I recently got put on anti psychotics because my psychiatrist thinks I'm biopolal and I kinda feel ashamed about because I don't want my family to think I'm crazy or something 😔

No one is crazy, we all just have different brains! Just have to find the right people who understand and support you no matter what! Pandas are good for that

13 Dec 2018
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I have been feeling so down again I started going to an abuse and trauma support group for something that happened to me two years ago but it just bringing back things that I have been representing
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I just don't understand I have nothing to be depressed about I'm doing work experience in a science lab for a week I love science I should be happy but all I am doing is going from breakdown to breakd
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I just don't understand I have nothing to be depressed about I'm doing work experience in a science lab for a week I love science I should be happy but all I am doing is going from breakdown to breakd
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I don't know why but I never keep track of my mood when I am more happy and then I go back to measuring my mood when I am low
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so maybe me stopping my medication makes me feel crazy and more out of control because all I am doing is over thinking everything from facial cues to body language and I am really ***ing paranoid

I kind of what to start taking them again but I'm scared to because they made me feel really out of it and sick when I first started them and I don't want to feel like that again so I don't know what to do

27 Sep 2017
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I can't stay out my head I have so many irrational thoughts makes me just want to cry but my anxiety doesn't let me cry in public

Cry if you need to. Sounds like people need to know you need some

11 Sep 2017

Cry if you need to.

11 Sep 2017

Cry if you need to. Sounds like you need some support.

11 Sep 2017

Cry if you need to. Sounds like you need some support.

11 Sep 2017

I physically can't cry I start to then stop and my mind tells me I am being pathetic

11 Sep 2017
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So apparently don't phone your dad at work because meetings I feel like utter crap now and my mind has gone racing into irrational thoughts
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First day back at school since Thursday and honestly hope I don't have another shut down and can stay a whole week at school
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I don't feel anything I feel empty not sad not happy just existing
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Went on an outing by myself with my camera today helped me get me out of my head
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Dad yelled at me last night because he is worried about me. Never went to school this morning and dad suggested that I go out with my camera

Sounds like he is worried about you and perhaps shouted because he is stressed?

08 Sep 2017
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When you think that you are feeling better and out of no where you want to cry and you feel unwanted and an annoyance to everyone
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I hope that the feeling fades away very quickly. Giving you a lot of strength!

08 Sep 2017
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I did something productive and started my personal statement for my university application. I also feel less paranoid now
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