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Work is horrid. Trying to diet. Mood drop.
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Shelley H
1d · HERO

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So I stayed at M's last night. It's becoming a regular thing. But I have lots to do at home and I don't want us to get predictable. But oh how I love being with him. He makes my heart light and happy.
Penelope P
2d · LEGEND

He says he can come round tonight. I want him to so much but I've got stuff to do. I don't want him to overtake my life. I'm so weak when it comes to him, I want to be with him all the time. You'd think after a year it would get less not more.

Penelope P
2d · LEGEND

I need to be strong but then I will miss him and be feeble and pining. He rang me last night to tell me to look at the big harvest moon. I'd have missed it otherwise. These things are priceless to me. I wonder when this will all crumble.

tEnT S
2d · 1+ YEAR

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me M
1d · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
16h · LEGEND

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Jeff M
16h · LEGEND

Don't ruin today in fear of a possible future. Just consider how today's actions will lead to or prevent that negative outcome. And enjoy the time that you have! Being happy is more important than doing chores...

Penelope P
8h · LEGEND

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Meeting a friend for a cuppa soon. Not heard from M so writing off thisaft as chores and naps. I don't want to see him really after yesterday's email. Yes, I'm a sulker, always have been.
Jeff M
4d · LEGEND

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Very tired from work. And then M appears to have not heard a single word I said about not wanting to see him if he moves to his ex wife's town. Is how I feel so insignificant to everyone?
Penelope P
4d · LEGEND

So sick of being walked over, ignored and patronised. Fed up.

John T
4d · LEGEND

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Jeff M
4d · LEGEND

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me M
4d · 6+ MONTHS

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Only middling. Not sure where I'm heading.
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Slightly on the verge of tears all day. I just feel unloved. I'm good for keeping someone company but anything beyond that is problem causing obviously. Need to learn to put up.
Jake G
7d · CHIEFPANDA

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Shelley H
7d · HERO

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nixiblu .
7d · HERO

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Alicia B
7d · LEGEND

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Alicia B
7d · LEGEND

Oh, that sounds so sad. I know the feeling. I don't think it's true though, of anyone. We are lovable. It's just that it doesn't feel that way sometimes. Mega hugs

Robert H
7d · GUARDIAN

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Ian D
7d · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
7d · 6+ MONTHS

Don't let it spoil the good times you've been having. Try to look at the positives, easier said than done I know.

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4 Penelope P
08 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
I've taken a lot of teasing today. I've given out so much love and compliments and received none back. This is how it's always going to be, I know that. But it's still very hurtful.
Jen B
09 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Kris B
09 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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nixiblu .
09 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Jeff M
09 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Shelley H
7d · HERO

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Shelley H
7d · HERO

Hey, we love you PEN

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9 Penelope P
07 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Waiting for M to pick me up to go stay over again at his? I know, two weekends running! We usually like our Saturday evenings alone but apparently no longer and things are changing.
Melody L
07 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Robert H
08 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

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nixiblu .
09 Sep 2019 · HERO

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8 Penelope P
06 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Lovely day at a country house and bird garden with a good friend. Missed M a lot though. He would have loved it there.
nixiblu .
09 Sep 2019 · HERO

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8 Penelope P
07 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Ooo, I like this new layout, much better for my poor old eyesight! πŸ˜‚πŸ‘
Jake G
07 Sep 2019 · CHIEFPANDA

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Jake G
07 Sep 2019 · CHIEFPANDA

:-)

nixiblu .
09 Sep 2019 · HERO

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5 Penelope P
04 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Stuck up for myself and asked for a pay rise. May also be getting some permanent, effective help. Feel worn out though. This job drains me.
Miguel M
04 Sep 2019 ·

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Robert H
05 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Alicia B
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Melody L
05 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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John T
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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7 Penelope P
03 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Miss M like crazy. It's stupid, I'm a grown woman. D day at work tomorrow. They see me as a trouble causer anyway. Why should I care. They're taking advantage of the fact I hold it all together.
Jeff M
04 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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John T
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Lilliann B
06 Sep 2019 · NEW

You should confront them.

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6 Penelope P
02 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Another mistake by my colleague discovered today. I am planning to speak to my manager about how I'm feeling on wednesday. Lucky I'm still happy about M so I'm not down about it yet.
nixiblu .
02 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Jazz C
03 Sep 2019 · NEW

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Jeff M
03 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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John T
06 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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9 Penelope P
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND
Had an incredible couple of days with M. We have not spent so long in each other's company before and it was wonderful. Not a cross word, cuddles and so much laughter. Happier than ever 😊
Ian D
01 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
01 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Melody L
01 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Tim S
01 Sep 2019 ·

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Alicia B
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

Awww lovely!! So happy for you.

Penelope P
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

Thank you Alicia and everyone for the hugs. Never give up hope if you are wondering when your soul mate will come along. Perhaps they have been in your life all along somewhere πŸ˜‰

Robert H
02 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

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nixiblu .
02 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Jeff M
03 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
03 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

This makes me really happy...:)

Penelope P
03 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

Awww, thanks Jeff 😌

Alicia B
05 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Tim S
07 Sep 2019 ·

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9 Penelope P
28 Aug 2019 · LEGEND
Pandas, you won't believe it when I say that I've been invited to stay over at M's for one, perhaps two nights from tomorrow. Stunned. And very happy ☺️
Melody L
28 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
28 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
28 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Breakthrough, hope it goes well.

Robin R
29 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
29 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
29 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

Awww so great! :)

Alicia B
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Spacekitten V
02 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 Penelope P
27 Aug 2019 · LEGEND
Ovary pain. Work dull. No contact from M. Too hot. I'm a little bit low.
Nebu P
27 Aug 2019 ·

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Natalie C
27 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Jen B
27 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Ian D
27 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
27 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Definitely too hot

Snail M
28 Aug 2019 ·

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Melody L
28 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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nixiblu .
29 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Alicia B
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Spacekitten V
02 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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8 Penelope P
26 Aug 2019 · LEGEND
Another country walk with M today, even with a badly bruised leg and THAT HEAT. Everything is okay. Same as always but that's okay.
nixiblu .
26 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Jeff M
26 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Natalie C
26 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Jen B
26 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Alicia B
01 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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6 Penelope P
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND
So glad this week is over. Colleague is back but as good as useless and it causes me more anxiety. Seeing M tomorrow, going on a walk and again on Sunday. Just need an early night and to see him ASAP.
Penelope P
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

Had cervical screening today and that's never nice so rewarded myself with half a pizza and a Tia Maria.

Penelope P
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

M makes me feel so much better about life, being brave, about myself. I would be lost without him and would be really down. I feel a little closer to him and talk about his ex has lessened thank goodness.

nixiblu .
22 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Emma M
22 Aug 2019 · NEW

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Jeff M
23 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
23 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
23 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

Hope you're enjoying your walk with M. Great to hear that he seems to be responding to your concerns - fingers crossed for you two!

Robert H
25 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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4 Penelope P
18 Aug 2019 · LEGEND
Already not looking forward to work tomorrow. M coming round for tea so that will cheer me up a bit. Down about housing, money, tired. Can't see any way out unless there's a big lottery win for me.
June X
18 Aug 2019 ·

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Shelley H
18 Aug 2019 · HERO

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nixiblu .
18 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Ian D
18 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
18 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Melody L
18 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Robert H
22 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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