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Super mood rebound from ***al depression! Not good as it will eventually crash back into depression but I'm not complaining about feeling happy for once!
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that's nice to read!

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3 Michael W
09 Jan 2020 · HERO
Waiting at my psychiatrist's office. It's going to be a late night. The waiting room is crowded af.
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09 Jan 2020 ·

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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09 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Hope it was helpful

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09 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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09 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 Michael W
08 Jan 2020 · HERO
Went to the ER a few nights ago. They patted me on the back and sent me on my way without so much as changing my meds. Just a wasted $300 copay.
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08 Jan 2020 ·

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08 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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0 Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO
Well ***... There it is again. I'm seriously thinking about going inpatient... I can't handle this constant, rapid, sudden ups and downs. It's killing me.
Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

I'm so infuriated with my brain, my meds, everything. I'm tired of it. I'm tired of fighting. I'm just about done. But I know my mom would probably take her life too if I took mine. I don't want that. I wish I had simply never been born.

Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

My brothers keep telling me I wasn't planned. My mom says that's bs. I don't think I was meant to be. I truly believe my existance is an anomaly.

Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

I don't relate to hardly anyone, and those with whom I relate I barely relate I feel. Yet so many people who know me have such good things to say about me. I think they feel sorry for me.

Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

A guy I was interested in told me in a breakup email (we lived in different states) that I have 'kicked puppy syndrome' or something like that. Like I'm too fragile to be f*cked or taken seriously as a sexual partner. Too f*ucking fragile.

Michael W
02 Jan 2020 · HERO

Maybe that's why people always compliment me or are nice to me (except the ones who aren't, and that's probably the way it should be with everyone interacting with me...)

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02 Jan 2020 ·

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Ian D
02 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
02 Jan 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Hang in there. Have you got someone who you can talk to?

corrado M
02 Jan 2020 ·

talk to us

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02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
02 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Do you go to therapy? It would really help you out to talk about all this. No one is too fragile to be cared about.

Michael W
08 Jan 2020 · HERO

I do go to therapy. I have an appointment on the 14th. My apologies for the angry post.

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7 Michael W
01 Jan 2020 · HERO
Happy new year everyone! 🎉🎊😀
corrado M
01 Jan 2020 ·

Happy new year Michael

Penelope P
01 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Happy New Year to you!

Robert H
01 Jan 2020 · GUARDIAN

Happy New Year!

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01 Jan 2020 · HERO

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01 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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01 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Happy New Year, mik! Hope 2020 is your best year yet!

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8 Michael W
26 Dec 2019 · HERO
Had a great Xmas and wonderful time spent with family. I hope everyone has a good holiday and a happy new year!
Jen B
26 Dec 2019 · HERO

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26 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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26 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Same to you, mik!

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0 Michael W
23 Dec 2019 · HERO
I wish I had some secobarbital.
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23 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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23 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
23 Dec 2019 · HERO
Maybe I was never meant to be happy. Feeling very impulsive and ***al, not two things that go well together. I'm terrified of going to the ER or going inpatient. I've heard horror stories...
Keara B
23 Dec 2019 ·

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Keara B
23 Dec 2019 ·

Hang on there. I know nothing i can say will ease your the emotions that you are feeling but try to remeber that you can survive anything for just one night. Try to trick yourself into thinking its only one night.

Keara B
23 Dec 2019 ·

You may not feel like this now but you are more powerful than you think. The fact that you recognize your abilities and emotions is a form of pure strength.

Manda P
23 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
23 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Keara gives good advice. Take it one step at a time. You'll get through this.

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0 Michael W
22 Dec 2019 · HERO
It's back.
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22 Dec 2019 ·

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22 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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22 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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5 Michael W
19 Dec 2019 · HERO
Not wanting to say that the veils have been lifted because I don't want to jinx myself, but I have felt more like myself for the past few days.
Michael W
19 Dec 2019 · HERO

Thanks everyone for supporting me during this difficult time! 😁

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19 Dec 2019 ·

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19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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19 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Glad to hear!

