few days ago, before I wrote her for the first time, we were writing about another meeting I cancelled and maybe I was too rude :/
☕️☕️ all will be ok. No matter what.
Hope you hear soon but JVAN is right:)
and she doesn't even know if there are some jobs for her qualification. I'm desperate. She does nothing reasonable to abetter her situation, she wants to leave her job without knowing where to go... It's too uncertain for me, I feel so anxious :((((
But I worry if J loves me or not... We are not going out, but I love him and I'm not able to tell it to him, because I'm too afraid that he doesn't love me and we won't be friends anymore. I haven't seen him for ages, but we write each other.
Sometimes, I feel something like love from his letters, but sometimes not. He wrote me today and I had the feeling he doesn't love me. But he only may be exhausted of being on some meeting, he likes being at home.
and today because of my blocked access - it's the kind of situation that made me always collapse 2.5 years ago. I was crying yesterday, but really not collapsing 😀
I had. I learnt just now that they blocked me even my account on the website of the company where we have courses and workshops. I'm afraid I was cancelled from a workshop I really wanted to go to and that is really really full, so I have no chance
to be accepted again :(
I'm quite fine now, but I really really begin to panic because of the workshop so I'm afraid I'll feel really bad tomorrow if it won't be all ok...