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BF is stressed a bit. Makes me feel rejected. I know it has nothing to do with me but still.. wish I could help him.
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Didn't feel like running yesterday but I did and it went better then ever before. Managed to run 7.7 km in 40 min.
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Amazing, well done! X

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6 Esther B
10 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
3 days of work in a row. Tomorrow I have class until 9 p.m. Gonna allow myself to relax tonight.
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10 Jan 2021 · HERO

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10 Jan 2021 · HERO

Enjoy your evening!

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11 Jan 2021 · LEGEND

Relaxing is a must. I squeeze it in several times a day. Helps with productivity- esp when mind is rested.

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7 Esther B
07 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
Booked a little trip with BF. Yay!
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5 Esther B
04 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
Frustrated by organization and management of university. We are having an assessment about things we did not practiced at all! How can we be decent nurse when we don't have REAL class? You can't learn
Esther B
04 Jan 2021 · LEGEND

how to examin someone when you can only learn it from a book. They have to take their responsibility and offer us decent classes or reschedule the test.

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04 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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5 Esther B
03 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
Barely slept last night because of anxiety. Work made me tired - working with covid residents.
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4 Esther B
02 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
Or actually not that he will leave but anxious i can't bear my emotions and thoughts. They are heavy. They make me behave in a way I dont like which pushes him away and makes me more anxious. He just
Esther B
02 Jan 2021 · LEGEND

needs some rest. Who am I to keep pushing him

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3 Esther B
02 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
So anxious he will leave.
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4 Esther B
01 Jan 2021 · LEGEND
Don't like my own pushy behavior. Its getting worse.
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01 Jan 2021 · GUARDIAN

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2 Esther B
31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Bf didn't talk to me today. Said yesterday I was a bit pushy about meeting his best friend. Now I want talk to them and he doesn't answer. So in the end I call him 10000 times which makes him more ups
Esther B
31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Et and me getting more and more anxious. Borderline for real I guess. Afraid of losing him. Afraid of my emotions. Its too much.

John T
31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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8 Esther B
31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
I was so stressed yesterday and all of a sudden the bell rang and he brought me a bunch of roses because it was our first date one year ago. Couldn't be more surprised 🥰
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31 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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31 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

😍😍 thats so sweet

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31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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31 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Aw! That's so sweet! I love receiving flowers.

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31 Dec 2020 · HERO

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3 Esther B
30 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Anxious - probably bc of his best friends visit. I need to stay calm and don't call him 10000 times. Nothing is wrong. Its just a bad feeling.
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30 Dec 2020 · HERO

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30 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

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30 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

I cross my fingers for you 🤞 Stay strong, you'll get it!

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30 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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30 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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30 Dec 2020 ·

All is well

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31 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks for all the hugs and kind words

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31 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Esther B
29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Bad sleep, as almost every time I have a late shift. One of the residents has corona. Here we go again..
Mandy H
29 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Stay safe, Esther!

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30 Dec 2020 · HERO

Take care

Esther B
30 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Jealous bc my BF's best friend is coming over for a few days. Its just the fact that she's a pretty girl probably. He says she's like his sister. I understand but it still makes me a bit anxious.
Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

On the other hand: jealousy isn't changing anything. She will still be there and I have to deal with it. I'm happy for him cause he hasn't seen her for nearly a year

Silke V
27 Dec 2020 · HERO

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27 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Anna D
27 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

I remember one idea from The Big Bang Theory: to cope jealousy, it's good to realize that you should be more self confident if he chooses you when there are plenty beautiful girls than when you're the only girl he knows 😉

Silke V
27 Dec 2020 · HERO

Love that Anna! It's true!

Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Haha thanks Anna! They were a couple a few months when they were young (17 or so) so thats probably why I'm so scared. But he said he feels zero attraction towards her and they split up for a good reason

Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

But this one im sure gonna remember!!

Anna D
27 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

@Esther: In fact, that's quite the context of the quote. Leonard kissed with a woman, but told himself he only wants to be with his girlfriend Penny. Penny was jealous. But finally, she told herself she should feel better, because she knows he could

Anna D
27 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

be with another woman if he wants, but despite this possibility, he chooses her. So it's not because he has to be with her, but because she's the best one for him.

Ann L
27 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Ann L
27 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

Santa Barbara 😄soap opera

Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

What do you mean Ann? :)

Ann L
27 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

A lot of characters and complicated plot,Santa Barbara we call it in my country)

Mandy H
27 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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28 Dec 2020 · HERO

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28 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Love !
29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

I'd be uncomfortable. Then I reflect that my college sweetheart & I are still close. She's married now & lives 3000mi away. I've visited her a few times. Shes like a sister. I get that, too.

Esther B
29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

I get it too. Its more that I haven't met her yet and they speak a different language. Makes it harder I guess? I used to have a male best friend too and always had to 'fight' with his gf's bc of this

Esther B
29 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

I'm trying to reflect on what makes me jealous and what I can do about it. Cause I don't want this to be a deal breaker. If it was a male I wouldn't be upset.

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5 Esther B
26 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Grumpy
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26 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

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6 Esther B
25 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Christmas with BF
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25 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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25 Dec 2020 · NEW

Hi

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25 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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25 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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6 Esther B
24 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Survived a visit to my parents. Its always a bit painful and disappointing for me while we have so little in common. I realize they didn't give me the emotional support I needed when I was young.
Esther B
24 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

On the other hand: they do the best they can and I need to appreciate that. And I do.

Anna D
24 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Anna D
24 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

Relationship with can be really tough.

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24 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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Love !
24 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

agreed.they did their best in accordance with their level of consciousness.

Esther B
27 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

They did Love. Sometimes I gorget that and I get angry at them. But I need to accept that they won't change

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7 Esther B
23 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Feeling like a happy little family with BF and cat 😂
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23 Dec 2020 ·

Family

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23 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 Dec 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

That's great Esther!

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24 Dec 2020 · GUARDIAN

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4 Esther B
19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Busy and hectic day at work. Was feeling anxious or just feeling a lot of adrenaline. Call with BF wasn't nice because of his mood. Then my mind says things like: he's leaving you instead of letting
Esther B
19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

it go and think: he's moody, this has nothing to do with me.

Esther B
19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Stupid, racing thoughts!

Anna D
19 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Anna D
19 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

I know these thoughts, they're so bad... Hang on ❤️

Esther B
19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks Anna. Luckily I know it's just bad thoughts and not reality for now

Silke V
19 Dec 2020 · HERO

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Anna D
19 Dec 2020 · SUPPORTER

It's a good begin to get rid off them 🙂

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19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Oh, god, the thoughts! I know what you mean.

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21 Dec 2020 · HERO

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5 Esther B
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND
Quality of sleep hasn't been good last week. Yesterday it was because of a glass of wine. Other days I can't really explain. Let's see if caffeine is the troublemaker.
John T
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Hoe gaat het met je deze avond? Ik hoop dat je een goede nachtrust krijgt met voldoende rust. Oefen zelfzorg en heb medelijden met jezelf

John T
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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Esther B
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Haha thanks John only the last part is translated as: feel sorry for yourself ;)

John T
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

I think I meant 'forgive yourself'

Jeff M
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
17 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

I've learned never to blame the alcohol for my failings! Alcohol is the cause of and solution to all life's problems!

Esther B
18 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

Haha Jeff! I dont blame the alcohol, it was the food.

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18 Dec 2020 · HERO

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19 Dec 2020 · LEGEND

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