Woke up two times feeling nauseous. Second time I went out of bed to get a bucket bc I knew it had to come out. My throat is hurting so bad right now, it's burning. What is it with me and being sick this year? Sitting at the bathroom floor hoping I don't need to throw up again.
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At an upperdare. Don't know many people. I'm exhausted, having an headache, waiting to go home. They started smoking inside. I hate that. It makes me coughing, my eyes start itching and they already removed cancer. If you want to smoke, so it outside. You make me smoke with you and can't even say that I hate it. Stupid people.

Yeah, that is ridiculous. I'm surprised the host let them do it indoors.

10 Oct 2021

Well they always went outside to smoke. But when her husband came home, he just started smoking in the living room and other people started doing it too. Horrible.

10 Oct 2021

Ikky. I can relate to your feelings!

10 Oct 2021
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During the night, or very early in the moring I woke up feeling really bad. A combination off a bad migraine and a reaction on my 3the vaccin against Covid. I felt so so bad! Took some meds when I woke up and that's seems to help. I'm not feeling great but at least i'm able to work.

I hope you feel better soon.

08 Oct 2021
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The continu physical struggle is getting to me. I'm not okay 😒. I'm so exhausted, the headaches are not going away and I'm limited by my shoulder and food. Want to crawl in bed for a week. πŸ˜”
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Work was okay, it was calm. Did not expect that. It was a silent evening without what's app. But I'm okay. Thinking the chickens might be good to get me outside in the morning and the evening. I always go check up on them bc they're only here since Friday night, but they're doing really well. Don't need to check up on them anymore but maybe I'll keep it in my routine for my own health.

And then I know they're still alive and nothing happened to them.

04 Oct 2021

I check on plants every morning, I think it's a very good routine. Say hi to the chickens 😊

05 Oct 2021
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Work was okay, it was calm. Did not expect that. It was a silent evening without what's app. But I'm okay. Thinking the chickens might be good to get me outside in the morning and the evening. I always go check up on them bc they're only here since Friday night, but they're doing really well. Don't need to check up on them anymore but maybe I'll keep it in my routine for my own health.
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Slept in. Went to the chickens in the rain. Washing my bedding. Took a bath with shaving, face mask and hair washing. Went to get groceries. Now I'm getting fries for the family and I'm going to my parents place. First part of the day was really good. But headache is kicking in again.
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Feeling so tired. And it's gonna rain all day long. Want to stay in bed all day. But I'm gonna get out of bed, have something to eat and take a hot bath, been looking forward to this for days! And then I'm just gonna have a cozy day inside, doing some chores. Snap, I first have to go to my chickens, in the rain πŸ™„
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Mentally I'm good but my body isn't doing well. Headache every single day. And again I'm feeling extremely tired, even though I had the day off on Monday. Tomorrow I have to work till noon πŸ˜•
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Today has been so busy at work. 30 minutes to go and I'm done for the day. But think I might stay here, eat dinner and scroll on my iPad till I have my hospital appointment. Hope they'll tell me a date for my second operation on my shoulder. Headaches have been bad again lately. Other than that I'm feeling good!
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@ work, a bit overwhelmed. Too many files and not enough filing cabinets. Already took 2 cardboard boxes but that's not a solution. Frustrating. Colleague asked for a solution but so far no answer.
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Only slept for 2 hours during the past night.
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Vandaag had ik een functioneringsgesprek. Dat heeft me goed gedaan. Hopelijk komen er in de toekomst enkele veranderingen voor mij waardoor ik mij weer een tikkeltje beter voel bij de job dat ik doe. Vanavond komt een vriend me helpen met iets en daarna gaan we temptation kijken. Blij dat het bijna weekend is!

Fijn weekend! En veel plezier met Temptation. Altijd genieten!

24 Sep 2021
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Yesterday after work i met Trev at the cemetary. It has been 7 years since his mom died of cancer. Wanted to be there as support. After hugging him a few times he kissed me. And that's fine, we've kissed multiple times the past week. But this felt a bit weird to me bc we were in a public place. But it's fine, i texted with him about it later that night. I watched some tv and went to bed early.

But i'm still feeling really tired, feel like a zombie. Migraine and i'm annoyed about my arm that is still hurting.

23 Sep 2021
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Saw a new neurologist. I liked her, she was kind and explained everything very well. Monday I'll go back and she'll learn me to put my first πŸ’‰ in my belly to prevent migraines. For 3/4 people it works 🀞🏼🀞🏼🀞🏼. It gives me hope bc the migraines are getting worse and worse again.

I had to inject myself in the tummy in the past (unrelated) - it' was kinda funny when i got the hang of it!! You will be fine I'm sure!

21 Sep 2021

I hope so Jonathan, I'm not good with needles πŸ˜…

21 Sep 2021
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Feeling lost. And have to cancel my appointment with the psychologist next week bc there's no money. Saw Trev again tonight.
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First day back at work after I fell really bad 7 weeks ago. Migraine
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I'm not doing so well. Migraine again. Not doing well with a guy that's texting me. He's not doing that much wrong but I'm not ready for that kind of stuff. I can't let people in. And he did ignore that I'm not ready for a relationship. Thinking about taking lysanxia drops. Just want to sleep well again. Tomorrow first day back at work. And so far I didn't regret the kiss last night.
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Kissed with Julie's goth father. And it was not just one kiss. No strings attached. Even tho I did it too and wanted to, I still think it's a bad idea bc it'll complicate things. So I think we should not do it again. But we both enjoyed it. Where did it come from? Well guess it was coming for some time but still πŸ€¦πŸ»β€β™€οΈ I'm making this too complicated for my brain.
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