Hi, checking in again. I should feel happier, but at this moment I don't. But... I am now the proud owner of psychologyopen.com I should throw something up on there.
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I feel sad that I pretty much forgot about you guys. It's been almost 2 years since I was last here. Hope that something happens to fix that.
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Going to head to bed. Reconnected with two people tonight because I really just wanted to talk. One said 'don't message me again tonight' and the other said 'sorry'. Not quite what I wanted.

The sorry was preferable, as I didn't feel at all that I was being called out on 'bad behaviour'. But the 'Don't message me again tonight' is probably why I let things slide for a while, though I also know I was trying to connect for a while.

16 Aug 2015

what a cock

16 Aug 2015

I'm sorry to hear that. hope you've had a change to talk to someone else?

16 Aug 2015

Thank you everyone. 🐼Hugs

27 Jul 2017
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Freeling better, still pretty down. Just took bedtime meds. It's been a while since I've really felt *good*, but been up and down really...
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Just found out that the local grocery delivery service is closing down at the end of the month. Haven't used them in about 2 years, but it still hurts to see them shut down.
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Having a horrible day. Having trouble thinking of why I want to go on.

actually hugs are not that helpful.

18 Sep 2014

If you need help - more help than virtual panda hugs can provide - call someone. Especially if you're at the end of your rope. I hope things get better for you soon!

18 Sep 2014
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Hugs

18 Sep 2014

I agree with Jeff....pls call someone and stay safe.

18 Sep 2014

There really is no one I really can call. Don't tell me there are services out there. If I call them, I have cops show up at my door. That is worse than killing myself.

16 Aug 2015
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Is not sleeping tonight. Is about ready to shoot someone. Probably should call someone. Don't want to.
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Take a stuff animal or pillow and turn it into a punching bag. It helps:)

18 Sep 2014

Breathe.........in....out.....in....out. stay calm x

18 Sep 2014

actually did sleep surprisingly.

18 Sep 2014

Yay 4actualy sleepin! Hav Ex Dy, Jigme, Dear!

18 Sep 2014

going to shower.

18 Sep 2014
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Is going to see how the allergen producers, um, er, cats are doing. Don't want to go back there. Do not like the ghost cat.
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It is really late. want to get to my other job tomorrow. If I stay in bed as much as last night it is not happening. Experiencing postural hypotension, which I hadn't realised had been gone so long.
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Tired sick and grumpy. Want a nap. Maybe early to bed. Got meds dealt with for another week.
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Seem to be really sick. Hope it doesn't get worse. Going to try to get some sleep.

White, Healin, Luvin Lite is encircling U,Hon!May Ur body &mind find Healin within it!<3<3

16 Sep 2014

thank you everyone. think I might be feeling a bit better today.

17 Sep 2014
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Tooo much bloody pain. Realy not sure what I can do about it. Don't think anything.
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Going to bed. Really Tired. Feel like I did nothing today.
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Waiting for the bus. It is bLoody cold out there. Bus came, between, b and L.
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I could hardly move when I got up this morning. The cats were not happy about that. I will leave it there. :'(

hope you feel better Jig, I had the same problem. Was an hour late. just took some pain meds.

11 Sep 2014

thank you.

12 Sep 2014
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Tinking it might be time to take a break from MoodPanda again. Not sure how I am helping others, and pretty sure I am not helping myself.

You're helping us with your appearance :) Hope you feel better soon.

10 Sep 2014

Esther can you explain more?

11 Sep 2014

thank you everyone.

11 Sep 2014

Thank you. I guess I did leave...

16 Aug 2015
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Trying desperately to get sleep. Thoughts of killing myself by any means available have been scaring the hell out of me. Know full well I am certifiable. It will not help.
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Managed to get through the day by using a lot of saline, and leaving the house. Changes to meds, guess I start tomorrow.
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Going to check what can be done to get supper on. Good food.

Sooooooo Hapy dat Ur Nurturin Self. Luv U!!Hugs!

08 Sep 2014

Hugs Jigme!

08 Sep 2014

chopped up the peaches. others did the rest.

08 Sep 2014

thank you.

10 Sep 2014
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Got to work and home again. I am allergic to my bosses. Will see how things go when I get back there.

thank you.

07 Sep 2014

thank you.

08 Sep 2014

Jigme! Glad U & Evry1 made it 2wrk!Wel don!Brav!Keep on, keepin on...XX OO

08 Sep 2014

Lots of hugs Jigme...I think I'm allergic to work too...Ahchoo!

08 Sep 2014

quite literal about being allergic. by bosses I am reffering to the two cats and one parrot I am looking after.

08 Sep 2014

Sory, Luv, bt dat jus tikled my Funny Bone! Hystericl!Ur d Best, Jigme!Luv U Up!

09 Sep 2014

Lol Jigme, You are really funny! Hugs

09 Sep 2014

glad people are finding it that way.

10 Sep 2014
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