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1 Natalie C
01 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN
Sad when you go off SICK & your so called friends share fake news on your recovery😡😡. I've had so many messages asking WHY I OVERDOSED. I haven't my doctors asked me to take 21 TABLETS A DAY. 😠
Natalie C
01 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

To think I told them in confidence, when applying for a new internal job. I wasnt successful & I'm glad for me my recovery is more important. My point is why say that when I have felt so low! 😔😔

Robert H
01 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Robert H
01 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

You deserve better friends than those people, Natalie.

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01 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
01 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

Oh, no! I'm so sorry they did that to you, Natalie. The last thing you need is to deal with jerks. Just remember you are such a better person than them. Hope you are feeling better. Lots of love! 💞

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01 Nov 2019 ·

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Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks Robert

Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks John!

Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks Elisabeth

Natalie C
02 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks for the kinds kind comments Robert & Manda.. you're so right. I'm now focusing on getting better and moving on! It's sad these people are managers some I've worked 3 years for!

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7 Natalie C
29 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN
Still feeling unwell, big allergic reaction has delayed my operation recovery😥. In better news, applied for new job had interview last week, and awaiting decision. Fingers crossed for good news.🍀🤞
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29 Oct 2019 · HERO

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29 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

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29 Oct 2019 · HERO

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29 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

Paws crossed here for you Natalie bear.

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30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

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30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

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7 Natalie C
29 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN
Caught up with old school friend last weekend at mine, such a laugh. (We rarely see eachother). Booked for us & our mums to go for a lovely afternoon tea next month when I'm feeling better. 📆👭☕🧁
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29 Oct 2019 ·

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29 Oct 2019 · HERO

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30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
30 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

That sounds great! Glad you have something like that to look forward to, Natalie. 💞

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2 Natalie C
17 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN
Major operation last week. I've had a really testing recovery with one problem after the next😥. Ward experience was terrible and I was let home to early (the next day). I'm so ill but home. 🙉
Natalie C
17 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

Consultants pleased with ankle healing, but how can I feel this low! Currently on 19 tablets a day, all I feel is dizzy & permanently sick with a bad throat and chest pain! Other dr told me general anathesic can make you low for months. ☹☹

Natalie C
17 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

Today I have a big allergic reaction next to one of the operation sites. Seems everything is against me 🙇‍♀️.. but I dont want to end up in Hospital after they refused to give me all painkillers on the ward day after my op! Stressed!

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17 Oct 2019 ·

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17 Oct 2019 · HERO

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Manda P
17 Oct 2019 · LEGEND

Oh, no! Natalie, I'm so sorry to hear this. I wish things could go better for you. I can't imagine everything you go through. You are so tough! ❤️xx❤️

Robert H
18 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

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1 Natalie C
27 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN
10 days to go until a major operation on my ankle, I have fallen badly hurting my back. 😔 Pain is unbearable. Gutted I have so much to do & a new job to apply for.
H F
28 Sep 2019 · HERO

Oh I'm sorry Natalie, my thoughts are with you, especially in regards to your health. Love and hugs

Manda P
30 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
30 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

Thinking of you, friend. 💖

Kara L
28 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Kara L
28 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

I hope you get better and that the operation goes well. Sending positive thoughts xx

Natalie C
02 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you everyone💕

Natalie C
06 Oct 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks Robert, Anna & Chris *sending big hugs to you all** :)

Robert H
27 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

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28 Sep 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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27 Sep 2019 ·

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5 Natalie C
23 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN
So stressed!😥😥
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24 Sep 2019 · SUPPORTER

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24 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Natalie C
27 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you all x

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1 Natalie C
13 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN
Stood up to my team, who were bordering bullying me in the office. Who knew you leave your old job, or a permanent job for this to happen. Meeting next week.
Natalie C
13 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

It's not what I needed when I have a big surgery on my mind... & if no improvement it could be the end of my 6 years working within the organisation. Not a great start to the weekend.

