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They finally closed the schools for the rest of the school year. They've been home since March 13th. This is so crazy! I'm glad they are safe at home. No one knows how the schools will handle this.
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Therapy over the phone went well. She said I did a good job when we were done. Scheduled another appointment in a week. Not sure why so soon. I told her how I got irritated with BF so maybe that's it.
Shelley H
4d · HERO

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the therapy told me i'm doing a good job when i went last time. it's a good feeling, isn't it?

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Manda P
4d · LEGEND

It definitely is, corrado! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. ❀️

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3d · HERO

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3d · HERO

it could be, that in these times we realise people might be more vulnerable, also is so much more difficult over the phone to gauge how someone is feeling I would not see it as a negative

nixiblu .
3d · HERO

Is probably very good that they want to speak in a week

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Manda P
16h · LEGEND

Thanks, nixi. You are right. I need all the support I can get. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! ❀️

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Therapy will be over the phone, thank goodness! Still nervous but BF won't let me worry about it. He says to look forward to it. I guess it will be nice to not have to dress & drive over there.
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Made homemade donuts today. They are amazing! So proud of myself. Got my reminder call about therapy & it seems like I'm supposed to go in. Will call tomorrow & hope it can be done over the phone.
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I wish you could send some here, they sound fabulous

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5 Manda P
27 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Got my monthly bloodwork done today. I wore a mask & gloves. Didn't go to the store while I was out. We have plenty of everything. Therapy on Tuesday. Surely it will be over the phone. No way I'll go.
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27 Mar 2020 · HERO

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3 Manda P
26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Omg! Our piece of sh*t mail carrier f*cked with our driveway! She got caught trying to get out of delivering packages here & I guess she's trying to get back at us. I have plenty of pics before/after.
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26 Mar 2020 · HERO

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26 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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27 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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4 Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Got up & had lunch (ramen) but then went back to bed. BF came in & asked what I was doing. DUH. Pissed me off. So I got up & went to distance myself but he is just following me. Irritated now.
Shelley H
25 Mar 2020 · HERO

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5 Manda P
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Psychiatrist appointment was fine. I ended up having to FaceTime him from the garage. BF said I can just do it from our bedroom. Still gotta get bloodwork on Friday. Will definitely wear a mask.
Shelley H
23 Mar 2020 · HERO

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Shelley H
23 Mar 2020 · HERO

I did a visit with my therapist on whatsapp. It was neat. Hope all goes well mandy xxx

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks, Shelley! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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24 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Thank God for technology, eh?! I think it if you feel more comfortable in the garage, do it in the garage. There is definitely nothing worse than fearing being overheard when you're on a private call to a helpline or to a therapist!

K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Glad to know you are taking precautions for when you go into the hospital too! Stay safe!! Xxx

Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Yeah, BF said they wouldn't purposely try to overhear me talking if I did it in the bedroom. It would be more comfortable. I was going to do it outside but BF said the wind would mess up the audio.

Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. ❀️

K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

He has a point about the wind but I have had family members overhear such type of phonecalls and it usually is harmful/doesn't help! Stick with your gut on this one! :)

Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I think I will, KT. Maybe just go upstairs to daughter's room because BF will be in the office which is right off the garage. Thanks for the advice. Hope you are having a good day! πŸ’–

K T
27 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

No problem! 😘

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6 Manda P
23 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Just got out of the shower. We're still limiting them bcuz of the septic problem. I've lost 7 pounds in the little over a week since they've been home. So happy! Phone call with psychiatrist in morn.
Shelley H
23 Mar 2020 · HERO

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25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Glad this made you happy! πŸ™‚

Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks, KT. I'm looking forward to losing even more weight. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! ❀️

K T
27 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

You're welcome! Well-done! πŸ€—

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5 Manda P
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
No e-learning for the month of April & all these school days will not be made up. Psychiatrist appt will be done over the phone. Option to Zoom, but no thanks. Unsure what'll happen w/my Clozapine.
Manda P
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Also: the post master called BF back about our mail carrier refusing to deliver our packages because our driveway was supposedly terrible. The lady said she came to inspect it herself & there is absolutely wrong with it. She apologized, said she's...

Manda P
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

...talked to the worker & this will never happen again. We're shocked!

Manda P
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Sorry, I meant that she said nothing is wrong with it.

