Even though I instigated the break up.
There's a photo on my wall of us. I don't recognise him there to now. There's also a photo of my uncle who I adored who died in the 1990s. I don't feel more upset looking at the American photo.
He stopped being that lovely person, and I'm starting to allow myself to admit it
Text him and call him a prick from 'John T on moodpanda' you deserve better nix
Thanks John T
Glad you are to this point to feel that way. Much better days ahead!
Sometimes you just have to wallow for a while and lick your wounds x
Actually. I realize that I was disoriented about not being able to work and have no income in covid. And when I expressed I was lonely I got 'you have friends' as a retort. But I wanted more care and attention from him.
When I got work and found it hard to adjust and was tired. I wanted him to listen and be encouraging. There was none.
The lack of energy, my snappiness and weight gain came from me feeling stressed and neglected and a bit down. The break up was not why I was down. It is the solution
Glad you are getting things figured out, nixi. 💙
Me too glad you've worked thru it a bit. Next step is solving the issues once we've done our soul's searching. I'v stood back and tried to work things out in my own life too,and it's TRUE sometimes we do need to just wallow a bit then move on ! 🌈🌻
Thank you ladies. X
glad to see you post all the same.
hehe. Love that you're cool with it tho.
Trinidadian doubles. Here it's traditionally carnival weekend. Obvs it was cancelled
If it goes down. It'll go back up. If it goes up. It'll come back down.
Great that you're going - and nice chart! Hope you're feeling okay about the breakup
exercise is a good self care strategy. Its free natural feel good