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Aaron L · 21h 3
Tempted to scratch and headband the wall to relieve some pain. I'm currently curled up in bed and haven't stopped crying. Mother is telling me to get with CAMHS. The fact I have a CAMHS worked means
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Aaron L · 21h
Something right? Or did she forget. I currently severely dislike my mum at the moment.
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Lydia R · 20h
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Jack C NEW · 20h
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Ade W NEW · 20h
Sending u a big
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Ade W NEW · 20h
Lol sending u a big hug, I do this to help but please remember ur not alone
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Kristian J · 19h
Please don't resort to head banging. Maybe try some exercise. Failing that crushings ice cubes in your hands, eating some hot chillies or having a cold shower are much safer ways to get some relief if you are distressed. Try ringing Samaritans too!
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Cheyenne M · 18h
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Shelley H · 17h
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Aaron L · 15h
Thank you Ade, and Kristian I had for my dinner, Hot sauce on toast. Weirdly nice and the sensation of hotness took my mind of things for a while.
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Aaron L · 1d 1
School called me twice, thanks to my mother giving them my number. First time I just listened to them repeatedly saying my name and hung up.
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Aaron L · 1d
Second time they had gotten the head of the school to call me, I answered and she thinks it's because I went to look around an options thing on Monday. Do they get told anything by the other staff members?
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Keeping Track A · 24h
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Ade W NEW · 24h
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Robert H · 24h
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Lieteke G · 22h
It depends, the head of the school should know anything about the students, but of you tell something to a teacher in confidence, the teacher should keep it to himself. Unless it is something major, he won't be able to handle alone, then they should
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Lieteke G · 22h
Tell the head master (like pregnancy, deep depression, abuse etc)
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Aaron L · 21h
Had a conversation with how I was feeling with my keyworker, to the point she decided I was so unsafe and a danger to myself she'd take me home.
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Aaron L · 21h
Okay, I'm not depressed I know that for a fact nor do I get bad thoughts. But she doesn't understand me well and to the point she drove me home you would've thought the head knew (this is a specialist school)
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Lieteke G · 21h
Then you might also see it as a compliment. The school thinks quite highly of you to check up on you! I think this is something which I would have discussed with the head mistress. But are you a danger to yourself?
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Aaron L · 1d 5
Having a discussion with myself about equality between men and women. We're all human, it shouldn't matter what gender we are. Why is it hard to stick by the meaning of 'equal'? The world is f*cked.
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River R NEW · 1d
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Maddi K NEW · 1d
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Lieteke G · 1d
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Lieteke G · 1d
It is good you think about it! Don't beat yourself up about it, but try to change, which is difficult, because for centuries women have been seen as the lesser gender. Wehave been brought up with that thought and it is difficult to change..
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Lieteke G · 1d
But it can and will be done, slowly.there are countries everyone is treated equally..
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Aaron L · 1d
Yes, I'm about equality for everyone. Not just to make one gender more superior than the other because then we'll have the same situation but with different reasons...again. Im on about the higher up people, why can't they follow it and other people.
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Lieteke G · 1d
All politics, women are paid less for the same job, so are better for the economy, and don't forget if you are brought up as the highest gender, skincolou, religion etc in a country, it might be a bit difficult to give up your position
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Lieteke G · 1d
Thankfully there is a young generation, who start to think deeper about thing and want change. 💜
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Aaron L · 2d 5
I need to be gone by 0900 it's 0858....
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Silke V · 2d
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Lieteke G · 2d
Hurry!!!
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Lieteke G · 2d
Did you make it?
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Aaron L · 2d
I made it into school on time that started at 1000. It usually takes an hour for the buses to get there, but today it was very fast.
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Lieteke G · 2d
Sometimes you just need a little luck!
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Shelley H · 2d
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Aaron L · 20 May 7
Back from the party, very tired and ready for bed but have to clean room because friend is staying over tomorrow.
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Line R · 19 May
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Shelley H · 19 May
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Lieteke G · 20 May
Did you have fun? You can also clean tomorrow morning?
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Aaron L · 20 May
I had lots of fun, I've put stuff into piles to sort out tomorrow. Basically, things that need hanging up, bin, wash-basket etc
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Lieteke G · 20 May
Great to read you had fun!!! And sorting out washing shouldn't take too long. Have fun with your friend today!!
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Misfit girl L · 2d
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Aaron L · 19 May 7
On my way to my fathers party, on the long route round but doing just fine. Brought my door key in case I have to leave early from anxiety. (Left before due to it, but at my cousins wedding)
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Aaron L · 19 May
I left after the vows and food because my anxiety kicked in.
