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Oh, I'll review too
What's the first thing you're gonna do on WoW Classic?
Nebu- I'm going to meet up with my BF & brother who will be an orc & troll. I'm gonna be undead. Then I'll follow whatever they are doing. Counting down!
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. 💚
What's Wow classic, Manda? :)
World of Warcraft as it was when it first launched many many years ago.
Oh OK! I don't know much about it! Actually I don't know anything about it! 🙈
Sounds like sooo much fun
It's super duper fun & will suck hours out of your life everyday. 😂
How was WoW? 🙂
Glad you have control, Manda! You've been doing so good! I hope you can find an outlet for your daily hours. Maybe take a walk...start short and build up, or go to a park to walk so you enjoy the weather? Or yoga or gym...
...during the day, when it's slower so less people there? Good way to feel better and get energy.
Thanks, Jeff! BF is going to help me clear our trail soon so I can go out there & walk as much as I want. We're just waiting till pants weather. I don't want anything to do with poison ivy risks. Still thinking about the gym thing. I have started...
...yoga back up, but I don't do it everyday. Didn't want to set myself up for failure. Wish I could work out with all you fit Pandas. Would be nice to have a buddy to do it with.
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas!
Well done Manda
I'm so glad you're going to well, Manda Panda. Lots of hugs.
Thank you, Alicia! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
Sounds good on the whole Manda and the plans to exercise to unwind too!
...hello, the give
...blargh. ...the government even says I'm unfit for work. Started using the bullet journal BF made for me. Sleeping most nights through bcuz BF made a no nighttime eating rule.
Same, Manda. Maybe see if you can do an easy voluntary role. Even just an hour a week or something...
My sister had the same idea, John. I might look into it. I was also considering a gym membership, but I don't know anything about it. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. 💚
Gym's can be uncomfortable places full of uncomfortable people. Suits some people great though. Worth a try.
Aww my sweet Manda Panda, I'm sorry you're feeling that way. You are doing so well lately, it's times like these that we start feeling like we should be doing so much better. It makes no sense, but for some reason that's how it works, eh?
I think John's (and your sister's) idea is a good one.
A gym membership can be great. If you like the idea of classes, pop in and hang out in the back for one and see if you'll do ok. (Those things stress me out but are never as bad as I imagine.) And you can go in less-busy times!
Thanks, Pandas. I will think this over. BF didn't even protest. It will take a lot of bravery!
❤️ Margot ❤️
...with them going back to school & that he'll always be by my side. Might drive to the big city next time we go to see if I can handle driving to Sis's by myself. Will be nervous but want to socialize on my own.
Paranoia and tardive dyskinesia
What do you mean, Angela? Thanks for the hugs, Pandas.
Aww you guys are cute!
Aw that awesome! That is so sweet of him :)
I have lots of people here for me. I'm not alone. I'm crying. 😢
You can get through it, you're right- you've come really far, a few low points won't change that.
Thanks, Katie. I forget that one bad thing isn't the end of the world. It's easy for me to get lost in the big picture.
Hope you were ok, Mandabear...Sometimes, things are tough. We always get through...
Thanks, Jeff. I'm feeling much better. I think it'll be ok.
Sou d's great
Thanks, Shelley! It was a really nice time!
...making out of state plans with them months in advance. I'm so happy for him but I can't stop the racing thoughts. Can't concentrate so I'm trying a word search. Have to take cat to vet because she needs her nails clipped to, hopefully, stop...
...scratching her newly healed nose. BF will be at work so it'll be me & daughter taking her. Far away & somewhere I've only been once. PANIC! BF said he'll show daughter how to use Google Maps so everything will be fine. Cried out of...
....of relief! Forgetting that daughter isn't just a kid anymore. She can help me. I have help all around. I know this but it's so hard for me to believe. Mom promises BF will always be there for me no matter what. I am loved.
Even if you know there are people around who care, sometimes it's hard to truly believe it beyond the surface level, and I know how scary and lonely that can be. Hope you see your own strength as well as others' xxxx
Aww Manda, I'm so sorry you're so upset today! But glad you're fighting it, well done. I know how hard it is to be reasonable when your whole being is going nuts. It'll be OK. Google maps is great, and your daughter is smart. *extra hugs*
Thank you so much, Katie & Alicia! I've been texting with my sister (another Katie!) & am feeling a lot better. I've been trapped for soo long. I may get set back but I will keep moving forward.
Glad you're doing better, onwards and upwards!
Ran out of my Luvox. They are overnighting it. See my psychiatrist tomorrow. Definitely feel like I'm out of the episode. 20+ months long. I survived!
So happy you have survived! Long live Manda! Hope you're doing OK without your medication and you get it soon. Mega hugs.
You mean a depressive episode? 20 months, poor Manda! Well-done for getting through! When you say school you mean college? Are you in university? 🙂
Oh just saw your last post! You mean you were dropping your daughter! That makes much more sense! 😋
Good luck at pschy appointment! Hope you get meds sorted!🤗
Happy to hear you're coming out of the darkness. Great to see green. Xx
Thank you SO MUCH, my dear Panda friends! I couldn't have done it without you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Bear in mind how well are doing though Manda. I can relate because Clozapine's toll on my body was too strong. That said it is a wonder drug for many people and you have been doing so well. No coincidence.
School starts Aug 7 already? or do you mean September? August 7 seems so early!
That's true, John. I know it's definitely helped me. I'd like to be done with the blood work though. Just realized tonight that I'm out of Luvox. That's not good!
Yep, Jeff, August 7th. It used to be September when I was a kid. Summer barely gets comfortable & then it's back to school again.
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💖
Wow, they must end school in May there...We end late in New York but start after labor day (so, basically, after summer...) I bet you'll be sad to see the family gone all day, huh? Or maybe a bit relieved? :)
It's a mix of me going to miss them, but also looking forward to not having someone watch everything I do or don't do. Hoping I can stay motivated to keep up on chores. Might even try to go outside of baking & make dinner sometime.
Hope you had a nice time, Manda Panda!
Thanks, KT! It's not until tomorrow but I'm super pumped! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
Have a great time, dear panda friend :)
Thank you, Alicia! 💖
So happy that you're doing so much better, Manda. It's obvious to us too! You are doing so great! :)
Aw, thanks, Jeff! 💚 I couldn't have done it without you guys. I love my Pandas!
You are amazing, Manda :) Really!
❤️❤️❤️ Alicia ❤️❤️❤️
Hi, H F! Hope you are well. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
Manda, wonderful news!! Do you mind my asking what age you are? I am curious!
I'm 38. 😊
👍🏾 Ah I see. 😁 Can you guess what age I am? 😏
I'll take that as a compliment Manda! 28 actually 😁
First week of September here
Glad you had such a good time!!
Thanks, Jeff! 💚 Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! ❤️
Happy you had a good time. Just happy in general you're feeling good!
Love you, Manda Panda
Aw, thanks, Alicia! Love you too! 🥰
Sounds wonderful 😊
Happy to hear you had a great day
Thanks, Alicia & nixi! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! ❤️
Happy to see the green going. And where are you guys travelling to?
We're headed to my parents' house in South Carolina. Beach time! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
Swim for me, Manda Panda! I'm land-bound this summer :( I want to swim so bad.
I miss the beach so much! Haven't been to the ocean in years...:( Have fun, Manda!
Aw, I wish I could bring you guys! I'll try to ocean-it up enough for all of us
Jealous. Enjoy the beach
Thanks, nixi! 💙