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Been out since 11am foraging for mushrooms with some great company. Always great to be outdoors and in nature for a good amount of time. Got some productive days ahead of me now with band stuff.
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1d · GUARDIAN

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John T
11h · LEGEND

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11h · LEGEND

Liberty caps?

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Woke up naturally before alarm, pleased. Breakfast with no fuss, cup of tea, piano. Going mushroom picking with some friends at 11.
Tasha S
2d · GUARDIAN

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Tasha S
2d · GUARDIAN

Sounds good

Shelley H
2d · HERO

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Ann L
1d · GUARDIAN

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Albertine M
1d · LEGEND

Well done you. Mushroom picking is great - I'm sure you know to be careful!

John T
11h · LEGEND

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Good climb, good chats. Feel like I've had a good perspective shift.
Ann L
2d · GUARDIAN

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Ann L
2d · GUARDIAN

Great Max,glad for you)

Max T
2d · SUPPORTER

Thanks, Ann!

John T
11h · LEGEND

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More good sleep. Managed breakfast, too. Feel like I'm at a good baseline. Content for the moment. I'll take it.
Love !
3d · LEGEND

awesome.

Anna D
3d · 2+ YEAR

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11h · LEGEND

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Ate breakfast without incident, very pleased. Played piano, tidied my room. Still more to tidy, always seem to get distracted from that quite easily. Decent sleep quality last night. A bit numb.
John T
3d · LEGEND

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3d · LEGEND

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3d · LEGEND

music can be good medicine

Ann L
3d · GUARDIAN

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3d · 2+ YEAR

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Intense positive emotions overwhelming me again. Hopefully building up some sort of tolerance. Still small panic attacks because of it though. Spending some time talking the real *** with real folk.
Love !
4d · LEGEND

real talk! love it.

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4d · SUPPORTER

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3d · GUARDIAN

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Friends helped me pick up some stuff from Mum's place, then stopped over at Dad's workshop to ask if he'd DoP the pilot, very happy he said yes, absolutely love working with him. --
Max T
4d · SUPPORTER

-- Then some fast food overlooking the sea (haven't had any fast food since 2013, very naughty). Then back home for a bit of a chill. Appreciated getting out of the flat. Going to have some beers with some other friends now.

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4d · HERO

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Crashed. Can't put my finger on what happened. Extremely irritable now, short temper, angry.
me M
5d · 1+ YEAR

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5d · HERO

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Love !
5d · LEGEND

I get like that sometimes. That's when I work the heavy bag until my fists are sore.

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5d · LEGEND

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5d · HERO

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4d · 2+ YEAR

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Max T
4d · SUPPORTER

A bag to punch would have been useful, Love. Broken a lot of stuff in the past, put fists through walls, kicked down doors. Might have to look into getting a punchbag actually...

Love !
4d · LEGEND

5 minutes of bam bam & you'll be straight.

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Brain's telling me I need to build my body armour back up. Can't really argue with that. Will make me feel a bit more confident and safe. Had a couple of good days, nothing crazy. Just not ***.
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5d · NEW

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5d · 2+ YEAR

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Dream worlds becoming less and less abstract. Worried soon I won't be able to distinguish them from real life. It's already tough as it is. Putting up a whiteboard in my room today.
Ann L
7d · GUARDIAN

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Little fella W
7d ·

I had that when I used to smoke alot of weed. Duno if that's the issue?

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6d · LEGEND

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2 Max T
22 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Have been waiting almost two hours for the builder to come round. Didn't sleep well because I knew I had to get up early. All that stress and anxiety for nothing. Doing washing up now.
Love !
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Love !
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

was he a no show?

Anna D
22 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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22 Oct 2020 · HERO

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22 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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Albertine M
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

It's awful when that happens and they don't even contact you. Hope he turned up

Ann L
22 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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me M
7d · 1+ YEAR

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Max T
7d · SUPPORTER

Waited for six hours, absolutely no sign. Not even a call. The carpet people were also meant to be round this week. Oh well.