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Lydia R · 19 May
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Lieteke G · 20 May
Like the fact you prepared yourself! And at the wedding you did stay for the vows, that really is the most important thing. So well done
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Misfit girl L · 2d
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Dirtwulf T · 18 May 4
My coworker played a prank on me that triggered me so bad. His intent was just to be funny but...I've been on the edge of a panic attack for hours.
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Aaron L · 18 May
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Maria K · 18 May
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Lydia R · 18 May
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Aaron L · 16 May 7
Bus is packed with OAPs. Lots of chattering. Tempted to start singing 'The wheels on the bus'
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Metron A · 11 May
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Love 1 · 16 May
old age pensioners?
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Aaron L · 16 May
Aye aye, they're great though.
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Aaron L · 15 May 8
Feeling okay, applied to be an extra in The Sooty show and waiting a response as only first thirty made it in. Hope I did.
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Shelley H · 15 May
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Shelley H · 15 May
Good luck!
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Hanna H · 15 May
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Aaron L · 15 May
Thank you Shelley.
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Lieteke G · 15 May
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Lieteke G · 15 May
Hope you got it!
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Aaron L · 15 May
We don't find out until sometime this week.
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Shelley H · 15 May
Keeping my paws crossed Aaron 🐼
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Aaron L · 15 May
I've gone by the factor of 'if there's only seven 'messaged you' out of forty comments, not many have applied. They've closed them now. More relaxed than I was earlier.
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Aaron L · 09 May 2
I give up on friendships. Almost an hour later and I'm still waiting for my friend to show up. Texted. Nothing. This friend has a skill at being incredibly late and not texting.
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Shelley H · 09 May
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Misfit girl L · 09 May
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Sebastian P · 09 May
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April G · 09 May
I hope u do t give up on ALL friendships! I wonder if this friend knows how much if upsets u when they are late/no show....? Maybe have a good chat with them and if nothing changes then do t make plans with them anymore!
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Lieteke G · 09 May
I used to have a friend like that. We always gave him a time which was at least 1 hour earlier than the appointed time. Worked a bit. At some point you have to make a balance between waiting and the interesting time out he brings..
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Aaron L · 09 May
I'm not giving up just yet on this friendship. We parted ways slightly because of this, now we're trying to work it out and nothings changed. We've had the conversation many of times. He's not coming today, but rather Saturday after I finish work.
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April G · 10 May
That's good u are not giving up. I have a friend that cancels on me often. I have decided that our friendship is still valuable enough to me that I don't want to lose it- I just have no expectations now when we make pland
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April G · 10 May
And I don't miss out on other things to make plans with her... I make plans with her when I know that if she cancels it's not gonna ruin my day!
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Aaron L · 09 May 5
Just moved to the outside seat on the bus so no one can sit next to me. The bus is practically empty anyway.
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Lieteke G · 09 May
Love the seat when no one can sit to me! Enjoy the journey!
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John T · 09 May
Move to the shadiest part of the bus.
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Misfit girl L · 09 May
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Aaron L · 09 May
I don't do well on bus journeys bus today I've been pretty relaxed.
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Aaron L · 09 May
Yes shady part is best part
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Lieteke G · 09 May
Well done! Good to read you've been relaxed!
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John T · 08 May 7
http://www.wildsheffield.com/reserves/greno-woods I walked around here with my brother. We took plenty of water, it was the hottest day of the year so far. A good day! Taken tablets.
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John T · 07 May
Had some worrying ***al thoughts last night, but they don't affect me like they used to. I'm well trained at ignoring them (and lots of other things!).
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Lydia R · 07 May
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Lydia R · 07 May
27°C in the shadow here. Stayed inside all day so I could enjoy it.
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John T · 07 May
26°C here. I nearly melted on the bus. On a positive note, one of the bus companies have started putting double deckers on my main bus route, so it's more fun! (Yes, I'm basically a small child)
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Lydia R · 07 May
I like them, too. My preferred sightseeing tour option. :)
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John T · 07 May
Every bus trip is a sightseeing tour, I like watching people walk along the street, or look for some detail in a building I haven't noticed before. If you sit at the front of the top deck of the bus you can pretend you are the driver too!
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Cindy M · 07 May
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Faith K · 08 May
John I absolutely love your child like spirit.
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Aaron L · 08 May
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Aaron L · 08 May
Double deckers are the best to any journey, you get to see everything and more thrill of adventure being away from the ground.
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Aaron L · 08 May 4
Best friend is currently in hospital being checked out. He won't tell me what's wrong but is going to, I've made him. Someone needs to collapse in school and then the day of drama will be complete.
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Aaron L · 08 May
A lot has happened this morning and it's only turned afternoon...
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John T · 08 May
When you get home, watch the psychopathic curry monster episode. It'll make the day seem more normal!
