when i get emotionally void like i am now. it usually lasts about a month and I can fake my way through it. this time I can't fake it

Don't fake it. Be honest and open with how you feel. Allow yourself to feel this way and you'll see it through to the other side.

01 Jul 2018
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I hate being in such a low mood. i can't feel emotions right now. all i feel is numb and void of any emotional ability
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the pain is so bad that all i have done most of the day is sleep. chonic pain can F*co off any time noe
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today so far is an extremely high pain day. wish I had my new med but got to wait til I have the money to pay for it
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today so far is an extremely high pain day. wish I had my new med but got to wait til I have the money to pay for it
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doctor is very happy with how i'm doing. a1c is very good. and I'm down 10 pound sto 343 pounds from 353 pounds. and bloo pressure is good

Well done! I'm down from 235 to 209 so far... Move as much as you can, and keep going! You're doing great! Keep it up!

12 Jun 2018
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got a good sleep in the last 24 hours. I got the go ahead from my home operator to put up black out currents now just got to wait til I get my disability benifts to buy them. goodnight all
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just took a whole bunch of allergy meds to try to force myself to sleep. perobly wasn't the best idea. going to er as soon as i can get a ride.
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I haven't been sleeping basicly at all the last month. It is not that i don't want to sleep as i am exohstied. it is that i can't sleep. this is not normal for me at all. making me really sick from a
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if I'm lucky I have gotten maybe 12 hours of sleep in the last month
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PART 3/3 i'm going to have to talk to my group home operator to see if she is ok with me buying blackout curtans and having them having them up in my room.
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PART 2/3 even then i'm tossing and turn so much that i'm not getting a restful sleep. on top of that i'm wakeing up around 4:30am-6:30am because it is to bright out.
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PART 1/3 the long hours or day light are furusterating. as they have majorly screwed up my sleep cycle. even with my sleep meds. i'm not falling asleep until 3am-5am.
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I haven't been on here since 2015. as for new phones and woodlands was not compatible until now. but I'm back
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Feeling like my boyfriend deserves better then what I could ever give him cause I can never work to help out cause of my health
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A good friend past away last weekend. Also second guessing my relationship with my boyfriend because I'm scared and my family hates him and is pushing us apart cause they don't know him fml
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Got good news yesterday a good friend got her separation agreement finalized and her and her current partner are expecting
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Very Sad day today got to spend one last time with my mom's dog this afternoon he just got put down about 5 minutes ago. *crying*
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Finally got a new mattress today after fighting with the 'care' home I live in and government for years. Will update in the morning as to how I slept. Night all
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