You're amazing and strong, big panda hugs xx
…who are putting on new roof will be here soon to finish up. It looks like they are almost done & it's supposed to start raining & continuing through the rest of the day.
I'd like to clean the hell outta this house right now! Finally got approval to resume all normal activities after my hysterectomy recovery.
Also, I love the new MoodPanda! Maybe it's not new? I'm not sure. I fell off the face of the earth.
welcome back! Glad you're OK.
That is such a positive Manda.
I'm glad you are back. Not been seeing your posts in a while
Also love the Bowie reference
Wow, Manda Panda! Those are some tough realisations I'm sure... But I'm so happy you are feeling not trapped!
Thank you so much, Pandas! 💚 Daughter recently told me how she has wanted me & BF to break up for YEARS! Therapist says daughter has obviously seen my mistreatment & how BF gets me to believe things that aren't true. I miss you guys!
Miss you too. X
We miss you too! Glad you're getting some clarity.
I love you guys! Thank you so much for the support.
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Relief! Great to know you're well. Reflecting on our mortality can give clarity & perspective. Reassuring to know you're in a loving relationship with someone who cares.
I'm glad you are clear
I think it might be from the pain too, I'm having a problem like that too. I hope you feel better soon, think of you every day.
Aw, little Manda! Sending you big hugs and lots of love.
Oh no, surgery is always so scary! But it should help. I even enjoy them kind of, because they make me forget about all my emotional instability. I'm weird. Hope it goes perfect!
Whatever the decision, hope it works out for the best.
Thank you, Pandas! The injection was easy peasy this time, but they did give me a Valium. 😆
Hey, Manda. Welcome back. Thanks for the update. Happy birthday, bf.
Pizza and time together is special ☺️
Great to have you back 😌
...it hurts SO F*CKING BAD! My Nurse Sis had me take 800mg (double the instructed dose) of ibuprofen & it didn't help a single bit. She was shocked & said I have to call the doctor on Monday. She said I need an X-ray/imaging to see what's going on.
I was used to the pain occasionally because it only hurt to do certain things. Now EVERYTHING hurts. Just sitting here, I'm dying.
Oh Manda. I hope the pain eases quickly
Ouch. Back pain can be temporarily debilitating. Hope you find relief soon.
Welcome back btw. Unintentional pun. We missed you.
Aw! Thanks, Love & Pandas. I saw the doctor & she just told me to take ibuprofen twice a day. Today is the first day it's felt a bit better. My therapist recommended a chiropractor. I've never been to one. Thinking about it.
Thinking of you Manda, extra hugs
Happy birthday to your daughter!! 🎉
Thanks, mik! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. ❤️
I too am struggling with weight. I realised I gained even more weight since I last weighed myself. I thought that by not weighing myself, I was protecting myself from a trigger for emotional distress but maybe I have just been hiding from the truth?!
My joints have been hurting. I can hardly stay standing too long or walking too long without my back hurting. I have never been like this before. It is difficult to get my head around and I can't see myself losing all the weight.
So I can relate to how you feel. Stay strong, Manda. Christmas can have so many expectations for being picture perfect happy families etc., when often there is so much unresolved tension, sometimes even trauma,so much temptation to eat so much crap,
missing loved ones who have passed away etc. etc. Take it easy on yourself and start small. It is such a difficult time to start a diet or to try losing weight because we are surrounded with even more temptation than usual! XxX
It is lovely that you are looking forward to Christmas and the joy of exchanging gifts though, that's great! Have a good Christmas and don't be too hard on yourself about the weight right now! Xx
Thanks so much, KT. It's nice to have someone that understands. It's awful to have struggles with something like eating. Everyone has to do it, it just doesn't go easy for so
...some. We're in it together! ❤️ Thanks for the hugs, Pandas!
Definitely in it together! Here's to better things in 2021!! ❤️♥️❤️
...spend on what I want. Usually just drink, food, candy, or Goodwill books when I'm out. Feels good to have a softer pad. Therapist did say I needed more financial freedom.
I'll have an increase on my Social Security Disability check next year. Not much, but it'll be a big difference. I'm so thankful for my government's assistance!
I overslept and forgot about an occupational therapy phone appointment today. 😬 These winter days and new routine being in family home for Xmas!!
I'd take it as a win, too.
Well you did an amazing job!
Sounds like a win to me. Go you. Xxxx
Thank you, my lovely Pandas! 💚
Wow, well-done, Manda! You are doing so well with your exercising! I am really struggling to motivate myself to start because I am having joint pain and I am scared of enduring pain or of making something worse than it already is!!
I've been majorly slacking with my yoga & treadmill. It's so upsetting. I just gotta make myself do it!
Still, it's better than nothing which is pretty much where I am at. No-one is perfect all the time! Don't be too hard in yourself, Manda! You've done it before and you can pick it back up again! 😘
I hope you feel better soon
those are positive morning routines.
Thanks, Pandas. 💚
funny. I can picture the cat climbing it... and getting squirted.
Thank you Manda for the image. It made me smile. I'm so happy that you and pog are enjo6each others company. I should think about getting a tree
Thanks, nixi! 💙 I sure am thankful for him. He makes me so happy. Well, he gets into a lot of trouble by still being kitten-ish & I've snapped a couple of times. I always feel bad after I do it.
It is a funny sight, Love! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
...now. Luckily, I found copies of the exercises I'm supposed to do for it from when I hurt it initially. Starting them tonight! Covid test was negative. 👍
MYbe you're having a regular flu. Let's hope so!
Not going to any family Thanksgivings. We are gonna do our own. Mom said to start a new tradition. I'm so excited for Christmas. Can't wait to give my gifts! We are gonna put the tree up soon. Stopped in Goodwill today & came home with 9 books for...
...under $10. It makes me happy! New Hearthstone expansion so that'll keep me busy too. I guess a 4 because i don't physically feel well.
Hope you and the fam recover quickly from whatever is ailing you. In the meantime, you've got some good books and plenty to look forward to.
Hope you're all feeling better ❤️
Get well soon!
Thank you, sweet Pandas. 💜
it's out if the way now. yay!
Oooh good old sibling rivalry! Just kidding, I know you two love each other to bits. :)
I'm ready to kick her ass! 🤣