read it too and said it was ok and her remarks were stupid. I know it wasn't a best one, on the other hand, I know I'm not the only bad person in this story. 7.5 working days remaining.
obligation to answer, but still. I wrote a something for my boss and I was unable to finish it, as I know it won't be ok. I'm anxious. It's all PMS I guess. I hope it's over soon.
He will answer. Very often my friends don't answer, but I know they are busy,later.wait,he will write.dont nerves. And you know bad advice, but I write .let he jealous a little. Maybe don't write for a while he will miss you.
I am sorry that you suffer because of him.save your nerves. ❤
Thank you all ❤️
I still dream about one of my friends sometimes. I accepted it.
only 12 days and I'll never see my current boss again.
You got this. *Hugs*
We were writing again. He's afraid to have children because they would suffer, he's afraid of genetic deseases. And now he shares a lot of stuff about this...
break up is true. But I might not know him well? I also feel less I'll. I drink much (3 l per day) and it seems to be working... I hope it's so 🙂
I should begin to write my paper diary again. I stopped after the break up. It seems to me writing on a phone is less hurting than writing on paper 🤔
Nice to see some green for you, Anna 💕
Thank you, Jen! This month has been really tough..
Thank you all!
be with him, even though I know he doesn't want to be with me. I told me I won't be mad at me because I'm not fully recovered from the break up until mid March. Christmas and the internship did a lot of bad on my psychic.
Nope. I'm on nearly 4 months, and still feel crap. It's ok to deal with things in our own times.
Had an ex text me a few days ago. Last time we were together was Nov 2019. I still think abt her. As she contacted me, had me craving. So... I can empathize.
There is no such a thing like normal breakup. But time will do its job. Take good care of yourself
Thank you all ❤️❤️
my current boss. I have an exam today, not with her, and I'd rather have exams all the week long than one hour with her. But only 18 days 6 hours remaining.
She never lets me finish a sentence. Whenever I say 'according to what I've read' she tells me to not say what I've read but what I think. But when my opinion is based on what I've read in a professional magazine? How do I explain? Whenever I try to
begin with reasons, she stops me. But when I don't say the reasons, she tells me I haven't thought it in deep... 😞
demotivated, I don't want to read, work, nothing. And that's bad. I don't understand, this stupid boss is worse for me than the break up.
I'm I'm bed with my teddy bear, but want someone to hug me. Why doesn't he want to be with me?
I know I can't go there!! I lived exaggerated social phobia, I put a lot of effort to recover and my current boss won't out me back!! I have to stay strong. 💪
Thinking about J. I want to be with him when I feel low.
on the other hand, she´s too perfectionistic which makes me even more demotivated. Nothing I do is good for her. I know I could work better, but even if I did my best, it wouldn´t be ok. If I do something well, she says nothing. If I say something
incorrect or if it´s not perfect, she tells me I should work more and properly. Yesterday, she gave me a 700 pages folder to read in one hour... it seems to me like bullying... I know she´s never satisfied with anybody. Only 20 days, 21 hours, 36 min
of this internship.
Now sitting at my computer, working on a thing I would do in one or two hours, but I´ve been working for 4 hours and still not in a half. Reading news and playing Elvenar instead. Not able to look at my work. I feel burnt out. But is it possible to
burn out so quickly? I doubt...
Can you try to move to another team?
Accepted bully in a work place when you're new is a hard thing to move.
@ me: It's only 2 months' internship so I'll move to another department in February. A colleague doing his internship told me
I'll might spend two weeks in his team to see other side of the work and he might be in mine instead. But it's not sure, my boss didn't told me. O would be happy, I'm so demotivated, but I don't want to make false hopes. In fact, I'm even not in team
It's a team composed of three persons and a secretary. I saw the other two members once only, she doesn't take me to the team meetings, there were some meetings with clients today and not only she told me it's not necessary to be there, she forbid me
to go there. I really don't know how the team works. I only saw on the one meeting I was at that she bullies one of the other guys and the third one didn't say a word. Maybe he's as demotivated as me...
Writing about it helps me to realize I am not the only bad person in this story. I know I don't do my best, since the beginning, I don't know why, but her approach is bad.
It has nothing to do with you. It's related to her. I think you should tell her superiors about it. Hugs
Thanks, me ❤️
From what I can read I dont think this is your fault and I hope things turn out better for you 💜
Thanks, Spacekitten ❤️
happy birthday !!