BIG BIG HUG FOR MY DEAR PEN XXX
I relate to this. I get too much comfort from food. Even when we know this logically, we can't always fight it. It's sad how much our jobs can ruin our lives and crush us.
I'm glad you have M to spend time with and feel good about yourself when you're with him. I guess all we can do is find those pleasant distractions.
I think this is common to a lot of us. Life is short.
Ramble on! Now's the time, the time is now!
I'm more concerned with new books I've downloaded to my kindle and the new Goodreads challenge. Whatever will be will be and I'll cross the rickety bridges when I reach them. At the moment I'm far more interested in my relationship. As I should be! 😍
Remember what is most important. Something he said to me yesterday has tugged at my heart strings. I love him more than ever and I want us to get even stronger. I know things will be ok because I have him. Hopefully this year will be the best yet.
Jobs are jobs and it's not the end of the world. I've never really enjoyed it there and after almost 4 years I could do with a refresh and get back to a job I actually want to be at. Sorry for the rant. I wish everyone lots of happiness in 2020.
Hope the work situation works out for you this year but yes relationships are much more important, nice to see it going well on that front.
Thanks Ian, big hugs.
Hope you're feeling better
I spent mine alone last year and it's just another day. Trying not to feel bad but I'm the sibling with a partner so I'm reasoning that it's not actually my responsibility. Taking her gifts tomorrow so at least I'm seeing her.
Just waiting on my friend to come by for present swap. Then I'm going to have a sausage sandwich and coffee. M coming over this aft so we can plan our Christmas dinner and get the food. Popping in on my ex neighbours while we are out.
At least this should take my mind off work. Really need to forget about it and concentrate on new beginnings in 2020. Fed up of all the pessimism and moaning and selfish behaviour. Need to keep my friends close and forget about everyone else.
But he said he was busy. I'm a bit sad. Feel quite alone and like I don't belong anywhere or with anyone yet again.
Thanks all, thanks AD
Aw, I'm sorry, Pen. How stressful!
Thank you me, Robert and Jeff, this will be the third time so I'm used to it!
You ok Pen? Xxx
ooof, I feel ya
Thanks all. I'm ok now thanks Shelley. I was going up a steep hill and didn't feel safe on the foot holes so I froze and couldn't move. Started crying, hyperventilating. M came back down and held me until I recovered. Although he took a while!
Thank you Shelley bear my dear x