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Met M for lunch and all was ok. Tonight he heard a friend is going to have life support switched off. So tomorrow night's panto trip isn't going to be fun. Neither of us wanted to go anyway.
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3d · HERO

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2d · HERO

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Every day I go into work they p me off even more. I really need an employment law specialist to advise me if I've got a case for constructive dismissal. But can I actually be bothered?
Shelley H
3d · HERO

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2d · 1+ YEAR

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I think deep down I am actually quite depressed. I live for getting out of work and get home to comfort eat and waste time mindlessly. I have no aims, no motivation. Not much to look forward to.
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5d · GUARDIAN

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5d · LEGEND

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Jeff M
5d · LEGEND

I relate to this. I get too much comfort from food. Even when we know this logically, we can't always fight it. It's sad how much our jobs can ruin our lives and crush us.

Jeff M
5d · LEGEND

I'm glad you have M to spend time with and feel good about yourself when you're with him. I guess all we can do is find those pleasant distractions.

Anna D
4d · 1+ YEAR

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3d · HERO

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3d · HERO

I think this is common to a lot of us. Life is short.

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8 Penelope P
10 Jan 2020 · LEGEND
Going on a ramble with M today. Nothing else matters when we are together. When I'm with him I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. Everything is going to be okay.
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10 Jan 2020 ·

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10 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
10 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Ramble on! Now's the time, the time is now!

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10 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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10 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Penelope P
11 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks everyone.

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11 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
05 Jan 2020 · LEGEND
Cried a bit in front of M today. If only he realised it's because I love him so much. Scared about how my future is going to be. Forever just a girlfriend with separate lives.
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05 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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05 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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08 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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8 Penelope P
04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND
Weekend with M and everything else matters not.
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04 Jan 2020 ·

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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08 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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6 Penelope P
02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND
Back in work today and it was just as horrid as in 2019. I'm being made redundant and I'm going to kick up some fuss. Tells you something when I'm more focussed on tea out tomorrow with my love.
Penelope P
02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

I'm more concerned with new books I've downloaded to my kindle and the new Goodreads challenge. Whatever will be will be and I'll cross the rickety bridges when I reach them. At the moment I'm far more interested in my relationship. As I should be! 😍

Penelope P
02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Remember what is most important. Something he said to me yesterday has tugged at my heart strings. I love him more than ever and I want us to get even stronger. I know things will be ok because I have him. Hopefully this year will be the best yet.

Penelope P
02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Jobs are jobs and it's not the end of the world. I've never really enjoyed it there and after almost 4 years I could do with a refresh and get back to a job I actually want to be at. Sorry for the rant. I wish everyone lots of happiness in 2020.

Shelley H
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

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03 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
03 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Hope the work situation works out for you this year but yes relationships are much more important, nice to see it going well on that front.

Penelope P
03 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks Ian, big hugs.

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03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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08 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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8 Penelope P
01 Jan 2020 · LEGEND
Happy New Year to all my panda chums. Let's keep going, onwards and upwards!
Robert H
01 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

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01 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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2 Penelope P
27 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Sometimes I just get very sad.
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27 Dec 2019 ·

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28 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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29 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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29 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Hope you're feeling better

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4 Penelope P
24 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Happy Christmas to all my panda chums. Signing off for now.
tEnT S
24 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Penelope P
22 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Found out my mother is going to be on her own on Christmas Day because my brother is a dk. She did ruin my Christmas last year but I still feel guilty that I'm spending mine with M and his mother.
Penelope P
22 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

I spent mine alone last year and it's just another day. Trying not to feel bad but I'm the sibling with a partner so I'm reasoning that it's not actually my responsibility. Taking her gifts tomorrow so at least I'm seeing her.

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23 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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2 Penelope P
21 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Feelings of doom for next year creeping in. Terrified of messing up with M over Christmas because I will need him more than ever. The house is a mess and so much to do, overwhelmed again.
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21 Dec 2019 ·

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21 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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22 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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3 Penelope P
20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Feeling slightly better but not brilliant. Have to pick up a present from my colleague at her house. At least it's for the last time. It's terrible that I now want to avoid her but she is so negative.
Penelope P
20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Just waiting on my friend to come by for present swap. Then I'm going to have a sausage sandwich and coffee. M coming over this aft so we can plan our Christmas dinner and get the food. Popping in on my ex neighbours while we are out.

Penelope P
20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

At least this should take my mind off work. Really need to forget about it and concentrate on new beginnings in 2020. Fed up of all the pessimism and moaning and selfish behaviour. Need to keep my friends close and forget about everyone else.

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1 Penelope P
19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Went out on a works xmas meal. I didn't say that much. I wasn't really there. Makes me feel even more like I don't fit in with these people and these are the ones I get on with! Wanted to be with M.
Penelope P
19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

But he said he was busy. I'm a bit sad. Feel quite alone and like I don't belong anywhere or with anyone yet again.

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19 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Penelope P
18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Today found out I'm going to be made redundant again and this time it's a done deal. I wish our charitable board members a very merry Christmas. That's sarcasm.
corrado M
18 Dec 2019 ·

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18 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Penelope P
18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Thanks all, thanks AD

me M
19 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Jeff M
19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Aw, I'm sorry, Pen. How stressful!

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19 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Penelope P
19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Thank you me, Robert and Jeff, this will be the third time so I'm used to it!

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3 Penelope P
17 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Darker hair. Two days until Xmas break. Colleague winding me up. Need to look for new job next year. Last push for three days until I can collapse. Something I've ordered has gone awol. Getting down.
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17 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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18 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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18 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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3 Penelope P
15 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Had a panic attack on a hillside. Not one of my finest moments.
Robert H
15 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Shelley H
15 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
15 Dec 2019 · HERO

You ok Pen? Xxx

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16 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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16 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Bea M
16 Dec 2019 ·

ooof, I feel ya

Jeff M
16 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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16 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Penelope P
16 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Thanks all. I'm ok now thanks Shelley. I was going up a steep hill and didn't feel safe on the foot holes so I froze and couldn't move. Started crying, hyperventilating. M came back down and held me until I recovered. Although he took a while!

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16 Dec 2019 · HERO

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4 Penelope P
13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Tired and not wanting to get Brexit done.
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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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13 Dec 2019 · HERO

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14 Dec 2019 · HERO

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6 Penelope P
10 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Thankful that colleague was off sick today. I could get on and do things correctly. Met a friend after so that was nice, hadn't seen her in a while. Fairly happy to say the working week isn't over yet
Shelley H
10 Dec 2019 · HERO

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10 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Penelope P
10 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Thank you Shelley bear my dear x

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11 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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11 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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11 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
09 Dec 2019 · LEGEND
Ran my colleague's favourite payroll just to annoy her. How petty. But she annoys me and I don't mind being a btch at the moment. Work is my drain so I need to get by as best I can.
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10 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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10 Dec 2019 · HERO

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10 Dec 2019 · HERO

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10 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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