Maria K

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228 days

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8 Maria K

20 Jun 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Tried a holistic remedy and it helped a lot. J & I are happier bc of it. I can't focus on work. What's the point anymore?

tEnT S

20 Jun 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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20 Jun 2020 ·

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Jen B

20 Jun 2020 · HERO

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9 Maria K

09 Jun 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

This moment is one of my better days. No anxiety. Going to try to work after. Just wish we did more family things

Jen B

09 Jun 2020 · HERO

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Max T

09 Jun 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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7 Maria K

31 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Had a terrible episode a few days ago. Broke through & better. But I spent a lot on shopping these past days. L told me that J has been keeping a big lie from me. I sideways asked, he said no.

31 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Maria K

31 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

I believe him. Then he asked if I go half on a new home. I said no. He's such a liar! I have no reaction or feeling. Don't know how to feel

Robert H

31 May 2020 · GUARDIAN

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4 Maria K

22 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Realized I misspoke. J keeps it all & I can't ask for help. Now I'm really hurting. It wasn't about money, it's the fact that I don't matter. I'll be ok. This helps to know now.

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22 May 2020 ·

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9 Maria K

04 May 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

J went back to work. He couldn't get approved for unemployment. His schemes back fired on him. I'm glad bc it's deserved. I feel torn between trying to work and staying home.

Robert H

04 May 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Jen B

04 May 2020 · HERO

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6 Maria K

05 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

No more self pity. This has really snapped me. Praying more daily. And online church. I feel calmer. My nerves were a wreck. Tonight I think was I born and just set to fail? Feels like it.

Maria K

05 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

My problem was the many secrets I never told my mom. Sometimes I wished I died a long time ago. Now, I have no choice but to try & make it right

Maria K

05 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

So if I would of spoken up as a kid, I know life would of been 100xs harder. It was already bad enough.

Maria K

05 Apr 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

I just don't know who I really am any more. who am I really. I feel like a no one.

me M

05 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Shelley H

05 Apr 2020 · HERO

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6 Maria K

11 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Fam coming home from SB. Can't wait, I've been alone. No one to talk to. Only worried if they try to start in on me.

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11 Mar 2020 ·

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5 Maria K

07 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

E was so sad, she didn't make the team. Life is not fair. So why inflict it on the young now. Just sad for her. Hope she will still work on her skills.

Shelley H

07 Mar 2020 · HERO

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Shelley H

07 Mar 2020 · HERO

Big big hugs from Shelley Bear.XXX

corrado M

07 Mar 2020 ·

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08 Mar 2020 ·

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Maria K

11 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank you pandas!

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5 Maria K

07 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

E was so sad, she didn't make the team. Life is not fair. So why inflict it on the young now. Just sad for her. Hope she will still work on her skills.

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6 Maria K

06 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Depression took the day off. Was positive last night too. J helped E with her turns!:) My anxiety is away for now.

Richard L

07 Mar 2020 ·

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3 Maria K

27 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Next week is worrying me. Got canceled on. I've been disappointed before but I don't want that for others.

Ada L

28 Feb 2020 ·

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29 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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5 Maria K

27 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Nervous for E. I can't afford private lessons like other moms. She knows this & it's adding to her stress. Which adds to mine. J won't help, I know better than to ask.

Robert H

27 Feb 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Ian D

27 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Maria K

24 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Drank a bit in front of friends and feel stupid now. I was fake happy. They're not friends anyway & can't wait to be done. The only way to stay normal is to schedule it. Just want to be alone.

Jen B

24 Feb 2020 · HERO

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24 Feb 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Jeff M

24 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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27 Feb 2020 ·

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10 Maria K

19 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Ate lunch w/k at bk.(my fav) Attny meet was good. A bit hopeful. J made me feel better at just the right time

Jen B

19 Feb 2020 · HERO

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5 Maria K

13 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Tearing up a bit today. Didn't realize tomorrow is vday. Will start reducing my stuff soon.

Max T

13 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Cèan L

14 Feb 2020 · NEW

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me M

14 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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3 Maria K

13 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

yesterday I realized that I'm not welcome where I live. I'm not allowed to call it my home. Going to start selling most belongings. I don't want to inconvience them anymore.

corrado M

13 Feb 2020 ·

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Max T

13 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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27 Feb 2020 ·

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Max T

28 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Maria K

10 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

E flying home tomorrow. Missed her. Not feeling low now. K & I went to dinner. It was ok. J & I did nada the whole time. I wasn't feeling up to anything. Argued w/L again.

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3 Maria K

04 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Today Friend of my mom's said my dad was a loser. Just feel like I'm a loser too. I have not been able to up my mood or be productive lately. Low for mths.