that I think it). I told her she's doing something that I'm not of me, but she doesn't change. She finds herself empathetic and tolerant, but it seems to me that I am more empathetic than her.
And my new boss told me not to use a program I'm used to use from my previous team. She says it doesn't work, but it does. I have no problem to not use it. But she told it in a way 'what have you done with the project?' in front of other coworkers.
She tried to be kind, she's like this, but I felt stupid.
This sounds like a complicated situation for sure. Im not sure how good of advice I could give you. Just keep working hard, and try to communicate how you feel/how you think and perceive things. Hang in there fellow panda <3
Good to hear ❤️
I haven't written to the university that I won't do it is that I've already paid a lot of money for it. I hate the idea to come back to the university, to learn by heart so many details without using my brain... I hate the university. It's the last
time I go there. I have no force to revise for the exam, so I have to hope I still remember a lot.
Another problem is I feel forced to do a PhD. Partly by parents who have no university degree, partly by J who is much clever than me and who thinks it would be as easy for me as it was for him. And partly by my friend who wants to do it herself.
But I don't feel enough clever to a PhD. And even if I were, I would have no force to do all the unimportant things to finish it, to get tested again and again, to live in a world where I'm never right even if I am. And to write the articles that are
to be done only to be done 😞
In the evening I wrote a post on my books blog. I haven't been writing there since a long time.
so nice! :)
we might meet on Wednesday or Friday, so he has still time to answer, bc it would be enough to answer next week. But it hurts me. I don't know if I should still hope that he loves me or say him I love him. But I don't know if I would survive when he
tells me he doesn't love me... :(((
i tried to help my crush like *hey dude i can help you if you are in problem * but i guess he don`t ...think so