Finished a book too. Sunny, got fresh air coming in to clear my head. Lady pains quite annoying as they're low key there so not bad enough for painkillers. Going to finish making a journal and fill it with my thoughts on current crazy situation.
I miss the American so much, but I too enjoy the alone time
And I don't think that is wrong to say or to feel that
Still no dried pasta on the shelves so it must be a supply problem, surely everyone has enough to last them years? Sunny again so may sit outside and colour. First going to shower and moisturise myself within an inch of my life.
Have a good day all pandas!
XXX BIG HUGS PEN ❤
Good luck - hope it's great!
Thanks everyone, you all fill my heart with gratitude 🙌
And if you're wondering where M is in all this then I can tell you it's not beside me, not supporting me, not telling me WE will sort it. I've always been on my own and you can only rely on yourself in the end.
That's right PEN 😃
i'm sorry you're in this situation, like a lot of other people
capitalisms sucks. hugs
Thank you friends x
I shouldn't be issuing my own P45, that is how ridiculous it has got. I'm actually thinking that everyone else is crazy and it's not me at all.
It's my weekend now so I don't give it a moment's thought. Until Sunday night looms.... 😂
Hope you had a good day
But I've just opened a fixed savings account to get my money somewhere before the next interest rate slash. Adulting.
donkeys are cute
'tickled the donkey' has to be a euphemism for something naughty, right? ;)
Jeff, definitely no funny business went on in that field!
They have no interest in what we do at all and thought they could just wash their hands of us. My colleague has to stay until May and she's incompetent but that's not my fault. That office is toxic and I've only got 11 days left in it, hoorah!
Looking forward to my weekend now. Meeting my friend for lunch tomorrow then going to stay at M's. I want lots of cuddles and laughs. I need them.
I always have to do things alone and always will. I can't tell him what I want because he doesn't feel the same as me and I'm just kidding myself. Doctors booked for Tuesday. I'm such a mess whilst everyone assumes I'm strong so they don't care.
Thank you all x
If you take the job, it doesn't mean you stop looking for a better one, right? And maybe it will turn out well, or at least better than the one you hated. I'm sorry you can't talk to M. That's an important part of a relationship...
Hang in there, I wish you the best of luck with everything! If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here!
So I could hardly talk about anything. Manager not interested in us. Nobody cares. I've got interview tomorrow but don't really want the job which means I'll end up getting it and being forced to accept in the absence of anything else.
Want to get signed off. Colleague driving me nuts, was yawning all afternoon and moan moan moan about how she gets no sleep and is a hypochondriac. The things she needs to sort out are weight and mental health. Always so negative. I want to get out.
She's such a drain, not just on me but on the nhs. Every week she has acquired some other ailment. It's now irregular heartbeat. I am at my wits end with her. I also need crisis talks with M. Need to know where we are going cos it feels like nowhere.
Thanks all, I'm a bit better today. New post coming.
this is where a *block* function would come very handy :)
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