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George S · 11h 5
I really am not into this mono tone feeling. These pills are keeping me on a level, but I feel like just stopping them. Sex drive has nearly gone, no real emotions and feel indifferent 😐
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Lydia R · 11h 6
Work was good today, even though I haven't really worked at all. Maybe because of the. Just a lot of talking, eating and laughing. Had an uneventful, but good time. This morning I thought how I'm
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Lydia R · 2d
gradually beginning to feel more like myself again (and after this slow start today I had a lot of energy). There's still a long way to go though. Just listened to an audio message from Wednesday and instantly felt my inner walls and jealousy come up
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Lydia R · 2d
I hate how certain things make me feel, but it's not as intense as last week and I need to find a way to deal with this without pushing people away. I can be so selfish and don't like this part of myself at all. But work was good so a 6 it is.
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John T · 2d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
Thanks John and Jeff! I knew why I've delayed listening to the audio message for so long, felt like *** for some time afterwards. Lately, these bloody things never fail to throw me off balance and I've developed a great dislike for them because I
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Lydia R · 1d
know what they cause in me. But how am I supposed to make this work when I seem to have turned my friend into a trigger of sorts? Brain, don't be so damn complicated. Sorry, babbling. Needed some kind of outlet.
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Natalie C · 1d
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Lydia R · 20h
Thanks Natalie and Kristin!
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Branegan B · 11h 6
Everything's nice, but boring
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Shelley H · 11h 5
Panic attack
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Lydia R · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
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Jeff M · 1d
It's a shame those things are so scary. I wonder if we called them 'anxiety hugs', would they be more manageable to get through? Hope you're doing ok, Shelley!
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Silke V · 1d
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Aspie T · 1d
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Aspie T · 1d
I love the idea of “anxiety hugs”, Jeff 😂
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Natalie C · 1d
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Edward C · 11h 7
Nice and informative day on the ranch. : ))
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Maria K · 1d
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Aspie T · 11h 6
Off work ill today so didn't see my crush. Text her last night - ignored again but she emailed my work (I can access from home) address to ask to go for a walk at lunch. I'm so confused!!
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nixiblu . · 1d
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Lydia R · 1d
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Trevor B · 21h
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Lydia R · 11h 5
Good mood is over. Tired, resigned, tired, disappointed about having been stood-up by a friend, tired, unmotivated, and have I mentioned tired? Ready for bed at 8 pm. What a life. Goodnight Pandas!
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Rosie L · 1d
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Rosie L · 1d
Go and get yourself a well deserved rest my love xx
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Jeff M · 1d
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John T · 1d
Goodnight, sleep well
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John T · 1d
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Silke V · 1d
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Natalie C · 1d
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Lydia R · 20h
Thanks Pandas! I hope all of you had a restful night, too! :)
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Liz K · 11h 4
Home alone, strained muscle and had to cancel my races tomorrow. Eurgh.
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Éva H · 11h 5
My stomach was upset through the day. I had to do my retuching job though. Today I talked with the girl aboht our future and family plans. I'm so glad that I met her. She made me rethink my goals. ...
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Éva H · 1d
...It's a huge things, I'm so out of imagination and dreams. I never wanted to marry, especially not to have children. But it seems to change. Life with a wife instead of a husband puts things in a different perspective.
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Chatlotte L · 1d
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Lydia R · 22h
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George S · 12h
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Love 1 · 11h 5
Flat, but ok with that.
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Lydia R · 22h
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Tasha S · 18h
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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Shelley H · 11h 7
Good night pandas of the world 🌙 🐼 🌎
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Lydia R · 22h
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Richard E · 11h
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Tim H · 11h 0
The only way I am losing these kids, which is not going to happen, is someone is going to have to kill me. And they can't. I AM ETERNAL! If they pass before me, then I will follow them.
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Tim H · 23h
This redefines depression in so many ways, mentally and physically. I am between anxious, sick, depressed (naturally), terrified, on the verge of tears, confused, blanking, tired, exhausted, shaking.
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Trevor B · 20h
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Trevor B · 20h
I've been there your nite Adkins
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Trevor B · 20h
Sorry about first post. I've been there your not alone. It's going to get better.
