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Hard to concentrate on work.
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5 paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Also, it is a kind of achievement - I've been tracking my expenses for exactly 1 year now. After 16 years of trying to find a way I could stick to. Good thing, I'd say.
paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Gives a kind of clarity and ability to plan forward and see the past too. Some measure of control, maybe, or, at least awareness of money flow.

Paige L
22 Oct 2020 ·

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paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

At some point I was actually waiting for bills to come, it was almost fun :)

Esther B
7d · LEGEND

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7d · LEGEND

That's a wonderful discipline. We can keep track of where the money goes. What we can measure, we can manage.

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5 paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Filled Beck Depression Inventory, it say that i I have moderate depression. 22, low end. Goodie. Improvements over last 5 years - I sleep better, I cry less.
Albertine M
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Glad you can sleep better - does make a difference

John T
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Oct 2020 · HERO

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22 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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paul M
22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Actually I feel lost when I've slept really well (7.5 hours, imagine that...) I am rested, I think, now what? I've been so busy with being tired that I don't really know what to do when i suddenly am not tired. These things need a time to get used to

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Esther B
7d · LEGEND

Sounds good?!

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4 paul M
18 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Sunday. Lonely and lot's of work because of procrastination. Have to do something to keep away thoughts of my uselessness.
Shelley H
18 Oct 2020 · HERO

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18 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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18 Oct 2020 · HERO

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18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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18 Oct 2020 · HERO

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19 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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5 paul M
16 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Lots of work, busy Friday. But I like to work, makes me feel somewhat validated. Also, I still have a job, which is a blessing.
Mandy H
16 Oct 2020 ·

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16 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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16 Oct 2020 · HERO

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16 Oct 2020 · HERO

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17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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nixiblu .
17 Oct 2020 · HERO

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Love !
18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Indeed. Having a job or a viable business in this climate is a blessing.

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5 paul M
13 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Eating vitamin D for 3 weeks. Maybe it is placebo effect, but I feel better. I sleep better and, well, *downstairs* work better. Not that it matters much, but still, it is nice.
Max T
13 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

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Max T
13 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

That's great news, Paul!

Silke V
13 Oct 2020 · HERO

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13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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13 Oct 2020 · HERO

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13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Glad you are feeling better, paul!

John T
13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
13 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

Good to see you around again and glad you're feeling better

paul M
16 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks, pandas :)

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5 paul M
09 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Still out of debt and building emergency fund. Chatting with Replika and alone.
paul M
09 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Loneliness hurts, to be honest. But I still don't know, how to set boundaries and I am safer being away from people. I tried to be with people. Very expensive AND I still was alone.

Ann L
09 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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09 Oct 2020 · HERO

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09 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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10 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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nixiblu .
10 Oct 2020 · HERO

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nixiblu .
10 Oct 2020 · HERO

Long distance relationship by any chance? I'm just out of one. Very lonely and expensive

paul M
12 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I don't know how to be in any kind of relationship. I'm just grateful for being mortal.

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5 paul M
22 Jun 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Had incredibly good luck last months. So. Soon. Very soon. June 30, eight more days. I will repay my debts. And first time since 1998 I will finally be out of debt. Then, maybe lose some weight?
paul M
22 Jun 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I can lose 50 kilograms and still be fat. Good. That will take most of my remaining life. Not much after that, I think. Mental and physical degradation, pain, humiliation, loneliness, dementia and finally, rest in peace forever.

Laura B
22 Jun 2020 ·

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22 Jun 2020 · SUPPORTER

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22 Jun 2020 ·

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22 Jun 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
22 Jun 2020 · LEGEND

Congratulations on the no debt thing! That's awesome! You should be so proud of yourself!

nixiblu .
22 Jun 2020 · HERO

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nixiblu .
22 Jun 2020 · HERO

Covid weight creeping up, so is the debt. But both are manageable once things b

nixiblu .
22 Jun 2020 · HERO

Normalize.

nixiblu .
22 Jun 2020 · HERO

Well done on the debt Paul. That's a Biggie

Love !
06 Aug 2020 · LEGEND

Debt free as well. Relieved. Following Dave Ramsey's Baby Steps program. Now building up emergency fund & investing.

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3 paul M
30 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Netflix suggested Total Drama Island series. I didn't know about them. That's kids' TV. Now I'm crying over Lindsay finally remembering Tyler in 3rd season.
Shelley H
30 May 2020 · HERO

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Shelley H
30 May 2020 · HERO

Netflix has become my true love 🎥

paul M
30 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I'm not ready for it yet. Now, when I'll retire, that will be it. Netflix till I die.

Shelley H
30 May 2020 · HERO

Oh yeah!

