Moved to my boyfriend in Paris. Can't find any happiness here. No reason to live. Want to go home but don't wanna give up the relationship. Thinking of death a lot.

Stay positive. When we take huge steps like this, it can be a shock to the system. Try and get out and see new things, new places. Set a goal like a date, to do something fun with your bf. Tell him how you feel, let him support you. You got this!

07 Sep 2020
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Have 'recently' moved in with my boyfriend in france after 5 years of long distance relationship. Works fine living together. It is adjusting to the country that makes me feel terrible.
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Weekend was surprisingly okay, it's very rare. Though now at work I already feel stressed and anxiety.

Hope your anxiety passes!

29 Oct 2018
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The morning was really bad but now it feels okay.
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I'm not totally stupid! The day is okay, wich is nice. Next week boyfriend is coming over.
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My new meds makes me tired and dizzy. But otherwise okay,. Today I will start the French class. I really don't think I have capacity to learn anything but I need it and hope it'll be fun.
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I hate myself! I can't keep up with anything! I push things away. I really need these new meds and psych to help, otherwise I don't know what to do! I've waited for 9 month to get help!
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Feel like yesterday, unmotivated. Have zero self confidence in everything. It's nice I can hide away in my office.
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I can't concentrate at all today. I feel like everybody are better than me at everything.
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Having such a bad anxious lately bout my way to late thesis and the progress of my driving license. Just got a relationship with the guy I've longed for over a year and getting anxious bout the future
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Feeling sad, lost my trust in the care taking system, though nobody never had a lot of trust in them to begin with.
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Mom overreacting as usual and now I feel bad. No wonder I never told her about the trip...
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Back after visiting my 'crush' in Brussel . Now feeling somewhat lonely. Having the last group meeting for tha course. Doesent feel I do or can take as much space as I should. Feeling bad bout it
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It Dorset feel like he genuenly like me, more like its cinvenient
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