Shelley H
13 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Natalie C
13 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

*it should say to move to a permanent job for this to happen. Thanks shelley

Shelley H
13 Sep 2019 · HERO

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Robert H
14 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Natalie C
15 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you Robert

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15 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks Nixiblu

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17 Sep 2019 · HERO

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17 Sep 2019 · HERO

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5 Natalie C
08 Sep 2019 · GUARDIAN
Exhausted😴...
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08 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Sep 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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10 Sep 2019 · HERO

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10 Sep 2019 · LEGEND

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2 Natalie C
29 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN
A very painful day, expected after yesterday long day travelling to Hospital. Sick & exhausted go to work to find everyone else was working from home today. 😥😥😥
Natalie C
29 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Consultants have both returned from holiday and looking to do my operation in couple of weeks. I hope so pain is ruining my life, whilst the tablets are destroying my stomach😩.

Robert H
30 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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30 Aug 2019 · NEW

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1 Natalie C
14 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN
Today: 2 hours travelling to find my consultant is still on holiday. Nurse was so rude, upset me shouting I was not doing a good enough to get myself better. Reported her & made her leave the room 😡
Natalie C
14 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Still awaiting operation date, and now on even more medication so really dont need stress. Tried to keep calm but inside I was raging. I don't understand why judge what you dont know? 🥺 Getting my new glasses tomorrow. 🤓

Natalie C
14 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Moods very rocky at the moment. I dont really know how to rate!🥴🤦‍♀️

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14 Aug 2019 ·

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14 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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15 Aug 2019 · HERO

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15 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

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15 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
15 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

Hi, Natalie! Sorry to hear that happened to you. It sounds awful. Hopefully you won't have to deal with her anymore.

Natalie C
19 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you PH, Tayla, Shelley, Robert & Manda

John T
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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5 Natalie C
14 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN
I'm back for a while.. missed my panda friends 💕 this week spent celebrating family birthdays & being with friends. I'm more sociable, but health/work are running me down😩. How are you all?
Tayla O
14 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Shelley H
15 Aug 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
15 Aug 2019 · HERO

I'm good Nat. Hope you are doing well xxx

Manda P
15 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
15 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

I'm good, too. So happy to see you back. I've missed you! xx

Natalie C
19 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thanks Tayla! X

Natalie C
19 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Hi Shelley🖐 I'm glad you are good. I'm ok thank you. Sorry for my late reply, work has taken over my life at the moment xx

Natalie C
19 Aug 2019 · GUARDIAN

Hi Manda🖐 so pleased your doing good. Thanks for the nice welcome back! I have missed you too 💕.. hopefully catch up soon, work is taking over my life 😥 xx

Tayla O
19 Aug 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Nice to see that you're doing well! I'm doing okay i guess. Been worse haha x

John T
22 Aug 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Natalie C
14 Jun 2019 · GUARDIAN
Goodbye MP - I'm off here for a while. 👋🐼 Never felt so depressed & low since finding my operations have not worked. Now awaiting the next major operation☹. I wish you all well in your journeys xx
Shelley H
14 Jun 2019 · HERO

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Shelley H
14 Jun 2019 · HERO

You Take care Nat. I will miss you and look forward to your return.

Tayla O
14 Jun 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

Take care and keep going. Good luck to you too

Tayla O
14 Jun 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 Jun 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Manda P
15 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

I will miss you, Natalie. Please keep in touch on Instagram. I hope things look up for you soon. No one has deserved it more! xx❤️xx

me M
15 Jun 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 Natalie C
05 Jun 2019 · GUARDIAN
Big Hospital appointments this week feeling very stressed! 🙇‍♀️
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05 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

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05 Jun 2019 · HERO

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05 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

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05 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

Thinking of you! xx

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05 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

