Thanks all x
Call centre from home could fit the bill
I'm looking into a place John but the vacancies are full time :( Will need to apply for something as DWP will be chasing me next week.
Nice to get all my things put away and set out. He has gained some advantages from my possessions. I have gained some security. For now.
All the best, Pen. I hope it goes well and you can put smiles on each other's faces
Toilet is blocked again. That's not connected to the takeaway, haha. Glad to be leaving it in that state as landlord never did anything about the source of the issue. Landlords, don't get me started. Probably won't sleep tonight although quite tired.
Wish M could be positive about me moving in. Boy, I used to think I was negative but nothing compared to him. Wish he could look forward to all the good things we can do together and all the laughs we can have, too much to ask. I'm going to be sad.
Looking forward to moving in with M but there are some times when I love being alone. That but is going to be hard. Only two days to go...
I know exactly what you mean about being alone. Sometimes its just what you need to recharge
There was about eight toys. I don't have them on display, definitely don't play with them, too dirty and shabby to give away, they don't hold any particular memory. Finding it surprisingly easier to be non emotional about this kind of thing now.
Perhaps I am becoming more hard hearted, less sentimental, more thick skinned. I don't want to be that way but learning I need to be like this to survive now and not keep breaking,
Coping well with feelings is not exactly being less sentimental. Maybe you just focus your emotions on more meaningful things.
It's okay to move on from things that don't hold emotional meaning. Even if you feel they should. If they don't, that's okay. Free yourself from the clutter of the past!
I sure hope you feel better real soon my dear friend ❤
Rest well. Hope you feel better soon.
Feel better soon!! 🍀
Much better now, thanks all x
Making yet another mistake but my longing to feel safe and no longer alone overrides any sense I may have. I am strong enough to be on my own but just so worn down by facing everything alone.
Pie for tea with left over chips. my last ten days living on my own so going to treat myself during this time. I need to fuel my body for moving. That's my excuse. After all this is over my next focus is job and health.
Quite high but I don't have any choice. So it will happen, my move in with M. Cold feet but nothing I can do now. Will give it six months. If we last that long.
Congratulations on your review, Penelope! Much love