I'm doing pretty well...haven't forgotten my fellow pandas... I mostly stress about finances, otherwise things have been going pretty well... My left wrist has healed...now Dr is concentrating on

My right wrist...also injured in a fall..can't wait to see the end to this...

22 Jan 2018

I also need to have my knees checked out too...hoping by late Spring or early Summer of 18...this will all be done...

22 Jan 2018
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I'm feeling much better today, physically and emotionally...esp. after my horrendous week... Off to a concert tomorrow night...it'll definitely cheer me way up!!!

That's awesome.

04 Nov 2017

enjoy your concert. how 're your dogs?

04 Nov 2017

OMG Esther...As always...they are wonderful!!! Thanks for asking!!!

07 Nov 2017
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So I am...feeling really low...but I don't think I'll hurt myself, again...I just am bummed by life and all that us coming my way...I'm trying to be defensive...but at times it seems so futile..is all

Autocorrect sucks too...

23 Oct 2017

Hope you'll feel a bit better soon🙏

23 Oct 2017

Thank you Pandas!!!

23 Oct 2017
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Back to work...first day back...busy as hell... Feel like I'm kind of glad to be back...but kinda don't want to rush things along...still in pain...
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For the most part...I'm still always alone...
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Surgery went well...very pleased with result...still alot of pain...but I am Back to work next week...finances...will be much better once I return...to work

Once my left wrist is done...medical care...I need to have my right one examined...I'm almost positive I'll be on worker's comp for awhile...cause I fell real hard

07 Oct 2017

My knees are still sore...esp my right one...I have numbness around my kneecap...thought it would go away...but it hasnt

07 Oct 2017

It seems like it'll be a long winter and spring...until my body...can get back to normal

07 Oct 2017

And my mind and mood reflect that...I feel bummed but I am trying to get on...so unlike me to be so positive...

07 Oct 2017

But I have been...don't know why...but I can't question it

07 Oct 2017

I always think of my fellow pandas and their struggles...thank you all for always being there for me

07 Oct 2017

Happy to see you around Wendy! What kind of surgery did you havd? Nice that you can go back to work so you won't have to worry about money that much. Enjoy your weekend!

07 Oct 2017

I fractured a small bone in my wrist...when it healed it kept irritating a neve in my wrist/hand

08 Oct 2017

*nerve...so the dr removed the bone...and immediately I felt relief...

08 Oct 2017
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In alot of pain, although surgery went really well today...

i hope you recover from it soon

19 Sep 2017

Sorry for you pain Wendy. I hope it will be gone soon

19 Sep 2017
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So, no roommate...afterall no fretting about that anymore...surgery on my wrist is Monday...am presently on vacation trying to get an impressive amount of stuff done...mentally/emotionally I feel ☆

pretty well...right now...not up high/not low...kind of in between...

15 Sep 2017
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Hanging in there/still worried about finances/no roommate yet unsure if should/surgery in 3 weeks on my wrist/will be out of work for a little while/but got hurt there still will get pd every wk even

If it's only 75% of my pay...

29 Aug 2017

Just want to get surgery over with before the snow comes...and get right back to making $$$

29 Aug 2017

good luck with surgery!

29 Aug 2017

Thanks Pandas!!! Definitely hoping for a speedy recovery

30 Aug 2017
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Feeling...low... In debt... Worried about finances... Possible roommate soon...not sure...would like to have a lease signed...to protect myself...otherwise...not going forward/do not need aggravation.

Big hugs, Wendy. Have a lot of worries about finance and debt myself - it sucks. xx

12 Aug 2017

Hold on dear friend!!

12 Aug 2017

Thank you my dear Panda friends!!!

13 Aug 2017

Still unsure...about having a roommate...esp. with my wonderful dogs...don't want them upset...

13 Aug 2017

But also my gut really leaning towards NO roommate...as much as I feel alone often...I feel like my dogs alleviate alot of my loneliness...

13 Aug 2017
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Totally staying positive...in the NEGATIVE!

Just saying despiteous all...I'm still above water...

01 Jul 2017

*despite

01 Jul 2017

Good for you Wendy! xx

01 Jul 2017

Love to see you back here!

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I am so schlockfaced right now...and for good measure...cause for the truth I don't feel pain... Yeah most days I feel emotional pains... Since I got injured at work...I've been working like a dog...

I struggle like many of you to make ends meet...it's really a battle...everyday I'm at war with the world...but will I quit now...NOPE...

28 Jun 2017

I know exactly what you mean Wendy - in this together! Your strength is amazing xx

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Feeling a little better this week...much more responsibility at work lately, it seems my superiors think I can handle more job titles...I'm trying my best & where I can I try to wing it to look like I

know exactly what I am doing...and am confident enough to do these additional tasks...

06 Jun 2017

I had some doubts assuming these additional roles at work...but I'm surprising myself...I hope I'm surprising my bosses too...

06 Jun 2017

Sorry to see 4, but it's great to hear that your abilities are being recognised. Hope you'll believe in them too!

