What is in the tea? Valerian? Hops?
We all have things we should stop I guess but do us good
Sounds like me, right now. Maybe will go walk. Love.
J is a mystery wrapped up in an enigma. I hope you and him get together soon
Aaah J :(. Hope it is not torturing yoi to much, hun.
thinking about J.
Good job.glad for your 9,👍❤
What if he tells me he loves me? It's so irrational... Maybe I'm just so affected by work or studies and about my success or failure that I see the world differently. And I might be more or less active. That's it I guess...
Or I might meet someone else... Everything might change. I love him, I miss him. No message today :/
Maybe ask him what does he think about your relationship?Love alone it is sad.wish you good luck❤
Sometimes I feel like he wants the relationship, but finally he gets caught by his low self-esteem. That a relationship is too difficult for him as he thinks he's so bad.
nothing important, but I hate it. I used to clean my bedroom when parents weren't at home, but that happens rarely now. I want to move, but I don't want to look for a new apartment in this situation. I'm lost.
And again and again I see how writing with J affects my mood positively. And every time I learn a new thing we have in common. The better I know him, the more I see he's the best man I've ever met. I should learn to be happy without him.
I hate those hurtful little comments too. Your parents are wrong to talk this way.
Thank you, Chloe. Thank you all.
Sometimes it seems to me I love him more now than before I learnt he doesn't want any relationship anymore.
I don't know, you might be right... On the other hand, we have a more better relationship now, more close. We were friends, but after I told him my feelings, we are closer to each other, he's like my best friend now and we tell each other everything.
It seems to me that it might (also) be the fact I believe him so much. But frankly, I don't know...
stupid. No way out...
The main part of my paper is done 🥳🎉 I have to make minor changes, introduction and conclusion, but the main work is over 😃
sounds like relief