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0 Michael W
01 Apr 2020 · HERO
I want it to end. Now.
me M
01 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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01 Apr 2020 · HERO

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01 Apr 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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Manda P
03 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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03 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
26 Mar 2020 · HERO
Why can't people just not care about me so I can end it without feeling guilty?
corrado M
26 Mar 2020 ·

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26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Hang in there, mik. There are always better days ahead.

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0 Michael W
14 Mar 2020 · HERO
I woke up again.
me M
14 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Manda P
15 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
13 Mar 2020 · HERO
My body hurts and my brain is burning. It hurts so bad. I wish this would stop. I can't bear this any longer. But i have no way out.
Shelley H
13 Mar 2020 · HERO

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14 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
12 Mar 2020 · HERO
How does every day manage to establish a new all time low?
Manda P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

So sorry to see you feeling like this. You've beat times like these before. Hang in there!

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12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
10 Mar 2020 · HERO
It feels like every social media platform is poison to be. I feel like I need to disconnect my internet, disassemble my computer, and turn my cellphone off and lock it away...
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10 Mar 2020 · NEW

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10 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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10 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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7 Michael W
09 Mar 2020 · HERO
Well today was a pretty good day thanks to my friend!
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09 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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09 Mar 2020 ·

that's great

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09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Michael W
08 Mar 2020 · HERO
Feeling somewhat okay considering the circumstances.
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08 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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3 Michael W
07 Mar 2020 · HERO
Feeling like I'm going down again. Pleeease not again!! I can't stand this anymore...
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07 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
07 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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07 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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07 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Max T
07 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Hang in there, Michael. We're all here with you and for you. You can get through this.

Manda P
08 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Michael W
08 Mar 2020 · HERO

Thanks everyone

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8 Michael W
04 Mar 2020 · HERO
Got a lot accomplished today (for me). Went to my rheumatologist, got x-rays done, got A LOT of blood taken, went to the post office, went to the pharmacy, and voted. I feel energy glowing inside me!
Spacekitten V
04 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

This is great, mik!

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6 Michael W
03 Mar 2020 · HERO
Have my first appointment with my rheumatologist early this morning. I have no idea what to expect. But at just I don't feel like a dumpster fire today. Yet...
Jen B
03 Mar 2020 · HERO

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03 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Michael W
02 Mar 2020 · HERO
I'm okay so far today. Just okay.
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02 Mar 2020 ·

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04 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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7 Michael W
01 Mar 2020 · HERO
Woke up feeling miserable but feeling good so far today. Went to the park with my best friend. The weather was nice and it was nice to get out in the sun. Don't know what I would do without friends.
Manda P
01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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04 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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2 Michael W
24 Feb 2020 · HERO
Feeling pretty gloomy and hopeless, like there's a dark, hazy cloud hanging over me. Every second seems like a agonizing eternity. I know this moment is fleeting but it seems it will be forever.
Maria K
24 Feb 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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24 Feb 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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24 Feb 2020 · SUPPORTER

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24 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
24 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Hang in there, mik. Things can only go up from here.

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24 Feb 2020 ·

Hang in there mate things will get better

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27 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Michael W
23 Feb 2020 · HERO
Made it to clarinet choir rehearsal yesterday! I felt emotionally spent when I got home though and the depression started setting in again. I took Valium and Stelazine and a quick nap feeling better.
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23 Feb 2020 ·

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Max T
23 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Great that you play an instrument! I find playing music really helps my mood

Max T
23 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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2 Michael W
17 Feb 2020 · HERO
Good grief could my mood just STOP doing this?
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17 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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17 Feb 2020 · HERO

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Michael W
17 Feb 2020 · HERO
Today was... ACTUALLY a good day. Maybe it's restarting my supplements. Maybe the Fisher Wallace Stimulator is finally working. I don't know... But I'm not complaining!!!
me M
17 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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17 Feb 2020 ·

that is great

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Good news! Whatever works:)

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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7 Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO
Feeling oddly positive and energetic... Got a response from my psych. ECT is officially off the table with her. I am welcome to get a second opinion..... Continued in comment...
Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO

But I think the best thing for me is to stay the course of treatment, don't screw with my meds, and stick with her, because u can't imagine starting over new with someone unfamiliar especially in the acute condition I'm in now.

Max T
16 Feb 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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17 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO
Feeling semi normal this morning. Managed to fight off quite a lot of depression yesterday. I think Valium had to do with it.
Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO

I'm going to try to not take Valium today if I can help it because I want to see if this Fisher Whitacre Stimulator is actually working or not.

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16 Feb 2020 ·

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Shania M
16 Feb 2020 ·

Good for you

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16 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO
No response from psychiatrist. No hope. I have some plans that are virtually failproof. If I can help it, I don't plan to be here much longer than it will take to get the supplies I need.
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16 Feb 2020 ·

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16 Feb 2020 · NEW

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16 Feb 2020 · HERO

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nixiblu .
16 Feb 2020 · HERO

Hey Michael. When things are this low they can only get better. Hang in there please

Michael W
16 Feb 2020 · HERO

This was a fleeting moment. I took some Valium and used my Fisher Wallace Stimulator and felt a little better. For the most part yesterday was much better than any day I've had in the past few weeks.

Manda P
16 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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