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05 Jun 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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1 Natalie C
01 Jun 2019 · GUARDIAN
15 years today😥 I wish I could forget these horrible dates. To think one day can cause years of pain & sadness.... #childhoodtrauma #botchedsurgery😔..
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01 Jun 2019 · NEW

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01 Jun 2019 · HERO

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01 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

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Manda P
01 Jun 2019 · LEGEND

*big hugs* it really is sad. Show them how you'll never give up! xx

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1 Natalie C
23 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Really struggling with pain, feels impossible to control.. breaking down in tears each night from trying to pretend to be 'ok' what a life! 😪
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23 May 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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23 May 2019 · HERO

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23 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

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24 May 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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24 May 2019 · LEGEND

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24 May 2019 · LEGEND

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25 May 2019 · LEGEND

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7 Natalie C
21 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Great start to the week🙂, Interview yesterday offered & accepted new job today😬🎉 .
Jeff M
21 May 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
21 May 2019 · LEGEND

Congratulations, Natalie! That's great news!

Zoe D
21 May 2019 · 2+ YEAR

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21 May 2019 ·

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Aya N
21 May 2019 ·

Congrats!ヽ(^。^)ノ

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21 May 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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21 May 2019 · LEGEND

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John T
21 May 2019 · LEGEND

Well done Nat!

Robert H
21 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Robert H
21 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

Congrats Natalie!

Albertine M
22 May 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
22 May 2019 · LEGEND

Congratulations Natalie - well done!

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22 May 2019 ·

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Natalie C
22 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you Jeff, Zoe, Aya, Melody, John, Robert & Albertine 😃

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1 Natalie C
20 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Feeling super sad lately, 10 days & it will be the 15th anniversary of my traumatic surgery which has caused a lifetime of pain & further operations. No matter how hatd I try, it still upsets me. 🥺💔
Natalie C
20 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

Following multiple operations last year alone, six months on. I'm still unable to walk, struggling with meds, trying to hide the pain and side effects whilst being permanently exhausted from no sleep and sick. 🤢😩

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20 May 2019 · 2+ YEAR

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20 May 2019 · LEGEND

Big hugs Natalie. Easy for me to say but try not to be too despondent. You are a very dear Panda to us and although we cannot remove the pain, I hope we provide a little comfort to you.

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20 May 2019 · NEW

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20 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

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5 Natalie C
14 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Got myself an interview! 😃😃
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14 May 2019 · HERO

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14 May 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
14 May 2019 · LEGEND

Good luck!

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14 May 2019 · LEGEND

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14 May 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 May 2019 · LEGEND

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14 May 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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14 May 2019 · LEGEND

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18 May 2019 · HERO

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Natalie C
18 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

Thank you everyone x

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3 Natalie C
11 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Mouth is sore, since breaking front tooth yesterday☹. Got fixed for £70 but still to painful to eat
Anna D
11 May 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
11 May 2019 · 1+ YEAR

I hope you'll get better soon...

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11 May 2019 · 2+ YEAR

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11 May 2019 · LEGEND

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12 May 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
12 May 2019 · LEGEND

Know what it's like, having had similar problem earlier this year - hope it gets better soon xx

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12 May 2019 · LEGEND

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1 Natalie C
09 May 2019 · GUARDIAN
Horrible few days, hosp and talk yesterday they tried 5 times & couldn't get cast off due to swelling. Finally off but in absolute agony. Came home & tried to make my work hours. 😥
Zoe D
09 May 2019 · 2+ YEAR

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Natalie C
09 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

Spent today feeling extremely sick due to having to take lots of medication yesterday to get through the travelling/appointment. No one understands the exhaustion of this disabilty & it's so isolating☹

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09 May 2019 · GUARDIAN

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Manda P
10 May 2019 · LEGEND

***big hugs*** I'm so sorry you have to go through this. I'm amazed by your strength & how you never give up. Such a fighter! Hope you are feeling a bit better now. ❤️

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10 May 2019 · LEGEND

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12 May 2019 · LEGEND

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