I just watched that Vice video about Charlottesville. I feel sick.
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My meds have calmed down and this week I hiked up a mountain! I absolutely love being outdoors, it definitely helps my mood. Note to self :p
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Got prescribed some new new drugs :/ went back for a three week follow up and got put on something else instead. Yikes. But also referral for therapy! Here's hoping!
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Post Event Blues :( Sometimes a panic hits me that this whole time I've just been pissing about and I shouldn't have ever been an animator... Career blues.
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Really proud of myself for getting through a week of being abroad at an animation festival. Got really sad in the middle, but powered through! Did some amazing things!
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Argh, I am so blue lately. I'm on new anti-depressants and I'm ticking off every negative side effect. I'm so scared and nauseous and sleepy ?? can't concentrate on anything, let alone getting better
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Day Two of teaching... I'm a little less nervous and much more stable this morning. Phew.
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Such a scary day today. My first day teaching at a University. I keep wanting to vomit! They'll smell my fear! I keep hoping I can fast forward through time to when it'll all be over and I'll be proud

All the luck!

22 May 2017

Thanks so much everyone! It went really well! Day 2 today and just a little less nervous! :)

23 May 2017
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Feeling a bit mis today. Things I would love to do seem impossible, too many hurdles, not enough money. Never enough money ;_;

It's mostly fear, i think? If I was giving advice to a friend I'd be like 'just do it!' etc... Can't shake the funk for myself though. Thanks for replying Doodles :) sorry you know the feeling xxx

21 May 2017
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I'm so happy with work right now. Working for myself is turning out to be so hard and so rewarding and so challenging and just what I needed :) also my new camera lens came today!!! Hard not to skive!
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Little bit down in the dumps today, I think because I'm starting a new job on Monday. Should be happy but I'm not!
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Had some really good happy lately. Attended an amazing animation festival and won an award! But we didn't know so we missed the ceremony! D'oh!
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Crying all evening because my brain is stuck on 'I'm fat.' So ridiculous.
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My ego is taking a battering because a shot got taken off me. But in animation you're not supposed to have an ego so AWKWARD. It's a weeping in the toilets sort of day :(
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Have to celebrate/record the ups too! I made another animated film in 48hrs this weekend and I am over the moon with creative happiness! It was for a competition this time!
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I'm really low because I've put on so much weight. I am out of control.
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U poor Angel!! But always keep in mind that where there's lows

21 Jul 2016
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There's highs. I take my meds as & when needed. Don't u worry hun coz I was over 12 stone when I was released from a 3 month section. I'm now 9&3/4 sto..n

21 Jul 2016
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There's highs. I take my meds as & when need them. I was over 12 stone when I was released as u

21 Jul 2016
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It's just a matter of telling yourself that tomorrow is another day & anything can happen for us fellow Bi~polar sufferers. I know it seems like you've heard it all before, but chin up, it can only get better hun. It's not our fault that the ceretonin

21 Jul 2016
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Cont:- Levels in our brains are more oror less present in our brains than those of an ordinary person. I would not like to be a normal person, they're not passionate & as open as us. I feel for ya hun. Chin up, things can only get better xx

21 Jul 2016

like natasha said, there's always tomorrow to turn things around, its a difficult and bumpy process but I believe in you.

22 Jul 2016

Oh wow, such lovely comments! Thanks so much <3 I wouldn't want to be ordinary either... But sometimes a bit of stability would be lovely!!!!

25 Jul 2016
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Sometimes I feel like a helpless, hopeless loser.
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Sundays are hard aren't they... I'm just wandering from room to room not knowing what to do, not enjoying anything...
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Ho boy I've had a bad week. Struggling to cope with seeing my dad post to facebook about his love for his new family, even though I'm 30 years old :(
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