Shelley H
20 Mar 2020 · HERO

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Ian D
21 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
21 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Phone apps suck, I've got one on Monday as well. Think my kids are going to do more at home than at schoolπŸ˜†. Unnecessary stress with the mail🀬

Albertine M
21 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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21 Mar 2020 · HERO

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4 Manda P
19 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Schools are shut down until May 1st now. Then it's the end of the school year. This is such a mess. No one knows what the hell is going on. BF already making plans for when I have another episode.
Alicia B
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Aww. Hang on in there, guys. It won't last forever.

Manda P
20 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks, Alicia. Hope you are well! πŸ’ž

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20 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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21 Mar 2020 · HERO

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K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
25 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Stay strong! I know it's tough!! Xx

Manda P
25 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Thanks, KT. And thanks for the hugs, Pandas. ❀️

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4 Manda P
18 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
I have a sore throat & felt nauseous in the middle of the night. I've been quarantined to daughter's room wearing a mask that we bought over a month ago. BF has an emergency dentist appointment.
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18 Mar 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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6 Manda P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
This Coronavirus is crazy. Every minute is a new story. We keep saying we've been preparing for this all our lives. BF is a huge stockpiler/thinks of worse case scenarios & I'm used to never leaving.
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17 Mar 2020 · GUARDIAN

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17 Mar 2020 · HERO

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5 Manda P
16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Cancelled therapy. They understood. Went back to the grocery & now we are really, REALLY set. I am absolutely exhausted now. It was crazy. I stripped down & immediately took a shower when I got home.
Jen B
17 Mar 2020 · HERO

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

What about video therapy? I let my therapist know that I would be open to that and to pay her via bank transfer too.

Manda P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

It will probably come to that & will definitely take some getting used to. I have had to video chat with a psychiatrist so it's kinda the same. Weird to be in my home though!

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18 Mar 2020 · HERO

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K T
18 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

Yeah, I know what you mean. At least you won't have to shower, get dressed, drive all the way there etc.!

Manda P
18 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

All good points, KT!

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5 Manda P
15 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Organized all the food & BF thinks we could make it 2 months without going out. My parents are almost out of TP & still don't seem to be freaking out. Therapy tomorrow which is still not cancelled.
tEnT S
16 Mar 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

TP? That's good you are so well stocked! πŸ™‚

Manda P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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4 Manda P
14 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Deactivated my IG account. I got paranoid after posting something that informed my 90 followers that we have tons of food. I'm terrified that someone is gonna rob us. I will miss my Pandas on IG tho.
Manda P
14 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Find me on Snapchat which I will hopefully get a better hang of now. dear_prudence13

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14 Mar 2020 · HERO

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Johnya T
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Ohhhh you were prudence on animal crossing!

Manda P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I was, John! Are you getting the new one?

K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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K T
17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

You can always make a new one when things have calmed down. Why didn't you just delete the comment? X

Manda P
17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

I got paranoid that someone will see pictures of our house on there & definitely rob us. This is probably crazy?

Johnya T
18 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Yassssss Friday!

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5 Manda P
14 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
School cancelled for a month. I'll be glad to have them home. Super bonus: I'm going to lose so much weight not being able to binge during the day. Went grocery shopping in the middle of the night.
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14 Mar 2020 · HERO

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14 Mar 2020 · NEW

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Ian D
14 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Ian D
14 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

😁 schools still open here, not for long though I guess.

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16 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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5 Manda P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Same ol', same ol'. BF cancelled his casino trip with the guys because of the Corona virus. Everything is so f*cking crazy! I feel bad for him because he was so excited to go. 11 cases in my state.
Manda P
12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

...and our schools are closing from March 23rd to April 13. This sh*t is crazy!

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12 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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14 Mar 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Manda P
11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Slept a lot & ate a lot. Gonna have to go to the post office & pick up packages they won't deliver, including meds. BF complained yesterday. Hopefully she gets told to deliver the damn packages!
Albertine M
11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Manda P
09 Mar 2020 · LEGEND
Slept a lot, ate a lot. Playing LoR. BF will be pleased. Will probably have to go pick up daughter from play practice though. Girls day with Sis & daughter on March 20th. We're super pumped!
Alicia B
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Love to see all the green. You're doing so well, Manda, you deserve a big big pat on the back from yourself.

Manda P
10 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

Aw! You are so sweet, dear friend! Thank you! πŸ’ž

Jeff M
11 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Mar 2020 · LEGEND

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