Esther B

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1730 days

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1h · GUARDIAN

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6d · LEGEND

Going away for the weekend with BF. Excited! Want to enjoy our time together when he's still here. What happens after, we will see.

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6d · LEGEND

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5 Esther B

06 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

I've had ONE beer last night and today is nothing but a massive headache.

Ann L

06 Apr 2021 · GUARDIAN

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8 Esther B

05 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

I love the sound of my cat tripping on her way to my bedroom. I love the sound she makes when she starts drinking. Animals are awesome.

nixiblu .

05 Apr 2021 · HERO

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5 Esther B

03 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

Cravings all day. Buttt managed to run my fastest 6k ever.

Love !

03 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

Fighting cravings is not easy. Each time we do, though, we get stronger. We are weakening harmful habits, reinforcing healthful ones. Sounds like you used that energy to fuel a run.

06 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

I dont know Love. I had a real hard time starting the run because after a full day of work I'm mentally exhausted. But then I started it and it went really well. Could be the cafeine too ;)

Lili C

06 Apr 2021 ·

I know I might project my own problems on you but please make sure you don't starve yourself...

Esther B

06 Apr 2021 · LEGEND

I won't Lili. I've just had a lot of sweets and chocolate last few days. With a lot I mean 10+ a day

Lili C

06 Apr 2021 ·

But then I am terrible witg chocolate. As long as you don't deprive yourself and feel good thx to running. I am happy for you!

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6 Esther B

29 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Studying for exam tomorrow. I felt joy when I saw my cat enjoying the sun.

Jeff M

31 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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6 Esther B

28 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Finally a good night's sleep! Yoga nidra is really helpful.

Esther B

28 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Even if you fall asleep, Love? Cause thats what mostly happens.

Love !

28 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

There are levels. I use it for sleep & deep rest, where I remain conscious, but mind falls into a delta state, thought ceases.

nixiblu .

29 Mar 2021 · HERO

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3 Esther B

25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Nevermind. Going down down down. Luckily I have to work in an hour.

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25 Mar 2021 · HERO

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5 Esther B

25 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

I'm surprised that I'm not that depressed or sad as I imagined before this situation. Gonna talk to former therapist tomorrow for some advice.

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25 Mar 2021 · HERO

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5 Esther B

22 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Tired or down? I have the feeling I can sleep every moment of the day.

Jen B

24 Mar 2021 · HERO

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5 Esther B

20 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

So so so tired. Sometimes I get scared if I count the days until his departure. But life goes on. I can still breathe without him.

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22 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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5 Esther B

19 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

I've been doing okay I guess? I think it will be tough when he's really gone. Our communication feels more relaxed now

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20 Mar 2021 · HERO

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3 Esther B

16 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Walking zombie mode. Constantly crying or just flat and staring. Can't believe he's leaving. Figuring out what to do next 6 weeks: how to say goodbye and stuff.

nixiblu .

17 Mar 2021 · HERO

It doesn't mean it's over. I had LDR for 3 years. It wasn't the distance causing the end. Be kind to yourself and stay calm x

Esther B

18 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

We haven't really talked about it Nixi. But i don't think LD will fulfill my needs. And he's shutting me out so its not really a good sign

H F

19 Mar 2021 · HERO

I'm really sorry dear Esther. Strength. Re

H F

19 Mar 2021 · HERO

Remember what is for you, won't go past you. Who knows why people do the things they do. I have been in that situation - in a relationship with someone who moves overseas (because of opportunities).

H F

19 Mar 2021 · HERO

It hurts, you may never understand it but you might need to let go to allow someone who never wants to be apart from you into your life.

Esther B

19 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Hr wants to be with his family. I understand that.. but you're right HF!

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Feeling worn out. Support his choice if that's what makes him happy. Makes me sad that he's feeling this way. Other hand: this decision makes me sad. But I can't force him to stay here. Mixed feelings

Mandy H

15 Mar 2021 · HERO

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Love !

15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Was in similar situation...but was the guy who left. It's hard.

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Esther B

15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

It is. Not being with your family for almost 2 years is hard.

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15 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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15 Mar 2021 · HERO

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15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Lili C

15 Mar 2021 ·

So sorry, Esther :(. Time heals that kind of things. Hope you ll feel better soon

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15 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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16 Mar 2021 · HERO

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16 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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6 Esther B

12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Didn't sleep well bc I finished work at 23:00. 'Nature' always wakes me up around 06:30. 7k run but I was out of breath easily. Nevermind that - I went and that's what matters.

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12 Mar 2021 ·

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12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Aldrein A

12 Mar 2021 ·

Yup, it's really tiring tho, running that long without sleep lowers your stamina level. It's okay. What's important is you pushed yourself to run. Have a nice day ahead!

Mandy H

12 Mar 2021 · HERO

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12 Mar 2021 · SUPPORTER

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12 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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Esther B

12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Thanks all!

Jeff M

12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Jeff M

12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Good for you for getting out there when you're tired and not feeling it!

Esther B

13 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Yes. But I realize it's only my mind telling me I can't. My body feels good. I'm doing some guided mindfullness runs by Nike run club. Really helps!

H F

15 Mar 2021 · HERO

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15 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Sometimes our inner drill sergeant has to take control to get us to lace up and run.

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6 Esther B

10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Only 12 and I finished a run, an hour walk, did my groceries and went to the library. Check.

Love !

10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Momentum.

Mandy H

10 Mar 2021 · HERO

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M J

10 Mar 2021 ·

Great!!

Jeff M

10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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10 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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10 Mar 2021 · HERO

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12 Mar 2021 · HERO

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Esther B

12 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Thanks for all of your hugs

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15 Mar 2021 · GUARDIAN

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7 Esther B

09 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Finished Simone de Beauvoirs biography today. Truly inspirational! And made my BF a surprise which he really liked.

Mandy H

09 Mar 2021 · HERO

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10 Mar 2021 · HERO

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4 Esther B

07 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

It's 6 pm. I've worked 2 days and I feel exhausted.

Mandy H

07 Mar 2021 · HERO

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John T

07 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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John T

07 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Put your kettle on. Get your feet up. Order a takeaway

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09 Mar 2021 · HERO

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09 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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8 Esther B

04 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Had a walk on the beach. It was so nice to see the sea after months.

Love !

05 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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Love !

05 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

Sounds relaxing. Glad you made connection with nature.

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05 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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05 Mar 2021 · HERO

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05 Mar 2021 · HERO

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06 Mar 2021 · HERO

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07 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

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5 Esther B

05 Mar 2021 · LEGEND

A lot of headaches this week and I'm constantly feeling tired. Almost falling asleep every night at 19.00 if I dont do anything about it. Stress? Depression? Maybe I only need to be aware of it.

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06 Mar 2021 · HERO

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