Lockdown is getting me down. Working from home is getting boring & stressful but very grateful to have a job in these circumstances. Just wish I could see people in real life. Roll on vaccine 🔬💉

Glad to see you at a six, Anon! ❤️

01 Dec 2020

Yes, light at the end of the tunnel. Hope the vaccine roll out is swift.

01 Dec 2020
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Awake again. Just can't sleep. Starting a new chapter. Afraid but optimistic. Tired all the time. Too much work & no relaxation.
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I get you

09 Sep 2020
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Big hug

09 Sep 2020

Nice to have you back, Anon! Hope you start to feel better soon. xx

09 Sep 2020

yes. welcome back

10 Sep 2020

Anon!! 😍

07 Oct 2020

Thanks Pandas, I hope you are all ok ❤🙏

30 Nov 2020
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Today will be a good day. I am happy & have lots of live around me. I am taking up new adventures. Wish I wasnt tired all the time. Stay brave 💛

*Love lol

07 Sep 2020

That's great,good luck.😊☀️

07 Sep 2020

Thank you Pandas 💛

09 Sep 2020
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Really unhappy. Today is the anniversary I met TM 8 years ago. Wow! Where did the time go. Got a lot of stress around regarding my mum's high blood pressure. Can't think of anything else.

Your concern for your mother preoccupies your thoughts... on one level it's very beautiful. Its love expressing itself. May your compassion for her be healing.

21 Aug 2020

So good to see you back, Anon, but I'm sorry you are feeling so low. Worrying about others can be so draining. Stick around! xx

21 Aug 2020

Thanks Tasha 💛

07 Sep 2020

Thanks Love 1 💛

07 Sep 2020

Thanks Manda P 💛

07 Sep 2020
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A bit flat but okay. Worried about my mum as she has been under a lot of stress lately. Shout out to all the mum's & dad's who make so many sacrifices for their kids ❤
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A new day, love waking up to the love I have. I must remember that. I am grateful. Sometimes the depression kicks in but I don't know why. Deep breaths....its going to be a good day. Love to all.

We've missed you, Anon! Soooo glad to see you are well! ❤️

29 May 2020

<3 thanks Pandas missed you too Manda P.

12 Jun 2020
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Missed my panda friends...I've not forgotten you guys you have always been in my heart. Grateful to each of you since 2013 when we 1st met ❤ thank you.

Thanks Melody <3

28 May 2020

Hey Anon ❤ Missed you my friend XXX

28 May 2020

Missed you too , Shelly H <3

29 May 2020

Thanks Ada, Spencer & Jen <3<3<3

29 May 2020

Hey Anon.

31 May 2020

Welcome back. Good to hear from you. Hope all has been ok

31 May 2020

<3 Thanks Manda P & <3 Nixiblu...good to be bk, missed you too.

12 Jun 2020
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I don't even know where 2 start. Feel so tired. Can depression ever be cured, I mean it just keeps on coming bk. I am happy but I'm not but i know i am so why do i get so upset when I'm alone 🤷‍♀️
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Anxious and cant sleep. Panic attacks and exhaustion. I really hope they will keep me at work or we cant afford this house 😔 Its always down to me. I am the weakest link.
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Sounds like you are the strongest link to me. You have no idea how strong you can be. You will get through this

18 Jun 2019

You're not the weakest link. See how far you have grown in the last few years. ❤

20 Jun 2019

Hello Anonmous I have missed you so much.

23 Jul 2019
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Worried about life. It's been crazy! 😩 Moved faraway from home. New job...not sure if they will keep me on (3mth probation). I just don't fit in. Got engaged but finding it so hard to be happy...why?

On & off on meds. Why cant I just be happy. Ffs! Down.

17 Jun 2019

Oh Anon bear, so great to see you back! Big hugs x

17 Jun 2019

Hey darling. You are back. And good scores.

17 Jun 2019

So good to hear from you. Massive hugs

17 Jun 2019

New profile pic obviously suits. X

17 Jun 2019

Congratulations on your engagedment! That's exciting. Hope you are able to enjoy it soon. xx

18 Jun 2019

Hi AA! So happy to see you check in, and congrats on the engagement and move! Very exciting. I'm sorry you're still struggling to find happiness. I know how that is. I think sometimes we have to appreciate the good things, but our...

18 Jun 2019

...minds make us focus on and grow the bad things. I hope you manage to figure out how to embrace those good things and appreciate the moment. I also think that this idea of 'finding happiness' often makes us try to attain something...

18 Jun 2019

...we don't understand. It's a concept. How do we know when we have it? We still feel bad, so we must not be happy, right? I think you have to appreciate the moments and not worry about attaining happiness. Looking back, you'll...

