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A.J L · 19 Mar 6
Spray painted the school's shutters today, saw my therapy dog and now with the puppies.
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Valeria P · 19 Mar
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Lydia R · 19 Mar
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A.J L · 19 Mar
It'd really help if my hand would stop seizing :)
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Penelope P · 17 Mar 2
Sometimes it's hard to keep going isn't it my dear Panda pals? Just know you're not alone. Keep battling on.
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Ann J · 17 Mar
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A.J L · 17 Mar
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Lydia R · 17 Mar
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Lydia R · 17 Mar
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Kat T NEW · 17 Mar
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Albertine M · 17 Mar
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Albertine M · 17 Mar
IT is - big hugs and lots of love xx
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me M · 17 Mar
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John T · 17 Mar
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Shelley H · 17 Mar
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Robert H · 17 Mar
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A.J L · 14 Mar 4
Had an anxiety attack during English, managed to catch the early signs of it and teacher just put her watch on me so I didn't have to manually count my heart beat. It was high. Before English I had
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A.J L · 14 Mar
maths which is when I just sat in another classroom doing my work with the emotional health teacher, she let me listen to Stephen Fry as I did my maths work.
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Lydia R · 14 Mar
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Robert H · 14 Mar
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Albertine M · 14 Mar
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John T · 14 Mar
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John T · 14 Mar
Life is too ***ing intense, isn't it?
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A.J L · 14 Mar
I'm honestly lost at what triggered me, perhaps it was the mock interview I had yesterday. I just comeoltelt shut down which usually happens when I've been looking at schools to take me and my needs. Ugh not a good place to go back to when something
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Shelley H · 15 Mar
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A.J L · 10 Mar 4
Having that fizzy drink and a few haribo at night was a really bad idea..I remember now why I stopped drinking fizzy drinks and cut most sugars out. Yay for the tremors from it :))
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Shelley H · 10 Mar
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John T · 10 Mar
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John T · 10 Mar
I drink fizzy drinks but the sugar free ones. A few haribo won't hurt.
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A.J L · 10 Mar
This wasn't sugar free and I think that was the issue, Haribo was alright I almost demolished the lot 😂
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A.J L · 10 Mar 4
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Robert H · 10 Mar
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A.J L · 10 Mar
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A.J L · 06 Mar 5
I really want to do something out of clay but what?
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Zoe D · 04 Mar
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Ian D · 04 Mar
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John T · 05 Mar
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John T · 05 Mar
Elephant
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A.J L · 06 Mar
I'll do an elephant especially for you John when I get home :)
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A.J L · 05 Mar 2
Three meltdowns, I'm wide awake but tired, unfortunately infection spread through he litter and more than half the litter have passed, we're down to six now. Had CAMHS this morning (MD 1) and today
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A.J L · 05 Mar
Has not been my day, my month and we'll find it ifnits been my year.
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Albertine M · 06 Mar
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A.J L · 01 Mar 4
Unfortunately three pups have passed and anothe isn't looking too great. We prepared ourselves for death as it was a litter of thirteen inside a tiny dog.
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Tim S · 28 Feb
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Spacekitten V · 28 Feb
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Angel M · 28 Feb
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Ian D · 28 Feb
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Albertine M · 28 Feb
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Albertine M · 28 Feb
oh big hugs - even if you are prepared and realistic, it must be hard xx
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Ade W · 28 Feb
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John T · 01 Mar
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John T · 01 Mar
This happened to my old cat's litter. Also one was still born so she ate it. I can still hear the crunch sound. *Shiver*
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A.J L · 01 Mar
Oh Jesus John, I mean I know it happened but I'm glad this didn't happen with Lola. She was too drugged to be bothered about them for the first day, it was hard keeping them warm without the help of Lola
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A.J L · 01 Mar 6
Got two Jeeves books, a new short sleeved button up, a T-shirt and a Beatles notepad! Can't wait to read my Jeeves books.
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John T · 01 Mar
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John T · 01 Mar
Talk about finally! 👍
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A.J L · 01 Mar
I've got about five physical books, two of which contain three stories inside! So eleven 😂
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Gabrielle H · 25 Feb 3
Don't feel great this morning. Don't want to be driving today, feel like im going to have an anxiety attack if I even attempt it. Was going to walk but I couldn't find something so I would be late
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A.J L · 25 Feb
Phone in and say that you're going to be late and walk instead.
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Gabrielle H · 25 Feb
I was going to miss half of my lesson so I drove. Felt like I was going to throw up the entire time but I made it here somewhat
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A.J L · 22 Feb 6
Lola is very fed up with this pregnancy!
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Kym S · 22 Feb
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John T · 22 Feb
A dog?
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John T · 22 Feb
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Shelley H · 22 Feb
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A.J L · 22 Feb
Yes John, she's my managers dog and I've got duty to look after her for a while
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Albertine M · 22 Feb
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Ian D · 23 Feb
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Joseph F · 22 Feb 5
Also, what do you guys do when you really need a real hug and someone to talk to?
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A.J L · 22 Feb
I wrapt myself up in a blanket on my bed, grab an extra pillow and put that behind me and just kind of curl up with my duvet over me backed into the pillow. I may talk to an online friend, watch a Stephen Fry documentary or sleep.
