For the last three or four days I have felt terrible. Very tired and very unhappy. I am not finding joy in anything. Not even my coffee which I have looked forward to each day.

I think of what I have to do for the day and I don't feel like having to do anything. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, there is no one to confide in.

29 Apr 2021

You can talk to us?!

29 Apr 2021

Baie liefde

29 Apr 2021
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Feeling fragile and delicate. Please let me find the strength to always help the ones I love. I am grieving our old life, where did those years go? How am I going to find the will to live in the

future? Who will I be able to love, who will love me?

19 Mar 2021

Strong emotions pulling the heart this way and that. Wishing you the strength you're calling for.

20 Mar 2021

I've been rereading your posts. Everytime you seem to struggle, you come back (stronger) ! Thats courage!

20 Mar 2021

Thank you Tasha, Ann, Penelope, Mandy, Lili, Anna and Max. Hugs back.

28 Apr 2021

Thank you Love. Yes, and we will all experience some form of this in our lives I think even though I wish we didn't. Love and Hugs

28 Apr 2021

Thank you Esther, you are so kind. I hope so, I really hope so. Love and Hugs

28 Apr 2021
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I am SO bitter with life and especially people. I wish I wasn't but I feel people in general, bring a lot of trouble and hurt. I am battling to get everything done and feel I've become

more masculine in having to do everything and not having any time to myself. In the meantime my male Partner is getting his hair done and enjoying lunches out with friends while I struggle.

15 Mar 2021

Because of needing to be real and do what needs to be done, I have begun to despise any 'preciousness' in people.

15 Mar 2021

Feels like you've hardened if that's a word? I'm sorry that you're struggling so much

15 Mar 2021

Sounds like you're needing more support & consideration?

15 Mar 2021

Thank you all for the hugs, hugs back

19 Mar 2021

Esther, yes I have unfortunately, a lot has happened. Yes it is a word ๐Ÿ˜Š. Hugs

19 Mar 2021

Yes Love !, I do need that and have communicated this but my Partner is not an empathetic kind of person and I'm feeling that now.

19 Mar 2021
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Exhausted these days with no motivation. No real interest except to sleep even though there is SO much to do. Life seems so hard. No joy.

I get you x

09 Mar 2021
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I feel the same way right now.

09 Mar 2021

Sorry you feel this way! I definitely relate.

09 Mar 2021

Thank You All for the Hugs, Hugs back

15 Mar 2021

Thank You Penelope, K B and Jeff even though I'm glad I'm not alone in this, I'm sorry we feel like this

15 Mar 2021
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Has anyone found that most of their 'friends' aren't really true friends?

You mean like my ex 'I'll never leave you' wife? hehe.

06 Mar 2021

Hugs everyone

09 Mar 2021

Love ! Yes๐Ÿ˜. People hey.

09 Mar 2021

Jeff! Have missed you! Hope everything is okay.

09 Mar 2021
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Felt awful today. M seemed quite unfriendly. Went through some scenarios of how to finish things for myself which is terrible. Didn't want to do a single thing and hardly did.

HF! Missed you around. Those are terrible thoughts.

05 Feb 2021

Hope you're well HF.

20 Feb 2021

Thank You All for the Hugs, they mean a lot. Hugs back to all of You

06 Mar 2021

Hello Esther :) Yes they are terrible thoughts...

06 Mar 2021

Hello Love ! Thank you but no, not so much :(

06 Mar 2021
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I'm so very very tired of almost everything. I dream of being somewhere else, somewhere far from l people who cause heartache and strife. How my life has changed.

Despite as much as I've tried to give and have given, I feel unappreciated and misunderstood and a target for people I truly thought I could trust. How can you try be happy when those you thought you could wholly trust have let you down? I can't be.

01 Sep 2020

Everything I was led to believe, I feel is not the truth. I feel gutted.

01 Sep 2020

If they are how you describe, they arenยดt worth your pain. Youยดll find better friends, Iยดm sure. Stay strong <3

01 Sep 2020

We are here for you.

