Feeling better today ! Spent quality time with my kitten :)
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I have been feeling extremely down for the past couple if weeks. I have noone to talk to. Not even my bf understands me and he is the only one who knows. He basically told me that I chose depression
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I just need to get this off my chest. I'm not well I'm sad all the ***ing time. I have no one to talk to except from my bf and I am draining him. I'm always complaining I'm always in a bad mood

I'm tired of feeling lonely sad confused. Can't I feel happy for at least two days in a row. I guess not

12 Aug 2019
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I haven't used this app for a while.. Everything was going great. I finally finished my studies! But the last couple of days haven't been great. I have a new job and I hate it from the bottom of my

Heart but I can't quit because this is my first real job.

22 Jul 2019
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I have been sad for the last couple of years. I haven't gone to the psychiatrist because that is not usual in my country. I thought I was depressed but that didn't add up. And then a few days ago

I stumbled upon a video which talked about high functioning depression. I recognized myself and started to read more about it. I know you can not self diagnose but I finally know what is wrong with me but I can't seek help

19 Oct 2018

I've had similar problems, Drs always were thinking: Is it Psychotic depression or is it negative symptoms of Schizophrenia? Because I got manic and psychosis when I last got ill, they settled on Schizo-Affective Disorder.

19 Oct 2018
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Good morning pandas :) feeling pretty good. The sun is shining the sky is blue. I recommend an app called 365GRATITUDE. I swear I've been happier since I started with that gratitude app.

Thanks for the suggestion 😊

21 Aug 2018

Cloudy here.

21 Aug 2018

You're welcome, it's also a community app like this only for gratitude :)

21 Aug 2018

Oh John I don't like clouds very much but they can be beautiful too :D

21 Aug 2018
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Spent a productive day. Studied for 8 hours, cleaned my room, cleaned my car, cleaned myself and went shopping. Good day!
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I swear it's like I WANNA feel bad all the time It's like I think bad thoughts on purpose because I don't know how or don't want to be happy. Well, not today
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I am very nervous, feel like throwing up even though I've been laying on my bed watching TV shows for the last three hours
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I need to stay strong and ignore bf's messages and calls. He came home drunk again this morning. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't break up with him because I love him too much
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Stay strong, you can do it.

07 Jun 2018

Sometimes we have to do what hurts most. Sending you strength.

07 Jun 2018

I've been there. It took me a year to finally break up and move out since we lived together. If your body is not feeling well it's a big sign that you need a change. Stay strong hun.

07 Jun 2018

Thank you guys. I can't live without him we've been together for so long and he's so good to me. But I hate alcohol I hate it and he promises every time that he won't drink anymore, but here we are..

07 Jun 2018

Leaving is tough. But in the long term staying is hardee

07 Jun 2018

I know but he is such a good person that it's hard for me to give up on him

07 Jun 2018
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Meh. I'm tired of explaining that I need to speak fluent French to be able to pass my exam
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Had an argument with my mother. I don't get why she acts like this. She always says it's because of the way I act. But I act that way because she puts me down every chance she gets
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Had a great day 😊 saw a bunch of cousins and my favorite one. Tomorrow going to the beach with my bf😊
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Morning pandas 🐼! Slept for 8, 9 hours but woke up tired πŸ™„
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I really like sad songs but they change my mood from happy to depressed. But I can't stop listening to themπŸ˜”

Sometimes it is good to feel a little self pity, but if know sad songs trigger it every time, it might be an idea to limit these songs?

30 May 2018

I do limit them. But then I don't even want to listen to music. I dislike happy dance songs. It's always been like that. And when I'm in the mood for music I always listen to sad songs

31 May 2018

Then you should enjoy it. Being sad isn't necessarily a bad thing, maybe you have emotions which need to be let out.

31 May 2018

I've never looked at it that way but it makes sense 😊

31 May 2018
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I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm not sad nor happy. I'm just bored. Every day of my life I'm bored. Nothing ever happens. Also, didn't get enough sleep so I'm sleepy.
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Feeling OK. It's hot even though it's evening. I love summer ❀️
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