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4 Jess H
01 Jan 2019 ·
When will I feel whole
John T
01 Jan 2019 · LEGEND

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John T
01 Jan 2019 · LEGEND

When you realise that the emptiness is the most useful part of a cup.

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1 Jess H
01 Jan 2019 ·
I miss my dog so much, I love you Bo
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01 Jan 2019 · GUARDIAN

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3 Jess H
31 Dec 2018 ·
I've felt sad/low/in tears for probably the past few New Years. Never a strong reason why, just a feeling of incomplete
Joshu T
01 Jan 2019 ·

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3 Jess H
23 Dec 2018 ·
No matter how many more glasses of wine I have, shots, cigarettes, food, it constantly feels like something inside is missing and I can't relax and I don't know why, every day
Robert H
23 Dec 2018 · GUARDIAN

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24 Dec 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Jess H
23 Dec 2018 ·
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23 Dec 2018 · GUARDIAN

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4 Jess H
15 Dec 2018 ·
Is there a way to recover from being an alcoholic without having to cut it out completely? I want to be able to enjoy the occasional drink like a normal person
Mirella B
15 Dec 2018 ·

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Pseudo Bear !
21 Dec 2018 · HERO

I've heard that truly, it isn't. The goal may be sobriety first, then look into options second. It's all about the Why. WHY change in the first place. Focus there and whether you need an occasional drink will be clear.

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9 Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·
So this is the only place I can be honest without too much judgement. I tried cocaine for the first time in my life and I feel happy. I got closer with a friend and I came home and cleaned the house.
Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

I wanted to say the whole house but characters restricted me. I know it's not a permanent solution but for the first time I feel happy and alive. Due to the cost I will only do it every 2 weeks. But I can feel something again

Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

I know I will be judged but for me this is a stepping stone because it's moved me away from wanted to end my life.

Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

I can feel something, motivation, empowerment, happiness. I will probably feel *** tomorrow but right now for the first time in so long I'm feeling something.

C J
01 Dec 2018 ·

as long as it isn't your sole coping mechanism. some people don't get addicted, but can be like a band aid over much deeper wounds. maybe reach out to free mental health crisis center/talk line? good luck x

C J
01 Dec 2018 ·

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John T
01 Dec 2018 · LEGEND

I took cocaine once. Expensive! I felt like it made into a more arrogant and more ignorant version of myself, so just continued with others things, off it all now though and life's better.

John T
01 Dec 2018 · LEGEND

Do what you will. Have your fun and it will teach you the lessons you may well need to learn. Just say no to crack, heroin, or spice if you get offered them. Better things are out there.

John T
01 Dec 2018 · LEGEND

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Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

Yeah very expensive, I expect I won't be doing it again for a while and I'm fine with that. I'd definitely stay away from all of that other stuff! Thank you for your advice and understanding (:

Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

And thank you CJ, I don't feel any intentions to do it again for a while I'm fine with once in a blue moon! I'm trying to sort my mental state out atm too with the docs, I do want to look after myself. Thank you xxx

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2 Jess H
30 Nov 2018 ·
Help me
Christian B
30 Nov 2018 ·

im equally depressed you help me

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30 Nov 2018 · SUPPORTER

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Metron A
30 Nov 2018 · SUPPORTER

I think you are both in the right place. Keeping track of your moods can help you spot patterns that might help you to stop certain bad feelings before they feel like they are taking over your life. Things get better.

Jess H
01 Dec 2018 ·

Thank you x

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2 Jess H
26 Nov 2018 ·
Each day is a struggle
Bipolar Bear .
26 Nov 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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3 Jess H
23 Nov 2018 ·
When will every day stop being ***
Robert H
23 Nov 2018 · GUARDIAN

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23 Nov 2018 ·

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2 Jess H
22 Nov 2018 ·
Nobody seems to take a hint, or rather a subtle cry for help or recognition
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22 Nov 2018 · NEW

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22 Nov 2018 ·

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22 Nov 2018 ·

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22 Nov 2018 ·

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Curtis H
22 Nov 2018 ·

God bless you,

Curtis H
22 Nov 2018 ·

God bless you,

Curtis H
22 Nov 2018 ·

God bless you,

Curtis H
22 Nov 2018 ·

God bless you, Jess.

Jess H
23 Nov 2018 ·

You are all such comfort ❤️

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3 Jess H
21 Nov 2018 ·
Every day is a challenge that drags until it's finally night time and I can get in bed and shut off. I don't want to go to work anymore. I don't want to socialise. I don't want to leave the house.
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21 Nov 2018 · NEW

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22 Nov 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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22 Nov 2018 ·

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0 Jess H
15 Nov 2018 ·
My dog died and I feel like i can't go on
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16 Nov 2018 ·

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16 Nov 2018 · SUPPORTER

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16 Nov 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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Bipolar Bear .
16 Nov 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

Im so sorry Jess! My heart goes out to you! Big hugs!

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16 Nov 2018 ·

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16 Nov 2018 ·

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Jess H
18 Nov 2018 ·

Thank you all pandas ❤️

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5 Jess H
30 Oct 2018 ·
Feeling pretty flat but proud of myself for not drinking tonight, it's a start
Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

Way to go!

Jess H
30 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you (:

Linda H
20 Nov 2018 ·

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2 Jess H
29 Oct 2018 ·
I feel so down, so sad, but I can not cry
Maite P
29 Oct 2018 ·

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29 Oct 2018 ·

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2 Jess H
24 Oct 2018 ·
I don't want to admit I have a serious drinking problem
Bipolar Bear .
24 Oct 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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Pseudo Bear !
24 Oct 2018 · HERO

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Pseudo Bear !
24 Oct 2018 · HERO

Who would you say it to out loud in order to 1. Feel safe and 2. Help it feel real?

Jeff M
24 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

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Jeff M
24 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

Saying it here is a good first step. I hope you find someone who will help you!

Jess H
29 Oct 2018 ·

There isn't anyone I feel like I can say it to without feeling utter shame and embarrassment

Jess H
29 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you Jeff, I want to sort it by myself but I'm struggling

Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

Maybe see what kinds of resources are online, like tips for cutting back. Ways to distract yourself or keep busy those times you normally want a drink or other outlets that are healthier? Or even anonymous support online?

Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 · LEGEND

Try not to be ashamed. It's not a failing to have a problem! We all have many, many problems. The fact that you want to get better is a success in itself!

Jess H
31 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you so much for the supportive words, doing everything I can now to get it under control and break the habit

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3 Jess H
15 Oct 2018 ·
Tell me it'll get better that it will all sort itself 😞
Bipolar Bear .
15 Oct 2018 · 6+ MONTHS

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2 Jess H
03 Oct 2018 ·
“Defo” “defo” “defo” “defo” “defo”
X. M
04 Oct 2018 · SUPPORTER

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3 Jess H
03 Oct 2018 ·
To my best friend : you are not there for me
X. M
03 Oct 2018 · SUPPORTER

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3 Jess H
03 Oct 2018 ·
Deleted but needed to come back to the app. Nobody hears me, nobody listens to me. I reach a point of lying about how i really am or what I'm thinking/feeling just to move conversation along for them.
X. M
03 Oct 2018 · SUPPORTER

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