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Call with DWP went better than expected. They're not hounding me to get work and next call not until May. Things with M are back on track.
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2d · LEGEND

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Not sure. Are things okay or just simmering?
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3 Penelope P
07 Apr 2021 · LEGEND
Need to get some paid work just to get people off my back. Worried about going into offices from last time, need something from home for just a couple of days a week would be perfect. If only.
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07 Apr 2021 · HERO

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07 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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07 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

Call centre from home could fit the bill

Penelope P
7d · LEGEND

I'm looking into a place John but the vacancies are full time :( Will need to apply for something as DWP will be chasing me next week.

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4 Penelope P
04 Apr 2021 · LEGEND
Feel like M and I could be getting back to how it used to be.
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04 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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04 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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04 Apr 2021 · SUPPORTER

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4 Penelope P
31 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
I'm only okay and that's not what I thought it would be.
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01 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
28 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Got through menu/shopping planning without any fallout which is a result at the current time.
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3 Penelope P
26 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
M shouted at me today. This isn't how things are meant to be :'(
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26 Mar 2021 · HERO

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26 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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27 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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28 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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5 Penelope P
25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Moved in with M. Only have to go back to the old house to clean and clear remaining stuff. Move day tempers frayed a little but we also had some laughs. Hoping it will work out.
Penelope P
25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Nice to get all my things put away and set out. He has gained some advantages from my possessions. I have gained some security. For now.

John T
25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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John T
25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

All the best, Pen. I hope it goes well and you can put smiles on each other's faces

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25 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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26 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
23 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Last night in this house. Last night living on my own. Until? Treated myself to a takeaway and only ate half of it. Everything nearly all boxed up. M is really panicking about me moving in.
Penelope P
23 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Toilet is blocked again. That's not connected to the takeaway, haha. Glad to be leaving it in that state as landlord never did anything about the source of the issue. Landlords, don't get me started. Probably won't sleep tonight although quite tired.

Penelope P
23 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Wish M could be positive about me moving in. Boy, I used to think I was negative but nothing compared to him. Wish he could look forward to all the good things we can do together and all the laughs we can have, too much to ask. I'm going to be sad.

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24 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
22 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Up early and washed all windows by 8am. Fallen out of love with this place, won't be that sad to move out. The only thing I'll miss is Bobby the dog over the road and my full days of solitude.
Penelope P
22 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Looking forward to moving in with M but there are some times when I love being alone. That but is going to be hard. Only two days to go...

Esther B
22 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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22 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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22 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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23 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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23 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

I know exactly what you mean about being alone. Sometimes its just what you need to recharge

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3 Penelope P
20 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Today I threw my childhood soft toys in the bin. Some my mother had made. But their stuffing had gone all hard and they were distorted. Not sure how I feel about this but trying not to dwell on it.
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20 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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Penelope P
20 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

There was about eight toys. I don't have them on display, definitely don't play with them, too dirty and shabby to give away, they don't hold any particular memory. Finding it surprisingly easier to be non emotional about this kind of thing now.

Penelope P
20 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Perhaps I am becoming more hard hearted, less sentimental, more thick skinned. I don't want to be that way but learning I need to be like this to survive now and not keep breaking,

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20 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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20 Mar 2021 ·

Coping well with feelings is not exactly being less sentimental. Maybe you just focus your emotions on more meaningful things.

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21 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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21 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
21 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

It's okay to move on from things that don't hold emotional meaning. Even if you feel they should. If they don't, that's okay. Free yourself from the clutter of the past!

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22 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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3 Penelope P
19 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Woke at 4:30 with a headache. Could be the vaccine side effect. Took paracetamol and went back to sleep. Feel a little better now after a shower and some breaths of fresh cool air.
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19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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Shelley H
19 Mar 2021 · HERO

I sure hope you feel better real soon my dear friend ❤

Mandy H
19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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Mandy H
19 Mar 2021 · HERO

Rest well. Hope you feel better soon.

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19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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19 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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19 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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19 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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19 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

Feel better soon!! 🍀

me M
19 Mar 2021 · 1+ YEAR

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19 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Penelope P
19 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Much better now, thanks all x

Esther B
20 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
18 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Had my coronavirus vaccine this morning.
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18 Mar 2021 · HERO

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4 Penelope P
17 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
In seven days I will be moving in with my bf. How far I have come in the idea of my destiny yet how stuck I am in the reality of life and relationships.
Penelope P
17 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Making yet another mistake but my longing to feel safe and no longer alone overrides any sense I may have. I am strong enough to be on my own but just so worn down by facing everything alone.

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17 Mar 2021 ·

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18 Mar 2021 · 1+ YEAR

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18 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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4 Penelope P
17 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Shredded letters from my American. Then realised I could have burnt them. Don't know which is more appropriate. Burnt bank and pay stuff. Feel so much lighter with each thing I destroy.
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18 Mar 2021 · HERO

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18 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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18 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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19 Mar 2021 · HERO

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2 Penelope P
17 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
The ups and downs were perhaps months, then weeks, then days but now it's hour by hour. Woke up down then had a few minutes of positivity, showered and came out down again. When will it end?
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17 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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18 Mar 2021 · 1+ YEAR

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4 Penelope P
15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Just about sorted garage and swept half of it. Tired now and need another shower. First main day of lady business but got the energy from somewhere. Little by little I'm getting there.
Penelope P
15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Pie for tea with left over chips. my last ten days living on my own so going to treat myself during this time. I need to fuel my body for moving. That's my excuse. After all this is over my next focus is job and health.

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15 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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16 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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4 Penelope P
11 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Had final mental health review after programme completion and I've passed with flying colours. Only because situation has changed and I quit crppy job. Saw a friend briefly. Got removals quote.
Penelope P
11 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Quite high but I don't have any choice. So it will happen, my move in with M. Cold feet but nothing I can do now. Will give it six months. If we last that long.

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11 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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11 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Congratulations on your review, Penelope! Much love

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3 Penelope P
10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Removal firms are very popular at the moment. Managed to get booked for 24th. My usual lads booked solid. Thanks Rishi, throwing your holidays around. Also sorting storage unit. Tired.
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11 Mar 2021 ·

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3 Penelope P
10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND
Had boobs checked to confirm lump scare was nothing. All clear. Must have been a cyst. Relief that it went and now relief that it's been checked. Getting a check is easier than the worry.
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11 Mar 2021 ·

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