01 Sep 2020

***big hugs***

02 Sep 2020

Thanks for your message, HF, I wish I could give you hope. Thinking of you x

06 Sep 2020

Big hugs, stay positive. Missed you my friend ๐Ÿ’› Sometimes we can only control how we feel. Don't stop being you! You are kind.

07 Sep 2020
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Feeling gross. Upset yet again with Partner... I'm embarassed to admit this but for FIFTEEN years I lived without access to what should have been 'our' tv but I wasn't ever given the chance to watch

any program that I liked nor had access to the remote. I was relegated to the bedroom to watch my dvds on a tiny portable dvd player. Now we are moving and he has just described the home theatre room as HIS. Nothing changes. Feel sick.

25 Jun 2020

That's awful, you deserve better than that. But wish I practice what I preach.

25 Jun 2020

Yikes! That doesn't sound good at all. I hope you can get out of this situation. I know it's hard though. Keep in touch with us, H F. We're here for you. Much love. ๐Ÿ’ž

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Hi everyone. Hope you're doing okay. I'm really struggling these days... Recent past traumas and feelings surfacing and I am trying to make sense of what has happened.

I feel very betrayed although I know it was not intended but the feeling remains the same. My mind feels SO foggy and I am SO exhausted.

27 Apr 2020
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I too am suffering ptsd and it is affecting my daily life, I hope and pray for you to feel happy and healing for us all โค๏ธ

27 Apr 2020

I hope it'll be at least a bit better soon! Hang on! <3

27 Apr 2020

***big hugs*** Good to see you here, H F. Sorry you are feeling so bad. We're here for you! โค๏ธ

29 Apr 2020

Miss you H F. I hope your ok.

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H F - good to see a post, but so sorry you're feeling like this. Hope you can hang in there. Love xxx

08 Dec 2019

Aw, H F. I'm sorry to see you feeling so down. Don't give up. Health & happiness are in the future. Lots of love to you. โค๏ธ

08 Dec 2019

Thank you everyone hugs back

14 Dec 2019

Thank you very much Albertine. Have you changed your name? I haven't been on here much and I can't seem to recall the name Albertine. Love and hugs

14 Dec 2019

Thank you so much Manda, it means a lot. I pray so. Lots of love to you too

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Sipping on a glass of red wine. Finished half a bottle and will stop there. I know it's for an escape and it's provided me with a break. Wish it was healthy for us but now and again, I think it's okay

for me that is.

10 Oct 2019

Shout out to my Panda Friends (you know who you are) for all your support.

10 Oct 2019

Well, speaking personally, alcohol is a helpful crutch. I enjoy it and use it (and am careful not to abuse it). I don't think it's terribly unhealthy. We all do what we need to do to get by. Big hugs, HF!

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I'm really really struggling with this life. I have so much sadness inside me, so much. Grief. I am missing K our beautiful cat deeply, like wr all are. Can't believe I am not going to look into those

beautiful eyes again on this earth. The finality. Just like a human but better than most in my opinion. Why is this life so hard and so painful at times.

29 Sep 2019

So sorry about your cat. But maybe you will have another nice cat with beautiful eyes. I know it's hard for you.

29 Sep 2019

I'm sorry you lost your friend. Think of how thankful you are for the time spent together. I know it must be hard though.

30 Sep 2019

Pets are pure love. Hard to lose them, but they're a reminder of how good souls can be. And even though yours can't be replaced, you can rescue another needy kitty who will give you love too, I hope! When you're ready...

30 Sep 2019

Big hugs HF๐Ÿ’•, I'm sorry you have lose your best friendโ˜น. Just think of all the happy times shared & maybe have your favourite ones in pretty frames . Hopefully seeing those memories will one day make you smile again x

02 Oct 2019
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Depression is severe. Managed to get some fresh air today.
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Fragile and fragmented that is the me that emerged two years ago and that will inevitably continue into my future. I wish the three of us had someone to care for us and love us and support us

through this all. Someone to hold us and say it's going to be all right. Someone to love and comfort us.

