear . · 13 Nov
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Pamela H · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
Hope you got your meds
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
Oh, wow, he must be an interesting man, that one. The story he's probably got to tell about that shooting! But probably won't. Ahh, I wish I could interrogate him gently. Sorry, I'm too excited, aren't I? I don hope you have a good time and maybe
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
learn something fantastic from that guy.
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Margot L · 13 Nov
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Mandy O · 14 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Manda P · 3d
Thanks, Cindy & Alicia. I wasn't able to get my meds till today again. Had to calmly freak out over the phone with them to get it sorted. I would love to talk to the Uncle. Won't though. Too much. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š
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Natalie C · 3d 6
On a positive note, started new meds tonight! Hopefully they work with limited side effects.🀞 Hospital tomorrow.. been very sociable the last few days, friends Monday & dinner with Brother tonight😬
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Robert H · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
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Cindy M · 13 Nov
Fingers crossed for you xx
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Margot L · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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Natalie C · 3d
Thank you all xx
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Alicia B · 3d 6
Ran for 30 min straight, then 30 more after a little break (had to go to a pharmacy). Progress is fast in the beginning. Last week I couldn't even keep running for 15 minutes. It's not a sport where I
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
shine, I know :) But that's fine, I just need to move more on the reg so I feel better both psychologically and physically. What else? Inga's bought a car today. It's a Renault Twingo, the newer version. I know, living in Germany and buying a French
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
car, WTF? I dunno, it just happened. It's cute, it's relatively new, it doesn't scream in the 1st gear. 1.2 liter engine. So there we are, two happy chicks in a Twingo. It was my ex's first car, the older version. I tried driving it back then, it
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
kept stalling on me. He was such a dick about it. I don't say this to just badmouth him, it's because I need to remember he's a dick so I don't miss him when depressed. Gosh, I'm tired of myself.
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
It's been a good day. Everything was great about it, including the picture I'd cut on my thigh recently. I like it a lot. I was being artistic about it. I know it's messed up, but this is where I am at the moment. I get the addiction to cutting now.
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
What else? I'm a mess. And also I'm doing good in many ways. I'm studying, looking for a job, feeling positive and strong, and hopeful, and ready to do things that are hard, and trying to be healthy, and trying to be emotionally avalable.
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
I'm Bipolar, that's what I am. Both ends of the spectrum, often at the same time. I've got a love-hate relationship with myself. Good thing I'm nicer to others now, eh? Whining done now, thank you for reading, friends. Love you, MP. I can't talk to
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
anyone this way.
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
Way to go on the run! That's great strides! :) Also, happy to see you happy and feeling positive about things! You're a strong panda for sure!
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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John T · 3d
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John T · 3d
How quickly you've got good at running is actually a bit infuriating! 😁
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Cindy M · 3d
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Alicia B · 2d
Nah, I am the slowest runner on Earth :) You've got nothing to worry about.
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Penelope P · 3d 3
And someone said to me today β€œI would feel used if I were you”. Yes. To all the people who kept telling me to give him time, this is what you're now starting to think. Arrrrgggghhhhh!!!
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
Used. Such a stupid concept. It all depends on the point of view, doesn't it? Anyone can be sse as used by their partner. For money, for support, for love, for sex, for self-confidence, for companionship, for not being alone when old, for not being
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
cold at night, for getting you medicine when you're ill, for telling you you look amazing when you've gained weight, for holding your hand before a surgery, for telling you a bad joke at a bad time, for whatever, for being human and being there.
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
Used. I don't like the concept.
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Alicia B · 13 Nov
I mean, what use are we to each other, if we are of no use?
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
I love Alicia's perspective. Some people use people badly, and some people let themselves be used badly. But also, there's people using each other in the way Alicia says...
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me M · 3d
It can be mutual, think you're also taking advantage of him he makes you feel good, you laugh, you go out and you enjoy it, You can always look for someone more suitable and in the meantime he's there, as long as you're honest with each other it's ok
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me M · 3d
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John T · 3d
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John T · 3d
Alicia is very very intelligent, so yes, listen to her!
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Cindy M · 3d
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Margot L · 3d 5
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John T · 3d
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Cindy M · 3d
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Janine S · 3d 5
Been feeling tired and sick most of the day. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow and I don't really trust the person my appointment is with.
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
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Jeff M · 13 Nov
I've been feeling kind of tired and sick all day too. Must be fighting something. Hope you feel better and the appt. goes ok!
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Janine S · 3d
Thanks 😊 I hope you feel better too
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John T · 3d
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