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I want to hibernate. Had a 4 day weekend off from work. Originally so I could see him. I could have done some garden work. But instead I stay in bed and avoid people. Feel lonely, and miss him.
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Even though I instigated the break up.

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So, although he was in London I didn't see him as he didn't bring me my things. I also want to give his things back. What is the point in dragging it out. It's painful and will be another month now
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It's a low one, but I know it won't last. I don't think I will meet him this weekend, I don't need my things back that badly. It is better I hang out with my friends. Aqua aerobics was good
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The American is coming to UK. Not to me. That's fine. We will meet to swap our belongings. I'm ambivalent. Feels like a dead relative. That I enjoyed, but long ago, that It doesn't make me sad now
nixiblu .
6d · HERO

There's a photo on my wall of us. I don't recognise him there to now. There's also a photo of my uncle who I adored who died in the 1990s. I don't feel more upset looking at the American photo.

nixiblu .
6d · HERO

He stopped being that lovely person, and I'm starting to allow myself to admit it

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Text him and call him a prick from 'John T on moodpanda' you deserve better nix

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5d · HERO

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4 nixiblu .
20 Sep 2020 · HERO
Down about lack of energy, relationship break up , work. , Weight. Can't change the mindset at the moment
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Sometimes you just have to wallow for a while and lick your wounds x

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nixiblu .
6d · HERO

Actually. I realize that I was disoriented about not being able to work and have no income in covid. And when I expressed I was lonely I got 'you have friends' as a retort. But I wanted more care and attention from him.

nixiblu .
6d · HERO

When I got work and found it hard to adjust and was tired. I wanted him to listen and be encouraging. There was none.

nixiblu .
6d · HERO

The lack of energy, my snappiness and weight gain came from me feeling stressed and neglected and a bit down. The break up was not why I was down. It is the solution

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Glad you are getting things figured out, nixi. 💙

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Me too glad you've worked thru it a bit. Next step is solving the issues once we've done our soul's searching. I'v stood back and tried to work things out in my own life too,and it's TRUE sometimes we do need to just wallow a bit then move on ! 🌈🌻

nixiblu .
5d · HERO

Thank you ladies. X

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17 Sep 2020 · HERO
Aware I've not updated in mood panda or my gratitude diary lately. Also lacking energy
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6 nixiblu .
09 Sep 2020 · HERO
Forgot the time of my gym class and missed it. :( Haven't been over a week, and am away this weekend. Might be blacklisted, but also angry with myself
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5 nixiblu .
06 Sep 2020 · HERO
Feeling my feelings are reaching the end of the road. Feel disassociated
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6 nixiblu .
02 Sep 2020 · HERO
Today just vanished. I didn't get a lie in. I didn't do my online course. I didn't get to the gym. I only watched 2 hours of tv. Whare did it go?
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7 nixiblu .
30 Aug 2020 · HERO
Cooking for friends
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31 Aug 2020 · HERO

Trinidadian doubles. Here it's traditionally carnival weekend. Obvs it was cancelled

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5 nixiblu .
24 Aug 2020 · HERO
Mood neutral for some time
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24 Aug 2020 · LEGEND

If it goes down. It'll go back up. If it goes up. It'll come back down.

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5 nixiblu .
19 Aug 2020 · HERO
Overeating.
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7 nixiblu .
16 Aug 2020 · HERO
Got to the gym again. I know people there so it is good to talk. Body tired, not losing the Extra kilos, but enjoying the workouts
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16 Aug 2020 · LEGEND

Great that you're going - and nice chart! Hope you're feeling okay about the breakup

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exercise is a good self care strategy. Its free natural feel good

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