27 Sep 2019

Sending so much love. You are never alone.

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So hate seeing you so low, HF...Thinking of you and sending you strength...

27 Sep 2019

Thank you all, hugs back

27 Sep 2019

Thank you for the kind thoughts and strength, I really need them

27 Sep 2019

Sorry Jeff, the above post was for you

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So depressed. And experiencing so much anger coming up at the passing of our beautiful cat. The pain of her loss has actually intensified over last three weeks.

The loss of my first dog shook me for months. I totally understand and wish I could offer more than hugs...

25 Sep 2019
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I'm feeling finished lately. We lost our precious 20 year old cat on Monday. She could not breathe well at all suddenly (after a hospital stay and then returning home. This is on top of everything

else that is happening - very serious stuff. Our family cat has been my emotional support especially for the last two years since we received life changing news. She has been there to love me at all times and give me strength. Her loss is devastating

17 Sep 2019

And I am broken.

17 Sep 2019

I'm so sorry, HF! It's always terribly sad to lose a sweet pet, but to have that happen at such a low, difficult time is so much worse. I hope you have people to help you through these difficult times and be there for you. We're here as well!

17 Sep 2019

Good to see you back here HF. Sending much love and hugs your way. PPx

17 Sep 2019

So sorry HFโค๐Ÿ’, it's always hard saying goodbye to our beloved furry friends, especially when they have been through the good & the bad times. Thinking of you & sending love your way xx

17 Sep 2019

Thank you Jeff, yes it is all so very hard. I have a few people, but they too are going through the same hard times and don't have the strength necessarily to give support (even I feel the same at times) because we are mostly emotionally spent.

18 Sep 2019

Jeff: Our beautiful cat was able to still be the joy in our lives, the one who would love and comfort everyone despite her own health issues and age. It's extremely hard to think we won't ever see her on Earth again ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ˜ข.

18 Sep 2019

Jeff: Yes, You and our other Panda friends do make a positive difference, thank you. Hugs

18 Sep 2019

Hello Penelope, ah thank you my friend, much love and hugs back

18 Sep 2019

Thank you Natalie, yes indescribably hard... Our Precious Cat walked into our lives when we had just relocated to another country. She made our house a home and continued to do that in her 20 years. We still all believe that she was the best thing to

18 Sep 2019

Natalie: happen to us here... love and hugs back

18 Sep 2019

Thank you Reba, Hugs

25 Sep 2019
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H F!!!! ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’– How are you, old friend? We've missed you! Hope you stick around. Pandas are great for feeling better. We're here for you. xx

01 Mar 2019

<3 back atcha, HF. I hope you're ok.

01 Mar 2019

Great to see a post tho sorry you're feeling so low. Been thinking of you - you were missed! xx

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I've been feeling like I can't go on. Thoughts of ending it come up immediately when negative emotions are overwhelming. I can't normally afford to see someone but I have some birthday money coming up

and I think I should go see someone although I'm not sure it would help.

03 Feb 2019

My self esteem is non existent and I feel I am unworthy of being here.

03 Feb 2019

Aw, so sorry to see you're suffering, HF, my friend! Please see the appointment as a gift to yourself, or your future self. Yes, it will help you if you let it. Please take that step to reach out to someone and see how you can feel better!

03 Feb 2019

Hi, my love, H F. I'm glad that you came back. We've missed you! Those are a lot of Depression thoughts & feelings. You would start to feeling much better if you do make an appointment. I know it's super scary but it is so so worth it. Stay with us..

03 Feb 2019

...& make that appointment. All my love. ๐Ÿ’ž

03 Feb 2019

We are all worthy of being here, no matter who we are. We must go through rough paths in order to get to happiness. Seeing someone would not hurt you, it can only help you. Doing something is much better than doing nothing

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