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Struggling today. Did virtually no work, and it's going to make next week very stressful. Anxiety is high and mental health is not great. Too much news and fear.
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Hi Jeff, I have found it very difficult too. I guess we just need to try to keep going. X

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Went for a run yesterday. Mondays are my group runs, but can't do that. Did a virtual happy hour on Zoom. Was really surprisingly fun. Getting pretty lonely, and anxiety impacting my sleep.
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4d · LEGEND

Happy hour over Zoom sounds fun! Hope you start getting better sleep, Jeff.

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5 Jeff M
27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Still not good at being as productive working at home, but dog sure appreciates it! He's laying on the floor beside my desk right now. I'm glad I have him, or the loneliness would be really tough!
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27 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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27 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

I'm glad you have the dog too. I am sure that the majority of people struggle with motivation working from home (change to routine, lack of social interactions, less accountability to management/colleagues).

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27 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Are you still getting out to do some running? X

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27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Glad you have your dog. Pets make things a bit easier to deal with when they are around.

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4 Jeff M
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
This song came up randomly and seems fitting. 'I am going to make it through this year if it kills me...' https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTBEP-ASQJs
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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 Jeff M
24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
So yesterday felt tough. The dreary weather matched my mood. Was super short, and everything made me want to scream. I ran in the rain alone to keep my running group streak going. Hope today's better.
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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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24 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Mar 2020 · HERO

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25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Well-done for keeping active, Jeff!

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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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5 Jeff M
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Well that weekend was quiet. Ran on the treadmill Saturday and trails with a friend Sunday (which is bad now, but oh well). I wish it was spring. Would help me a lot. Back to 'work' today. Be well.
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23 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Sending love, Jeff!

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25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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4 Jeff M
19 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
All these people sad that social isolation means they can't be with friends and family. And I'm over here thinking that I've been preparing for this my whole life...
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19 Mar 2020 ·

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19 Mar 2020 ·

Don't worry, Jeff, pandas are here for you

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19 Mar 2020 · HERO

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20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

We love you, Jeff! I feel the same way about prepping my whole life for this. I hope you are able to find ways to enjoy your time. xx

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20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

*big hug* I'm having all kinds of feelings and emotions, too. It's a tough time. We gotta be strong.

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21 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 Jeff M
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Yesterday wasn't so bad. Worked at home. It was sunny. Went out and ran and got beer before bars/restaurants closed. Today is dreary, and now I feel lonely. Envious of those with loved ones.
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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Sending love, Jeff! 💚

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17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Pandas love you Jeff! We might not be blood family but I like to think of my panda bears as the ones who are here for me at the lowest of the low. The very opposite of Fairweather friends.

K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Great idea going for a run. I continue to be amazed at your perseverance with it and how you can motivate yourself to get out there!!

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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4 Jeff M
16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Working at home. Really hard to get motivation to work. Avoiding media right now. Fear is far more dangerous than the virus. Protect yourself mentally as well as physically.
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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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16 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

You're so right. Take care :*

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Stay safe, Jeff!

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18 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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4 Jeff M
13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Life has changed in the past few days. Scary times. Need to stay away from constant media fear-monging. Looking forward to a long run tomorrow in the woods. But today, stocking up on staples again.
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13 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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4 Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
We have our first local case of the virus. Wonder if the St. Pat's race this weekend will be canceled? Things feel very crazy right now. I hate the general state of panic people are in...
Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Hard to find context right now. Too much doom and gloom, not enough reality and balance.

corrado M
12 Mar 2020 ·

it's not helpful to give in to the panic, but still it's a serious thing. the contagion rate is fast and high, in italy (my country of origin) people were careless and now the whole country is shut down.

corrado M
12 Mar 2020 ·

so, i know it sucks, but until a cure is found we should avoid people especially when it's a lot in a closed space. the economical consequences of a country shutting down are more scary than the health concerns.

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12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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corrado M
12 Mar 2020 ·

we're at 1500 cases now and today they proihbited us to get in the bus from the door in the front

Penelope P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I'm quite lucky because I'm out in the suburbs and it's quite a rural area. I also don't like crowds, or to mix with people. Gloves on hands, scarf around mouth, keeping away from humans and not touching things. Hope you stay well Jeff.

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12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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12 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

These are scary times. I go to town 2-3 times a month & always to the grocery. Scared to have to face crowds. I live in a rinky dink rural area with lots of dumb people & saw people wearing masks 2 weeks ago. Will be going again on Monday.

Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

It's a tough thing. I don't want to stay inside unless it's required. Bars and restaurants are clean, and the risk was there with the flu. If it spreads, things change. For now, I'm not giving up real life.

Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Our fun run tonight and St Patty's race Saturday were canceled. Blah.

Jeff M
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks for the perspective, Corrado. The person who has it here flew back from Rome. Sad... It will be controlled, I hope!

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13 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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13 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Sorry to hear the race was cancelled. That's a bummer.

