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Kill me
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Sorry. I hope you have someone that you can talk to in person about this. Please be kind to yourself, you deserve it.

23 Dec 2017
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07 Mar 2018
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It's amazing how much one person can *** up my life
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<3

04 Aug 2017
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My ***ing life revolves around constant anxiety and overwhelming depression. It's so exhausting. I hate these feelings.
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I'm sorry you feel like this. Please keep fighting, because it'll get better one day.

24 Jun 2017
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It is exhausting. At some point, we let go of it all- the stories, the attachments, the trying, the expectations, the diagnoses, the resistance- all the chatter. What's left? Silence, stillness, peace.

24 Jun 2017
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Thank You A V for Your supportive comments and Hugs even given You are experiencing what You are. Strength my Friend, Love and Hugs

05 Jul 2017
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My mental illness is not manageable rn
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Can you get help from a professional to manage it or help you get through this period?

13 Jun 2017
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Thinking of you A V - hope you can reach out as Jeff suggests xx

13 Jun 2017
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I have managed to do prac so far. I'm super suprised I have been able to get through it. My life has changed so much. I'm capable of managing. Even if I do have a panic attack I still manage to go.
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I use to dismiss the little achievements in life but why not celebrate all the good.

11 Jun 2017
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Thank you pandas

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Still not dead. Does anyone else experience these strange attacks of anxiety - I feel extremely uncomfortable and disgusting. Usually happens before work, uni ect. It's the worst feeling :(
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I experience this everyday of my life

01 Jun 2017
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Hi Stephen sorry to hear that you always experience this and on a daily basis. I also unfortunately experience anxiety every day. However recently my anxiety has become almost like a burning sensation. Have you experienced this?

04 Jun 2017
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Thank you for the hugs pandas xxxxx

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I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die I want to die
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Trying to get the courage to shower. Not looking forward to the next month of prac.
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I imagined my life would have taken a much different shape to what it is now. I'm slowly working towards the place I'd envisioned I'd be. Although sometimes I wonder if the effort is worth it?
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Should I just pursue something far easier and not worry about my career so much ??

07 May 2017
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I'm drowning in my depression. The tablets make me numb and floaty.
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Sorry to hear that AV <3 What tabs are you on? I am on Citrolopram 40mg. Big hugs x

02 May 2017
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Hello Dear A V Thank You for all Your hugs on my posts. I'm also struggling. Love and Hugs

03 May 2017
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Thank you for your posts Pandas. Hugs and loves back to you all. Anon A I'm on a couple of different tablets propranolol to help with anxiety that's a beta blockers and Zoloft and seroquel for depression and anxiety. These meds have been the most

07 May 2017
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Successful so far. How are your meds going Anon A.

07 May 2017
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Thank you for your hugs HF I'm very sorry to know that you're struggling sending lots of love x

07 May 2017
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I struggle so much to do the basics. I need to learn how to manage uni better. Leaving assignments to the last minute causes me to have a melt down while I'm trying to finish :/
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One step at a time mate! ?? Here's another hug to keep you going *O*

25 Apr 2017
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Speak to your academic support staff... they should be able to help you... u

26 Apr 2017
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I know as I've got 3 assignments due Tuesday

26 Apr 2017
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Thank you very much pandas. Fortunately my lecturers are very supportive

01 May 2017
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Mental health is not pretty: obsessive thoughts about dying, hating myself so much I don't eat, constant sweaty palms and generally feeling clammy, being so tired from completing simple tasks.
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On study 'break' from uni. I'm so glad for no contact hours and having time to rest but I'm not doing much and have put myself in a sad state :(
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Leave me
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I hope yr okay AV long time no see. Big hugs xx

17 Apr 2017
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Thank you pandas and anon A. Xxx

19 Apr 2017
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Why am I still here???!!!????!!!
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I go into a bad head space. I stay there for a while. While I'm there I can't see a way out. When I'm out I struggle to see how I got there.
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I totally get this...

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I always feel like something is wrong
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I shouldn't speak ever again. I'm useless and embarrassed by things I say that I doubt anyone would remember. I hate myself
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I hate living
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*big hugs A V* You'll like it again, I promise. You've just gotta find the strength to make it through this! <3

05 Mar 2017
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wait for 1.. 2.. just 3 days... trust me. it works

05 Mar 2017
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Does anyone else feel that sometimes they're on the edge of loosing their mind
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