Laptop has finally arrived back all nice and repaired. Big weight lifted. Time to get back to work!!! Too excited!
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Told my cousins and siblings over the weekend about my childhood trauma. Was incredibly difficult to do, so overwhelmingly emotional. I'm so happy I've finally told them. A very big weight has been lifted. Gives me hope for when I eventually will be able to tell my parents. One step at a time.
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yup. that's what I'm telling myself right now too. In solidarity with you atm, Max. Wanting to punch something, too.

09 Aug 2021

Box will help guys. Good luck.

10 Aug 2021
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I want to punch holes in the walls. Managed to clean my room and the hallway a bit though. ***ing miserable today.

I thought you feel better, sorry(wish you relax somehow. ⚘

09 Aug 2021

Thanks, Ann. I'm sure life will give me a real break at some point.

09 Aug 2021

God helps you, Max.

10 Aug 2021
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Keeping my head above water, but only just. Good, bad, the days are hard and challenging.
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Completely fallen out of the habbit of updating this. Too much going on in my life. Looking forward to when things will get better for me. Hope everyone else is safe and well.
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Ste C
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I'm sorry

03 Jul 2021

How are you Max?

15 Jul 2021

Max,friend,where are you, how are you?

18 Jul 2021

Max,are you ok?🌹

19 Jul 2021
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New problems, new stresses. Every day now. Still moving forward.
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Doing my best to move forward through all this.
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Can't face this. Had a longing to be with my therapist because they're the only person that makes me feel cared for, looked after, and safe. And they're being paid to do that. Brain is mouldy scrambled eggs. Using music and piano playing to get me through this tough time. I have to adapt.

i love music ! it's like a friend you can't see :) it's really cool you can play piano , i've always wanted to learn

15 Jun 2021

I play guitar. That helps me.

15 Jun 2021

Hang in there. I hope things get better.

15 Jun 2021

🌷

18 Jun 2021

sending hugs & hope you find your what works for you ♥

22 Jun 2021

Find you, how are you?⚘

27 Jun 2021

Glad that you are here.ok🤝🍀

27 Jun 2021
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I'm sorry that you think that, Max... It's normal to feel overwhelmed sometimes (or most of the times!) but everything is going to be okay in the end :D so much fun stuff needs to be done, and I'm sure it's waiting for you!

14 Jun 2021

Oh,Max,sorry,run,or,ride a bike,wash your floor, do Smth.distruct.dont know how to help ,with you my friend 🤝⚘🧚‍♀️

14 Jun 2021

How are you, Max?

15 Jun 2021
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Kayaking yesterday with friends. Helped the mood a bit. Feeling hopeless. Drive is nonexistent now. Can't see the point in doing.
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Real low. Something bad is gonna happen, I can feel it. A huge negative energy building up in the background. Trying to be as prepared as I can. Feeling the most alone I've felt in a long time. Struggling.
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Not good times. Managed to go to therapy today, so there's that. Gotta get through this. Getting tougher. Some days taking it easy isn't possible. Emotionally exhausted.
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Loss of drive. Winding down over the last month.
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Good day. Finished two 7a+ climbs at the wall today. Very stoked. Chilling now with a friend watching a show. Felt confident and capable at times today. Not familiar feelings so hard to place at first.
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Up and down. Returned hire car this morning. Hopefully going kayaking today. Should boost my mood.
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Wedding was incredible. So happy for them both. Drive back home yesterday was much easier and shorter than the drive down thank ***.
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Drive down south yesterday should have taken 4-5 hours. It took 9. Really ***ed me up. Hopefully the wedding today will be a good rest.
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