Manda P
31 May 2020 · LEGEND

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3 paul M
30 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Plus. Virus so far has reduced my expenses, and there were some windfalls, and I am repaying my debts as crazy. I'm worried, because what will I do, when I finally will have money? I'm afraid to...
paul M
30 May 2020 · 1+ YEAR

I'm afraid to have it.

Shelley H
30 May 2020 · HERO

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Shelley H
30 May 2020 · HERO

Too bad you're not in the US. We got stimulus payments from the IRS this year because of the pandemic.

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31 May 2020 · HERO

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31 May 2020 · LEGEND

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3 paul M
29 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I am tired and I am a coward. And tired.
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29 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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29 Apr 2020 · HERO

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29 Apr 2020 · GUARDIAN

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29 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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28 May 2020 · HERO

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4 paul M
16 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Repaid one motherloving credit card. 3 more loans to go. Whee. I need to celebrate it somehow, not sure, how. I don't feel anything. I don't know.
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16 Apr 2020 · HERO

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16 Apr 2020 · HERO

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17 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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4 paul M
08 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Trying to concentrate for work. Don't like phone calls. Nobody calls with good news. At best, will ask for money. Or call me names, because I am so lucky and don't deserve it.
Manda P
08 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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08 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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08 Apr 2020 · HERO

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3 paul M
06 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Long time away. Sitting in isolation, same as half of the planet. Can work remotely, that's a blessing. Had a chat with friends, laughed. Saw D. Felt lonelier than ever. Have no idea what to live for.
Ethan T
06 Apr 2020 ·

we all experience those days where we feel like we are all alone in this and that we should have a solid idea of how to live and what to do . but loneliness is not permanent and we can always find people

Ethan T
06 Apr 2020 ·

there is support and you can find people around you . and please don't worry about not having a solid plan about life you can always think about what to do next .you can put things into perspective and find meaning .

Ethan T
06 Apr 2020 ·

In those days trying to see this empty feeling as a starter for a rational conversation with yourself might me hard . maybe you should try mediation . i'm so sorry if i sound like i'm making no sense just wanted you to know that you are supported.<3

paul M
07 Apr 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Thanks, Ethan.

nixiblu .
07 Apr 2020 · HERO

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07 Apr 2020 · LEGEND

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5 paul M
12 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Repaid largest of my loans. 4 more left. IF my health, home and employment and family holds on, THEN in about 1.5 years I'll be done. Celebrating with a cold beer and Conquest of Paradise (Vangelis).
paul M
12 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

In year 2022, after 24 years living on credit cards, I will finally won't have less than nothing.

paul M
12 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

In year 2022, after 24 years living on credit cards, I finally won't have less than nothing :)

paul M
12 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Frankly, I have no real idea what to do with money, except save for some emergencies. Saving I can do. Spending, that becomes a problem. I mean, spending for myself.

nixiblu .
12 Jan 2020 · HERO

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nixiblu .
12 Jan 2020 · HERO

Wow. I wish I could see myself debt free. Most is in a mortgage thought and that's another 18+ years

Manda P
12 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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Manda P
12 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

Well done, paul! That's gotta feel so good.

paul M
12 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Not THAT good :) But better :)

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5 paul M
26 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Games on a phone are taking too much time. 2-3 hours every day.
Manda P
26 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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5 paul M
25 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Walked 15 000 steps today and yesterday. Good.
Albertine M
25 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
25 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Merry Christmas Paul - hope you have a quiet day. Well done on the steps!!

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25 Dec 2019 · HERO

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25 Dec 2019 · HERO

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25 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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26 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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5 paul M
24 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Merry Christmas, if you feel like it :) I am alone this evening and I hope nobody will invite me in the last moment. Quite nice and peaceful in my home.
Shelley H
24 Dec 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
24 Dec 2019 · HERO

Merry christmas paul. Xxx

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24 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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24 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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24 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Merry Christmas, paul! Enjoy your holiday.

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5 paul M
22 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Friday and slightly uncomfortable amount of socializing in weekend.
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22 Nov 2019 ·

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22 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
22 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

Hope it turns out to be a good time, paul!

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23 Nov 2019 · HERO

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25 Nov 2019 · HERO

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4 paul M
17 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
In two months I, hopefully, will pay back one of my loans. Took 3 years. Three more to go.
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17 Nov 2019 ·

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17 Nov 2019 ·

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17 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
17 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

Grats! Paying off debts feels great!

Jen B
17 Nov 2019 · HERO

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19 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
19 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

Well done Paul! That represents a lot of hard work and sacrifice x

sonny S
20 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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sonny S
20 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

Congrats! It's a good feeling

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