And the parents have split, honestly not surprised and I don't really feel any emotion on the topic.
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Slightly better but feeling confused; My bloods came back as normal so a doctors appointment it is to find out why I feel sick 😐

I had my CRP, Rheumatoid, Kidney and Liver function checked. Got to wait on Vit D and B12, if they're 'fine' I'm going to have to make the docs appt

02 Dec 2019
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13:14 - Feeling ill one againnnn
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Its another night of feeling ill :) - I think I'm just going to use this to track how I feel at night to actually have some proof for the doctors
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So apparently you can't lunge for someone who throw things at you, I'll write that down
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I really don't want to go to college
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Just wrote a list of what irritates me at college. Falls into I can't get far by saying I know what shutter speed is when it's not the career I want to go down.

And that one student in particular takes the mick, if she's not repeating my entire name she somehow learnt (I haven't even revealed my surname so I don't know...) she's repeating facts about me loudly and I'm ugh. Someone stop her.

29 Oct 2019
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Came home, not allowed in the house so I'm in the garage.
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Call my mother because I'm stuck in town unable to move in the fear I might be sick and she just says “Okay bye”
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Woke up shaking, every Monday on the dot I will wake up shaking for no apparent reason. Not missed a single Monday yet. Before I've ever registered waking up I shake, and just think “Here we go again”

Waking up at 6 to leave at 7 seems to be an issue as any other time I'd wake up pretty much fine.

14 Oct 2019

I can't wake up later either because I will miss the buses and trains.

14 Oct 2019
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Completely fallen in love with The Dark Crystal,
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Not even been awake 10 minutes and im having an anxiety attack. For god's sake. I feel so ill
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Feeling better to the point I've eaten when out and about.
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Eyes hurt, have to leave soon for college. Lost glasses ffs.

Could be worse.vI've lost mine on face many times before now.

03 Oct 2019
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How long has this been going on for now, I'm sick of the pain of the arguments I'm sick of my mod being s prison cell where someone is constantly stabbing your ear drums. I'm sick of ASD.
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Room feels like anprosok so does mind helo
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Bedroom been comepltelt cleaned out, bed frame looks like your classic asylum bed with the metal frame and mattress.

Frame is too big for bed so it slides and has four inches around the sides. Bed won't even go where I wanted it because it's too big. Floor has been ripped up.

02 Oct 2019

Sensory over load and now everyone else is shouting and I want to take off my ears or be deaf. Eithers fine.

02 Oct 2019

Be well xx

02 Oct 2019

I'm trying. Everything is in overdrive and so loud that I'm hating everything. My OCD has gone mad, rearranging my draws is stressful as hell its all out of way and the change isn't happening

02 Oct 2019
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