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I am ok. I am full of cold and wish I had one more day for interview prep. Interview on Friday. Please let me land this!
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I'm just checking in after 7 months. Things are still good with G. Although I need to apply for my own job due to a restructure, I'm feeling positive.I have an interview next Friday for something new.
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Awesome. Good luck!

13 Oct 2018

Best of luck in interview! x

13 Oct 2018

Thanks so much everyone I got it :)

20 Oct 2018

Congrats!, 😊🙌🏽

28 Oct 2018
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So poorly. Gary bought me supplies and tablets. What a babe.
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Bleugh. Feeling full of cold, headache and sore throat. Glad things feel better with G. New relationships are tough, it's hard to know where you stand and where it's going sometimes.
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Woke up sore throat and a cold :( went out for few drinks last night with my best friend. Gary offered to drop us in and pick us up which was really sweet of him

Hope you feel better soon Rosie! X

25 Feb 2018

Thoughtful act

25 Feb 2018

Thanks KTOA, these things tend to feel worse in the mornings and evenings. It was really thoughtful love1.

25 Feb 2018
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Seriously - what a ***. After a tense phone chat following the horrid Monday we had I just sent a resolution text. Has he answered? Has he ***. I'm sick of ***ty relationships, they never work.

This is so different from the kind of thing you were posting when you first got together. But *** happens. At least you are living life, it takes decent mental health to get yourself through things like this, so don't despair...

22 Feb 2018

...you might look back in a couple of weeks and just shrug any thoughts off. Life goes on, Rosie. Whatever happens.

22 Feb 2018

Yeah - life goes on. I don't know if I'm overreacting and things will work themselves out. I'm just so frustrated that communicating has got really hard.

22 Feb 2018

We just seem to really misunderstand each other lately and it makes me sad. And frustrated :(

22 Feb 2018

Thanks john. Maybe it's me. Work is so stressful - my job has just dissolved and I'm moving to a new team on Monday and it's all so full on with a new process to complete my April. I'd like to get away but i know he can't commit to that right now

22 Feb 2018

I just feel like so many things are out of my control :(

22 Feb 2018

Just an idea: Write him a letter, and long as you like, you don't even have to send it... I think just writing it would be beneficial to yourself.

22 Feb 2018

Thanks John, I will do - good advice

22 Feb 2018

As it turns out - I over generalize, proportionalise and over complicate.

22 Feb 2018

Thanks to anxiety. Man - it must take a whole load of patience to date someone like me.

22 Feb 2018

I love Johns idea of the letter.

23 Feb 2018
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The training went well. We have an awesome guy called Mark. I'm ok, my motivation is severely lacking tbh. Things a bit pear shaped with this guy I'm seeing. Why am I so hopeful for this to work?
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So I have 50 minutes to get ready. I don't really want to go to work - well actually it's a training day. I'm meeting a new team so I have to be positive smart and likeable. I have a small hangover.
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Today I feel heartbroken. There really is just the one person I want. When will this pain end. Will it end.
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Blazing row with Gary. Feeling doubt.
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Feeling quite empty today. Cried in the car. But made it to work for 08:30 and have eaten breakfast. I could have easily called in sick today and spent the day in bed.

Wow! Welldone! In work by 8:30 even thoigh you felt down enough to be crying. I don't get that down and I'm still here in bed at 10:15 even though I woke at 8! Welldone you!

19 Feb 2018

Thanks keeping track o A. I've had a really flat few past days and want it to pass. I'm so fed up with parts of my life. When I have more energy and motivation I would like to affect change.

19 Feb 2018
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I hope your day gets better ): self motivation is important and can be hard on days like these, be proud! maybe surrounding yourself with positive people will lift your mood.

19 Feb 2018

Thanks Carrie - it did x

19 Feb 2018

Glad your day got better Rosie! Hope today is even better!!

20 Feb 2018
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I was a 4/10 when I woke up this morning. Really struggled to motivate myself to get out of bed. At 15:00 I decided I needed to try and go for a walk and ended up taking myself out for dinner. Came

Home and crawled straight back into bed for a hide under the duvet and read. Feel a little better for it. Hate feeling so flat - I don't know why it happens

18 Feb 2018

But you became active, well done! When you figure out why it happens, please let me know. Although I think mine has mainly to do with stress and tiredness

18 Feb 2018

You got up. That's a positive!

19 Feb 2018
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We both need to get in better shape. But I am really enjoying how are relationship is growing. I like the friendship that is developing between us :)
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I'm in a new relationship. It's great. He's a nice guy, it's very new still. . But my heart still burns for the one I loved. I know it will take time. I wonder if he even thought of me :(
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Went to an hour HIIT class last night. Feel amazing this morning
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I'm going freediving tonight 🤗🌊 Time for some quality time concentrating on my breathing 💙

For me it'd be difficult enough swimming to the bottom of a diving pool! (I haven't been swimming in ages, I'd like to lose some weight before I go again though). Enjoy Rosie!

09 Feb 2018
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Too many gins last night. My partner got told that I was the most attractive woman in the room last night 😳 it's a major compliment but I don't like the attention.
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