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Very bad night of only about 3 hours sleep. Don't know what that was all about but brain just wouldn't switch off. Sunny today, done a few light chores already and it's only 9am.
Penelope P
9h · LEGEND

Finished a book too. Sunny, got fresh air coming in to clear my head. Lady pains quite annoying as they're low key there so not bad enough for painkillers. Going to finish making a journal and fill it with my thoughts on current crazy situation.

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Miss him a little but it's only because of my lady pains. Feeling sorry for myself but happy in my isolation.
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18h · HERO

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A pang of missing him? Nah. Can't give in.
Shelley H
5d · HERO

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4d · LEGEND

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4d · 1+ YEAR

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4d · HERO

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Is it wrong to say that I'm loving this alone time? Best thing ever but only not happy it's because of these circumstances.
Shelley H
5d · HERO

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4d · HERO

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4d · HERO

I miss the American so much, but I too enjoy the alone time

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4d · HERO

And I don't think that is wrong to say or to feel that

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8 Penelope P
26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Today is pamper day so going to take it easy now. Went to shop at 9:30 am and queued for only ten minutes to enter the store so who knows what it's like at this time.
Penelope P
26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Still no dried pasta on the shelves so it must be a supply problem, surely everyone has enough to last them years? Sunny again so may sit outside and colour. First going to shower and moisturise myself within an inch of my life.

Penelope P
26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Have a good day all pandas!

Shelley H
26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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26 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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8 Penelope P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Yesterday I did some drawing and colouring and today I've done an hour of sweeping leaves out back. Taking things slowly, making sure I do at least one activity instead of letting the days slip away.
Kate N
25 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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26 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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7 Penelope P
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Walked out of the office for the final time. What a feeling. Hasn't quite sunk in yet but I feel like I'm turning the page on a new chapter and there's no regrets.
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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Mar 2020 · HERO

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23 Mar 2020 · HERO

XXX BIG HUGS PEN ❤

Albertine M
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Good luck - hope it's great!

Alicia B
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Penelope P
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks everyone, you all fill my heart with gratitude 🙌

Jeff M
24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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3 Penelope P
18 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Swing from being ok to anxiety about my job. What if I'm not able to start on 1 April? What if the business goes bust? How am I going to pay rent if I can't get another job? No wonder people panic.
Penelope P
18 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

And if you're wondering where M is in all this then I can tell you it's not beside me, not supporting me, not telling me WE will sort it. I've always been on my own and you can only rely on yourself in the end.

Shelley H
18 Mar 2020 · HERO

That's right PEN 😃

corrado M
18 Mar 2020 ·

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corrado M
18 Mar 2020 ·

i'm sorry you're in this situation, like a lot of other people

corrado M
18 Mar 2020 ·

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18 Mar 2020 · HERO

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19 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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Penelope P
19 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thank you friends x

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20 Mar 2020 ·

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21 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 Penelope P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
So my colleague chooses to self isolate. I'm left with all the work of course. Typical of her, I am convinced she's gone totally psychotic. I can get on with stuff and do my own P45!
Penelope P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I shouldn't be issuing my own P45, that is how ridiculous it has got. I'm actually thinking that everyone else is crazy and it's not me at all.

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17 Mar 2020 · HERO

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18 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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18 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Penelope P
13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Going for a coffee out with a friend at lunchtime, big shop coming this aft then M coming for tea.
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13 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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7 Penelope P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
My colleague had a freak out at work while I was off and let rip into the bosses. I fear she will now get signed off. It's ok with me to cope on my own for just 7 days. In fact I'd prefer it.
Penelope P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

It's my weekend now so I don't give it a moment's thought. Until Sunday night looms.... 😂

Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Penelope P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Ironing done. Going to treat myself to some heating on in the afternoon and a little crafting to some gentle sounds. Bit of telly catch up and some YouTube. No guilt.
me M
12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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5 Penelope P
11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
No way do I advocate skiving off work but sometimes the effort is just too much. After this week I only have 7 days in that place anyway so who cares. Going to get some jobs done and chill.
Jason J
11 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Hope you had a good day

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11 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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12 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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3 Penelope P
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
It's getting to that hump day in the hump week of the month. Can't be bothered and energy and tolerance low.
Penelope P
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

But I've just opened a fixed savings account to get my money somewhere before the next interest rate slash. Adulting.