06 Jun 2017

Thanks all for the hugs!!!

07 Jun 2017

Cindy...I feel...marginally better...

07 Jun 2017

You're right though, Cindy...I should feel far much better...knowing that I have been able to accomplish these tasks...even if I have self doubt...

07 Jun 2017
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Stressed to the max about finances...on the one hand, I just deal brush it off and say things will work out (cause I've been working so hard)...THEN...I panic...think the end is near...mental illness

Just sucks...cause...I can never make enough money...

30 May 2017

And, I was denied disability...because I choose to fight my illness...and function like a normal human being...

30 May 2017

Poor you Wendy. I know only too well that feeling especially waking in the night panicking because it's 100x worse & trying to work out what I can borrow on to pay what this month before next month & who needs payment 1st & then there's the letters

30 May 2017

Phone calls, final demands with threat threat threat court court court so on. Take care big hugs & look after yourself

30 May 2017

Ah Wendy I know this feeling all too well. If you fight it people think you're normal and judge you as normal and 100% capable of work. One of my friends with the same issues doesn't work and she gets funds from government. I hate the way this works*

30 May 2017

* but I'm dann proud of myself for trying and you must be too. It's better to look at yourself in the mirror and see what you've accomplished with your mental illness then just lean back and let people's taxes be your inxome. Or well that's how it

30 May 2017

Is in Holland

30 May 2017

Thank you all so much for the hugs...

31 May 2017

Thank you Stephen...yep it's always a struggle...

31 May 2017

And...Esther you're absolutely correct!!! In both your comments...

31 May 2017

It is always a struggle whether it be repaying a mortgage, or caring for children (especially as a single parent - more often than not as the only one paying) trying to enjoy life. Its such s prison sentence. I fully understand. Big hugs

31 May 2017

I've given up, for now, on disability...even though many involved with my care thought I was well qualified...

31 May 2017

And, yes I do feel like I've accomplished something with my life (working)...considering my illness (bipolar 1). At 20yrs old, my psychiatrist told me while I was hospitalized I would never work again...about a year later and after being

31 May 2017

Hospitalized for 9 consecutive months...I applied for a job at a local hardware store (ended up working there for 19 1/2 yrs.)

31 May 2017

In fact, I met my husband there...we dated first, bought a house together got married...yep, lots of accomplishments...

31 May 2017

I am BPD and suffer acute MD so I know what it's like and financial issues is often 'the straw that broke the camels back' - certainly don't need that. Please take extra special care Wendy - it's hard I know but try not to worry too much. Hugs

31 May 2017
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I'm just feeling a little lonely tonight...bed soon...so I'll get over it...

27 May 2017

Hope you're feeling a bit better Wendy

28 May 2017
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Gonna try to deal...and allow myself to feel like I can handle anything coming my way...and with desperate measures keep my sanity intact...not give into self harming behavior...and feel confidence...

I was wondering how you were doing :)

22 May 2017

Thank you for the hugs all...Esther I'm doing all right, in spite of what's happening right now...

23 May 2017

Some good stuff, not so good stuff...going on...thanks for your reply...I often think of you too, hope for good things for you too!

23 May 2017
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I absolutely just love this song SAME ROAD, SAME REASON By Acoustic Alchemy... I feel my body rocking gently and my anxiety slowly diminishing with each beat...
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So my injury at work sucks...I feel like all stressed out.. not so much as to cut my arm up...so that's good...I take that as a major improvement...in my brain I've also been trying to figure out what

I can do if things really are...effed up...and I've been really been trying to be positive...

04 May 2017

Again...I really haven't thought of taking a knife...and cutting up my arm...A REAL GOOD SIGN OF MY MENTAL STATE! YAY!!!

04 May 2017

Fantastic post, Wendy xx

04 May 2017

Thanks all...thank you Cindy!!!

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No one can say that I am without any luck...OMG!!! SUCH dirty rotten bad luck!!!

Sorry to hear, Wendy - hope that changes quickly x

03 May 2017

Yeah so I fell at work...hurt my left wrist/hand...I don't need this...really don't...

04 May 2017

Last year I fractured my right wrist in a fall...why can't I have a break...

04 May 2017

I've been working so hard...trying to be productive and all...

04 May 2017

Just hoping the mri shows nothing major...cause I really need to work and make some money $$$

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Feeling ill physically; medical test Monday...hopefully I'll find out some answers...why I feel like crap!; emotionally, however, I am golden...feeling pretty darn well! :)

Good diet?

19 Mar 2017

Nice to see you around xx

19 Mar 2017

Thank you Esther, nice being back, hopefully more frequently. Test Monday is routine, however if they see something; my diet...I eat healthy to moderately healthy foods...Basically the thought is I might have an intolerance/allergy of some kind...

19 Mar 2017

Thanks for the hugs too!!!

19 Mar 2017

Test came back normal...great news to me...next more tests to follow...with regard to intolerance allergy

21 Mar 2017

Great news!!

21 Mar 2017
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