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1 Michael W
17 Dec 2019 · HERO
Barely hanging on... Feeling very impulsive... Like anything could happen. It's scary but I have a sense of peace at the same time about the idea...
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17 Dec 2019 ·

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17 Dec 2019 ·

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17 Dec 2019 · SUPPORTER

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18 Dec 2019 ·

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Bea M
18 Dec 2019 ·

Alot of us struggle or have struggled with depression in the past. you are not alone <3

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18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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18 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Hang in there, mik. Things will get better.

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3 Michael W
14 Dec 2019 · HERO
Stopped the Remeron and I feel a lot better. I still hurt, but I'm not in complete and utter anguish constantly. (just part of the time)
Bea M
14 Dec 2019 ·

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Bea M
14 Dec 2019 ·

Yeah dude mirtazapines are the worst. Hope you find some other meds/treatment that works for you. Hang in there <3

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14 Dec 2019 ·

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14 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Bea M
16 Dec 2019 ·

Just checking in on you, hope today was a bit better for you

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16 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Bea M
17 Dec 2019 ·

<3

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0 Michael W
13 Dec 2019 · HERO
Probably checking out by the end of the year...
Robert H
13 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Bea M
13 Dec 2019 ·

and leave us all alone??? depressed pandas gotta stick together <3

Spacekitten V
13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Spacekitten V
13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I agree with Bea M! Very big hug xx

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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13 Dec 2019 ·

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Don't leave us, mik!

Bea M
17 Dec 2019 ·

<3 <3 <3

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0 Michael W
12 Dec 2019 · HERO
Woke up in the middle of the night. Now I'm panicking because no one is awake and I can't get ahold of my friends if I need to. I guess it's time for some Xanax...
corrado M
12 Dec 2019 ·

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corrado M
12 Dec 2019 ·

hope you managed to get back to sleep.

corrado M
12 Dec 2019 ·

if not just write. it's day here on the other side of the ocean. :)

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12 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
11 Dec 2019 · HERO
Feeling very disenchanted with the world. I'm such a burden by being born. I wish I never existed so it wouldn't hurt those who love me when I finally take my life.
Michael W
11 Dec 2019 · HERO

If I make it to next year, okay... But if I make it to 2021, it'll be a damn miracle.

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12 Dec 2019 · HERO

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nixiblu .
12 Dec 2019 · HERO

Michael. We are all here for you. 2019,2020,2021 and beyond

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12 Dec 2019 ·

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12 Dec 2019 ·

I feel love and care for you. Just because you were born.

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12 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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12 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Michael W
12 Dec 2019 · HERO

Thank all of you

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

We've got lots of love for you, mik! Remember it will always get better. Maybe not as quickly as you'd like, but you'll get there!

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3 Michael W
11 Dec 2019 · HERO
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11 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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11 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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3 Michael W
09 Dec 2019 · HERO
Feeling kinda like garbage this morning.
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09 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
09 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Sorry to hear that, Michael - you certainly aren't, hope feeling passes quickly

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09 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Michael W
10 Dec 2019 · HERO

Thanks

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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6 Michael W
06 Dec 2019 · HERO
Hung out with one of my best friends earlier tonight. That was fun. I still feel on the down side, but I'm reading my mood higher in association with my friend's visit.
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06 Dec 2019 · HERO

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06 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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06 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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2 Michael W
05 Dec 2019 · HERO
I'm so sedated out of my mind I can't do anything during the day and can't sleep at night. I feel like a zombie. I'm on max dose Dexedrine and Nuvigil. No idea what to add to that to stimulate me more
tEnT S
05 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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05 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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05 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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06 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
04 Dec 2019 · HERO
My ex gave me a stern talking to about how I always look miserable and it's isolating me. I feel so despondent that I don't know what to do. I know he was trying to help me, but he was crass about it.
Michael W
04 Dec 2019 · HERO

I feel like I'm done with life. I'm over. Michael's story has been finished. Now it's just time for me to kick the bucket and take a dirt nap, whenever that may be.

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04 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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04 Dec 2019 · SUPPORTER

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04 Dec 2019 · SUPPORTER

I'm sorry to hear you are so down. Please don't do anything drastic. Pandas are here for you.

nixiblu .
04 Dec 2019 · HERO

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04 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
04 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Sorry to see you are feeling this way, mik. It only goes up from here.

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