Ian D
14 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Crazy times. I'll be carrying on as normal otherwise I'd go nuts.

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5 Jeff M
11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Drank too much, but the dinner was fun last night! And delicious. Suffering this morning. Got cold again, unfortunately. Feeling the weight of all this virus dread. Blah.
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11 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Glad you're having some fun but sorry to hear about your cold. Hope it passes soon

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11 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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5 Jeff M
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Nice run last night in shorts and a t-shirt for the first time in months! Working at home today so ran again outside (strong wind though). Slept poorly last night. Achy and bad dreams. :(
Jeff M
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Dreamt I was losing my dog. I don't know if I was dying or he was. But it made me very sad. I gave him lots of hugs this morning.

Jeff M
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Dinner/drink pairing tonight with a few friends. I'm looking forward to that!

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10 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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10 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Jeff M
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
The sun shone bright, and temps were in the mid-50s. I sat on my back stoop with the dog and soaked it all in. Amazing how good it felt to be in air that doesn't hurt your face.
Jeff M
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Even warmer today! I can't wait for my run tonight, with the time change meaning I don't have to wear the headlamp and reflective gear. Couldn't get up to treadmill this morning, though. Too sleepy. That's ok!

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09 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Yaaaay! Love to see this green, Jeff. I'm going to be sure to go outside & enjoy it, too!

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10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Running in the dark doesn't sound like fun, well done for keeping at it!

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10 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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5 Jeff M
05 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
The sun was shining yesterday, and I took a brief (chilly) lunch walk. Got a breath of optimism and energy, which was quite nice. Perhaps it's the slight weather improvement.
Jeff M
05 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Had a good run last night on mostly runable trails. Poor night's sleep, though. Dog kept barking at something. Eye is bothering me. Need to make an appointment that I don't want to do. Blah.

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5 Jeff M
04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Started watching Dracula on Netflix on the treadmill this morning, and it's stupid and trite and totally sucked me in (no pun intended). Really tired of this virus news. Frightening...
Jeff M
04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

The world is a sad and scary enough place without a pandemic like this. Though I suppose without it, the news would be all political junk.

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04 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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4 Jeff M
03 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Tired. Struggling to get up and run on the 'mill in the morning. Registration opens next week for the big race I targeted in fall. Don't know if I'll be ready. Much further behind than I should be.
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03 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Yesterday was 2-year anniversary of my neighbor and friend taking her life. It really hit me yesterday how much my life hasn't been the same. I think about her often and why she made that choice...
Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

And the selfish part of me recognizes that my life hasn't been the same. For one, her husband was my best friend, and he distanced himself from everyone and everything important to him. I recognize that he had to, but now...

Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

...he's engaged to a woman and fine and dandy in his new life, posting on social media about how blessed he is. Never once did he try to reach out to me (or his other old friends). He's not the only one impacted by this occurrence.

Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I very much right now feel like I don't have any friends. And I've been very lonely, particularly on these cold winter weekends. So I eat and I drink, and my health hasn't been good despite the running, and that bothers and scares me.

Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Anxiety has been high. I barely ran at all this weekend due to the bitter cold. Just a few treadmill miles. I helped someone move for a while yesterday which at least got me out of the house. I'm struggling with motivation and initiative.

Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I know I'm struggling with depression. Maybe not as bad as last winter, when I was at my lowest in many years, but still struggling. Can't put all the hope on an improvement in weather to brighten my mood. That's not going to solve things.

Jeff M
02 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I'm not really sure what to do except be careful not to dwell on things, because that spirals down deeper. Just trying to get through the days. This makes me sad. The world is scary right now. :(

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02 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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02 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

It seems you've got a really good perspective on your thoughts, Jeff. You'll get through this.

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02 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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02 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

That's the thing with ***e, it hits those left behind. Don't feel bad for it.

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02 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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02 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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04 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Sorry to see this, Jeff. I have hope that spring will help you feel so much better. 💚

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10 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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3 Jeff M
28 Feb 2020 · LEGEND
Struggling. Self-medicating with beer and comfort food far too often. Feeling low and sluggish and tired despite plenty of sleep. Nothing this weekend to look forward to. More dark and cold and wind.
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01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

So sorry you are struggling, Jeff. Any advice would sound stupid when you're depressed... But maybe a new hobby? Do you play Magic The Gathering?

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10 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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5 Jeff M
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND
Got my new washer yesterday. So hard to be an adult and spend tons of money for things that aren't even fun but necessities. Ran last night in mud, but too tired for treadmill this AM.
Jeff M
27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

Another miserable commute to work today. Snowy and windy. February is almost over, but winter may just last forever. Just need some good weather to get my mood up...

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27 Feb 2020 · HERO

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27 Feb 2020 · HERO

I had a tantrum this week. I'm fed up of adulting too

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27 Feb 2020 · LEGEND

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01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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01 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Omg you guys, adulting sucks balls. I'm with ya

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10 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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