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5 Max T
21 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Neither here nor there. Someone's coming tomorrow to finally remove the spike strips from the stairs. 'About time' doesn't cover it. Once it's done I can sand and paint them. Looking forward to it.
John T
21 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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5 Max T
20 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Forced myself to go climbing. Not a bad session but I felt like *** the entire time. Difficult dealing with people today. Seconds away from crying most of the day.
Shelley H
20 Oct 2020 · HERO

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20 Oct 2020 · HERO

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nixiblu .
20 Oct 2020 · HERO

Well done for keeping it together :)

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21 Oct 2020 · NEW

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21 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Anna D
21 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

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Anna D
21 Oct 2020 · 2+ YEAR

Great! I don't know if I would be able to climb... You're courageous!

John T
21 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Albertine M
22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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2 Max T
20 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Numb
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20 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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20 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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20 Oct 2020 · HERO

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20 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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20 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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22 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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6 Max T
18 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Very good climbing session. Nothing crazy, but a lot of fun. Recognising more and more how uncomfortable I am with sudden happiness. Focusing on my breathing when it overwhelms me--
Max T
18 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

--and repeating a mantra to ease the unsettled feelings.

Max T
18 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

The anima visited me in my dreams last night. Feel good and present enough to deal with it, apparently. Actually feel like I could deal with a more serious night terror, and unpack some meaning from it all.

Max T
18 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

I've had a good few days, and I am so very thankful for it. And to all you pandas. You get me through more than you know. X

Alicia B
18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

I'm so happy for you, Maxy! Big hugs

Jen B
18 Oct 2020 · HERO

❤️

John T
18 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Love !
19 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

wise insights & wonderful progress.

Love !
19 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

helpful strategies as well plus the awareness & discipline to apply them. Good that you're experimenting with what works for you @ any given moment.

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21 Oct 2020 ·

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7 Max T
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Absolutely cracking up editing this music video with a dear friend of mine. Having a lot of fun. Unsettled apart from that but trying to press on. It will pass with time.
Brooke M
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

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17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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17 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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17 Oct 2020 · HERO

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18 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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21 Oct 2020 · NEW

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10 Max T
17 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Was stressed as hell today, fully believing I wasn't going to be able to direct this music video I shot today. Managed to get everything wrapped in 3 hours. Exhausted now. Looking forward to the edit.
Sabine S
17 Oct 2020 ·

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Matthew N
17 Oct 2020 ·

Well done! 👍

Jen B
17 Oct 2020 · HERO

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17 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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18 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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5 Max T
15 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Crying because I'm not used to how happy I'm feeling. Today went so great. After climbing I came home and finished the pilot script, and I'm really happy with it. I feel itchy and uncomfortable--
Max T
15 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

--from this sudden overdose of happiness. My brain doesn't know what to do with all of it.

John T
15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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15 Oct 2020 · 6+ MONTHS

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Love !
15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

sometimes relief comes and can overwhelm us. Those are humbling but special moments of grace. Glad you got a taste, a glimpse of the good. You've been weighed down. Today, some respite. Happy for you, brother.

nixiblu .
15 Oct 2020 · HERO

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Alicia B
15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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Alicia B
15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

So happy for you ☺️ you've done such a big job!

John T
16 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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paul M
16 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

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paul M
16 Oct 2020 · 1+ YEAR

Actually yes, occasional good mood makes me confused too, I don't know what to do with it.

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7 Max T
15 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Amazing climbing sesh. Smashed a 7a that's been getting the better of me AND finally completed a circuit I've been working on for weeks. Not to mention flashing all but four of the new blue set.
Max T
15 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER

Feels great. Definitely all happened because I'd had a decent breakfast for once.

Love !
15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

sounds awesome. Often its little things that contribute to our sense of well-being: a decent breakfast, a good nights sleep, a little exercise. Moods lift and all seems right with the world.

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15 Oct 2020 ·

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15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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5 Max T
15 Oct 2020 · SUPPORTER
Managed to finish my breakfast this morning. Very pleased about that. Going climbing today then finishing off the pilot script afterwards.
Ann L
15 Oct 2020 · GUARDIAN

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15 Oct 2020 · LEGEND

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15 Oct 2020 · HERO

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