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Emma Luna L · 11h
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D M · 12h 3
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Lex M · 20h
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Shelley H · 12h 4
Just yelled out loud while sleeping waking myself up
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Lydia R · 20h
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John T · 17h
I did that once. I actually made the loudest noise I've probably ever made. It was quite embarrassing.
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John T · 17h
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Lydia R · 12h 4
Awake since 6 am. Finally got up 2 hours later, and felt pretty okay until I remembered yesterday's incident and that I'd planned to write some of my problems down today. Just thinking about it makes
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Lydia R · 20h
me want to run away screaming. I'm sure my mind would benefit from bringing some order into this chaos, but I'm scared of what it'll do to me. Why are my emotions always so intense? Don't know if that's a good thing or not. In the end, it's a
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Lydia R · 20h
classical 'I like you more than you like me'-situation, and normally I'd be okay with this and could handle it a lot better than I do at the moment. My selfish side is rearing its big ugly head and my only solution is to withdraw. Not good.
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Toine S NEW · 20h
Intense emotions aren't necessarily bad right? But it makes them tough to deal with, which is why you are twice as strong as the next person if you get through this, and you will. I promise it :)
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Lydia R · 19h
Thanks Toine! I'll take you up on this. It is tough, especially when you're someone as emotionally constipated as I am. Which probably shouldn't go together. I feel very intensely but am loath to show anything on the outside. Cue emotional breakdown.
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Tasha S · 18h
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Anna M NEW · 18h
It's could that you can share with us. I hope that helps. It is completely understandable that your upset about this. I have been in this situation and it is painful. The pain passes. Something new will happen. Good things will happen.
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Margot L · 16h
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Lydia R · 11h
Thanks Anna! I do hope it'll pass soon, and that maybe the meds can help me with calming down, because at the moment I feel like going crazy and don't really know what to do. Thanks for the hugs Pandas!
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Rosie L · 12h 3
It's been 11 months since the love of my life literally ran away to sea. Spending this morning heartbroken, thinking of all the wonderful Saturday mornings we used to have.
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Jennifer C · 18h
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Maria M NEW · 11h
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Maria M NEW · 11h
Maybe u could make a memory journal and use the law of attraction to attract more happy memories in the future
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Rosie L · 9h
Thanks Maria, I've been on my bullet journal this afternoon xx
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Julia L · 12h 5
Big day. Finally going to collect things from my ex, hope we won't quarrel. After that hope to visit a big boardgames festival.
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John S · 17h
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Edward C · 12h 5
Not happy about working on an assignment due tomorrow, that's going to take most of my time today... But it's balanced out by seeing an old friend later that I haven't seen in nearly 2 years.
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JET ° · 16h
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Rosie L · 15h
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Rosie L · 15h
Well done Edward, such perseverance - I wish you the best of luck and an excellent time with your friend x
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Emma Luna L · 12h
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Love 1 · 12h 8
Before going to sleep, I decide on an intention, a problem to work on, a goal. During sleep, creative mind begins its work @ deeper, subconscious levels of mind.
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JET ° · 16h
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Lydia R · 12h 5
Ran some errands, feeling neutral but restless. Should have gone out earlier, the (still moderate) masses of people and all the new articles in one of my fav shops overwhelmed me. Back home all I can
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Lydia R · 16h
see are the tons of little things I have to do. How are you supposed to concentrate on the important things when there's a multitude of unimportant things crushing you? I know I'm procrastinating a certain thing, but I guess today I'll focus on the
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Lydia R · 16h
household chores so that I feel less stressed for tomorrow. Excuses, excuses, but whatever.
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Rosie L · 15h
Lydia bear 💙 don't be too hard on yourself. We all procrastinate. I'm certainly putting off all the little important things I need to do too. It can wait xx
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Toine S NEW · 15h
household chores are the worst, and they only get worse if you let them stack up. I speak for myself anyway haha... auuugh
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Emma Luna L · 12h
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John T · 11h
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Lydia R · 11h
Thanks Rosie! I'm sure it can wait, but it still stresses me out. Toine, they are. I try to stick to a weekly cleaning routine, but yeah. it's more like a semi-regular routine. I do feel better when everything's clean and tidy, but oh the motivation!
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Lydia R · 11h
I finished cleaning my flat, doing the dishes, and preparing lunch. Just need to make dinner now. Feels good, but none of the important things got done. :') Thanks for the hugs y'all!
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