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0 Max T
10 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
Need help pandas. Seem to have forgotten how I ever updated this so regularly. Need to get my focus back. Any ideas?
John T
11 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR
I'd like to die now. But I won't be able to. Can never get the hang of it. *** that was a bad pun. The silver linings don't shine as brightly anymore. No one ever holds me. I hardly know what to do.
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03 Jan 2020 ·

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Anna D
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Anna D
03 Jan 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Please hang on. There's always a hope for a better life 💕

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03 Jan 2020 · HERO

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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04 Jan 2020 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Really want to remember to update more. But also it's depressing having to spell you feel so low every day.
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30 Dec 2019 ·

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30 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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me M
30 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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nixiblu .
01 Jan 2020 · HERO

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0 Max T
28 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Not great.
Ian D
28 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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29 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
20 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Keep forgetting about my appearance. Jarring when I see my reflection. Never been so unhappy with how I look.
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20 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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20 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
19 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Worked myself up to go to the hairdresser's. Been cutting my own hair because of anxiety. They ***ed it up so I had to go home and give myself a buzz cut to fix it. Never going to a hairdresser again
corrado M
19 Dec 2019 ·

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19 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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corrado M
19 Dec 2019 ·

i feel you. last month i cut randomly my hair two times in two weeks, then since i'm too old for the punk hairstyle i came up with, i went to the hairdresser, and they did a weird job.

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19 Dec 2019 ·

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19 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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1 Max T
19 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Mood is not great at all. Small respites through doing stuff but still return to feeling like ***. Can't do this on my own anymore. But there's no one that can spare the time needed to help me.
corrado M
19 Dec 2019 ·

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3 Max T
17 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Shout out to Daniel from the Samaritans for talking to me today. Had a big breakdown at about 10am. Was crying till 2pm. So tired now. Feel pretty neutral but not good, obviously.
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17 Dec 2019 ·

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17 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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17 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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18 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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0 Max T
13 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Thanks UK. Guess I can say goodbye to my disability allowance...
Penelope P
13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
13 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

Yes, it's hard to be positive today and I can only imagine how it feels for someone in your situation.

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13 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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13 Dec 2019 · HERO

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0 Max T
09 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
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09 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
07 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Woke up four three hours late. Thought of ***e in the shower. Trying to make it past sunset before I have any green. Brain's on fire. Very loud.
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07 Dec 2019 · GUARDIAN

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07 Dec 2019 ·

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07 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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07 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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07 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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09 Dec 2019 · HERO

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0 Max T
03 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Haven't been updating again. Been feeling terrible lately. Need help but I know I'm not gonna ask for it.
Tayla O
03 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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Jeff M
03 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
03 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

I know how hard it is to ask for help. You remember that you've gotten through this before. But please consider talking to someone when you're at your lowest. Even chatting online can help! Hope you feel better soon, max.

Spacekitten V
03 Dec 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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03 Dec 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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John T
03 Dec 2019 · LEGEND

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3 Max T
12 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Haven't been feeling great at all the past few days. Locking myself in a room playing Death Stranding is all I've managed. Back working on the album today. Still feel *** though. Real ***.
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6 Max T
08 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
So yesterday was an absolutely perfect day. Gig went amazingly, had loads of fun.
John T
09 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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8 Max T
07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Finally an actual good day. Did some errands, went climbing, now I'm gonna tidy my mate's room for the afterparty of our gig tonight. Glad to have some brief respite from this absolute slump.
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07 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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me M
07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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07 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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08 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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1 Max T
05 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Can't sit still.
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0 Max T
04 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Haven't eaten in about eight hours but still don't feel hungry. Appetite is always off during these months but still, I want to eat. I know I need to eat. Ugh. Hate this.
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04 Nov 2019 ·

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04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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05 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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0 Max T
04 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
I'm ***ed. Not good at all. Don't know how to approach my friends to ask for help. We're into anniversary month now so I'm just ruckes. Reliving trauma over and over. Plus I'm out of weed. No escape.
Jeff M
04 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
04 Nov 2019 · LEGEND

I'm sorry, Max. Sometimes, just talking to a friend about anything helps distract from these low times. Or call a professional? Hope you're okay...

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04 Nov 2019 ·

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Tebby B
04 Nov 2019 ·

I don't know what country you're in but I'm UK based and I call crisis when I'm really low just to get talked down. Once I'm calmer I find it easier to rip off the plaster and talk to family and friends. Hang in there! You'll get through it

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04 Nov 2019 · NEW

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04 Nov 2019 · HERO

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04 Nov 2019 · GUARDIAN

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04 Nov 2019 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Max T
04 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Nope.
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04 Nov 2019 · HERO

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1 Max T
02 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR
Still having micro panic attacks. Also ran out of weed so sleep will soon be off the cards.
paul M
02 Nov 2019 · 1+ YEAR

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02 Nov 2019 · SUPPORTER

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