I believe him. Then he asked if I go half on a new home. I said no. He's such a liar! I have no reaction or feeling. Don't know how to feel
My problem was the many secrets I never told my mom. Sometimes I wished I died a long time ago. Now, I have no choice but to try & make it right
So if I would of spoken up as a kid, I know life would of been 100xs harder. It was already bad enough.
I just don't know who I really am any more. who am I really. I feel like a no one.
Big big hugs from Shelley Bear.XXX
Thank you pandas!