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11 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Penelope P
08 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Tickled a donkey today and that just shows me there is more to life than work and humans. Enjoy the full moon tomorrow and know that we are all truly insignificant in the big scheme of things.
Robert H
08 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Albertine M
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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corrado M
09 Mar 2020 ·

donkeys are cute

Jeff M
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

'tickled the donkey' has to be a euphemism for something naughty, right? ;)

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09 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Penelope P
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Jeff, definitely no funny business went on in that field!

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6 Penelope P
05 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Had a work meeting I was dreading but it wasn't so bad. Manager attempted to ask if I would stay after 31 March but before she'd uttered the words I said no. It was a great feeling to say get stuffed!
Penelope P
05 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

They have no interest in what we do at all and thought they could just wash their hands of us. My colleague has to stay until May and she's incompetent but that's not my fault. That office is toxic and I've only got 11 days left in it, hoorah!

Penelope P
05 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Looking forward to my weekend now. Meeting my friend for lunch tomorrow then going to stay at M's. I want lots of cuddles and laughs. I need them.

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05 Mar 2020 · HERO

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2 Penelope P
01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Have to decide whether I'm taking the job tomorrow. I'm forced to take it in the absence of anything else. Wanted to talk to M about where we plan to be in the future. But I can't talk to him. So sad.
Penelope P
01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I always have to do things alone and always will. I can't tell him what I want because he doesn't feel the same as me and I'm just kidding myself. Doctors booked for Tuesday. I'm such a mess whilst everyone assumes I'm strong so they don't care.

Penelope P
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thank you all x

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03 Mar 2020 · HERO

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02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

If you take the job, it doesn't mean you stop looking for a better one, right? And maybe it will turn out well, or at least better than the one you hated. I'm sorry you can't talk to M. That's an important part of a relationship...

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02 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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04 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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02 Mar 2020 ·

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02 Mar 2020 ·

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01 Mar 2020 ·

Hang in there, I wish you the best of luck with everything! If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here!

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6 Penelope P
28 Feb 2020 · LEGEND
Interview today and they want me. Knew they would. More money but do I want to stay in this line of work? What choice do I really have? Nice afternoon with M. Missed him very much.
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28 Feb 2020 ·

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29 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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29 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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01 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 Penelope P
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND
Work is horrendous. My colleague keeps bragging about how her daughter is going to be on nearly £40k a year whilst I face unemployment. So mean. HR woman had ten minutes to see me.
Penelope P
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

So I could hardly talk about anything. Manager not interested in us. Nobody cares. I've got interview tomorrow but don't really want the job which means I'll end up getting it and being forced to accept in the absence of anything else.

Penelope P
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Want to get signed off. Colleague driving me nuts, was yawning all afternoon and moan moan moan about how she gets no sleep and is a hypochondriac. The things she needs to sort out are weight and mental health. Always so negative. I want to get out.

Penelope P
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

She's such a drain, not just on me but on the nhs. Every week she has acquired some other ailment. It's now irregular heartbeat. I am at my wits end with her. I also need crisis talks with M. Need to know where we are going cos it feels like nowhere.

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27 Feb 2020 ·

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28 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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28 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Penelope P
28 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks all, I'm a bit better today. New post coming.

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1 Penelope P
21 Feb 2020 · LEGEND
I am sure eventually certain individuals will get bored when they realise MP is just a basic tracking app and not the world stage 🙄 until then I'm signing off for a while.
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21 Feb 2020 · NEW

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corrado M
22 Feb 2020 ·

this is where a *block* function would come very handy :)

me M
22 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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22 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Not sure what happened here. But contact chiefpanda. They're very responsive and supportive of keeping this a safe, productive place.

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