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John T · 08 May
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Aaron L · 08 May
I mean, D.N.A is one of my favourite episodes. And it will most likely make the day seem more 'normal' in fact I'll just binge watch that series.
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Misfit girl L · 09 May
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Aaron L · 08 May 3
Hate my keyworker with a passion. I'm so angry at her that I can feel it in my chest, and I have scinece with her today 🙃 She usually asks me how am I and I'm going to tell her. Weather she likes it
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Aaron L · 08 May
Or not. Last time I told her how I felt and she didn't like it. So she said 'You can talk to me about how you're feeling anytime, you know.” Yes I do know, it's just that you don't like how I'm feeling. Can I come home even though I haven't left the
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Aaron L · 08 May
House yet? I may ask when and if I get there.
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Misfit girl L · 09 May
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Aaron L · 07 May 4
No internet, and sad that Comic-con has been pushed from June to October. One of my comic friends was looking forward to see me again. Hopefully can meet her again :I
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Robert H · 07 May
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Evan T NEW · 07 May
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Lieteke G · 07 May
Isn't there a possibility to meet up before that?
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Aaron L · 07 May
Not the comic con sadly, but it gives me time to get my doctor strange cosplay together before October, and to finish my Rimmer one too.
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Aaron L · 07 May
Going to try and meet up at some point with her.
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Lieteke G · 07 May
Love the way you twist the negative into a positive! Well done! And if you could meet her before, even better.
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Hanna H · 07 May
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Shelley H · 07 May
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Aaron L · 06 May 5
Had a good night sleep. Got a bit of a headache but that's expected when I've been in bed two hours later than normal.
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Mark W · 06 May
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Lieteke G · 06 May
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Lieteke G · 06 May
Hope your headache wears off soon!
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Aaron L · 06 May
Thank you Lieteke. It did :D
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Aaron L · 05 May 5
Hot and sunny, already had a nap. Diet currently consists of ice lollies
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John T · 05 May
I'm trying to cut down sugar and spending so I make my own using sticks, lolly molds, and some lidl version pepsi max. 🙂
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John T · 05 May
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Aaron L · 05 May
Ours is fruit, it's not very often I eat or drink with sugar in. Haven't felt any extra energy so I think it is just all fruit with natural sugars in.
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John T · 05 May
Natural sugars or not, it has the same effect and calories. I need to lose weight so I'm watching what I'm eating (although the last few days have been a write off!)
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Aaron L · 05 May
I bid you good luck John.
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Alexabelle F · 05 May
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Shelley H · 06 May
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John T · 04 May 6
A better day than yesterday, hopefully turning a corner from recent mini blip. Weather has helped. Kids just knocked on window and ran away as I'm typing this. Probably a dare... Taken tablets.
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Lydia R · 04 May
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Aaron L · 04 May
Hope they leave you alone and I'm glad that today is a tad better than yesterday for your John. Have a good day.
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John T · 04 May
Thanks Aaron. I live on a council estate so kids will be kids, but moreso here. I don't know anyone who didn't play knock-a-door-run when they were kids... I certainly did. It's just a bit of fun.
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Metron A · 04 May
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Cindy M · 04 May
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Heheheheheheheh R · 04 May
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Margot L · 04 May
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Anna N · 05 May
Hopefully the weekend keeps your mood improving!
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Aaron L · 05 May
Ah that's true John. I did it to my family members (we all lived in a row of houses by the beach.)
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Aaron L · 04 May 9
Watched Infinity War again, had an anxiety attack but ignored it and got invested in the movie and it helped an awful lot. Thank you Marvel for ten glorious years.
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Zoe D · 04 May
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Zoe K · 04 May
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Zoe K · 04 May
Was the movie good? I want to whach it, and I wonder if it's worth it.
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Aaron L · 04 May
It's extremely worth it Zoe, everything about it is amazing. Not sure how much you've heard but it is sad. And has it's humourous parts too.
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Metron A · 04 May
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Metron A · 04 May
So good! I'm excited to go again.
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Heheheheheheheh R · 04 May
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Aaron L · 03 May 4
Almost was in a bus crash this morning. Car pulled it in front of us so the bus had to slam it's breaks on. I was sat behind the driver and went flying into the seperation screen. A woman hit her face
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Aaron L · 03 May
Into the chair in front and the other remained fine. Driver apologised and asked if we were all okay. We all are, my wrist hurts and my back hurts but I'm not used to being thrown out my seat almost. All came out of it laughing.
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John T · 03 May
This is nearly every day in Sheffield. Certain roads are worse for this. It's worst if you're stood up to get off and you go flying down the aisle and bump into someone in front.
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Hanna H · 03 May
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Maria K · 03 May
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Shelley H · 03 May
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