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Gabrielle H · 22 Feb
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Xaalh Z NEW · 22 Feb
I get comfortable, and attempt to sleep. It's the idea of 'Have you tried turning it off and on again?'. If I can't sleep, I try to reason with my emotions and looked at my situation from a third person perspective - Or, PC games. Escapism.
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A.J L · 18 Feb 5
I've found that laying in my mothers bed when feeling horrible actually helps somewhat. It's close to the ground, smell like my mother and generally makes me feel better.
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A.J L · 18 Feb
I think it's because in the early days I would climb into my parents bed and calm down. It's a very obscure safeplace. I may be 16 but everyone who can access it needs their parents bed.
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A.J L · 07 Feb 5
It's pouring it down..this'll be fun to walk back in if it's still raining. Not quite figured out how I'm getting there yet.
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Spacekitten V · 07 Feb
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John T · 07 Feb
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John T · 07 Feb
I was walking in the rain for over 4 hours today. I had a rest and drank tea from my flask on a bench looking at a rainbow whilst watching Highland cattle eat hay. I felt like a nutter drinking tea in the rain, but I had a big smile on my face! 😁
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Tim S · 07 Feb
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Albertine M · 07 Feb
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A.J L · 07 Feb
Tea in the rain by with a smile is the best thing. I don't pass through and country lanes or anywhere like that on my walk home from school, it's all busy streets and fast cars.
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A.J L · 07 Feb
I may take a walk up the fields come summer though, there's a farm there with a cafe too.
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A.J L · 06 Feb 4
Walked home from school, covered two and so miles in thirty minutes, plan to walk further than the hospital tomorrow and finally all the way home or so eventually.
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A.J L · 06 Feb
Not sure how I'm getting there tomorrow, maybe walking half way and bus rest of the way? Or even walk all the way there setting two hours earlier...
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Jeff M · 06 Feb
That's a good pace! I personally would prefer walking home rather than to somewhere so I don't show up all sweaty.
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Tim S · 06 Feb
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Albertine M · 06 Feb
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A.J L · 07 Feb
Yes I'm being stubborn and have also seen it as an opportunity to get fit at the same time. It's also saving me a lot more if I just get the bus halfway.
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A.J L · 05 Feb 2
Feel like leaving. May go on a walk. Not sure where to or how long. I just want to go.
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John T · 05 Feb
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John T · 05 Feb
Walking is great. You can collect your thoughts on just do one step at a time.
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A.J L · 05 Feb
Went for a walk to the villiage and just walked listening to music. I don't have the urge to go anymore but I just want to stay in bed now with my cat. Apparently I did 5,000 steps.
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me M · 05 Feb
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Tim S · 05 Feb
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Albertine M · 05 Feb
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A.J L · 31 Jan 2
CAMHS was 'fun' I broke down toward the end when she spoke 'So when should I see you again' been feeling low, frustrated, angry and full of resentment...
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Kristian J · 29 Jan
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Jos R · 30 Jan
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Robert H · 30 Jan
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Tim S · 30 Jan
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John T · 30 Jan
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Albertine M · 30 Jan
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Albertine M · 30 Jan
Sorry to hear this - thinking of you
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A.J L · 31 Jan
Thank you Cindy, i more than likely needed it which is why I ended up breaking down. I'm better today then I was then :)
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A.J L · 28 Jan 5
I've got a slight reaction to peanuts after consuming about 3, and then I'm lactose intolerant: I am craving Peanut M&M's and Cheesecake. Both of which I cannot have, dear god help me 😫😂
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Robert H · 28 Jan
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Ann J · 28 Jan
omg :x I'm sorry for your pain
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A.J L · 28 Jan
I seem to be fine with almonds so I think if I have almond M&M's and vegan cheesecake I should be good. 😂
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John T · 28 Jan
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John T · 28 Jan
You can get almond m&ms?
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A.J L · 28 Jan
Apparently, I was reading through alternatives last night. I think you need to order them though, I'm not sure.
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Albertine M · 28 Jan
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copperkisses Z NEW · 31 Jan
interesting...
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A.J L · 28 Jan 3
Can you block people in real life? I need a block button on my sister.
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Annic G · 27 Jan
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Annic G · 27 Jan
If it helps: i know that feeling!
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A.J L · 28 Jan
Thankfully in the mornings I get the house to myself due to different starting times for school.
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Albertine M · 28 Jan
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copperkisses Z NEW · 31 Jan
i know the feeling but you will one day thank her for annoying you because you will have pent up the patience for annoying people....
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A.J L · 27 Jan 6
Back on the audiobooks, oh how I've missed the Greek myths. I've finished Mythos and I'm now on Stephen's second book, Heroes.
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Ann J · 27 Jan
Greek myths are the best :D
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A.J L · 27 Jan
I'm yet to started 'Heroes' and I'm looking forward to Stephen's unpublished third book to the trilogy. This about the Trojan horse! I had no interest but needed something to help calm me. I like Stephen Fry and thought why not, now I'm obsessed.
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Tim S · 27 Jan
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Ann J · 27 Jan
I will look for it. I used to love mythology, legends and long fairly tailes. Yeah it was calming :D
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A.J L · 27 Jan
Waterstones has it for half price I think, or that's just my local one
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Albertine M · 27 Jan
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