18 Jun 2019

...likely realize you had it all along. *Big hugs*

18 Jun 2019

I'm SO HAPPY to see you around. Was wondering about you. Congratulations on your engagement. Sounds lovely. ❤

18 Jun 2019

Aww thanks guys. You are all in my mind even if I am not on here. All new things, abit scary but I am happy just wish the chest pains and anxiety stops xx

18 Jun 2019

Thanks Jeff. I agree xx

18 Jun 2019

Thank you to each one of you.

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I'm back with goals, bigger and better than ever. This is my year! I have lots to be proud of & i aint letting anything keep me down. Started the gym, need lose the weight & have started to job hunt.

Way to go, Anon! :)

07 Jan 2018

So happy to see green and positivity! :)

07 Jan 2018

Whoop

07 Jan 2018

Good to see you in the green x

07 Jan 2018

Go, go, Anon!!! Wishing you much success with your goals. Kick some ass! 💖

08 Jan 2018

yaaay, go you Anon Bear! Love you <3

08 Jan 2018

How you been anon, hope all is well

02 Aug 2018

Hey Anon. Are you still here in the team. You are missed

22 May 2019
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Life is so hard. Such a struggle to even breathe & get space.

Welcome back, Anon. Hate to see you are feeling so low though. You know the drill. It'll get better. Hang in there! xx

24 Sep 2017

I've missed you around as always but you're on my mind. Sorry to see you this low. Lots of love

24 Sep 2017

Welcome back.....Lyon are

24 Sep 2017

You are missed

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I feel like a complete zero in every single way. Dreading work...more sarcasm no doubt. I wish it was the weekend again.
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I had my appraisal with my manager n her manager. All my manager kept doing was putting me down n screaming in my face. She lied abt teaching me her jobs so I cud follow thru wen she's sick. Nightmare

Oh wow... your manager screamed in your face in front of their manager? That looks TERRIBLE on their part... if I was their manager they would be gone

11 May 2017

Wow, that sounds crazy. Did anything result from this?

12 May 2017

ugh, so sorry to hear. your manager sounds horrible. sending you lots of love - they are bad people, not you <3

12 May 2017

Yeah, I don't think there are any job environments where that can be seen as appropriate. That's a hostile work place. In the US, that has HR and fireable offense written all over it! Look into your rights, A! You don't have to deal with that!

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I hate work...looking for a new job proto xx
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I had my review n didnt get a pay rise even tho i work so hard n have never been sick. I've covered everyone that's been ill in my team. I do that stuff nobody can finish. I leave late. Feel sad.

Try to discuss it with your manager when you feel better put these points across. Nothing worse than feeling undervalued

09 May 2017

I'm so sorry, Anon - that is tough. xx

09 May 2017

yes. it's frustrating when our efforts and contributions go unrecognized.

10 May 2017

That's not very nice. Did you get some feedback about it (

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Absolutely feeling crap. Struggling with life. Struggling with my existence. I feel low. Not up to work either. Cast comes off today. Have an appraisal. Nervous.

Poor poor poor you!! Please take care. I know and understand exactly how you feel as do lots of other Pandas in Pandaland! Big Hugs

09 May 2017

Ah I'm sorry R. Maybe you're a bit stressed from cast coming off? I don't know but I'll hope you feel better soon!

09 May 2017

Sending you any strength I can muster up, A!

09 May 2017

Thinking of you, Anon! xx

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At my partners i feel low even though went to see the making of Harry Potter yesterday it was fun. I'm just not in a good place at the moment & stupidly or not stupidly i shared that with him xx
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Finally im so happy. I have the love of my life. All ive ever wanted but I feel like crap, like I want to die. Why do I feel this way?!! Idk, maybe I'm scared of being happy as ive been sad all along.

<3 you

02 May 2017

you'll be happy again!

02 May 2017

Don't feel guilt and shame over your emotions. Our brains make us feel ways regardless of whether logic says we should. Allow yourself to feel and see if you can find things that help you feel better! *Big Hugs*

02 May 2017

<3 you girl!!! It's ok, you are allowed to be happy!!!

03 May 2017

I also am scared to be happy. Big hugs x

03 May 2017

Hi my Friend, well depression is often independent of outside circumstances... Love and Hugs

03 May 2017

Thinking of you, Des! <3

03 May 2017
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A list of things won't make you happy and you can't guilt yourself for having the things that 'should make you happy' and not being happy. It's all valid

04 May 2017

Thank you all it really helps that you take the time to support me. Thanks pandas xx

06 May 2017

I've always been scared of being alone which is why I skipped from relationship to relationship until I found the one that stuck.

08 May 2017

Thank you Pandas. Sorry to hear that Manda but thanks for sharing. Big hugs x

09 May 2017
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